The villain is crazy and doesn't even want his own white moonlight

Su Ai never thought that he would drown. Someone covered the lake with turf, and he stepped on it and fell.

He could swim, but the ankles were wrapped in water plants, possibly water plants, or other things, and he was pulled down.

The air in the lungs is quickly exhausted, and the water pours into the nasal cavity.

The familiar feeling of suffocation.

The screen in front of me flicked by frame by frame.

Yuanshen struggled in the water tank, Yuanshen called "Brother Gu Yi" one after another, and finally lost his life signs and stopped struggling, and he became more comfortable in the water.

It's so familiar, it's as if it happened to me.

He has not been able to wake up. As for why Su Ai knows that he is not awake, it is because of the original body in front of him.

This may be a dream.

Su Ai asked him if he would like to come back just like the voice at the beginning. After all, the body belonged to the original body, and he was not qualified to occupy it all the time. If the original body wanted to come back, he should give way.

"I've been here." The other said.

"Aren't you me?"

Su Ai: "..."

The original body is obedient and well-behaved. He listened to his parents when he was a child and Gu Yi when he grew up. He is too obedient. He has his own opinions, but those people don't need him to have his own opinions.

He and Su Ai are two extremes.

Su Ai has been making decisions since he was a child, so how could he be the same person as the original body?

"You are who I want to be, you are another me."

Yuanshen has always wanted to have a life in which he can decide for himself, and he also wants to be the kind of person who firmly chooses not to influence his thoughts because of others.

"It's just that if you have my memory from the beginning, you will still be very obedient."

"I'm sorry, that's just how I am."

Su Ai was already in a daze, "No...it's okay."

This dream seemed to last for a long time, and the original body's voice became more and more blurred, but those memories that he thought belonged to the original body formed a complete picture and became clearer and clearer.

He was led by Jiang Wan to learn to walk when he was a child, and then he was lifted up by Su Chengmin, and then he cried loudly while holding Jiang Wan's leg in the kindergarten, and then Gu Yi occupied the main role in his memory.

Su Ai's smiles became less and less, and his grades were getting worse and worse. He was only happy when he was next to Gu Yi. Gu Yi was no longer just as simple as his brother, he was simply the oxygen for him to live.

Watching it again, Su Ai also felt that Gu Yi was terrifying.

He withdrew from his memory and was awakened by voices in his ear.

Su Ai raised his eyes slowly, and the first person he saw was Gu Yi. Subconsciously, his first reaction after seeing him was fear, which was his original physiological reaction.

Thinking that this is no longer in the book, he is not completely the original body, he is still himself, he has become himself.

"Gu Yi." Su Ai said, his throat was sore.

Gu Yi's eyes were deep blue, and his shirt was also crumpled. He lay on the bed looking like he hadn't seen anyone for a few days, and his eyes were bloodshot.

Seeing that Su Ai opened his eyes, he stood up and overturned the chair with him. Jiang Wan just came in, and the insulated bucket in her hand fell to the ground with a "slap", and she ran out to call the doctor.

"You slept for more than three months." Gu Yi's voice was hoarse, he poured a glass of water from the side, Su Ai saw that his hands were shaking.

"Gu Yi."

"The water is overflowing." Su Ai reminded the other party.

Only then did Gu Yi stop belatedly. He still looks like a young and promising big boss of the Gu family, haggard and thin as if the company is about to go bankrupt.

He stood where he was, holding the full glass of water in his hand, and never moved.

Su Ai looked at him, and after a while, he saw a crystal tear falling from Gu Yi's eye socket, and then it seemed as if a gate had been opened, and the tear flowed down the side of his face.

For more than three months, Gu Yi lived like a year. He and Jiang Wan took Su Ai back. The water was very dirty and entered the trachea and lungs. A long time ago, Gu Yi thought that if Su Ai was disobedient, he would send Su Ai Lock him up and let him lose his breath, but he really saw Su Ai naked|naked, with instruments and tubes on his chest, arms, and legs. In the first two weeks, he and Jiang Wan were sent to the hospital almost every day. The critical illness notification issued.

Although Jiang Wan didn't say anything, she regretted it. Every time Gu Yi came to the hospital to change her shift, Jiang Wan would leave with red eyes.

She hesitated to speak to Gu Yi several times, and Gu Yi knew what she wanted to say, and she said it later, but she didn't say anything like knowing it earlier.

She said: "Xiaoyi, if Susu wakes up, Auntie will make you get engaged right away."

Gu Yi can't accept such a lifeless Su Ai, it doesn't matter if they are not together, he hopes Su Ai wakes up.

Those dark conjectures are only conjectures after all.

Everyone has a subconscious, and the subconscious is more or less mixed with darkness, but who will really act with the subconscious?

Unable to eat, relying on intravenous nutrition to supply the energy needed by the body, Su Ai quickly lost weight. Due to long-term bed rest and lack of nutrition, complications followed, and the already fragile body ushered in infectious diseases. pneumonia.

Gu Yi was about to collapse.

He was willing to switch with Su Ai, and suffered like this. Needles of various sizes were stuck into Su Ai's body. Fearing unexpected situations, when he was resting at night, Su Ai's hands and feet were tied up with restraint belts. The skin was broken there, and food was occasionally fed into the stomach through nasal feeding. Su Ai sometimes vomited, and then stopped the nasal feeding and only relied on intravenous nutrition.

