I'm a god in the infinite game

Bai Liu repeated softly: "It's been 50 years since the war ended?"

Yi Lianna lowered her head and looked at Bai Liu with her wrinkled eyelids drooping: "Maybe longer, I'm too old to remember these dates."

"I just remember a long, long time ago, when Alex was still alive, he and that guy named Guy wrote me many, many letters." Elena pulled out a stack of old clothes from her dirty bib skirt. "Every time I come to visit the grave, I read the letter they sent me in front of their grave, lest I forget it all."

Elena sighed wearily: "You must know that only me, an old woman, remembers these things now. If I forget them too, there will really be no trace of them."

Bai Liu looked at the stack of letters, and asked politely: "Can I have a look?"

Yi Lianna looked at Bai Liu in surprise: "Are you interested? There are no young people who want to hear these old stories."

Bai Liu smiled: "I am Alex and Guy's comrades-in-arms, and I have an obligation to help remember them."

Yi Lianna stared at Bai Liu silently for a long time, and she suddenly laughed: "Young man, even if you are a liar full of lies, you did use your lies to please me."

She kindly handed the pile of letters to Bai Liu, with tears in her eyes: "Welcome to remember these two people with me."

Bai Liu held up the letter: "Perhaps you don't suggest that I open it and read it in person?"

Yi Lianna laughed, and waved her hand tremblingly: "Of course not, I can recite everything above by heart."

Bai Liu bowed her head and arranged the letters in chronological order first, and then opened them one by one. Yi Lianna was talking in a rambling manner:

"...You know, young man, if a person has a bad life when he is very old, and he is alone, he will recall his past over and over again, wondering what he did wrong to end up like this..."

Elena's old voice paused: "Do you know what is the scariest thing in this process?"

Bai Liu looked up at her: "What is it?"

Elena forced a smile, but tears flowed from the corners of her eyes: "You did do a lot of things wrong."

Bai Liu lowered her eyes and looked at the first letter in her hand.It was Jelena who sent it to Alex.

[Salute to my dear fiance:

Your dirty, shameless, vile male lover wrote to me two days ago, asking me to forgive him for his despicable behavior with you, and shamelessly asking me to bless your love and marriage.

What a disgusting thought!

Is there any god in this world who allows two males to marry in front of him?

I even suspect that enemy shells will be dropped on the place where your wedding is held, as punishment for your violation of ethics!

Alex, as a doctor who studies the mechanism of human life, the greatest profession on the entire planet, why would you allow yourself to hang out with such a ridiculous psycho, wasting time saving people?

When you're with him, don't you feel like your future and ideals are tainted by shit?

At least when I got the letter he sent, I felt my dignity was stained by shit. 】

Bai Liu opened the next letter, and the sender was Alex.

[To Elena:

First, allow me to vehemently refute what you call me. I have never met you, and I have never agreed to allow you to claim to be my fiancée. The name you called me at the beginning of your previous letter is completely wrong.

Second, there will only be one lover, wife, and person who will be with me for the rest of my life, and that is Guy, not you who suddenly appeared after I fell in love with Guy.

I don't know where your inexplicable admiration for me comes from, whether it is from my parents' unrealistic expectations and descriptions of me, or from the pursuit of the only young man who has obtained a higher education in that narrow town, or from the pursuit of Complacent and self-satisfied with her own beauty, it is ridiculous to think that the most beautiful girl in the town can win the best young man.

Allow me to explain to you solemnly, Elena, that I am not something you can win and flaunt, I am a person with feelings.

After I gave my love to Guy, it is absolutely impossible for me to love anyone else until I don't love him.

Elena, you are also an independent person, your value does not need to be flaunted by me, you can prove it by doing more valuable things.

Guy and I have two qualifications to go to higher education, and I have to use it myself. Guy said that you are still an immature girl, and he has more qualifications than him who doesn’t know if he will come back alive. Enjoy the beauty and knowledge of the world.

If you have any idea of ​​going to an advanced university, Guy says he can give you his qualifications.

Although you said all kinds of things to Guy that made me feel shit when I said it, Guy forgave you and said noblely that he could give you this opportunity to study.

While I vehemently disagreed, Guy was adamant.

Guy says he can tell you're an ambitious little girl.

He said that you like me because I am a doctor, and you think I am great in curing diseases and saving lives, so you cast a girlish longing on me.

