I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: Happy National Day everyone! (I have an appointment except for the 4th, and I can't update it at other times. Don't wait for me in those days, sorry)

Lin Qingyu was in a daze all night, and the doctor's words were like the morning bell ringing back and forth in his head.

Although Lin Jingyun's condition has improved, it has hurt the root cause. As long as he takes good care of him, there will be no big mistakes, but this time he was extremely angry, his blood flowed back, and old diseases and new diseases appeared simultaneously. No chance of recovery.

Candlelight flashed in the room, and there was a low cry, it was sister Xu who couldn't help weeping, Lin Qingyu sat in front of the bed dully, his eyes were on his brother's face as pale as snow, and he reached out to wipe his brother's face tremblingly. He wiped a little blood from the corner of his lips, gritted his teeth in extreme pain, and blamed himself overwhelmingly, almost swallowing him.

He Tang also stood on the side with a solemn expression. He felt guilty and wanted to comfort Lin Qingyu, but suddenly remembered that he was the chief culprit of Lin Jingyun's symptoms, so he opened his lips and swallowed the bitterness.

He saw it in the gazebo that day. Lin Qingyu's expression when she flung herself into Lin Jingyun's arms was too intimate and attached. During those days, he observed intentionally or unintentionally, and only then did he realize the shocking thoughts in his heart.

Lin Jingyun and Lin Qingyu's relationship is not ordinary, but it is not limited to brotherhood.

In addition to being shocked, there was also a little jealousy, but he was willing to pretend that he didn't know and didn't ask.

It wasn't until Lin Jingyun proposed to take Lin Qingyu away that he clearly understood the reason for the traces of jealousy—he and Lin Qingyu started too absurdly, and he should have had a long time to get their relationship right. Unexpectedly, Lin Qingyu left without hesitation, even refusing to see him for the last time.

He was jealous of Lin Qingyu's willingness to give up everything and follow Lin Jingyun life and death.

What did Lin Jingyun say, he said, Qingyu was tired of living in the He Mansion, and hoped to leave soon, and let him say goodbye on his behalf.

Lin Qingyu didn't even want to say a word to him when she left.

He should have let it go pretending to be casual, but at night, he still couldn't stop his feet from walking to the door of the wing where Lin Qingyu stayed.

He Tang had only one thought, to keep Lin Qingyu behind, no matter what means he used, even if he confessed his relationship with Lin Qingyu to Lin Jingyun, he could turn a blind eye and close one eye, as if he didn't know the secret of the two Lin brothers, as long as In exchange for Lin Qingyu to stay.

But things were far beyond his expectations, and He Tang never expected that Lin Jingyun would break through his affair with Lin Qingyu with his own eyes.

He let out a long sigh, and looked down at Lin Qingyu, who looked sad. He, who had always been lawless, felt timid at this moment, and he didn't even dare to reach out to touch the person in front of him.

After a while, He Tang said in a deep voice, "Qingyu, take a break."

Hearing his words, Lin Qingyu didn't move for a long time, but tightly held his elder brother's hand. His face was covered with tears, and he looked extremely embarrassed, but he couldn't cry anymore, so he just closed his eyes tiredly, and then slowed down. Slowly raised his head, looked at He Tang with a pair of empty eyes, and said hoarsely, "I made my brother like this."

He Tang was suffocated by the despair in his eyes.

"It was me who was indecisive and greedy for lust, and broke my brother's heart." He said, biting so hard that it hurt.

He Tang couldn't see him blaming himself, so he squatted down, opened Lin Qingyu's tightly curled fingers, held them tightly, and blamed himself, "No, I forced you, Qingyu, you don't need to... ...."

Lin Qingyu slowly pulled her hand out of He Tang's palm, and He Tang's words stopped abruptly.

"He Tang, I appreciate your care these days, but we can't do it, let's call it quits."

A trace of panic flashed across He Tang's face, and he forced himself to say, "It's not appropriate to say these things now, when you calm down..."

Lin Qingyu's eyes were filled with pain, but he was extremely sober. He shook his head, "When brother wakes up, we will leave."

He Tang was silent for a long time, with a sullen face, but he couldn't bear to force Lin Qingyu at this moment, so he just said, "Let's talk."

Then he got up, looked down at Lin Qingyu for a long time, and then walked away.

As soon as Lin Qingyu waited for him to leave, he couldn't maintain his composure any longer. He turned around and fell on his elder brother, with blood in front of his eyes, like a lump in his throat, "Brother, I listen to you, let's leave, don't be angry with me again, I Can't live without you."

No one responded to his soliloquy, and the candle flame snarled, reflecting Lin Qingyu's lonely and helpless figure.

