I'm a god in the infinite game

"You accepted the fact that you want to play the league with us very quickly." Bai Liu looked at Tang Erda thoughtfully, "I have recruited you in other timelines?"

Tang Er, who was squatting to search for the head in the body of the dead monster, stiffened his back suddenly, as if remembering something extremely unpleasant, his eyes became fierce again.

"Yeah." He let out a slightly mocking breath, "but not in your gentle way now."

mild?

Bai Liu didn't think the way he recruited Tang Erda was so gentle.

He stuck to Tang Erda's weak point, and almost completely penetrated Tang Erda's physical and psychological defenses. When Tang Erda's reason was very weak, words induced him to reshape his views and opinions on himself.

Bai Liu also took advantage of Tang Erda, a just public official who is easy to empathize with, and let Tang Erda watch his similar painful experience, which caused the captain, who is still very kind in nature, to have psychological feelings for Bai Liu. Dependence, and group belonging.

People are the product of the group and the environment, being alone all the time will drive people crazy, and it is the instinct of a normal person with social awareness to tend to the familiar group that can accept oneself.

As for Tang Erda, as a team leader who has been suspected and rejected by the original group and the Bureau of Heresy, and even isolated, he is indeed homeless.

Tang Erda is also unable to approach other normal people like him to establish a stable group social relationship, because his moral sense does not allow him to spread the bad luck called "game" to other innocent people.

And if you choose to establish contact with people in the game, such as the major game guilds, they simply use and please Tang Erda, they will not be able to empathize with Tang Erda, who has a certain idealistic color, so Tang Erda only Being able to accept being hired by these people, rather than forming a fixed group, creates an emotional connection.

During the long, endless black time, Tang Erda was forced to wander alone all the time.

And he needs group connection.

In this case, Tang Erda approached without guilt or responsibility, even because there is a certain degree of mutual understanding in the long-term hostility of the Wandering Circus, from Bai Liu's cold, no consideration Tang Erda was thinking about his personal feelings——

——He felt that the wandering circus was really a good group choice for Tang Erda.

The problem is how to transform Tang Erda's hatred for the wandering circus into empathy—the angle Bai Liu chooses to approach is "the same kind".

[There are people in this world who are suffering and lonely like me. We can understand and accept each other. 】

【We are all the same kind who were abandoned after being played by fate and kept wandering. 】

This kind of consciousness can be said to be a life-saving straw for normal people who have been wandering alone for a long time in all timelines and are almost unable to survive.

For Tang Erda, the whole transformation process was not gentle at all. It can be said that he would die and survive.

But Tang Erda actually thinks this is considered gentle?This made Bai Liu really a little interested.

In order not to attract attention, the small TV played by Tang Er has always turned on the paid service of silent all the time, that is, the content of Bai Liu talking with him will be muted, so Bai Liu talked to him directly before. , do not scruple about anything.

Bai Liu squatted down and began to search for Tavel among the corpses of monsters that had been shot to pieces by Tang Erda. While searching, he pretended to casually mention: "Can I ask how Bai Liu from other timelines treated you?"

Then Bai Liu quickly added a sentence full of apology: "Of course, if you mentioned your sadness, you don't need to say it-I'm sorry that you went through this because of [me]."

Tang Er's hands stopped for a moment, and then continued: "You don't need to apologize, those things have nothing to do with you."

"In that timeline, the growth of the clown did not meet your expectations. Bai Liu wanted to find an output rotation for the league." Tang Er paused, "Then Bai Liu saw my small TV, and at a glance He took a fancy to me... In short, he used many methods to trap me, but my hostile attitude was very tough."

Tang Erda took a deep breath: "At that time, you had a prop in your hands. Bai Liu used this prop to trick me, and then found me... The most important person is Su Chao."

"Bai Liu originally wanted to use Su Chao to get me into the team, but...Bai Liu's behavior of abandoning the clown angered the clown. The clown hated me very much. He felt that it was because of me that Bai Liu gave up on him."

"When Su Chao went abroad to work abroad, Bai Liu ordered Su Chao to be kidnapped, and used Su Chao as a bargaining chip to negotiate with me again, but I still did not agree—Su Chao would not allow me because he agreed to join such an organization .”

"But after two rounds of negotiations, Bai Liu lost his patience and simply gave up on letting me join the team. He felt that it was too cost-effective to spend with me all the time, so he turned to look for other players."

Tang Erda closed his eyes: "—Bai Liu threw the useless Su Chou to the clown."