It was just drowning, and he was rescued immediately. Why did he go into shock, get infected, and become critically ill?

"Brother Gu Yi, don't cry." After Su Ai said this, he felt that all his strength had been exhausted, and his eyelids were about to droop again from fatigue.

At this time, a lot of doctors and nurses rushed in, and various instruments began to detect various physical signs. The doctor put the stethoscope on his chest for a long time, and finally turned his head and said to Jiang Wan: "The heart rhythm seems to be normal, but the specific The best thing is to have someone take an electrocardiogram to take a look."

"In addition, I will make a will to draw blood later, and check everything."

"Family members should not worry too much. It is a good thing to wake up. We will formulate a plan for recovery later."

"In terms of diet, the nurse will send you a notice later. He is very weak now and has a lot of taboos. Family members must not give him food casually. He may not be able to digest it now."

Jiang Wan nodded repeatedly.

When the doctors and nurses had left, Jiang Wan squatted down beside the bed. She carefully held Su Ai's almost fleshless hand, and said with tears in her eyes, "It's all my mother's fault. When you get better, I will let you and Xiao Yi Are you engaged?"

"You can do whatever you want with the engagement ceremony."

Su Ai held her hand and gave a soft "hmm", "Ms. Jiang, you haven't rested well, and you have dark circles under your eyes."

The nail polish on her fingers was all peeled off, and she looked like she was facing the sky, but she still had the gentle and strong posture before. Before, Jiang Wan was so exquisite from head to toe.

Jiang Wan wiped away the tears on his face, "I'll go to the doctor and ask about your condition, and let Xiaoyi stay with you for a while."

Gu Yi's eyes were red behind Jiang Wan.

Su Ai raised her eyes to look at the other party, curled the corners of her mouth, and stretched out her hand towards Gu Yi stiffly and clumsily.

Gu Yi's eyelashes were still wet, he looked a little helpless, and squatted beside Su Ai's bed, "Does it hurt?"

So many needles stuck in Su Ai's body, I don't know how painful it is.

Su Ai had a complete memory, he looked at Gu Yi, and after a long time, he said slowly: "Gu Yi, I love you."

No matter when, no matter who he is, he loves him.

After a week, Su Ai was ready to go to the ground.

It’s just that you can’t move vigorously. Su Ai is dissatisfied with this, and Gu Yi is also dissatisfied. However, Su Ai showed it, but Gu Yi did not. Just look at it and get angry.

They are in the rehabilitation physiotherapy center of the hospital. There is a newly built garden downstairs. In the morning, many family members and patients will do exercises downstairs and bask in the sun.

Su Ai was sitting on the bench. He was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, his chin was pointed, and the flesh on his face had been restored a little, but he still looked haggard and pale after recovering from a serious illness.

Gu Yi drank a cup of tea beside him.

Su Ai rolled her eyes.

He finally understood what Yan Changji and the others meant when they said that Gu Yi's love was like an old man in his seventies and eighties.

There was a sudden rainstorm one day before, and Gu Yi wanted to go back without saying a word. Su Ai asked him what he was doing when he went back, and he said that his flowers were basking in the sun, so they couldn't be exposed to this kind of rainstorm.

"..."

"When will you call Yan Changji and the others, let's have dinner together." Su Ai poked Gu Yi twice.

When Su Ai drowned, they didn't even know it, almost no one knew it.

Gu Yi flipped through the book on his knees, his brows and eyes were light, "You want to eat hot pot."

Not a question, but an affirmative.

He knew that Su Ai was too greedy, he even smashed the porridge and drank it, every time.

Su Ai leaned on the back of the chair as if discouraged, looking at the slowly moving sunlight in the distance, "It's so boring."

Hearing his complaint, Gu Yi closed the book.

He turned his head and raised his hands to gently rub Su Ai's hair, "I'll take you out for dinner when you're done."

Su Ai knocked off his hand.

"I heard Ms. Jiang talking to the doctor yesterday. The doctor said that physical recovery will take a long time, and we must prepare for it in years." Su Ai's eyes darkened. "I am only 21, and I have fallen to this point."

Gu Yi looked at the other party's unbelievable appearance, and a certain part of his heart was poked sour.

"Next month, I'll take you there next month." Gu Yi was defeated, "The doctor didn't say to have a light diet every day, but there must be a gradual process."

Su Ai was absent-minded, "Oh, is that so?"

He put his hand in along the hem of Gu Yi's clothes, and squeezed the other's waist, "Where's your abdominal muscles?"

Gu Yi breathed disorderly for a few seconds, he looked down at Su Ai, grabbed Su Ai's wrist and gently took his hand out of his clothes, "It's gone."

In the past few months, Su Ai has lost weight, and Gu Yi has also lost a lot of weight, with no abdominal muscles.

But Su Ai is so blatant... Both of them have been holding back for almost two years, and they can catch fire if they touch, but Su Ai's body can't bear it now, and Gu Yi won't touch him.

It's a pity that Su Ai has no self-knowledge.

Seeing that Gu Yi's eyes changed slightly, he made an inch of it.

"You do not want?"

Gu Yi opened the book again, extremely indifferent, "I don't want to."

"Oh," Su Ai said, but while Gu Yi was not paying attention, he stretched out his hand to cover Gu Yi's crotch. He pretended to be surprised, "Brother Gu Yi? Why are you so hot?"