Empress dowager, the queen sighed

The killing is too heavy, and there is no chance of being forgiven!

Mrs. Jing'an knelt on the futon for a long time until her knees became numb, while Li Lexi just stood there, waiting for her to turn around.

Jing'an said: "The empress is restless day and night. I'm afraid it's not because the government is worried about it, but because the killing is too heavy in her heart and she has lost her nature. The empress should try to let go of the world, purify her heart in front of the Buddha, and make up for her sins."

"Impossible, the people I killed were not good. However, what the teacher said has benefited me a lot. The teacher thinks that killing is too heavy, but have you ever wondered where the killing comes from? You killed someone, and I will kill you. So in this heavy killing, am I standing above justice?"

The candlelight in front of the Buddha crackled, and Jing An's face was obscured by the candlelight. She looked at the Bodhisattva's benevolent face, and asked the queen, "I should kill, but the queen shouldn't do it for me. Why bother to kill."

"Master Jing'an is too merciful, and would say such unkind words. If there is a woman on the side of the road being bullied by a bully, I go forward to stop her, but the bully grabs me, and I have no choice but to kill her. Master, this How to say heavy killing?"

"Empress, is it possible that all the killings on your body are passive?" Jing'an asked the queen.

Li Lexi laughed wantonly, and moved his eyes from Jing An to the Bodhisattva, "No one else knows where the killing came from, but I know in my heart that they are all damned people, so don't be pitiful. But the teacher himself has thought about it, you Does the Buddha really exist?"

"Queen, you are too presumptuous." Jing An straightened up from the futon, her eyes kindly and kindly, "Queen, your evil and hopeless kindness are two heavens in this world."

"Jing'an, I feel that the difference between good and evil lies in my heart. I can do good for her, and she can also pick up the butcher's knife for me." Li Lexi was contemptuous. She looked down on gods and Buddhas, and regarded the Bodhisattva in front of her like a clay figurine.

She can control her own destiny, without the forgiveness of others, let alone the salvation of gods and Buddhas.

Jing An frowned, "Why did the Empress harm her? No one knows your origin, and no one knows your past. You can even live a long life, so why bother with her."

"It is rumored that the emperor and empress love each other, but I know it's just hopeless and kindhearted." She took a deep breath, and burned Mingwang Mountain and tens of thousands of Han soldiers. The queen's killing was too heavy.

She wanted to persuade, but she didn't know how to persuade.Wuwang grew up in front of the Buddha. She has a kind personality and treats people kindly. She knows that Wuwang asked for these things by herself.

But she still couldn't bear it.

"Master is too wrong. Wuwang was born to be entangled with me forever." Li Lexi's complexion was gloomy, and his fair skin looked a little unreal under the light, showing a bit of ethereal feeling.Li Lexi looked up at Bodhisattva, "Since you won't cross me, why stay here."

"Jing Tuo!" She shouted loudly.

Jing An panicked: "Queen, what are you going to do?"

"You say they won't ferry me, it's better to ruin it."

Jing'an hurriedly knelt down and begged for mercy: "Empress, this is a place where there is no hope of growing up. You must not destroy it. She likes this place and comes here often. Why make her unhappy because of this place."

Li Lexi's sullen expression froze, and Jing Tuo's voice came from outside the door: "Queen, what are your orders?"

"Nothing, let's go." Li Lexi suddenly changed his mind, staring at the Bodhisattva in front of him through the dim light, sneered for a moment: "Jing'an, for His Majesty's sake, I will let it go for now."

Jing An sat down on her knees dejectedly, with vicissitudes in her eyes: "Empress Empress, don't come here again."

If you can't persuade the evil person, you have to stay away.

Li Lexi turned around gracefully, held the Emperor Sword, got on his horse, and galloped all the way back to the palace city.

In the early hours of the morning, the gate of the city was closed tightly, Jing Tuo called the gate, but the soldiers guarding the city refused to open it.

Jing Tuo was furious, Li Lexi stopped him: "It's just my duty."

