"Really?" Xie Huai looked up in disbelief.

Qin Yiyan hummed, and crossed his arms to help him up from the ground.The metal buttons on the clothes made a messy clashing sound, Xie Huai's calf softened, and he fell into his arms.

"Where did you park your car?"

"Well, I don't remember." Xie Huai hiccupped again, spraying his face with alcohol, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to study..."

"Don't make trouble, I know everything about you." Qin Yiyan assumed the posture of a teacher, "I will help you find a way."

"What can you do!" Unexpectedly, this sentence angered Xie Huai, pushing him away with all his strength.Instead, he didn't stand firm and fell backward heavily.

Qin Yiyan forgot to breathe for a moment, and quickly pulled him back into his arms.

Xie Huai raised his head in confusion, his eyes seemed to be covered with fog.

He looked really drunk.Qin Yiyan kicked the steps that nearly fell Xie Huai to his death, and felt that he couldn't talk to him here.

Looking through the narrow alley, he saw several hotels on the opposite side, took off his coat, wrapped Xie Huai up, and walked over with it on his shoulders.

He chose a hotel that looked fairly clean, and asked the front desk for a double room.After getting the key, he half-carried and half-carried him onto the bed.

As soon as Xie Huai's body touched the bed, he obediently fell on it, making an exaggerated thumping sound.Seeing this, Qin Yiyan helped him take off his shoes and dimmed the bedside lamp.

The bright interior darkened again, deepening the outlines of his features.Qin Yiyan looked up and down, sat on the head of the bed and said, "I'll help you with your lessons."

"It's useless. I'll hang up everything I can. Academician Qin is a pillar, so he has no time to control me." Xie Huai was still a little conscious, turned over angrily, and pointed his butt at him, "Furthermore I got through this semester safely, what about the future? Civil engineering is all about physics... I haven't touched it for four years, can you teach me for the rest of my life!"

"What are you going to do?"

"Let's drop out of school and go back to high school." Xie Huai said in a crying voice, grabbing a corner of the pillow, "There is always a way. Going to New Oriental to learn cooking is better than now."

"Since that's the case, didn't you consider changing your major back then?"

"Change major? Do you still have the face to mention this to me?" He didn't know which scale he touched, he rolled up from the bed, grabbed Qin Yiyan by the collar and drank like crazy, "Ask Yang Wenwei, That idiot won't get me with 58 points! I've lost all qualifications just because I've hung up the work plan!"

When he received the admission notice, he was in despair for a long time. Later, he chatted with his friends and came up with the idea of ​​changing majors.

In his first semester at the school, like all freshmen, he is full of expectations for college life.Getting up early to occupy a seat, sitting in the first row of the classroom to attend lectures, making friends with outstanding seniors...he has done all these things.

He gave up socializing, didn't join any clubs, and put all his mind on his studies, just to compete for the top 10% places for changing majors.Facing the overcrowded class schedule, he also tried his best to find time to go to the library for self-study, writing homework and brushing up questions, and even the high math teacher praised him for his hard work.During that time, his goals were clear and clear, and the future was within reach.

But just when he was ready to welcome the embrace of "Sociology" with joy, Gong Tu gave him a dimensionality reduction blow.

58 points, two points short of passing.

The moment he saw the results, he even wanted to kneel down to Yang Wenwei, begging him to lift him up.

Of course, it is impossible for him to do anything, and Yang Wenwei will not show mercy just because he shed two tears.

Xie Huai collapsed for a moment and failed the make-up exam.

In fact, except for this subject, he scored 95+ in both Chinese and English, and even the unmatched high mathematics test scored more than 80 points under the foundation of high school mathematics, but he was told that "those who fail the subject record will not be eligible to change majors." ".

The whole four months of hard work were ruined because of the two points of the construction plan.

No, not just four months of painstaking efforts, but also his college career, and even his life's destiny.

Since then, Xie Huai's world has become bewildered.

The heart-wrenching pain of failure is unforgettable, and every time he recalls this incident, Xie Huai is very reluctant to die with them, like a crazy calf grabbing Qin Yiyan's collar and dangling.

——"If you invested 99% in one thing, but was abruptly broken by someone in the last 1%, would you be willing?"

