Gao Leng at the same table is a bit sweet

Lu Qingzhuo stood at the door of Lu Mian's house. When he went out in the morning, Lu Mian didn't give him the key at all. Thinking of this, Lu Qingzhuo was a little angry again. Did Lu Mian not want him to go back at all.

But apart from Lu Mian's house, he really had nowhere to go.Besides, Lu Mian was so kind to him, it certainly didn't mean he hated him.

He hesitated for a long time, and when he was about to knock on the door, he found that the door was not closed at all, so he pushed the door open and walked in.

"Lu Mian?"

Lu Mian looked in a very bad state, holding a cup, sitting on a chair in a daze.

He received a call from Li Qingyuan in the morning, and it seemed that Lu Qingzhuo's aunt had already told Li Qingyuan.

Li Qingyuan said that if Lu Qingzhuo is confirmed to be his son after the appraisal results, if Lu Mian is not willing to help persuade Lu Qingzhuo to go home, and even stops him, he will completely ruin the future of Lu Mian and Lu Qingzhuo. He will publicize what Lu Mian did, and put Lu Qingzhuo in that kind of closed school, and he would rather not have a son who is gay.

Lu Mian only hoped that the appraisal result would be in line with his wishes, and that Lu Qingzhuo and Li Qingyuan were not father and son.

"You're back." Lu Mian said.

Lu Qingzhuo gave a soft "hmm".

Lu Mian asked: "How was the result?"

"I haven't come out yet, I have to wait for a few days." Lu Qingzhuo stood at the entrance and did not enter the house.

Knowing that he was still angry, Lu Mian stepped forward and took out the pair of white rabbit slippers from the shoe cabinet, put them by Lu Qingzhuo's feet, and helped him untie the shoelaces.

Lu Qingzhuo was still indifferent, Lu Mian smiled and looked up at him: "Do you need me to help you take off your shoes?"

"Don't you want me to go?" Lu Qingzhuo said.

"Where do I have it?" Lu Mian said.

Hearing what Lu Mian said, Lu Qingzhuo's anger subsided a little. He took off his shoes and said, "Then why did you ask me to do the appraisal in the morning?"

"If you don't do it, will your aunt and you... surnamed Li give up?"

"But if the appraisal results come out, what if he really is?"

"That's right, didn't you really want to know who your father was before?"

Lu Qingzhuo whispered: "You also said it was before."

"Okay, it's my fault, I shouldn't have said that." Lu Mian reached out to touch Lu Qingzhu's hair, but Lu Qingzhu dodged it.

Lu Mian glanced at the time, it was past twelve o'clock, and he asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

"It's been so long since I've been back before asking if I've eaten, and when we meet, I ask about the result of the appraisal..."

Lu Qingzhuo's grievances were beyond words, he lowered his head, even his hair was limply drooping, and he said after a while: "No, I didn't eat breakfast."

"Then I'll do it." Lu Mian turned and went to the kitchen.

Looking at his busy figure, Lu Qingzhuo didn't know whether he should ask about his parents. He remembered Fang Heng's saying "he should tell you", and it seemed too deliberate to ask directly. Take it as an opportunity.

Lu Qingzhuo lay on the sofa, looking at the fluffy little lion, he clapped his hands, the little lion looked up at him, and jumped to his side.

He picked up the rabbit, thinking that perhaps he shouldn't have softened his heart at all, and picked up the stray cat, and after picking it up, Lu Mian took care of it.

Maybe it was the same that day, in that park, that night, maybe Lu Mian shouldn't have picked himself up at all.

During this time, Lu Mian has been taking care of him, taking care of his life, taking care of his studies, and taking care of his petty temper.

It's not that Lu Mian is full and has nothing to do, who doesn't want to relax, why get into such a big trouble with himself, and Lu Mian cares so much about academic performance.

It wasn't the first time this thought had surfaced, but each time it was stronger than before.

He has already decided that he must explain everything to Lu Mian clearly in the future, and he will never sulk and cause misunderstandings.

So Lu Qingzhuo quickly made mental preparations. He put the rabbit on the sofa, stopped at the door of the kitchen, and asked Lu Mian, "Lu Mian, do you find it annoying..."

"Annoying? What do you mean?" Lu Mian asked.

"That is, I live in your house, and you were unwilling at first."