"The next thing, you have seen it in the mirror."

Bai Liu was politely silent for a while, and then stretched out his hand to pat Tang Erda on the shoulder to express comfort - he felt that Captain Tang needed this kind of encouragement from a normal person very much at this moment.

Tang Erda opened his eyes suddenly, he seemed to be still immersed in some kind of emotion and hadn't come out yet, the pupils in his deep blue eyes contracted and stood erect.

The moment before Bai Liu's hand was about to touch his shoulder, Tang Erda opened Bai Liu's hand with an almost ferocious expression, and hoarsely let out a threatening growl from his throat: "Don't touch me!" !"

For a moment, Bai Liu felt that he saw a wolf baring its teeth and bending over to bite his throat and tear it apart.

Tang Erda's chest heaved violently, he calmed down before he calmed down his breathing, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, Bai Liu saw that the mouth shape should be an apology.

But in the end Tang Erda still didn't say a word, but turned his head away without saying a word, lowered his head and continued to search for the head that Bai Liu asked him to find in the corpse.

Very severe post-traumatic stress.

Bai Liu made a simple judgment in his heart. After getting the information he wanted, Bai Liu withdrew his hand without feeling embarrassed at all. Instead, he changed the topic very considerately, and passed the steps over:

"Captain Tang, in the battle just now, you could see Tavel's head without a scope, why did you give me the scope?"

Tang Er fell silent for a while, before returning to Bai Liu's words: "The field of vision for attacking is different from the field of vision for finding things. When I use my skill gun to quickly attack an object, I won't deliberately pay attention to the rolling head inside."

"At this time, I need someone to help me locate it." Tang Erda paused for a second or two, "That head is to you what Su Chao is to me. Using a scope will be much safer and won't hurt you."

Bai Liu smiled: "Yes, he is very important to me, thank you very much for thinking about me, Captain Tang."

"...Just now..." Tang Er's palm tightened because of Bai Liu's thanks, he squeezed hard, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and then he exhaled, "...I'm sorry."

——This is an apology for hitting Bai Liu just now.

"It's okay." Bai Liu accepted it calmly, then raised her hand.

This time, Bai Liu's hand finally landed on Tang Erda's overly tense shoulders, and he smiled slightly: "I can understand Captain Tang's feelings, it's not you who is angry because someone important is hurt. No mistake, I will do the same."

Tang Erda's back, which was originally straight like a steel plate, melted involuntarily after Bai Liu's hand patted it—he breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.

Bai Liu turned around and continued to rummage through the skull and corpse, Tang Erda looked at Bai Liu's side face in a daze——

——Bai Liu said that he could understand his own feelings.

Bai Liu... would actually be angry too...

Tang Er has played so many timelines, and he has never seen Bai Liu angry. He always maintains reason and has no weaknesses, which is why he is so invincible.

But just now - Bai Liu's attention was all focused on finding Tavel's head, he didn't pay attention to his surroundings at all, and was almost eaten by a monster.

Before that, this guy came running over with a smile and waved his hands to call him Captain Tang. Tang Erda recalled Bai Liu's smile now, and felt a bit of a naughty feeling of a child bringing someone more powerful back to take revenge on the villain who bullied his important person.

Tang Er stared blankly at Bai Liu rummaging through the pile of corpses, his face covered with mud and blood, but he himself didn't care at all——

——This is a Bai Liu with feelings and weaknesses, not a complete monster.

Not Bai Liu.

"Found it!" Bai Liu gently pushed aside a pile of messy skulls, and buried a sleeping head under the bones and roses.

The sound of Bai Liu's breathing became softer. He knelt on the ground and took a step forward. He held the head very, very lightly and placed it on his knees. There were floating rose crumbs hanging on the drooping eyelashes. His chin and nose His body was covered with congealed mud, he bowed his body slightly, and bent into a very precious arc to protect the head in his arms.

"I found you." Bai Liu bent the corners of his eyes, and he lowered his head against his skull, revealing a pure, happy smile that couldn't be concealed at all.

Tang Erda almost thought he was crazy to see such a smile on Bai Liu's face.

But that smile was so contagious, Tang Er looked at it for a while, and couldn't help relaxing. He opened his arms, leaned back on the pile of bones he found, looked up tiredly at the dull world outside The gray sky also snorted a laugh softly from its nasal cavity, and said to itself: "That's great, you found him."

"Intact, found him."