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The author has something to say: Xiao Chu: Brother, it’s okay with me, it’s really okay.

In autumn, a small courtyard in the suburbs is brightly lit and warm.

Lin Qingyu fell asleep until the sky was dark, and he had many bizarre dreams.

In the dream, he returned to the bustling streets of Cao County, wearing a crescent white student uniform and riding his horse chicly, the scenery was unparalleled. Wei Lin rode a tall brown horse, walking side by side with him tall and straight, and the people passing by all looked up to him. Laughing loudly, waving his whip and walking quickly, suddenly, there was a bright figure blocking the way, he quickly grasped the reins, and in the layers of fog, he could clearly see that person was angry.

The elder brother came from the mist, his face was like a lotus, but his eyes were no longer warm. Lin Qingyu was stung by such eyes, stumbled off the horse, and ran towards his elder brother.

But it was only ten short steps, but he couldn't reach his elder brother no matter what, Lin Qingyu shouted anxiously, "Brother, don't go, I'm Qingyu..."

The elder brother just looked at him, as if he wanted to reach out to touch his face, but in the end, in his sight, he was gradually engulfed by mist, Lin Qingyu was shocked, and shouted at the top of his voice, but still couldn't touch his elder brother.

Waking up from a broken dream, Lin Qingyu looked around and realized that he was in an unfamiliar environment, presumably in a very secret place. He was dripping with cold sweat, and when he touched his cheek, there were warm tears.

He suddenly turned over and collapsed, and was about to rush out. The door was opened without warning. Lin Qingyu thought it was Wei Lin, so he opened his mouth and said, "Wei Lin, the holy doctor..."

The visitor was dressed in a moonlight brocade robe, his black hair was coiled up with a silver crown, and he stood tall and tall under the bright white silver light. His unparalleled handsome face was filled with the joy of meeting again, but soon, it was faintly hidden by the gap between his eyebrows. Suppressed by his sorrow, he stared at Lin Qingyu for a moment, and after a while, he let out a hoarse sound from the bottom of his throat, "Qingyu, long time no see."

Lin Qingyu froze in place. He never thought that he would see his old friend again in the capital. The scar that had already scabbed on his heart suddenly felt a dull pain at this moment. He opened his dry lips, "Chu Yan."

Just when Lin Qingyu called his name, Chu Yan couldn't help showing a satisfied smile.

When we bid farewell that day, we were ready to never see each other again in this life, but the bits and pieces of the past suddenly flooded into our hearts, and those joys and heartaches of meeting each other turned into big nets one after another to cover Lin Qingyu, leaving Lin Qingyu behind. He had trouble keeping calm.

Chu Yan also looked very at a loss, he pursed his thin lips, pretending to be calm and said, "Yesterday, I wanted to go to the bamboo forest to see you off..." He quickly said, "I just wanted to take a look at you from a distance, and decided I won't disturb you, I didn't expect something to happen."

Lin Qingyu was silent, wringing her hands uneasily.

"Don't worry, I have arranged for the holy doctor." Chu Yan took a step forward uncontrollably.

Lin Qingyu still stood where she was, and nodded slightly, "Thank you."

The two of them used to be close, but now they are like strangers, their behavior and speech are extremely polite and alienated, Lin Qingyu has an indescribable feeling in his heart, so he can only hide his sadness.

Chu Yan didn't dare to go forward anymore. He looked at Lin Qingyu almost bewilderedly, as if asking for credit, "Now you are in too much danger to leave the capital. I discussed with Wei Lin and secretly sent someone to pick up your brother to Beijing. It is now on the road, and it will arrive in about half a month."

When Lin Qingyu heard this, she raised her head in surprise, and met Chu Yan's fiery eyes. His fingertips curled up slightly from the heat. After all, he was favored by others, so he had no choice but to say, "Thank you."

From Chu Yan's appearance, Lin Qingyu spoke twice with such indifferent words. Chu Yan's expression was slightly sad. He knew he shouldn't, but he still stepped closer, with a sad tone, "You didn't, tell me the rest. of?"

Lin Qingyu didn't want to show timidity in front of Chu Yan, restrained her urge to back away, and shook her head slowly.

Chu Yan's expression turned pale for a moment, but he was never a person who retreated in spite of difficulties. From the moment he learned that Lin Qingyu was in the capital, he couldn't eat or sleep day and night. Come to the dreamer.

