I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: My brother has a good grasp of Zhenggong's aura.

Chu Yan did not appear in front of Lin Qingyu for two consecutive days. Lin Qingyu couldn't see anyone, so she had to send a maid to inform Chu Yan that they would move out of the Prince's Mansion in a few days.

In the end, if you want to break it clean, you can no longer just stay in Shizi Mansion and not leave.

He Tang was very happy about this, as if he was born to be at odds with Chu Yan, he hugged Lin Qingyu and said with a smile on his face, "I have long seen that little son is not pleasing to the eye, he looks so charming, dangling in front of your eyes every day , It bothers me."

Lin Qingyu looked at He Tang's face, and complained that He Tang was more like a shrewd vixen than Chu Yan.

He Tang was still talking, "Except for that layer of status, there is nothing I can't compare to that little prince. Qingyu follows me, and the rest of my life is destined to be delicious and spicy. I won't let you suffer even the slightest bit."

Lin Qingyu heard him talking more and more vigorously, and her whole body was about to depend on her, so she couldn't help but patted He Tang's bright forehead with her hand, turned her head and said, "It's clear that you bullied me the hardest."

He Tang rubbed against Lin Qingyu's palm with a playful smile, lowered his voice, "I will let you get it back as soon as possible."

There was too much ambiguity in his words, Lin Qingyu's ears felt hot, she didn't dare to hang out with him anymore, she quickly jumped out of his arms, "I won't mess with you, it's time for brother to take medicine."

He Tang clicked his tongue, and said slightly dissatisfied, "Every day you know how much you miss Jing Yun..."

And Lin Qingyu had already left the wing room, and when she heard He Tang's muttering, she couldn't help but smile.

In the past two days, the wind and snow had gotten heavier, and she couldn't help shivering after standing outside for a while. Lin Qingyu had never felt such cold, so she quickened her pace and walked around to the small kitchen.

Lin Jingyun's medicinal soup has always been made by him personally. At this time, it was not time for dinner, and the small kitchen was empty, only the gurgling sound of the almost boiled medicinal soup. Lin Qingyu skillfully took the cloth and put the medicine jar in the On the side, the hot soup was poured into the porcelain bowl, and a white mist rose up, which relieved the coldness of Lin Qingyu's palm.

He looked for candied fruit in the small kitchen again. Although his elder brother always said that there was no need, Lin Qingyu tasted the soup secretly, and it was so bitter that he almost shed tears, but he still persisted in mixing it, but he searched in the small kitchen for a while, but nothing He didn't find it, but just heard a sound behind him, Lin Qingyu thought it was the maid in the kitchen, turned around and asked, "Do you know that the candied fruit is placed in..."

The voice stopped abruptly, Chu Yan stood in white clothes Shengxue, standing in this dusty small kitchen, more dazzling than that white silver snow, but even the fancy clothes couldn't cover up the tiredness around him, Lin Seeing the two black spots under Chu Yan's eyes, Qingyu pursed her lower lip, and said in embarrassment, "What's wrong with you?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, his face was snowy, but his eyes were a little scary, he just looked at Lin Qingyu like this, until Lin Qingyu felt uncomfortable, so he couldn't bear it, and said hoarsely, "I can't do it."

Lin Qingyu froze in place, looking at him inexplicably.

Chu Yan stepped forward step by step, and when he got closer, Lin Qingyu smelled the faint smell of alcohol on his body, and frowned, "Have you been drinking?"

"If I'm sober, I'm afraid I won't be able to say the next thing," Chu Yan came to Lin Qingyu in two or three steps, and imprisoned Lin Qingyu between the table and his body, reeking of alcohol, he seemed really drunk He stared at Lin Qingyu's face bewilderedly, then reached out to touch it, and murmured, "Qingyu, I can't do it."

His palm was very cold, Lin Qingyu shivered from the cold, her heart was pounding non-stop, she forced herself to look into Chu Yan's hot eyes, "What can't you do?"

Chu Yan looked aggrieved, "I said, I won't let go, but," he was really aggrieved, "but why do you want to be with others?"

Lin Qingyu was speechless.

"That's all for Wei Lin. You have always cared about him. I will bear it. Brother Jing Yun is your elder brother. You can't give up. I will bear it too. But that He Tang," Chu Yan gritted his teeth, "you don't hate it very much. Him, why should he?"

Chu Yan was a little excited, and Lin Qingyu couldn't help but put his hand against his chest. Unlike his hands, Chu Yan's whole body was hot, and Lin Qingyu couldn't help but say, "What happens to me and He Tang has nothing to do with you."

"Why is it nothing to do with me?" Chu Yan raised his voice, but suddenly lost his temper. He held Lin Qingyu's face in his hands, blinked his long eyelashes slowly, and struggled to say the purpose of coming, "They I can, can't I?"

Lin Qingyu's eyes widened in surprise.

Chu Yan reckoned that he was very drunk, even his eyes were full of hazy water, but every word he said was unambiguous, "I am the first person to be with you, why should I be with you at the end?" I ended up with nothing, and I’m not reconciled.”

Lin Qingyu struggled, "Chu Yan, you are drunk, stop talking nonsense."