Guy asked me to pass on a sentence to you, if you like saving people, why don't you try it yourself?

I'm sorry for the blind promises my parents made to you, but I'll still slam you if you say anything inappropriate about Guy. 】

Bai Liu continued to flip through, and the next letter was from Elena again, but this time it was not addressed to Alex, but to Guy.

[Salute to Guy:

My apologies for the inappropriate, personal insults.

I put all the money I saved from work in the three years from the age of 11 to now in this envelope, as compensation for my improper export.

I won't take the qualifications you gave me, I still think you are wasting Alex's time, he can have more, he invented a potion that can delay the death of human beings, how many wars can this save dead soldiers?

Everyone in town said Alex could be the next war hero!

But after he met you, his mind is full of love now!

I still want you to stay away from him, maybe you can find some other real male lover, but that person should not be Alex. 】

The next one was from Guy to Elena.

[To the lovely little girl Elena:

Hey girl, guess what?I think you are right.

Alex will indeed have a very bright future. He is a very talented guy. The experimental progress of the medicine is advancing very quickly. His superiors have already approved him to experiment on wounded soldiers, and the effect is remarkable.

I don't deserve him, Alex is fine, so I still want to selfishly possess him for a while and have the best memories with him.

Irina, I have seen your pictures, you are beautiful, but you are too young, only 14 years old, you can't tell the difference between love and longing.

I have to admit that Alex is a good boy, but it will be at least four years before you can talk about love with him - believe me, with your good looks, determination and perseverance, by then you have probably met someone else A nice guy who makes your heart beat even more.

Of course, it may be a good girl, I don't stick to that.

After the war, enjoying a romantic and slow-paced love in peacetime is what you and Alex deserve, instead of sacrificing yourself hastily under the hostage of the town residents’ war fanaticism and Alex’s parents In his youth, marry a war hero they imagined.

It's not fair to you or Alex.

I want you to be happy, because you deserve happiness, and I want me to be happy too.

Unfortunately, God is not willing to bless the happiness I want.

hey alex told me you are good at making wedding dresses can you make me oneJust what I want to wear to marry Alex? 】

The last letter Irina wrote to Guy was very messy, and there were many traces of teardrops on it, as if 14-year-old Irina was writing the letter while crying.

But her tone in the letter was completely different and cold:

[To Guy:

I don't know where you got those rumors that I was forced to marry Alex, there's no such thing, I voluntarily.

I can't make a wedding dress, I won't allow anyone to marry Alex before me, give up! 】

Bai Liu looked at the wedding dress that Yi Lianna put on Guy's tombstone, raised her eyebrows and asked, "May I know why you made a wedding dress for Guy in the end?"

Elena smiled with nostalgia in her eyes, but there seemed to be a lot of unspeakable sadness hidden in the smile, and the corners of her mouth could not stop downward:

"... At that time, I was too young and didn't understand anything. The town said that a beautiful girl would be selected to marry the town's war hero. The winner would get a sum of money from Alex's parents. I My parents let me go."

"I am the most beautiful of all the girls." Elena's eyes became farther and farther away, "I was chosen easily. I was still very young at that time, and the law did not allow me to marry, so Alex's parents Said let me watch Alex come back, and I am not allowed to contact or fall in love with anyone before Alex comes back."

"At that time, all my life was to marry the hero Alex. Someone took him away, and I was completely panicked. I hated Guy to death." Elena's eyes were red, and her tone was bitter, "Guy Yi is a very slick guy, and he likes to write letters to tease me, I just don't understand how a man who fights can be so idle and still smile every day."

"Guy was different from all the men I met. He respected me, encouraged me, and said that sooner or later I would do as well as Alex. Go ahead and read."

Elena's tears overflowed from her wrinkles: "On the night I wrote this letter to Guy in tears, I secretly made a wedding dress overnight and rushed to the post office to send it to him."

She said, turning her head to look at Bai Liu in a daze: "But when I arrived at the post office, the post office notified me that a new letter had arrived and asked me to pick it up. I opened it, and it was Guy's letter."

Jelena burst into tears: "—It's Guy's obituary and a suicide note."

"Guy was shot dead on the spot after he rebelled during the early morning sneak attack. He knew all this would happen and left me a suicide note in advance, asking me to take care of myself and help him take care of Alex."

"I want to give him the wedding dress, apology, and thanks..." Irina choked up, her mouth trembling, "all before he heard it."