Self-indulgent love

"Stomach bleeding is interesting, isn't it? How about next time?" Wu Xinyu stared viciously at Xiao Xiao, who was still pale, while peeling an apple.

God knows how nervous she was when she saw Xiao Xiao rolling on the ground with a face of pain, her heart almost jumped out of fright.If it wasn't for the presence of Gong's parents, otherwise, she wouldn't know what to do.

Fortunately, Gong's parents are calm.He quickly called 110 and sent Xiao Xiao to the hospital.

After Xiao Xiao was anesthetized, Wu Xinyu finally calmed down and just wanted to swear.When has she been so nervous?If those unscrupulous classmates and friends of hers found out, they wouldn't laugh at her to death! ?Really, only Xiao Xiao can have this kind of treatment!

"It's okay. I'm drunk, so I don't feel much." After serious thinking, Xiao Xiao gave a dumbfounding answer.However, this is no joke.She really drank too much and forgot!I really don't feel anything.

"You...I really can't stand you! Can you stop acting like you don't care! The body is yours! Then, here you are." Wu Xinyu handed the peeled apple to Xiao Xiao.An unbearable look.I am so nervous!She had a calm expression on her face, and she really had the urge to knock her on the head!

"I really don't feel anything! I really drank too much at that time. The whole brain was paralyzed, and I almost forgot my last name. Besides, no matter how much my stomach hurts, it can't be worth one ten-thousandth of my heartache. How will it feel?" Xiao Xiao said bitterly.

Even so, Xiao Xiao still felt a burst of warmth in his heart.

Xiao Xiao felt extremely lucky.No matter when, she can meet someone who treats her sincerely.Gong Ming has always been with her all along, and even though they have always been from different schools, Gong Ming still treats her so well.After that, I met Zhou Yue.The one she would spend her whole life forgetting.Although they only got together for one semester, she felt that it was the happiest day in her life.After entering junior high school and separating from Zhou Yue, she met the two siblings of the Ji family.The two of them stood still and moved.Although Ji Jingrou always likes to tease her, she doesn't hate it at all.I like the feeling that someone is always with me.warm.Even if she let them down so much.

Finally went to high school.The two of them were forced by her to enter No. [-] Middle School in the city.She went to a very ordinary high school alone.Gong Ming was also forced by her to go to the Experimental Middle School.I thought she was like that.Not when meeting someone like them.Wu Xinyu's poisonous tongue appeared.Her life became lively again.

Wu Xinyu is different from everyone she knows. She is poisonous, cold-blooded, decisive, and ruthless.And a little black belly.So, she called her Fox.

The fox made her recognize her feelings and her heart.Force yourself to let go, force yourself to accept that feeling.When I was frustrated, I taught myself a lesson, and then pulled myself back.Such a person deserves to be treated sincerely in her life.She is also prepared to do so.

"You really... well, forget it. It's fine if you don't die. I haven't bullied enough, so you have to know it well? Also, doesn't that woman just have a boyfriend? Why are you abusing yourself so much? Is it because you hurt her? I will not agree with you to be with her. What's more, she doesn't still love you! You forget about her quickly. If you lack love, I will give you Find someone who is a hundred times better than her." Wu Xinyu said viciously.I despise Zhou Yue in my heart.

As soon as Xiao Xiao woke up, Wu Xinyu asked clearly what had happened.Hearing Xiao Xiao's words, Wu Xinyu almost went to Zhou Yue to settle accounts.And you don't understand what Xiao Xiao likes about Zhou Yue!

Hearing Wu Xinyu's words, Xiao Xiao just smiled lightly, neither denying nor approving.Silently began to change the subject.At this time, she really doesn't want to talk about Zhou Yue.In addition, she is the person I like, and I don't want others to say anything about her.

Just when the two of them didn't know where to shift the topic.The door of the ward was suddenly opened.Wu Xinyu sat with her back to the door, so she didn't see anyone coming, she only heard that person panting heavily, probably running too fast.But I didn't care, this is an ordinary ward, and there are other people there.

Xiao Xiao was facing the door, and subconsciously looked towards the door, but when he looked over, the smile he had finally revealed froze there.Seeing this, Wu Xinyu turned her head away, wanting to see who made Xiao Xiao react so strongly.

Whoever is coming, I don't want to know, it must be Zhou Yue.Although Wu Xinyu had never seen Zhou Yue, she had seen the photos.Therefore, Wu Xinyu's face immediately sank.

The tense Zhou Yue didn't notice any difference between the two of them.Go straight to Xiao Xiao's hospital bed.When he was about to pounce, he was stopped by Wu Xinyu with a sullen face.

"Why are you here? Xiaoxiao doesn't want to see you! Get out of here mellowly, don't let me do anything." Wu Xinyu said coldly with a sullen face.

