my radar is not working

It exploded out, making her shiver, and she leaned against the wall beside her.

Li Shengzhe switched on the colored lights in the living room, and everyone's elaborate dresses appeared in front of her eyes. Zhang Ling and Cai Shiyu were holding birthday cakes, and the others were standing neatly on the first floor. A bouquet of flowers, handed to her, said to her: "Happy birthday!"

Zhao Peiwen's tears welled up immediately, and the corner of her mouth couldn't hold back her smile. She cried and laughed all over. She raised her forearm to cover her eyes, and said, "Why are you doing this?!"

Zhang Ling held her hand and sat at the dining table. Jiang Hongchuan and Chen Wenxin cooked a large table of dishes today, all of which were delicious as she said before. Chu Yuntong handed the tissue to her, and put the She was in her arms.

She probably never thought it would be like this, and cried for a while before controlling her emotions, and said: "You are so kind, I love you so much."

After thinking about it, he continued, "You guys are so annoying, I thought I wouldn't even have dinner on my birthday."

As he said that, he gave Du Fang a banquet: "Especially you, I'm exhausted after walking around all afternoon."

Du Fangyan apologized while laughing, and took out red wine and poured it for Zhao Peiwen first.

At the end of the dinner, Zhao Peiwen's parents called her. She went to the living room to answer the phone, and her eyes were red again when she came back.

Du Fangyan was really worried, so she asked about it. It turned out that her parents wished her a happy birthday, and apologized to her, saying that she should not rush her so much and let her have a better life.

Chen Wenxin, who was sitting next to Zhao Peiwen, also heard her retelling with Du Fangyan, pursed her lips, and couldn't tell whether it was moved or envious, or endless yearning.

The author says:

Jiang Hongchuan (touching Chen Wenxin's head): You will be happier in the future, trust me!

Chapter 40

Perhaps, have you heard of male mothers;

After dinner, Zhang Ling started to organize everyone to play games again. If there is no her in this family, I don't know how much free time will be added and how much fun will be reduced.

Jiang Hongchuan didn't intend to shirk this time. Except for dinner today, when He Yi kept asking Wu Hao to help with food, and the atmosphere was a little awkward, everyone was always happy.

He decided to play a game with everyone today to experience the truth and adventure designed by Zhang Ling, so he went upstairs to call Chen Wenxin.

The lights in the room were turned off, and there was no one in the study room, but a light was on on the terrace, and Chen Wenxin's laptop was still there.

He couldn't find Chen Wenxin, so he wanted to help him bring the computer in first.

Chen Wenxin's computer is still the interface for publishing the novel.After cooking in the afternoon, Zhao Peiwen hadn't come back yet, so he took the time to go upstairs to revise the novel, probably because of the urgent calls downstairs, he ran down in a hurry, nothing to do with it.

Jiang Hongchuan struggled in his heart, but still couldn't help but glance at it. Anyway, since he chose to post it, there shouldn't be anything he couldn't see.

Chen Wenxin was still writing that detective novel, and it happened that the big villain used some tricks to lure the little detective to his house, and when he opened the door, he couldn't help but give him a big hug.

Jiang Hongchuan watched endlessly, but his keen intuition told him that the two should be lovers in Chen Wenxin's novel.

He couldn't help thinking that the note he saw in his dormitory that day was also a story about two men falling in love.

Although the page was messed up by him, I don't know if it was written in the end.However, can it be explained that Chen Wenxin actually does not reject this kind of relationship.

Jiang Hongchuan stood up while laughing, and the moment he turned his head, he suddenly saw that there seemed to be a person sitting on the stone steps coming up from the lake.

He hurried to the edge of the terrace and looked again.Sure enough, a thin white figure was sitting there with his legs crossed.

He put the computer back in the bedroom and ran downstairs immediately.

"Brother Chuan!" Zhang Ling called him who was about to go out, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, where is Brother Wenxin?"

Jiang Hongchuan didn't tell her. While putting on his shoes, he said, "Play first, I'll go for a run."

Zhang Ling only thought that he had something to do with his work unit, and Chen Wenxin was still writing novels upstairs, so he didn't ask much.

He didn't know why, he wanted to run down.Everyone seems to need some alone time, especially with a room full of cameras, as if sitting here alone is not a big deal.

But he just didn't want Chen Wenxin to be there by himself, and felt that he should appear by his side right away.

Jiang Hongchuan ran all the way, but when he got close to the opponent, he slowed down instead, trying to control his breathing.

