Gao Leng at the same table is a bit sweet

The next morning, Lu Mian woke up before dawn. He looked at Lu Qingzhu who was sleeping peacefully beside him, got up lightly, went to the balcony, opened the window, and lit a cigarette. He met After Lu Qingzhuo, he never smoked again.

But today he couldn't hold back.

Although Lu Qingzhuo said that he would not leave, Lu Mian's intuition told him that Lu Qingzhuo would.

Obviously knowing that the future should not be overthinking, especially this kind of uncertain things, cannot be predicted, how can we plan.

Just like they had planned well, they would celebrate their birthday together this weekend, but an unexpected phone call ruined all their plans.

A cigarette was over soon, but he still felt depressed.

What if Lu Qingzhuo really left.

Will he never see each other again in the future, will he lose Lu Qingzhuo because of this, after all, they are his blood relatives.

Lu Qingzhuo woke up long before Lu Mian, he saw Lu Mian took a cigarette, went to the balcony, and carefully drew the curtains tightly so that no light could come in.

The seat next to him was suddenly empty.

Is Lu Mian also afraid?Are you afraid that he will leave?

Lu Qingzhuo thought, I just want to know who he is, why he hasn't come to me for so many years, I won't leave.

I will prove it with actions.No matter what happened, he thought, I'm not going.

Lu Qingzhu got up, opened the balcony door, hugged Lu Mian's waist from behind, and complained softly: "Wake up so early? Woke me up."

Sensing Lu Qingzhuo's petty temper, Lu Mian felt a little better, smiled lightly, and said, "I just feel like I've planned for so long, but now it's all in vain."

"It's not empty. I'll come back after he tells me at noon, and then we'll go out to play in the afternoon."

After a long silence, Lu Mian said, "I'll go with you."

Lu Qingzhuo put his head on Lu Mian's back and shook his head vigorously.

Lu Mian knew that Lu Qingzhuo was afraid that the truth would be too ugly, so he didn't dare to let himself know, and Lu Mian was also worried that Lu Qingzhuo would be stimulated, after all, he was alone.

"It's okay, I'll accompany you there, and then you go alone, and I'll play nearby."

"it is good."

Lu Mian turned around, hugged Lu Qingzhu into his arms, and patted him on the back, "What's the matter, we will face it together."

"it is good."

In the early morning of autumn, both of them were dressed thinly, and both wanted to absorb some warmth from each other, and both tried their best to give each other some comfort.

The moods of both of them were too complicated, and they didn't have the energy to think about other things. No one saw that there was someone on the opposite balcony.

"Go in, it's so cold." Lu Mian said, took Lu Qingzhu's hand, and pushed him into the room.

When going out, Lu Mian put a thick coat on Lu Qingzhuo, and then took him to take a taxi.

On Lu Lu Qingzhuo was talking and laughing all the time, Lu Mianan listened to him quietly, he could see that he was very nervous, usually Lu Qingzhuo wouldn't talk so much, he chattered non-stop.

Seeing that he was about to reach his destination, Lu Mian patted Lu Qingzhuo's hand and said, "Don't worry, I will always be here, and my home will always be your home."

Lu Qingzhuo couldn't hold back all of a sudden, his eyes filled with tears, he sniffed, "Forever?"

"forever."

"Then I'll go first, I'll send you a message later, you come to me."

"Ah."

Lu Qingzhuo took a few deep breaths, and came to the appointed restaurant, Jiang Yu booked a private room and was already inside.

"Brother Jiang Yu." Lu Qingzhuo called out uncomfortably.

"Actually, I asked you to come because your father wanted to see you, but he was afraid to say directly that you didn't want to come."

Jiang Yu smiled embarrassingly, he was really sorry for deceiving Lu Qingzhuo.

Lu Qingzhuo had thought about this possibility a long time ago, so he wasn't too surprised, he asked, "He's here?"

"Not yet, on the way."

Lu Qingzhuo and Jiang Yu sat down two seats apart, and said, "Then can you talk to me first?"

"I don't know what to tell you."

Lu Qingzhuo didn't seem to care, he said: "Just say it."

"Your mother and your father met abroad, but they lost contact after returning to China, so your father doesn't know about you."

"Why didn't my mother go to find him after she had me?" Lu Qingzhuo asked.

"Because your father is already married. After your mother found out about this, she didn't want you at first, but because of her health, she had to give birth to you, but she didn't bother your father."

"What?" Lu Qingzhu frowned, "He has a family now?"

Lu Qingzhuo really thought that his biological father had already had another family, otherwise why he didn't have a father since he was born, but he still had hope, hoping that his father left him for other reasons.

"Yes."

Lu Qingzhuo stood up and asked, "Then why did you tell him about my existence?"

"I didn't want to tell him, but he found out." Jiang Yu apologized, "I'm really sorry."

Lu Qingzhuo took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.

"I can't blame you. If I hadn't insisted on finding him, I wouldn't have become what I am now." Lu Qingzhuo collapsed, "Since he hasn't arrived yet, I, I'll leave first."

"Didn't you see him? He only has your son." Jiang Yu stood up.

Lu Qingzhuo stopped and said, "I don't want to destroy other people's families."

"But he already knew."

What does this mean, have I broken it?

