I'm a god in the infinite game

Someone is forcing Bai Liu to do to Tavel what those investors and the factory manager did to him, and then forcing him to become the person he should have been.

Bai Liu didn't even want to do it, but he wasn't helpless, he just needed to take a gamble.

But Tavel will definitely not allow this method.

The moment Bai Liu thought of this method, he quickly lowered his head.

Tavel knew him too well, and it was difficult for Bai Liu to hide his thoughts in front of this guy, so he could only lower his eyebrows and pretend to be thinking, and then gave the answer: "...the antidote, I have no other choice, I have been with other people People made a deal."

"That only needs my blood." Tavel stretched out his hand, and a thorny, tiny, blood ganoderma vine pierced through the blue blood vessels under his white wrist, and the bright red blood instantly circled both sides of his wrist. sideways down.

The vines greedily surrounded the path where the blood flowed and began to grow wantonly, spreading in bundles on Tavel's arm, and the sharp black thorns pierced the porcelain-like snow-white skin, and soon more blood flowed from the hole-shaped wound poured out.

Tavel's face paled rapidly with the entanglement of the vines, and his breathing rhythm began to slow down due to excessive blood loss, blood dripped continuously from his fingertips holding Bai Liu.

"I...need a container for blood." Tavier said with half-closed eyelids, "It's like a baptismal pool."

Bai Liu looked around the room, and fixed on a glass display case with an upward opening and a horizontal position.

Tavel voluntarily lay down in the replacement glass cabinet prepared by the factory workers for his heart—this cabinet was just pulled out, and Bai Liu and the others broke in. It was still intact and undamaged, and it was about the same height as Tavel. Just enough for him to lie down in.

The blood seeping out silently quickly soaked the backs of Tavel's hands placed on both sides of the glass cabinet.

——This scene is exactly the same as when Scheta was lying in the baptismal font in the church.

Bai Liu subconsciously turned her face away, stood up and turned her back to this scene.

His breathing speeded up involuntarily, his hands kept letting go and gathering, and he kept getting close to Tavel. The aroma caused his mental value to drop slowly. Up to this moment, he finally reached the critical point of hallucinations.

Many mixed voices began to appear in his head:

【—He is in pain!Can't you see he's in pain!Are you a monster!Don't you have feelings!stop now! 】

[Do you know how much pain he has!Why are you torturing him!Do people like you have the most important people! 】

[Do you have no way to empathize with others? 】

[He really is a monster, right? 】

【Bai Liu, your mental state is not right, go see a psychiatrist...】

[...Severe traumatic stress syndrome, when encountering scar scenes, they will subconsciously repeat the stereotyped actions at that time...]

[Bai Liu, why are you afraid of water? You are not afraid of water at all. You are afraid of seeing a corpse in the water. Do you remember who he is? ! 】

【Really Scheta has already died for you! 】

[...Some PTSD patients who are not hurt by themselves, but have strong empathy will constantly fantasize about the original scene, simulating themselves to take the hurt on behalf of that person to reduce their guilt...]

【If only I was the one who was tortured, I was the one who was hurt, and I was the one who died... If only I could replace Su Chao...】

Everything started to become chaotic in Bai Liu's mind.

Looking through the narrow gap behind the curtain, Scheta, who was constantly submerged in the baptismal pool, had blood dripping from the hair hanging on both sides of his face.

From the beginning to the end, Bai Liu's original childhood fantasies have always been Scheta - the one who was called a monster by the children, the one who was rejected and punished badly by the teacher, the one who was baptized in the church alone, and was drowned in the baptism time and time again. Those who cleaned in the pool, and those who could not escape from the orphanage, were all Xieta.

It's not Bai Liu, it's not Bai Liu, it's Xieta.

And in Bai Liu's lost old memory, why was the person who experienced these things replaced by himself?

Bai Liu's breathing became rapid, and his skin began to feel a tingling sensation as if some vines had come out.

He clutched his neck, and the severe pain of vines piercing the blood vessels in the neck made him frown uncontrollably—but there was nothing there.

A thick vine punctured Tavel's neck, his breathing gradually weakened, and his long hair was suspended in the blood, entangled with the vine.