The sky is already bright, the doors of the neighbors are opened, the shops are open, and all kinds of breakfasts attract pedestrians.

Li Lexi glanced at the pedestrians, seeing all kinds of things in the world, this is what she, a wicked person, got.

She went to buy some sugar and carried it back to the palace. When she passed the upper east gate, she saw the Imperial Forest Army changing defenses. She immediately turned her horse and went to fight with the Imperial Forest Army. "Notify Zhao Kui, come see me."

A fight is about to be fought in its entirety, and it cannot be ended without moving one's muscles and bones.

The queen went to fight, the empress was hesitating about the matter in southern Xinjiang, and the court was discussing how to deal with the war in southern Xinjiang.

The envoy is dead, Nanjiang will not let it go, the empress asked everyone what they mean.

Great Wei was fought on horseback, Li Chengye hid in Qingyazhou and dared not show his face, which shows that the great Wei cavalry is brave.

Civil servants and military generals have different opinions, and there are two factions. The prime minister is rarely in the same rank as the generals. Even Xiaoyaohou was surprised by the prime minister's choice.After thinking about it, she seconded the prime minister.

Pei Yao remained silent, because it was useless to disagree with these people, and no one could stop what the queen wanted to do.

"I also know the meaning of the gentlemen's family. The border should be prepared to guard against sneak attacks in southern Xinjiang. The Great Wei Jing is not the same, and I will work together to wash away the shame of many years ago."

"Your Majesty Shengming!"

The officials kowtowed and shouted.

Only then did Pei Yao realize that Baili Shu was missing, she asked the Minister of the Ministry of Officials: "Has the national teacher ever asked for leave?"

"Return to Your Majesty, the national teacher has not asked for leave."

Bailishu is casual, he comes to court when he is happy, and does not ask for leave when he is not happy.The courtiers knew that the relationship between her and the queen would not be taken care of at will.

Pei Yao looked at Li Puyu, suppressed her doubts, and ordered to disperse.

After the courtiers left, she ordered someone to go to the Guoshi Mansion to find Bailishu.

The servant went to the National Teacher's Mansion, and the doorman replied: "The master said that he has been away for a few days. If anyone comes to ask, he will say Liangshenghua."

The servant reported back to the Empress without saying a word.

Pei Yao was curious: "What are two life flowers?"

The waiter shook his head and didn't know.

Pei Yao memorized the name and asked the queen when she saw her.

At this time, Jing Tuo came back to be on duty.Pei Yao was surprised, "The queen is back too?"

"Compete with General Zhao at the Imperial Forest Army."

Pei Yao's eyelids twitched slightly, and the queen found someone to fight again, so energetic.She asked Jing Tuo: "What did you do last night?"

Jing Tuo frowned: "Is Your Majesty doubting something?"

"Doubt?" Pei Yao didn't know the meaning of the elm lump, but said, "Isn't what I asked right?"

Jing Tuo replied frankly, "Your Majesty's question seems to suspect that I have an affair with the empress."

"Get out!" Pei Yao became furious, picked up the inkstone on the royal case and threw it at it, "You covet your master, you should die with a thousand swords."

Jing Tuo withdrew from the Xuanshi Palace in despair, and the empress became more and more like a queen. Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black.

****

At the beginning of April, a girl from the Zhao family gave birth to a daughter. The Supreme Emperor named him Pei Chuyi. The Zhao family rejoiced. On the day of the full moon, the empress brought the child into the palace.

The Empress sent Pei Chuyi into Qianyuan Hall to show the Supreme Emperor.

The child of the full moon is carved in pink and jade, with a puffy face, two small hands waving in the air, and a gold collar around his neck.

Pei Sui's heart that had been silent for many days came alive after seeing the child, but Pei Yao told him: "Southern Xinjiang is about to go to war. You said that the Great Wei conquered Southern Xinjiang and expanded its territory. Qi Dahan."

"We'll wait until you take down southern border. Southern border is good at poison and war, and it's not comparable to the Han army." Pei Sui poured a basin of cold water, "I was on the border in the early years..."