"How could it be?" Lu Mian washed his hands, touched Lu Qingzhu's nose with his wet hands, and wet his nose too.

"But I don't know anything. I need you to do laundry, cook, feed the cat, and even dry my hair." Lu Qingzhuo said.

"Uh..." Why did you bring up these things again? Lu Mian avoided the subject and said bluntly, "I didn't mean to drive you away. Don't think too much about it. What I said always counts."

"Then tell me why...why did you let me go in the morning." Lu Qingzhuo said, the tears in his eyes kept flashing, and he pouted, as if the tears were about to fall out.

"What if I said that I didn't want you to know, so I let you go?" Lu Mian said weakly, "If that's the case, can you not ask?"

The crux of the matter is not in the past, but in that Li Qingyuan already hates him very much, and may also hate Lu Qingzhuo, but Lu Mian can't say it, and can't let Lu Qingzhu know.

With Lu Qingzhuo's temperament, after knowing that Li Qingyuan threatened Lu Mian, Lu Qingzhu would definitely not leave with Li Qingyuan.

"But I've told you everything, what's the matter that you refuse to tell me?" Lu Qingzhuo looked incomprehensible.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to, and I can't tell you." Lu Mian said, "I'm sorry."

"Okay, then I won't ask. You are not allowed to say such exaggerated things like you did in the morning, and I won't ask others. They, if they mention it, I won't listen to it. Is this okay?"

Lu Qingzhuo took Lu Mian's hand, "Don't drive me away, okay? Don't say what you said in the morning, my heart will hurt when I hear it."

"Uh..." Lu Mian recalled the sarcasm in Li Qingyuan's words in the morning, how unbearable his family was, and how he approached Lu Qingzhu not purely, but with ulterior motives.

Lu Qingzhuo was irritated by Lu Mian's silence, he took two steps back, pointed at his chest, "You don't believe me!"

Lu Qingzhuo went forward again, pressed his shoulder, looked at Lu Mian with wide eyes, and asked him hissingly, "Can you just say something?"

Lu Mian said: "As long as you stay, I will always take care of you, until you go to university, for the rest of your life."

"I'm leaving, you won't stay, right?" Lu Qingzhuo smiled, and pushed Lu Mian away, "Who wants your care!"

Lu lightly walked away without looking back.

Lu Mian reached out to grab him, but his inferiority complex and cowardice made him unable to grab anything.

He has no courage, no capital, and nothing.

He also knew that even if he took another step forward, nothing would change, perhaps it would only make the result extremely bad.

Lu Qingzhuo left and didn't come back. Lu Mian thought he had already gone back to the opposite side. It wasn't until Lu Manman came over at night and asked if Lu Qingzhuo was at his house that Lu Mian panicked. He was so stupid, how could he think that? Lu Qingzhuo will go back to his aunt's house, Lu Qingzhuo has only one home now...but he left Lu Qingzhuo angrily.

Lu Mian anxiously called Lu Qingzhuo, and Lu Qingzhuo answered immediately, as if he was waiting for his call.

"lightly……"

"Ah."

"Where are you, I'll pick you up."

"No need, just go about your business."

"have you eaten?"

Hearing this sentence, Lu Qingzhuo was silent for a while.

"Where are you? I'll pick you up." Lu Mian repeated.

"In the park where you found me that night."

"wait for me."

Lu Mian hung up the phone, bought a rice noodle on the way, and hurried to the park, just like that night, saw the back of Lu Qingzhuo sitting on the edge of the flower bed, and was as lonely as that day.

Lu Mian took off his coat, approached and put it on Lu Qingzhuo.

Lu Qingzhuo raised his head to look at Lu Mian, and before Lu Mian could speak, he said, "I've thought about it for a long time, since you don't want me, wait for the appraisal result, if I am indeed...then I will go with him Yes, the life he can give me is indeed something you can't give."

Having said that, he sneered twice, as if mocking his own "reality".

"Aren't you willing to stay?" Lu Mian sat beside him. He knew that he was not qualified to ask this question, but he couldn't help it.

Lu Qingzhuo slowly said the result of his own thinking all afternoon: "I guess my aunt must have seen something and decided that I stayed because of you. I think those things you don't want me to know must be The things that make you very unhappy, since my aunt wants to help Li Qingyuan let me leave you, she must have received a lot of benefits from Li Qingyuan, and when the time comes, she may tell those things. I don't want you to be sad, and I don't want you to say it yourself Chase me away, like this morning."

