Only the moon will know

After a while, Zhou Qingchun knelt down and picked up the flowers silently. After all, she was reluctant to throw away the rose Zeng Xinyan gave her, just like she couldn't let go of her love for her after all.

With tears in her eyes, Zeng Xinyan said in a trembling voice: "Qingchun, promise me, you will be fine, just like before..."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and went downstairs without looking back. Zhou Qingchun was startled, and stood up holding Rose. In the panic, she freed up a hand, trying to hold Zeng Xinyan, but she could no longer touch her.

The first time Zeng Xinyan expressed his position so resolutely to her was when he bid farewell to her.

She finally knew how to make decisions for herself, and she finally made the first initiative between them, which was to leave her far away!

Zhou Qingchun listened to the sound of Zeng Xinyan's footsteps gradually disappearing in the corridor before regaining consciousness. She rushed into the house, ran out of the terrace, leaned against the fence, and searched for her figure in the deserted streets and alleys. She saw She got into a taxi, and the car quickly drove out of the intersection and disappeared under the night sky.

Zhou Qingchun heard the voice of himself begging her to stay with her rose from her throat, but she couldn't yell out.

The sky has gradually revealed a ray of dawn, but it has darkened Zhou Qingchun's entire universe. The sky is too unpredictable, and it is covered with dark clouds after a while, and it rains heavily.

Zhou Qingchun didn't go back to the house either. She stood upright in the middle of the terrace with bare feet, raised her face to let the rain drench, and the heavy rain drenched her whole body in less than a minute. She even felt a kind of cruel pleasure.

At this moment, the lights on the opposite balcony suddenly turned on, and Zhou Qingchun took a few steps back in fright.When she regained her senses, she realized that it was lightning, an illusion.

Yes, there was already an empty building there, from now on, no one she expected would appear there again!All her emotions were buried alive there.

The bouquet of fresh red roses in his hand had been scattered all over the ground at some point.

Zhou Qingchun just wanted to cry crazily. She bit her lower lip and tried her best to restrain her almost collapsed emotions. At this moment, she was still so depressed.

Standing dazed under the thunder and lightning sky, she asked herself, did she want to live?

She walked into the bathroom numbly, took off her clothes, turned on the shower head, and the icy spray sprayed out and pierced her skin, causing her to shiver in a corner, struggling to stand up, looking at the water in the mirror. Looking at her pale and thin self, she suddenly felt that she was strange and pitiful.

There was a gust of wind blowing from Devil May Cry God outside, and Zhou Qingchun heard the sound of glass shattering. She wrapped up in a towel and rushed back to the room, and found that something fell heavily on the floor and broke. She rushed forward to look, It's the mosaic mirror that Zeng Xinyan said!

The strong wind rolled up the curtains, indirectly shattered her beloved mosaic mirror, and even shattered her heart.

Zeng Xinyan left, and even her mosaic mirror was broken with her departure.

They're over, it's over so completely, Zhou Qingchun's pain is unbearable, but she can only accept the fact.

The next day, Zhou Qingchun fell ill, with a high fever, and his illness dragged on for a week, eventually causing pneumonia, and he was admitted to the hospital for treatment.

A physical and mental catastrophe plunged her into a state of darkness.

On the second day of admission, when she woke up from a long nightmare, her will gradually became clear along with her vision.

She saw Wei Chenzhi first, and then Wang Yucheng.Her good friends, they all came, with serious expressions, standing by the bed.

Seeing her wake up, they swarmed over her.

Due to Zhou Qingchun's extremely depressed mood and insomnia for three days and three nights in the past few days, the doctor chose to give her a sedative. She was exhausted and fell asleep since yesterday evening, and did not wake up until this moment.

After waking up, the will returned, the emotions returned, and the pain also returned. Zhou Qingchun quickly and clearly realized the little things that happened in reality. Unable to live up to her expectations, her nose was sour, and tears poured back down the mountain .

Wang Yucheng looked at it and couldn't help being stunned. She knew it in her heart, but Wei Chenzhi went in without knowing it. He glanced at Wang Yucheng, helpless.

Wang Yucheng whispered something in Wei Chenzhi's ear, signaling him to leave the ward for a while.

After Wei Chenzhi left, Wang Yucheng sat on the edge of the bed, Zhou Qingchun hugged her, and finally burst into tears.

It was the right choice to reveal her thoughts to Wang Yucheng at the beginning, because she needed a crying embrace and a pair of comforting hands.

If there was no Wang Yucheng, who would she cry to?

She has always been the only one who comforts others with words, who can give her comfort?