Chen Wenxin put her head on her knees and curled up, as if she really wanted to hide herself.

Jiang Hongchuan sat lightly on the steps behind him, and said softly, "I saw your novel just now, it's very good, can I ask your pen name?"

The other party didn't answer. He raised his head, looked ahead for a moment, and then turned around. He seemed to want to create a better atmosphere, but his voice was still muffled. He said, "Sneak peek at my novel."

Jiang Hongchuan touched his head with a smile, and put his hands on his shoulders naturally, as if hugging him: "Yes, but I don't understand, do you want to tell me this story?"

"Forget it." Chen Wenxin continued without avoiding his hand, "I'll tell you my pseudonym."

Jiang Hongchuan laughed again, did not speak, and sat quietly behind him, as if waiting for him to say something.

Now that summer has officially entered, even at night, the heat has not dissipated.

When Chen Wenxin was sitting here by herself, she felt cold all over her body, and she was even about to tremble. Now there is Jiang Hongchuan behind her, with half of his shoulders sticking to her, and her long legs stretched out beside him, leaning against his legs On the other hand, the warmth from the other party's body made him feel as if he had relied on him.

He looked up at the sky, the weather was clear today, and among the bright high-rise buildings around him, he actually saw a few stars.

He leaned his body towards Jiang Hongchuan calmly, wanting to get more temperature.

"Just now, my dad called me again and asked me to quit the show." Chen Wenxin said it anyway, he really needed a place to vent.

Chen's father called him again, still with fierce words, accusing abuse and threatening, completely different from the parents he just heard from Zhao Peiwen.

Jiang Hongchuan didn't answer, and patted him on the shoulder lightly, as if coaxing a child.

"He thinks it's too much to show his face and lose the face of their old Chen family, otherwise he will sever the father-son relationship with me."

Jiang Hongchuan didn't expect that his family would object to him participating in the show, but it was not easy to influence Chen Wenxin's decision, even though he wanted him to stay more than anyone else.

"They are getting older and have old ideas. If they communicate well, they will definitely be able to solve it."

Jiang Hongchuan kept moving his hands, and his voice was a little low, but it was very soothing.

Chen Wenxin was silent for a while, and said, "Actually, I don't really like the birthday scene."

"Because since my grandma left, no one will accompany me to celebrate my birthday. Birthday is once a year when my expectations turn into disappointment. It deeply reminds me that I am an independent individual."

"My mother seems to be very busy, sometimes she will think about it." Chen Wenxin counted the times in her heart, "She remembered it four times."

"But my dad never thought of it once. Speaking of it, we don't really have any relationship to sever. After all, the relationship between father and son has long been a false name."

"Actually, I can understand that they have their own lives now. I seem to be a milestone, reminding them of their past failures."

"So, they don't want to think of me."

Since Chen Wenxin decided to start talking, she has no intention of hiding any more.He doesn't want to pretend to be strong anymore, he hopes that there is someone who can understand everything about him, tolerate everything about him, give him strength, and fill himself with courage like Sun Yuran's boyfriend he saw that day.

But this time, Jiang Hongchuan appeared beside him.

His voice had a strong nasal sound, Jiang Hongchuan felt a little distressed, and tightened his arms to make him get closer to him.

"My parents divorced when I was very young. They didn't want me, so I lived with my grandma. After my grandma left, I lived by myself." Chen Wenxin continued slowly.

"My dad got married again in the south, had a new child, and couldn't contact him twice a year. The most recent contact was only reprimand and accusation. My mother has been putting all her energy on work since then, and now it seems It’s a busy day every day.”

"I'm like their failed marriage, which was thrown into the depths of their memory by them together, becoming the last existence they don't want to think about."

"Although I have never objected to their decision, I am actually very lonely. I especially hope that they can call me more and contact me, so that I feel that I am not alone."

"Actually..." Chen Wenxin paused, "I didn't like Sister Peiwen before, she looks a bit like my mother, so I unconsciously want to get close to her and get some love from her."

Chen Wenxin smiled awkwardly: "Tell me, am I ridiculous?"

Jiang Hongchuan didn't answer immediately, but still patted Chen Wenxin lightly.He knew that his life was not easy, and he thought that the family conditions were more difficult, but he did not expect that it was such an answer.

The family conditions are difficult, at least the family is still together. Chen Wenxin grew up alone since she was a child. She doubted herself and even thought that her appearance was never expected. Maybe without him, her parents would not leave.