That guy Gong Ming must have told Zhou Yue! shit!Why did Gong Ming become so restless?

"Who are you, why do you care about me! I want to see Xiaoxiao, not you!" Seeing this, Zhou Yue said angrily.

"Heh! Let Xiaoxiao say what I say. Are you qualified to know who I am? You are not qualified to meet Xiaoxiao, understand?" Wu Xinyu sarcastically said.The more you look at Zhou Yue, the more unpleasant it becomes.What did Xiaoxiao see in her?

"You..." Zhou Yue was very angry when Wu Xinyu said that.

"What's wrong with what I said? Get out of here quickly." Wu Xinyu's patience has reached its limit.

"Fox, it's okay." Xiao Xiao adjusted his mood and interrupted the conversation between the two.

"Xiaoxiao!" Wu Xinyu said angrily.Why is Xiaoxiao still talking for her!

"It's okay, really." Xiao Xiao comforted Wu Xinyu first.After that, she turned to Zhou Yue, "Xiaoyue, what do you want from me? You know that you can't stand any stimulation now. If you are here to mock me, can you do it next time?"

"I... No, Xiaoxiao, are you okay?" Zhou Yue said hastily.

"Well, thank you for your concern, I'm fine. Are you okay? Go back if you're fine. I don't want to see you now, you know that." Xiao Xiao said lightly.

"Did you hear that? Xiaoxiao told you to get out of here!" Wu Xinyu said.

"I...Okay." Zhou Yue lowered her head and walked out discouraged.Although I want to say a lot. , but, the moment he saw Xiao Xiao, he couldn't say anything.Also blame her, stupid mouth.Forget it, forget it, that's all.Don't talk about it, so as not to increase your troubles in vain.

Seeing Zhou Yue close the door, Wu Xinyu didn't care about the strange eyes of other patients.She looked at Xiao Xiao worriedly.

"I'm fine." Xiao Xiao smiled faintly, but that smile was uglier than crying.

"Okay, stop laughing, it's so ugly." Wu Xinyu said coldly.But it was a distressed tone.

Xiaoxiao didn't speak, just smiled lightly.After that, Wu Xinyu was ignored.

Don't laugh, what else can I do?

This time, she will really try her best to forget Xiaoyue.I don't want to be in a relationship anymore, it's too tiring.Also, it makes her feel sorry for the boy who has been taking her seriously.Just don't give him hope.

The author has something to say: Let Zhou Yue come out to play soy sauce, but...it seems that she is also the protagonist.Is there something I forgot? T^T

☆, 26

Xiao Xiao, who had just recovered from a serious illness, began to think seriously about her and Shao Ziling.

When she was with Shao Ziling back then, it was considered impulsive.Shao Ziling was very kind to her from the very beginning.Without Zhou Yue's logic and long-winded, can she not care about him?

She was greedy for Shao Ziling's gentle care and careful care, which made her wounded heart want to desperately grab the ray of sunshine.So, she didn't think too much, and rushed up fiercely.

But now, she felt that she had done something wrong, and it was very wrong.How could she use such an excuse to hurt that boy.The boy who was always gentle with him.Therefore, she really regrets it now, regretting that she should not indulge herself like that, be so self-willed.He clearly knew that there was such a person named Zhou Yue in his heart.Obviously knowing that it is really impossible for him to fall in love with Shao Ziling.

Although, she kept saying that she had forgotten about that girl, but she, oh no, Gong Ming and the others probably knew about it. After all, they had known each other for so many years, so they still had some understanding.

She said she forgot, but she was just lying to herself, to Gong Ming and the others, in order not to worry them, and to anesthetize herself.

The person she identified.Say give up, how hard it is to do it.For at least a few years, she loved her.

But now, she finally saw clearly that she really couldn't go on like this.If this continues, it will only hurt the boy who loves her.

Since she started the mistake, let it end with her.Let everyone go back to the original, normal life.

No matter what the reason is, there is no need to continue to be with Shao Ziling.

However, Xiao Xiao didn't want to end it now. She wanted to wait until after the holiday. After more than a month of calmness, Xiao Xiao believed that Shao Ziling would definitely figure it out by himself. would be too embarrassing.

Xiao Xiao's birthday was at the end of November, and Xiao Xiao lived in the hospital for almost two weeks, and his holiday was at the beginning of January.Therefore, Xiao Xiao was on vacation after a few days of class.

Xiao Xiao, who had thought it through clearly, tried to stay away from Shao Ziling these few months, but the more alienated he was, the better Shao Ziling treated her, which strengthened Xiao Xiao's determination to break up with Shao Ziling.

