Only the moon will know

inside? "

At this moment, Zeng Xinyan is sincere to her, not at all like carrying the heavy thoughts of the past, since she is not nostalgic for those pasts, why is she afraid of losing her?

"No. I didn't go anywhere..." Zhou Qingchun had mixed feelings, crying while shaking his head.

Zeng Xinyan frowned, stared at her, and finally laughed: "It's so miserable, you must be writing a novel about bitterness."

Zhou Qingchun closed his eyes and sighed softly.

"As you said, when you write a novel, you usually put in a lot of effort, otherwise it won't be good. Have you assumed the role now?" Zeng Xinyan asked her with wide-eyed eyes.

"How can I feel sorry for you?" Zhou Qingchun had something in his words.

Zeng Xinyan had no idea what she was talking about.

She just hoped that Zeng Xinyan would care about her, and that she would miss her too. In fact, she never thought of telling the story of meeting Jiang Wenwen today. It was not because she had promised Jiang Wenwen, but because she didn't want to embarrass Zeng Xinyan. That past must have caused her pain.If Zeng Xin said that she didn't even want to touch it, how could she have the heart to touch it?

Zhou Qingchun leaned forward to hug her, cherishing and distressing her extremely.

Zeng Xinyan hugged her and shook her gently, and said patiently: "Don't cry, don't cry, I've already said, today is very busy, as you know, the number of students has been increasing since Milestone opened, and gradually there are more students. Some word of mouth, the days to come will be busier..."

Zhou Qingchun nodded in satisfaction, and slipped into Zeng Xinyan's arms without saying a word.

She rarely stays at Zeng Xinyan's house because she is used to writing manuscripts every night.In the quiet of the night, writing and thinking are often in a rush, and that is the golden moment when she can devote herself most fully. The manuscript is usually handed in before dawn, but she doesn't want to leave her tonight.

She silently curled up on Zeng Xinyan's bed, physically and mentally exhausted, but she couldn't fall asleep when she closed her eyes.

Zeng Xinyan sat at the head of the bed, sewing buttons for a dress, and there was a needle box and balls of thread on the bed.

"Go to sleep, honey, you are tired." She patted Zhou Qingchun's leg and said to her.

Zhou Qingchun sat up, crawled behind her, hugged her from behind, put her head on her shoulder, she put her hand under Zeng Xinyan's needle and thread playfully, and said, "Sew me up too. "

Zeng Xinyan turned his face to look at her, scratched her nose, and said with a smile: "Go to sleep obediently, don't be like a child."

After leaving the old house where Zeng Xinyan and Jiang Wenwen lived, she realized deeply how much she loved Zeng Xinyan, but Jiang Wenwen and Zeng Xinyan had a relationship foundation of more than 10 years, and the relationship between them must be unbreakable, and She, the short time she spent with Zeng Xinyan made her feel very unconfident.

She felt that her love for Zeng Xinyan was like an eruption, and she couldn't hold it back, but Zeng Xinyan treated her—she seemed like a volcano that would never erupt.She was so quiet, she was so quiet that it was disturbing.

Is there something missing between them?

"If I met you when I was 12 years old, would you notice me?" Zhou Qingchun suddenly asked timidly.

Zeng Xinyan laughed, she thought for a while, pretending to be serious, but replied casually: "12 years old, too young, people will say that I abduct children."

Zhou Qingchun knew that it was useless to ask such a naive question.

"If I met you when I was 17, would you notice me?" she asked again.

Zeng Xinyan was stunned for a while, Zhou Qingchun secretly paid attention to her expression for half a second, and didn't dare to keep his eyes on her face, she was afraid of detecting secrets she shouldn't see, so she had no intention of testing her.

Zeng Xinyan stopped talking, and quietly went about her business.

Zhou Qingchun lay down again, tossing and turning, as if he couldn't find the most comfortable position.After a while, she sat up again and grabbed Zeng Xinyan's clothes, "Can you take a look at me?"

Zeng Xinyan obediently put down the things in his hands before turning around, but Zhou Qingchun hugged her again.

"Hey, hello! How do I see you like this?"

Zhou Qingchun was crying.

What's wrong with her?It's unreasonable!

Zeng Xin promised to push her away, but she hugged her even tighter.Only now did Zhou Qingchun realize that once she shed tears, it seemed like she couldn't lock her tear ducts, just like her feelings for Zeng Xinyan, she couldn't control herself at all.

"Okay, why are you crying again?" Zeng Xinyan fondled her back.

"I was crying for myself..." she said.

"It turns out that it is necessary for the plot." Zeng Xinyan said nonchalantly, as if she had adapted to her emotionality all of a sudden.

Zhou Qingchun beat her, more tears rolled down.

Zhou Qingchun refused to let go of Zeng Xinyan, so she had no choice but to be hugged by her. For a long time, the two of them maintained the same posture.