"What nonsense, I only know that if I don't say anything today, I will hand you over to others," Chu Yan held Lin Qingyu tightly, his eyelids trembling, but in the end he couldn't stop the tears from rolling down, "Qingyu, if you are drunk It can make me drunk for a lifetime, and I would rather never be sober. In the past two days, I have thought a lot, I have thought about letting you go, I have thought about it, but the more I think about it, the harder it is for me to stay By your side, I have already experienced the pain of losing you once, and I can't go through it again, do you have the heart for me to suffer this heart-pounding pain all my life?"

Lin Qingyu was infected by Chu Yan's sad expression, he didn't push Chu Yan away, and said with difficulty, "Do you understand what these words mean?"

"Let's go see Brother Jingyun now." Chu Yan didn't answer Lin Qingyu's words directly, grabbed Lin Qingyu's hand, and walked out forcefully.

Lin Qingyu couldn't stop her, and Chu Yan brought her to the door of her brother's wing in an instant.

Chu Yan took a deep breath, and rushed in. Lin Jingyun was sitting upright reading the scriptures that Lin Qingyu gave him to relieve his boredom. Chu Yan knelt down in front of Lin Jingyun without saying a word.

Lin Qingyu looked at Chu Yan's actions in amazement, stepped forward to help, and said in surprise, "What are you doing!"

Lin Jingyun lowered his eyes, his expression was indifferent, "The nobles can't bear the great gift of the son, please ask the son to get up."

Chu Yan knelt on the ground persistently. There were still wet tears on his face. Lin Qingyu had never seen him so humble. Chu Yan seemed to be enduring great pain, but in the end it turned into bitterness. Looking up at Lin Jingyun, he said with difficulty, "Please accept me, brother."

Lin Qingyu tugged at Chu Yan's hand, but couldn't shake him a bit, and looked at Lin Jingyun uneasily.

The elder brother didn't change his face, he put the story book on the table casually, and smiled softly, "Where do you start with this?"

Chu Yan grabbed Lin Qingyu's hand, pulled Lin Qingyu down to his knees, and said solemnly, "Brother, please help me and Qingyu."

Lin Qingyu was so frightened that he didn't dare to breathe out, He Tang came over hearing the sound, and immediately recalled what it meant when he saw the scene, leaning against the door, hehe said, "What's the trouble?"

Chu Yan ignored his cynicism, and said, "That day in Cao County, no matter whether I had my heart or not, I really caused the Lin family to disappear, and my brother's illness was also caused by me. Chu Yan felt so guilty, and hoped that my brother would give me a chance to make up for it. , I will definitely cherish sapphire for the rest of my life, and I will also..." Chu Yan gritted his teeth, and after all struggled to say everything, "I will also put my brother first in everything."

Lin Qingyu stared blankly at Chu Yan, who had lost all his pride. There seemed to be a bitter taste in his throat. Just as he was about to speak, He Tang laughed and said from behind, "Your Majesty uses retreat as a way of advancing. When I was 16, I Not anymore."

When Chu Yan heard this, he turned his head and glared at He Tang angrily, and said sincerely, "Brother, please believe me."

Lin Jingyun remained silent, the room was so quiet that only the whistling wind outside could be heard.

Lin Qingyu couldn't bear the silence, and gritted her teeth, "Chu Yan, my brother and I will never let go in this life, can you really put your brother first in everything?"

Chu Yan said bitterly, "I promise you, and I will never break my promise."

Lin Qingyu was extremely anxious, just when he thought he was going to be in such a stalemate, Lin Jingyun sighed softly, there was indelible helplessness in this sound, and it seemed that he had expected it long ago, he supported his forehead and said, "I remember it's time to take medicine .”

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, then smiled happily, and immediately got up, "I'll go get the medicine."

He went out like the wind, leaving behind a dazed Lin Qingyu, who raised his eyes to look at his calm-faced elder brother.

Lin Jingyun pulled Lin Qingyu up and brushed away the melted spray from Lin Qingyu's shoulders. With a serious expression, he stroked Lin Qingyu's face lightly, but said nothing.

Lin Qingyu felt that his elder brother must be very sad. He opened his mouth, but his elder brother shook his head and refused to let him speak.

He Tang couldn't see it, and said unwillingly, "I guessed that you will be full of peach blossoms, and this day will come," and gritted his teeth, "Jing Yun, why are you pretending to be generous? You let this little prince intervene today. Come in with one foot, tomorrow that surnamed Wei..."

He Tang was so angry that he couldn't continue. He wanted to ask Lin Qingyu why he was merciless, but he was also a character who stayed by Lin Qingyu's side and refused to leave. He thought that if he asked, his relationship might be cut off. So he remained silent, Lin Jingyun was just as unwilling as him, but the decisions he made were all in Lin Qingyu's thoughts.

The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, he turned Lin Qingyu's face, bowed his head and kissed it, sucked Lin Qingyu's soft lips in front of Lin Jingyun, and said angrily after eating enough, "There will be more times like this in the future, Since you want to be that generous person, hold back."

Lin Qingyu pushed He Tang, angry and ashamed, her face was flushed, she turned her head and saw her elder brother's face was cold, and suddenly felt uncomfortable, but her elder brother just reached out to wipe off the residual body fluid from the corner of his lips, and kissed him wetly, Lin Qingyu Qingyu meekly closed her eyes to endure, and heard her brother chuckle helplessly, "If you can't make a choice, I will replace it for you."

No one knew Lin Qingyu better than Lin Jingyun, he just pushed Lin Qingyu who was hesitant.

So what the pain, compared to losing Lin Qingyu, this pain is nothing to worry about.