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The sky turned pale, but Lin Jingyun still showed no sign of waking up.

When the doctor called for pulse again, he couldn't tell why, most likely it was some words that were still burning in his heart, Lin Qingyu should have been so anxious, but for some reason, this time he was extremely calm.

He looked at his brother who was weak and unconscious, wrung out a damp cloth, and gently wiped his face, blinked, feeling extremely tired, and slowly uttered the words that had been hovering in his heart for a long time, "Where is my brother, I will go there." , Yellow Springs and Blue Falls, go there without fear.”

He really felt exhausted. Looking back on the past half a year, he and his elder brother had been wronged so much. Although He Tang helped him later, Lin Qingyu knew that his elder brother had never really been happy.

It's better to end this cold life early and enjoy being a pair of mandarin ducks in the pool in the next life.

At the most desolate moment, Lin Qingyu never thought of committing suicide, but seeing the happy life at his fingertips being shattered by himself, he couldn't regain the courage to face the unknown future.

If the elder brother really has something good or bad because of this matter, he will never live.

Lin Qingyu secretly made up her mind, but suddenly felt a sense of relief.

After a sleepless night, he was exhausted. After grooming his elder brother, he was about to ask sister Xu to find something to eat when He Tang rushed into the room with an unconcealable joy on his face.

Before Lin Qingyu could react, He Tang had already stepped forward, held his hand firmly, and said excitedly, "The holy doctor Chen Shen has been found!"

A flame fell into Lin Qingyu's boundless heart, instantly igniting a prairie fire.

He could no longer care about the entanglement with He Tang, his eyes sparkled, "Where is he now?"

He Tang restrained his expression a little, and said solemnly, "Kyoto."

After a moment of stiffness, Lin Qingyu asked, "Will the holy doctor come?"

"I sent people to report that the holy doctor has a weird temper. Even if he was invited with a lot of money, he would not leave the capital."

Lin Qingyu paused for a moment, then looked at He Tang firmly, "If the holy doctor refuses to leave Beijing, then I will go to Beijing. As long as there is a glimmer of hope, even if I risk my life, I will definitely save my brother."

He Tang was shocked by his resolute expression, and said without hesitation, "I will go with you."

Only then did Lin Qingyu realize that the distance between the two was too close, she took two steps back, glanced at her brother who was still in a coma, and pursed her lips, "Master He, please tell me the whereabouts of the holy doctor, and I will take my brother to Beijing." .”

Even the title has changed from He Tang to He Dangjia, Lin Qingyu intends to completely sever ties with He Tang.

He Tang gritted his teeth, he was annoyed at Lin Qingyu's alienation, but he had to forcefully hold back his unwillingness, and said without hesitation, "You want to know where the holy doctor is, yes, I only have one condition."

Lin Qingyu looked at him fixedly, her heart trembling.

"It's a long way to go to Beijing, I'll go with you."

The room was silent for a moment, He Tang's expression was stubborn and unshakable, Lin Qingyu's hanging fingers curled up, and a soreness rose from his nose. After a long time, he was finally defeated and nodded.

There was a hint of a smile on He Tang's fixed expression, and he said solemnly, "Now that the drought has not subsided, there must be many refugees going south on the road. I am afraid that it will not be peaceful. I will arrange people. Don't worry."

Lin Qingyu didn't dare to look into He Tang's burning eyes, and bowed her head and hummed.

"This matter cannot be delayed. You pack some clothes and we will leave immediately."

With that said, I'm going to go out and make plans.

Lin Qingyu called him to stop, "He Tang."

When He Tang heard that his address had changed again, a gleam of joy appeared on his face.

Lin Qingyu knelt down straight, and said loudly, "I thank you on behalf of my brother."

He Tang stopped on the spot for a long while, wanting to help Lin Qingyu, but he didn't do anything. After accepting Lin Qingyu's kneeling and thanking him, there were too many emotions in his eyes. Before leaving, he left a sentence, "I am for you."

Lin Qingyu knelt on the spot and looked at his back without turning her head, her heart was confused, pain and numbness for a while, finally he took a deep breath and stood up slowly.

He no longer knew how to get along with He Tang.

The relationship between them started with absurdity and was mixed with too much embarrassment, but one can ask oneself, He Tang has done his best to him who is neither relatives nor friends, how can he criticize He Tang's intentions again?

Lin Qingyu looked at the bright sunlight outside the house, the midsummer was coming to an end, he suddenly realized that in a short while, another year would be added.

Kyoto, what a distant and unfamiliar word, but there, there are what he once loved and hated. This time, the road ahead is obstructed by layers of fog, and he can't see clearly.