She has always had to deal with her emotional loneliness, so who can help her?

Apart from words, her spiritual sustenance is blank.

"It turns out that I'm not as strong and independent as I imagined..." Zhou Qingchun said with a sob.

Wang Yucheng just patted her on the back.

Zhou Qingchun's lingering and sad emotions were so contagious that even she wanted to cry unconsciously.

Her voice was also a little trembling: "Without her, I will be with you and support you in the future. If you say you can't write, don't write, and I won't force you. To continue writing is to break away from reality, and it will make you You have become obsessed, so we will not write or write in the future..."

Wang Yucheng talked non-stop, comforting a lovelorn, shaking out all the most emotional and rational words that could be put on the stage.

"Some people are not worthy of your love. Although in a sense, she made you, but she also hurt you. This is the price. If she doesn't love you, it's not because you are bad, but because she is bad. Changge should cry, okay?"

Changge should cry.

Changge should cry, life will continue...

latest comment:

--it is good--

Changge should cry, I like this sentence.I believe true love is waiting behind...

Just leave like this?

Yes, the days go on;

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23. Xinqiao Library

For a period of time that followed, Zhou Qingchun lived a completely different life from before.

She no longer writes novels, reads novels, or writes any text.She felt that she had aged a lot all of a sudden, and at the spiritual level, she was unprecedentedly empty and pale.

Fortunately, this situation did not last forever.

In later days, she liked to go to the "Bridge of Heart" library.

"Heart Bridge" library is a good place.In the past, she used to take the MRT tirelessly and crossed six stations, just to get there to buy a cup of coffee for Zeng Xinyan, because Zeng Xinyan said that there is no local coffee that is ready to be ground and brewed, she said, that is The coffee made with love, she said, the coffee there is comparable to the coffee on the left bank of Paris.

Now, she goes there without any obvious goal, she just likes the quiet environment there, she needs a space that is isolated from the world and undisturbed.

She would read books and drink coffee in the "Bridge of Heart" library, and sometimes she would just do nothing to immerse herself in the quiet space.

She was used to asking for an independent study room and shutting herself in it for a whole day.

There are comfortable bean bags for sitting and lying in the reading room, which are for readers to use when reading.

Several times, Zhou Qingchun simply took a nap there.Only rarely, she would choose the seat under the parasol facing the lake, she was afraid of the glare of the sun, rain and thunder.

She once tried to find traces of Zeng Xinyan and Jiang Wenwen in every corner of the "Bridge of Heart" library.

Although none of them mentioned it directly to her, she vaguely knew that this was a place they cherished together.

Zeng Xinyan is already in a distant country, where is Jiang Wenwen?Is she with her too?

Zhou Qingchun actually ruled out the possibility of them leaving together 100% from the very beginning, because Jiang Wenwen couldn't let Minmin go away with the one she loves so selfishly and irresponsibly, and it was even more impossible for her to take Minmin away together. foreign land.Although Jiang Wenwen loves Zeng Xinyan, she still knows how to face reality.

Even though they loved Zeng Xinyan at the same time, and Jiang Wenwen had ulterior motives to hope that she would retreat despite difficulties, Zhou Qingchun could understand that it was just a means for her to keep a person she loved, and she did what she could within her own ability. do.Zhou Qingchun couldn't deny that Jiang Wenwen was a good woman no matter what.

A woman who once said she loved her will not be a bad woman.

Is Jiang Wenwen still in the same place?

On this day, Zhou Qingchun was sitting under the parasol, and suddenly missed her a little, and she thought of calling her.

However, there were four or five phone calls in the past, but no one answered.

Just as she put down her phone, someone behind her interrupted her thoughts with a soft "Hello".

She turned her head subconsciously, looked around where the sound came from, and saw a surprisingly beautiful woman slowly walking towards her, holding a tray in her hand with a tall white cup in it.

She smiled gently at Zhou Qingchun, and said, "I saw you sitting here for a long time, rose coffee, please drink!"

As the woman spoke, she had already put the coffee on the table.

Zhou Qingchun was a little flattered, and she slightly raised her head to look at her, which made her unable to look back.

who is she?who is she?Why is her expression, words and actions so resembling the Zeng Xinyan she thinks about day and night?

Someone called her affectionately from the other end: "Xinqiao!"

heart bridge...

The "Bridge of Heart" library belongs to her.Xinqiao Coffee, which Zeng Xinyan loves so much, is made by her!

Zhou Qingchun once said that if you don't meet the same type of man repeatedly, unless you meet a woman.

Zeng Xinyan whether he will keep incarnating in other people's bodies, trying to use various