"I love you." Zhou Qingchun's voice was hoarse.

"I know, I know..." Zeng Xinyan gently kissed her hair.

Zhou Qingchun didn't have the courage to ask Zeng Xinyan if he loved her too, she had never said this to her before, she was afraid that if she asked, if she hesitated a little, her heart would be completely broken.She didn't give Zeng Xinyan a chance to hesitate, let alone give herself a chance to have her heart broken!

Later, I don't know how I fell asleep, it was Zeng Xinyan's persuasive voice, her half-deceived, half-coaxed, but just as if he was about to fall asleep, Zhou Qingchun was awakened by the ringing of the phone.

It's Zeng Xinyan's cell phone ringing!Zhou Qingchun's heart started beating wildly, who is calling this?Is it Jiang Wenwen?

Zeng Xinyan was obviously awakened first, she quickly found her mobile phone on the floor, picked it up, but didn't make a sound immediately, got out of bed, opened the door and went outside.

who is it?who is it?On those nights when she wasn't there, would Zeng Xinyan's cell phone ring in the middle of the night?

Across a wall and a door, Zeng Xinyan's voice echoed in his ears, and he didn't know what he said.

Fortunately, she came back not long after she left, and just lay down, Zhou Qingchun got into her arms.

"Did it wake you up?" Zeng Xinyan asked softly in her ear.

Zhou Qingchun shook his head, Zeng Xinyan freed his hands to hug her, and kissed her eyes: "Sleep, sleep..."

Zhou Qingchun really wanted to ask her who made the call, but she didn't have the courage to ask, and finally she said nervously, "I want to sleep with you every day."

"Okay." Zeng Xinyan replied without thinking.

"I'm going to sleep until I'm old, I'm dead..." Zhou Qingchun continued stupidly.

"Okay." Zeng Xinyan patted her lightly.

Is this a kind of promise Zeng Xinyan made to her?She was too obedient to her, but this answer made Zhou Qingchun feel relieved.

Zhou Qingchun felt that he should not doubt Zeng Xinyan anymore, she is a good woman, she should trust her completely, and Jiang Wenwen missed her back then, but she was stupid.

She told herself that she must not learn from Jiang Wenwen, she must love Zeng Xinyan wholeheartedly, never let her get hurt, and never let her fly away from her.Unless, unless Zeng Xinyan failed her...

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--it is good--

Why was JJ so stupid?

——Zeng Xinyan is too restrained——

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17. Meet temptation

The call in the middle of the night was made by Jiang Wenwen. She explained to Zeng Xinyan that she accidentally put the phone under the pillow, and the phone dialed out automatically when it was squeezed while sleeping. She also said that Zeng Xinyan's number had been on her phone all the time. The first in the phone book.

Zeng Xinyan didn't doubt her either, because it's not like she didn't have such experience.

But from then on, Jiang Wenwen no longer dialed the wrong number, and she really called Zeng Xinyan.

Most of the time, it was because Song Jiaming was not at home, and only she and Minmin were left at home.

A woman guards a big house with a child. After Minmin falls asleep, Wenwen suffers from severe insomnia. At this time, she often feels very anxious, especially she will be inexplicably worried that Minmin's hemophilia will suddenly attack Instead of daring to leave him half a step, she was afraid to face this situation alone, even after falling asleep, she still woke up frequently, and then habitually reached out to check on her son.

The experience of bleeding cheeks and breasts in the middle of the night happened more than once, which scared her to the point where she almost collapsed.

Zeng Xinyan knew that her life circle was too narrow, except for her husband and children, the people in her circle were either people in the study class or hawkers in the vegetable market. She didn't have a single friend to talk to.

In these years, except for Zeng Xinyan, she didn't even establish a friendship with anyone, and she lived without a sense of security.

In those nights, in order to calm her restless emotions and prevent her from thinking wildly, Zeng Xinyan tried hard to resist drowsiness, and even if he stretched his eyelids, he wanted to talk to her on the phone for a while.

"Does he often come home so late?" This night, Zeng Xinyan finally couldn't help asking Song Jiaming.

"He almost forgot the way home." Jiang Wenwen said a little sadly.

"why?"

Jiang Wen was quiet for a while, and then said after a while: "He has another woman outside!"

Zeng Xinyan couldn't believe his ears, and didn't know how to speak for a moment.

Jiang Wenwen's voice was calm, as if she was talking about other women, she could only listen to what she said quietly.

"This is nothing new. Xinyan, do you find it surprising? Let me tell you something even more ridiculous. He has a woman outside, and he is suspicious of me all day long, thinking that I am also hooking up with men outside."

Jiang Wenwen sneered: "Hmph! Judging others by oneself, do you think this is a common problem of men? Before I came home a little late, he would follow up nervously on the phone. I said to have a casual meal with one or two friends, but he actually