It's a pity that he didn't forget the pain he had brought to Lin Qingyu, and he was even afraid that he would face Lin Qingyu's indifference towards him when they saw each other again. He endured these days, and finally rode his horse to see Lin Qingyu at the last moment.

Who would have thought that accidents would happen unexpectedly, or maybe it was also a chance to see Lin Qingyu face to face.

Chu Yan couldn't hide his sadness, he smiled sadly, "But I have a lot to say to you."

Lin Qingyu pursed her lips tightly, unable to even breathe freely.

He didn't want to listen, but Chu Yan's words reached his ears verbatim.

"I thought that after returning to Beijing, I would be able to cut off the past between you and me, but these days, I miss you every day. I know that you resent me and hate me in your heart, and I don't expect you to forgive me," Chu Yanchui Eyes, crow-feather eyelashes trembled slightly, "But I also have my own reasons. The little emperor is afraid of the royal children. I disobeyed his will and kept you and brother Jingyun. He is already dissatisfied with me. If I do it again Helping you secretly will only backfire, I..."

Lin Qingyu said softly, "I know."

He is not a person who discriminates between right and wrong. Chu Yan went to Cao County that day to plot a major event, but it happened that one of Chu Yan's major events happened to get rid of the Lin family. He would not blame Chu Yan for this, but it would be difficult for him to return to the past Like this, he can't forget his father's death, his brother's injury, and the heart-piercing pain when he learned the truth.

Chu Yan did have a happy time with him, but thinking about it now, it is more of the pain after the broken dream.

He was in pain, and he was afraid.

With Lin Qingyu like this, Chu Yan became more and more at a loss. He took a deep breath, and then turned the page and said, "I will make up for you for all kinds of past events."

"No need," Lin Qingyu looked straight at Chu Yan and choked up, "You don't owe me anything."

If the two are clear, Chu Yan will not be able to find an excuse to see Lin Qingyu. He panicked, "You are in the capital now, and your brother will also go to the capital soon. Just a little more dangerous, I have proposed with Wei Lin to find a way to bring you to the Shizi's residence, Jiang Wangxu will never dare to act rashly when you are in my residence."

Lin Qingyu frowned, and suddenly looked behind Chu Yan's shoulder, Wei Lin came quietly, he ignored Chu Yan, and asked Wei Lin instead, "You want to drive me away?"

Chu Yan turned around to look, Wei Lin stepped into the room, his face was sinking like water, and he didn't speak.

Lin Qingyu was extremely annoyed, she stared fixedly at Wei Lin, and said loudly, "I won't leave."

Chu Yan paled slightly.

Wei Lin walked up to Lin Qingyu, thought for a while, and asked more intentionally, "There are many Jiang family eyeliners in Wei's house, if you are not careful, you will be smashed to pieces, and Jiang Wangxu may do something to you again, are you afraid?"

Lin Qingyu said without hesitation, "I'm not afraid."

Wei Lin showed a thin smile, his stern face was brightened by Lin Qingyu's answer, he looked at Chu Yan, held Lin Qingyu's hand in front of Chu Yan, and interlocked Lin Qingyu's fingers, with a deep voice, "Since Qingyu is willing to stay by my side, I will do my best to protect him. Furthermore, I and Qingyu have the same heart, so I won't bother you to take care of my people."

Times have changed, and Wei Linmo has the confidence to get back all the anger and jealousy that Chu Yan took the lead that day.

Seeing Chu Yan's pale complexion, Lin Qingyu couldn't bear it, but he still held Wei Lin tightly. He warned himself that he should not be entangled with Chu Yan any more. Breaking Chu Yan's thoughts like this is the only way The best home for the two of them.

Chu Yan stood stiffly for a while, with a lingering pain in his eyes, he tried his best to smile, and said with difficulty, "Qingyu, as long as you are happy, I will definitely respect your choice."

As he spoke, it seemed that the pain was severe, and he pressed heavily on his heart, like a stick in his throat, "I don't care, it's my own fault..."

Because of his rhetoric, Lin Qingyu felt that he was too indifferent. He saw Chu Yan walking forward unsteadily, staggering like an old man from ancient times. If Wei Lin hadn't squeezed his palm gently , he is afraid that he will call Chu Yan to stop.

Wei Lin watched Chu Yan leave with a gloomy expression. He had already experienced Chu Yan's pretentious attitude. Seeing that Lin Qingyu was about to be bewitched again, he endured and endured, and finally couldn't bear it. out.