Lu Mian listened with lowered eyes. Lu Qingzhuo was right. If he insisted on forcing Lu Qingzhu to stay, what Li Qingyuan said would become reality. Destroyed, so he had no other choice.

Lu Qingzhuo sighed, and looked at the sky, "Sometimes I feel that I am quite naive, and I just hold on to someone when I see them. In fact, no one can't live if no one leaves, and after doing the math, we just met two people. More than a month, not even three months, and no deep, emotional feelings."

He spoke very hard, took a deep breath, and continued: "Actually, I thought about it carefully, your life before should be better than now, study hard when it's time to study, raise rabbits when you are tired, and usually friends come Playing games at home is so relaxing.

"I was like an uninvited guest who suddenly broke into your life. At that time, I wanted to come to live with my aunt, but I did it myself. No one wanted me to come.

Living in your house is the same, and I insist on living in it. You don't care so much about my going or staying in your heart.

"Lu Mian, are you right?"

"You shouldn't think so, it's not true." Lu Mian said.

"I'll feel better if I think so..." Lu Qingzhuo said, "After all, I'm an untrustworthy person in your eyes."

Lu Mian didn't say anything, opened the bowl of rice noodles that were still hot, took off the chopsticks and handed them to Lu Qingzhuo, "Let's eat something."

Lu Qingzhuo's nose was a little sore, he sucked his nose, then smiled at Lu Mian, and said coquettishly, "I want you to feed me."

"Okay." Lu Mian picked up a chopstick powder and brought it to Lu Qingzhuo's mouth, "Come on, open your mouth."

Lu Qingzhuo opened his mouth, tears fell from the corner of his eyes.

After Lu Qingzhuo ate a little, he couldn't eat anymore. He felt very tired, so he leaned on Lu Mian's body, "The moon is quite round today."

"Yes."

"Most of his companies should be in Kyoto. Will you go to university there? If you work hard, as long as you don't perform abnormally, you should be able to pass the exam."

"Do you think we will meet again?" Lu Mian said, Li Qingyuan's words had already made him ashamed.

Lu Qingzhuo closed his eyes and asked: "Then do you want to take a photo of me as a memory?"

"I have."

"When did you take it? Show me?" Lu Qingzhuo stretched out his hand and asked Lu Mian for his phone.

Lu Mian hesitated for a while, and finally unlocked it for Lu Qingzhuo, "On the day of the sports meeting, I saved it in the forum."

The forum... Lu Qingzhuo forgot about it, and later he didn't register because it was too troublesome. I don't know if the post discussing his relationship with Lu Mian is still there...

It should be gone, Lu Qingzhuo remembered that Lu Mian said that his friend had helped delete it.

Lu Qingzhuo didn't want to watch it, they were so happy to participate in the sports meeting together a week ago.

Not to mention a week ago, it was just yesterday, Lu Mian was worried about gain and loss and didn't want to let him go, but today it changed.

The next day was Monday, a new week, Lu Qingzhuo was lying on the desk, looking at Lu Mian's eyebrows, Lu Mian didn't sleep well last night, he was sitting in the bedroom, and Lu Qingzhuo was playing on the balcony for a long time Telephone.

Lu Qingzhuo said: "Are you tired? Take a rest when you're tired, and I'll help you cover."

"It's okay, I'll keep reading for a while, I haven't figured out this question yet."

Lu Qingzhuo took out the pen in his hand and put it on the table, "Look at your eyes are bloodshot, you can't finish the questions."

"Okay, then I'll lie down for a while." Lu Mian put away the textbook and lay down on the table.

Time passed quickly, and the relationship between Lu Mian and Lu Qingzhuo was no different from before, but Lu Mian still felt more and more uncomfortable.

It wasn't until Lu Qingzhuo finished all the formalities and left, looking at the empty seat beside him, that he suddenly realized what he had lost.

Back home, Lu Qingzhuo didn't take away his clothes and luggage. He looked through the closet and saw a small yellow rabbit pendant in the drawer under the closet. After thinking about it, this should be Lu Qingzhu's Qing Zhuo agreed to make a rabbit blanket out of the fur bitten off by the lion cub.

The author has something to say:

Lu Qingzhuo: It's tiring to think about others, it's better to be selfish in the future.

PART.2

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