Lu Qingzhuo pretended to be calm, returned to his seat and sat down, "Then I'll wait for him and tell him clearly in person that I don't have his father, and I won't recognize him as my father." His tone was firm and decisive.

Jiang Yu didn't know if there was a reason why he said "there is someone he likes" in this decision, and that person actually gave Lu Qingzhuo such courage.

After a while, a strange middle-aged man opened the door and came in. Lu Qingzhuo looked up. He was an overly refined man in a suit. He was well maintained. He didn't look like Lu Qingzhuo's father at all. 30s.

That face is almost similar to Lu Qingzhuo.

And that cold and distant demeanor just like Lu Qingzhuo when he was not speaking.

Lu Qingzhuo knew at a glance that he was related to him by blood.

But so what?He has promised Lu Mian that he will stay and accompany him in the college entrance examination, and he will not break his promise.

For this strange man, he didn't want to say a word to him.

I hope the other party can also realize that nothing can make up for the absence of these 17 years.

"Lu Qingzhuo?" The man sat down on the chair beside Lu Qingzhuo, Lu Qingzhuo felt a little uncomfortable, so he moved to the side.

The man noticed his estrangement, and frowned slightly, and he also saw at a glance that Lu Qingzhuo was his son.

Li Qingyuan's current wife is in poor health, so the two of them have no children, and Li Qingyuan didn't care about having children at first, and had already planned to adopt one.

But when he suddenly learned that he had a child, and it was a boy, he was both joyful and terrified.

He remembered Lu Qingzhuo's mother, he thought it was just a romantic relationship with her, but he didn't expect her to have a child, and she raised her alone, and now she is almost an adult.

Also learned that Lu Qingzhuo's mother passed away unexpectedly.

He wanted to recognize the son, but he was afraid that the son would not recognize him.

If a few years earlier, when Lu Qingzhuo was still a child, it would have been easier to recognize relatives, children at that age were also more eager for family affection, and now is the time to rebel , must be very resistant to his father who suddenly appeared.

But Li Qingyuan will definitely recognize this child, and will not let him stay in this small city for the rest of his life.

There was a long silence in the private room, and no one spoke.

In the end, it was Lu Qingzhuo who broke the silence. He looked at Li Qingyuan and said, "Hello."

The word "you" hurt Li Qingyuan's heart as a father, he did not speak, but looked at Lu Qingzhuo.

"Maybe you want to see me to recognize my son. Of course, maybe I'm not your son. But I'm almost an adult, I don't need a father anymore, and I want to concentrate on preparing for the college entrance examination."

"I can send you to the best school in Kyoto, which is more suitable for you to concentrate on preparing for the exam, or I can send you abroad."

"No, I'm fine here."

"I only found out about your existence not long ago. It's not that I don't want you. Dad hopes that you can experience the heart of a father. Come back with me."

"Sorry, you are not my father." Lu Qingzhuo said, "I don't have a father."

"I can use many methods to force you to go back. After all, you are not yet an adult, but Dad doesn't want to force you, and wants to respect your wishes."

"Then what are you doing now? Since you say you want to follow my wishes, my wishes are to study hard here, and I don't want to go back to Kyoto."

Lu Qingzhuo's words were very clear, and he could not refuse, he felt that he didn't need to say anything more.

He stood up, ready to go.

"If you have any difficulties, you can find your father." Li Qingyuan stopped him and handed a card to Lu Qingzhuo.

Lu Qingzhuo hesitated for a while, but continued, he said: "Thank you." After speaking, he left the private room without looking back.

The moment he left the restaurant, Lu Qingzhuo's disguise could no longer be maintained. He walked to a corner, took out his mobile phone with trembling hands, and called Lu Mian.

"Lu Mian..."

"ended?"

Hearing Lu Mian's voice, Lu Qingzhuo couldn't hold it any longer, stepped back, leaned against the wall, and cried, "Lu Mian, I'm on the escalator on the fourth floor, come and pick me up one time."

"You wait, I'll be right there."

"Don't hang up the phone." Lu Qingzhuo said, he was afraid that if he couldn't hear Lu Mian's voice and feel Lu Mian's existence, he would completely collapse.

"I'll accompany you, Gentle, I'm taking the escalator to the second floor."

Lu Mian seemed to be running, and his panting could be heard.

"Hurry up." Lu Qingzhu felt that he would suffocate if he couldn't see Lu Mian again.

"Don't be afraid, I'm on the third floor, just wait for me to get down, and I'll be there."

Lu Qingzhu raised his head, and saw Lu Mian running towards him panting, holding his mobile phone.

It's like a god who came to save himself.

"Lu Mian..." Lu Qingzhuo put down his phone, looked at Lu Mian, "hug."

Lu Mian originally thought that he would lose Lu Qingzhuo, but now seeing that Lu Qingzhuo still needed him, he felt inexplicably lost again, his nose was a little sore, and he almost cried out.

Lu Mian ran up to him, opened his arms and hugged him vigorously, and heard Lu Qingzhuo whisper in his ear: "I didn't recognize him, and I won't recognize him, I made it clear to him, I won't Leaving here, he didn't force me, I want to finish high school here with you, take the college entrance examination, go to the same university, and experience the rest of my life together."

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Probably about to break the mirror soon (cheek resting