Bai Liu began to stand unsteadily, he felt as if every bone in him was constantly protruding spikes, and every time he took a breath, he would feel severe pain due to the muscle contraction being cut apart, making him unable to stand firmly when he moved, almost dizzy Kneel down.

But in fact, there is nothing in Bai Liu's body, it's just an illusion, an illusion that is too real.

These hallucinations created by Bai Liu's subconscious are making him and Tavel experience the same thing.

Tavel's voice came from behind him: "Are you leaving?"

"What are you going to do?"

Tavel's peaceful voice calmed Bai Liu down.

Holding on to a crumbling cooling pipe, Bai Liu took two deep breaths, allowing his brain to maintain a basic thinking, and then answered Tavel: "Go and tell people outside, I found the [antidote]."

"Lie." Tavel said, "Bai Liu, you never dare to face me when you lie."

His tone was as gentle as when he saw Bai Liu in the church for the first time: "Will you tell me, what are you going to do when you leave me?"

——[Would you like to read a book with me? 】

Bai Liu's body seemed to be manipulated by some kind of consciousness that he didn't know, he was like a malfunctioning robot, he turned around and saw Tavel sitting up in the pool of blood.

—— covered with thorns, but still focused, looking at him with a good eye, with needle-like wounds all over his body, and a very shallow smile on his face.

Bai Liu's pupils contracted slightly and then dilated.

...The body of Sieta beside the pond was full of pinholes, and Bai Liu, who was kneeling next to him and hadn't done CPR for an unknown amount of time, was exhausted.

Bai Liu's eyes collapsed on the spot in a daze, then he leaned close to the corpse, clenched his hands into fists against Xieta's heartless chest, opened and closed gently, and murmured softly, imitating the sound of a heartbeat:

"Boom-boom-boom-boom-"

"Isn't my heart beating faster? Why don't I even jump now..."

"Dance for me..."

The words of that crappy psychiatrist who Bai Liu went to see a few times because it was free rang in his ears intermittently:

【...From your friend's words, you have severe ptsd, the type of witnessing scars, and you need self-regulation...】

[However, your personality is too extreme. If you encounter a similar scene next time, you will react very aggressively—you will do your best to prevent similar things from happening again in front of you, and it is even possible to replace the other party with yourself... ...]

"What are you going to do, Bai Liu?" Tavel raised his silver-blue eyes and looked at him.

Bai Liu's fingers hanging by his side moved, and he summoned a card—the Ace of Hearts.

He opened his mouth and finally said, "I'm going to find a mirror."

[Liu Jiayi, can this Ace of Hearts completely transform one person into another?Including blood or something? 】

【Why do you ask this?If you can find the existence of the person whose heart is completely another person, and get close to the other person, the basic transformation of blood components can be done with this skill card. 】

[What about those features?Like blood regeneration speed and tolerance to death? 】

[==What the hell is this?Who are you going to transform into?Who is the most important person in his heart like this?Blood regeneration, death tolerance, it sounds—]

【——Like a monster. 】

"What are you looking for with a mirror?" Tavel asked.

"Let me see myself." Bai Liu said.

【Yeah, the most important person in who's heart is this kind of monster~】

[Wow, Bai Liu, the expression on your face is so disgusting, you laughed so strangely just now! 】

"Why do you want to see yourself?" Tavel asked.

Bai Liu hangs his neck, he lowers his head and calmly looks at himself in the reflection of the puddles on the ground, still dazzled by the waves of roses reflected in his pupils just like the pools and lakes in summer, there is no emotion on his face.

It remained silent for a long time, and at the same time, the heart in the center of the Ace of Hearts card in his hand was spinning rapidly.

The person in Taoxin's heart quickly changed from Su Chao to another person.

Bai Liu's hair grows longer, her limbs become as powerful and perfect as a sculpture, her body is covered with pinholes, and thorns protrude from the punctures on her neck, her whole body is bathed in blood, her long silver-blue eyelashes hang down, and the light pink rose liquid is mixed with blood From his jaw, eyelashes dripped, curls coiled at the back of his waist.

"Because this time... I want to be that tortured monster." Bai Liu said.