He stopped suddenly, Pei Yao was surprised, "What's wrong?"

"Your queen is very familiar with the terrain of Southern Xinjiang. I suffered a few losses at the hands of Southern Xinjiang and almost couldn't come back. She single-handedly picked and killed thousands of people and rescued me from the enemy camp. I suspected that she was from Southern Xinjiang. Because she has been wearing a veil, and later she gave her surname, so I know she is from the Central Plains."

Pei Sui didn't hide anything, and spoke truthfully: "If she goes to southern Xinjiang, she has a chance of winning."

Pei Yao teased the child, her eyes fell on Pei Sui, and she found that he was much calmer. She felt that something was wrong, and Pei Sui said, "Southern Xinjiang is a hard bone. I only thought that defending the border would be the best result. Now, you actually want to Beat it down. Pei Yao, you are better than me at this point."

"Really?" Pei Yao was indifferent, the belated approval was of no use to her.

She handed the child to the wet nurse, "The Supreme Emperor has a good rest, I will send her out of the palace."

Pei Sui didn't stay.

Pei Yao guessed that perhaps the Supreme Emperor was dissatisfied that Mrs. Zhao had a daughter, and if it was a son, he might try to keep it.

Coming out of Qianyuan Hall, the weather was particularly sunny, Jing Tuo escorted Pei Chuyi out of the palace, while she went to find the queen.

The queen discussed the war in southern Xinjiang with the courtiers in the hall of Xuanshi. The queen had very good opinions on military affairs, and the generals were convinced.

When Pei Yao went back, the general regulations were drawn up, only some details were missing, the queen stood in front of the map, her body remained motionless, she found a place to sit down, and listened quietly.

"The terrain in southern Xinjiang is complicated, and there are many strange people and strange things, and there are many poisonous schemes. I will order people to bring together medicinal herbs and explain the solutions to the strange poisons in southern Xinjiang one by one. In addition, the national teacher has gone to southern Xinjiang to inquire. Presumably, you will go there , she will respond."

When Bailishu was mentioned, Pei Yao's eyelids twitched. Bailishu had been away for more than two months, and the marriage between Zhou and Li's family also stopped. She suspected that it was the queen's secret manipulation.

After discussing the strategy for a whole day, Pei Yao listened to it for a long time, and when they left, she asked someone to prepare a meal. After talking for so long, she was hungry.

The queen stood motionless in front of the map, she walked over, "Queen."

"Pei Yao, I promise Bailishu that if she brings back the longevity medicine, I will help her get Zhou You'an."

Pei Yao was startled, "Queen, do you know what you are doing?"

"I am selfish." Li Lexi said calmly.

"It's not just selfishness, you're insane." Pei Yao's face changed slightly, and after she finished saying this, she calmed down her anger and reasoned patiently: "I don't know when she will come back from this past, you asked Zhou Youan to wait like this Go down? She is just an ordinary person with a limited life, you are wasting her time."

Li Lexi's gaze skipped her, and slowly landed on the map, "She will work hard for Zhou You'an."

"You still have no repentance." Pei Yao was disappointed, and couldn't help but began to lose, "The two of them like each other, so I will marry you. When Baili Shu comes back, Zhou You'an may be dead, so he asked for the elixir What's the use of it. This is an ordinary life, and it should be spent in an ordinary way."

But Li Lexi said: "You do your thing, I will do mine, if she comes back, I will fulfill the agreement."

He has a heart of stone.

Pei Yao laughed angrily, clenched her fists, and took two steps back, "The queen has made up her mind, I won't persuade them, but I will let them get married as soon as possible. The queen doesn't know how precious a day's relationship is, and their lives are limited, so they dare not do anything reckless. Empress, my life is also limited."

"I don't want to quarrel with you. I just want to spend the rest of my life with you, day and night, and cherish every day. I won't be angry, and I won't neglect you. But I will do what I want, Queen, I hope the same as you."

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