Xiao Xiao thought for a long time, and also brewed for a long time. He thought over all the reasons for breaking up, and came up with one that could minimize the damage to Shao Ziling.However, it seems that no reason can stop the damage to Shao Ziling from the breakup.

Seeing the time passing day by day, Xiao Xiao decided to adapt to the situation.So, on a night with a bright moon in the sky, Xiao Xiao finally started her breakup.

Open □□ and find Shao Ziling's group.

In fact, Shao Ziling's girlfriend is easy to find, it's in the last group, and he's the only one.This group was the day they were together, after hesitating for a while, Xiao Xiao still decided to give Shao Ziling a separate group.

[Are you there? ] Xiao Xiao sent the message.

Of course Shao Ziling was there. Ever since he was with Xiao Xiao, Shao Ziling's account and mobile phone have been kept online and turned on 24 hours a day.I'm afraid that I won't receive any news or calls from Xiao Xiao.Sure enough, at the same time Xiao Xiao sent the message, Shao Ziling came back.

[In~Xiaoxiao, have you eaten yet~] Since being with Xiao Xiao, Shao Ziling has also become very 'cute'.All kinds of text emoticons were sent over and over again.

[Well, I ate it, how about you. ] Xiao Xiao's return is always so indifferent, it will not affect Shao Ziling at all.

[I haven't eaten QAQ yet.You man is so pitiful.Hurry up and comfort your man T^T]

[…] Shao Ziling always calls himself 'your man', which makes Xiao Xiao dumbfounded.

[Xiaoxiao, how can you not feel sorry for your man QAQ so much]

[Fool!Go eat quickly. ] Xiaoxiao returned helplessly.

[Hey, I know Xiaoxiao still loves her man.I'm going to eat first~ I'll see you later. ]

Tsk...what else will they say!Where is the point!Where is the point!Why not focus at all!

Twenty minutes later, Xiao Xiao was still struggling, and Shao Ziling over there also came back.

[Kiss╭(╯ε╰)╮, I'm back. ]

[...Zero, can we be normal?Do you think your face is suitable for literary expressions? ] Xiao Xiao replied with a black line.

[If there is something inappropriate, if it is not cute, my relatives will not like me. [Aggrieved expression]] Shao Ziling quickly replied, and Xiao Xiao was amazed at the typing speed.

[…] Xiao Xiao is helpless, do you know that I came to break up with you.If you knew, would you still say that?

[What's wrong, dear.I feel that you are very depressed today, what's the matter. ] Shao Ziling asked worriedly.There is also a video request.

Xiao Xiao was silent for ten seconds, then clicked reject.

[What's wrong, Xiaoxiao?Why don't you take my video?Am I going too far?Are you angry?I will never post it again, please don’t be angry, okay? ]Seeing that the other party refused the request, Shao Ziling became anxious.Said a lot of apologies.

[Zero, let's break up. ] Seeing Shao Ziling's apology reply, Xiaoxiao silently typed this sentence.Click Send, the sending is successful.

[separate?Why!Haven't we been fine all along?Is it something I did wrong?Why do you want to break up?Xiaoxiao, are you angry?I will not post it in the future!I swear! ] Shao Ziling thought he read it wrong, and read that sentence many times.Only then did I realize that the news that day was really a breakup news, and I was in a hurry.

separate?Why? !Why? !If you didn't accept me at the beginning!I won't pester you either!Why did you break up after accepting it?Xiaoxiao, do you know that I am in love with you for the rest of my life?Shao Ziling really couldn't accept this sudden breakup.

[It's not that you are bad.It is my fault! ] Xiao Xiao knew that Shao Ziling must be heartbroken now, so he quickly took all the responsibilities to himself.

[Why? ] Shao Ziling seemed to calm down.

[what why? ] Xiao Xiao immediately replied.

[Why break up. ]

[I... I have a new love! ] Xiao Xiao thought about many reasons for breaking up before, but he couldn't think of any of them at the moment.Randomly broke.

[I do not believe!Xiaoxiao, give me a reasonable reason.As long as I can accept it, I agree to break up.Otherwise, no talk. ]

After Shao Ziling sent this message, his profile picture immediately went dark.

Seeing this news, Xiao Xiao didn't know whether to move Shao Ziling to know her so well, or to be upset that Shao Ziling didn't agree to break up with her.

After that, Xiao Xiao sent many messages to Shao Ziling, but Shao Ziling's profile picture was always dark, and he had no urge to light it up at all.There was no intention of replying to her message at all.

The author has something to say: whoever reads the official is doing well, please leave a comment for Yeye.Yeye widened her eyes and said pitifully.

Which judge is doing well, please leave a comment for Yeye.Xiao Xiao's eyes widened, and he said pitifully.

Who is the judge?