On the basketball court, the boy's angry voice crossed his mind.

Facing him, Qin Yiyan understood why Xie Huai's eyes burst out with scorching flames that day.

Because this is his truest experience, that's why he hates Gong Tu, Professor Yang and himself so much.

Qin Yiyan sat there stunned, letting him grab his neck, and did not make a move for a long time.

"I'm sorry." He took a deep breath, carefully stretched out his hand, and wiped away the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, "I shouldn't have treated you like this before."

Xie Huai turned his head stubbornly: "It's not the first time that people look down on you. Your studies are going smoothly, it's impossible..."

In the middle of the speech, the sound suddenly disappeared.His body fell forward without warning, and fell on Qin Yiyan again.

"What's wrong with you?" He sat up straight and supported him.

"Senior, my stomach hurts." Xie Huai's voice trembled, sounding particularly aggrieved.

Qin Yiyan asked him to lie on his back and lean on his shoulders, and tried to rub his stomach: "Where does it hurt? Should I take you to the hospital?"

"No, it might be..." Suddenly, there was another cramping pain in his abdomen, as if someone was twisting a towel in his stomach, the pain made Xie Huai's mind completely blank.Gritting his teeth and enduring it for a long time, he finally recovered his voice, "Maybe I caught a cold after drinking, just rub it for me."

"Okay, I'll rub it for you." Qin Yiyan obediently laid him flat on the bed and tucked in the quilt.Mimicking the time he took care of himself, he wrung out a hot towel.

He first helped him wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead, then lay down under the quilt, wrapped his waist around his back, and massaged him gently.

"I can understand you, just like my brain can't perceive emotions, it's also a fantasy in the eyes of others." He whispered in Xie Huai's ear, "I know a lot of teachers, so I can find a way to help you write a recommendation letter If you still can't transfer, I will rent an apartment to accompany you to repeat your studies in the second half of the year."

He wants to accompany him to Gaofu?Hearing those two words, Xie Huai's nose suddenly became sour.

He has struggled all these years.Dad objected to his dropping out of school and even threatened to be kicked out of the house.Xie Huai used to spend a lot of money and didn't have any savings in his hands. It is not realistic to work while taking the college entrance examination.

So I procrastinated again and again until I was 21 years old, but I still haven't settled down.

How outstanding Qin Yiyan is in comparison.Xie Huai reckoned that when his family had an accident, he was only at this age, and he was able to take care of his father alone, raise money for his family's medical treatment, and even make a living on his own after his parents passed away, leading a good life.

What about yourself?It's just a waste that can't even wash the dishes and hand out flyers.

In an instant, Xie Huai was torn apart by the deep inferiority complex, biting the sheets and sobbing: "Qin Yiyan, please take me away...I don't want to see Xie Dingcheng again, help me."

"Okay, I promise you. I'll take you away after graduation." Qin Yiyan pulled him closer, "Does it still hurt?"

Xie Huai only felt the warmth behind him, and the side of his neck was hot and humid from his even breath, which felt very unrealistic.After a while, he faltered in a half-dream and half-awake voice: "It's much better."

"Go to bed first." Qin Yiyan let go a little, but not completely.

The two were still lying sideways on the same bed.

Qin Yiyan lowered her eyes halfway to see him shrinking beside her, slowly calming down.

In fact, he really wanted to tell Xie Huai that there was another surprise today—that he felt emotions.

From the moment Xie Huai staggered towards him, it was like a drop of oil falling into a dying candle, burning him all over hot.

Qin Yiyan raised his hand and looked at the bracelet in the dim light of the room, looking forward to what kind of curve he would see when the data was updated tomorrow morning.

Because, that is the frequency of his heartbeat in an instant.

After going around in the world for a long time, I finally found the meaning of staying.

The author says:

Me: Gouzi, Gouzi, why don’t you give in to such a good opportunity?I don't know if Xiao Xie still doubted you in the previous article?

Qin Gou: Then you give me the keyboard, I don’t live in Changpei!

The above is purely a joke, the dog is moved, everyone can give some starfish to encourage qwq

By the way, a long-winded idiom: Ouzhu Shiming means that two candles shine brightly together.Metaphor two things complement each other.

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