I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: I love Shura Field.

A big thing happened recently.

The refugees were dissatisfied with the fact that the government hadn't distributed food for a long time, and many merchants wantonly raised the price of rice. The public anger piled up to the extreme, and finally broke out.

In the middle of the night, thousands of refugees formed a group, holding sickles and torches, kicking open the gates of rice warehouses in Beiyang Town and surrounding counties, forcing merchants to hand over rice for disaster relief. disregard.

After hacking and killing two thugs, the merchants were forced to use force to open warehouses for disaster relief. Thousands of tons of rice grains were looted, and the massive refugees distributed the looted rice grains to everyone. Dare not speak, wash my face with tears.

When Lin Qingyu heard the news, she couldn't help feeling sorry for her elder brother's foresight, and she didn't feel sorry for the merchants who were robbed. If they didn't have evil intentions that day and wanted to take advantage of the disaster to make money, they wouldn't have suffered heavy losses today.

If you sow beans, you will reap beans, and if you sow misfortune, you will reap misfortune.

At the end of July, the scorching sun was like fire, and the disaster situation was getting worse. The whole Ming Dynasty was shrouded in disasters from the sky, and they couldn't feel at ease all day long.

And Lin Jingyun and Lin Qingyu were also preparing to bid farewell to He Tang.

They don't have many clothes, so they pack lightly. Lin Jingyun plans to head all the way to the southeast, where it is rainy all year round, and it is not endangered by the drought now. Wait until there is no disaster, and then look for a stable foothold.

Today, Lin Qingyu heard that Lin Jingyun had gone to see He Tang alone, and she had confidence in her heart, but she was still a little uneasy, fearing that He Tang would expose the matter between the two of them on the spot, and also afraid that He Tang would embarrass her elder brother.

No matter what, He Tang was a benefactor to him and helped him a lot. Even though he did some stupid things to him, he couldn't blame him completely. From being forced to half-pushing, Lin Qingyu didn't dare to say that she was completely innocent.

Therefore, his heart became more and more tormented.

After finally waiting for his brother to come back, he was eager to know He Tang's attitude, but also afraid of making his brother suspicious, so he could only hold back the question, but fortunately Lin Jingyun brought it up on his own initiative.

"He Tang sent charcoal in the snow, and I have personally thanked him." Lin Jingyun held Lin Qingyu's hand, his eyes were heavy, "We will leave tomorrow."

Lin Qingyu was surprised, "Tomorrow?" Realizing that he was too excited, he quickly whispered, "But I haven't said goodbye to He Tang yet."

"No need," Lin Jingyun folded his fingers, and there was a mist in his eyes that Lin Qingyu couldn't understand. He seemed to want to leave this place urgently, but he was afraid that Lin Qingyu would regret it, so he said without hesitation, "He Tang is entangled in many things, I think I can't get away It's time to see him off, and tomorrow morning, we'll bring Yuan Bao and sister Xu and just meet him."

Lin Qingyu endured and endured, but still couldn't help asking, "What did he say?"

"Of course there is no objection."

Not to mention lost, but Lin Qingyu's expression still froze for a moment, he nodded slightly, he was relieved that He Tang didn't make things difficult for him, but for some reason, he felt sad when he heard that He Tang didn't try to keep him.

Over the past three months, he has gone from disliking He Tang to being grateful and rejecting him at the same time, but he didn't even say goodbye, so he couldn't help but sigh.

That's okay, thinking that he and He Tang will never see each other again, it's best to have a clean break.

Lin Jingyun naturally saw Lin Qingyu's series of reactions in his eyes, and a slight sourness filled his heart, but he still didn't notice anything.

Some things, once explained clearly, are difficult to end, it is better to treat it as never known, he is like this, and so is He Tang.

As for the rest of Lin Qingyu's life, there will only be him alone.

Sister Xu and Yuan Bao were surprised when they found out that they were going to leave suddenly. Lin Jingyun intended to send them away to find a living by themselves, but both of them refused to leave, so they begged Lin Jingyun to let them stay. I couldn't bear the two of them, so I finally decided to leave together.

Ever since he learned that he was going to leave at noon, Lin Qingyu had been a little out of his mind all day long. At night, after taking care of his elder brother to drink the medicinal soup, he returned to his room in a daze.

After lighting the red candle, Lin Qingyu sat in front of the desk. After a while, she made up her mind to spread out the rice paper, but she didn't know what to write.

He and He Tang got acquainted once, so at least he left something behind.

After concentrating for a long time, the rice paper jumped onto the sharp thin gold body.

"When we meet and get drunk, there will be a time when we get together and part."

After thinking about it, I added a few more small words.

"He Tang, goodbye."

The candle suddenly crackled for a moment, Lin Qingyu was disturbed by the sound, and the ink dripped on the farewell letter that had been written inadvertently, and the ink flower bloomed in the center, abruptly destroying the intact letter.

Lin Qingyu couldn't help being annoyed, could it be that even the sky is preventing him from saying goodbye to He Tang?

He put down his brush heavily, feeling depressed, and was about to crumble the rice paper and throw it away, when a door was suddenly opened, with a very soft sound, and in a blink of an eye, there was already one more person in the room.

Lin Qingyu looked up at He Tang who was standing in the room.

He was dressed in crimson red, just like the first time he was flamboyant, but his peach blossom eyes, which only wanted to be affectionate, were now full of coldness. He stood a few steps away, his eyes slowly fell on the rice paper in Lin Qingyu's hand, and before Lin Qingyu could react, he walked up quickly. Before, pull over to see.

With a sneer on his face, He Tang read word by word, "When we meet and get drunk, when we finally get together," he crushed the words again, "Farewell."

Lin Qingyu didn't go to grab the rice paper, it was originally for He Tang, the only difference was whether he gave it or not, now that He Tang came to look for him by himself, it gave him a chance to say goodbye in person.

He deliberately ignored the cold expression on He Tang's face, and said in a low voice, "Brother has bid farewell to you, but I want to personally thank you solemnly. You, I'm afraid I won't be able to survive this time, let alone my brother's condition will improve."

He finally met He Tang's eyes fixedly, and said with difficulty, "I won't bother you in the future, I think you will have a lot of work tomorrow, and you won't be able to say a few words, so let's say it first."

He Tang looked at him deeply, the anger and coldness in his eyes converged, like fire and ice, he crushed the rice paper, but he was reluctant to throw it out, stepped forward in twos and twos, and grabbed Lin Qingyu's hand tightly. Wrist, asked, "You are only grateful to me?"

He came aggressively, and Lin Qingyu was in a state of confusion. Suddenly, he thought of his entanglement with He Tang, like a stick in his throat, "I know, you like brother." Lin Qingyu took a deep breath to suppress the bitterness in her throat, "For me, But the best thing to do is the next best thing, maybe you are unwilling, but I am really grateful to you."

After he finished speaking, He Tang's expression turned extremely ugly, his brows twitched fiercely, and when he heard Lin Qingyu send back what he had said personally, he felt as if a kick had been kicked on his chest. Even a rebuttal would appear powerless, after all, it was what he said himself.

Grateful, how could all he want is gratitude?

It was rare for He Tang to be so powerless, he gritted his teeth, "Since you are so grateful, what if I want you to stay and repay me?"

Lin Qingyu shook her head without hesitation, "I'm leaving."

The four words hit the head with a blow, making He Tang dizzy and tinnitus.

He held onto Lin Qingyu tightly, his molars chattering, "I must keep you?"

Seeing He Tang's frightening expression, Lin Qingyu struggled slightly and responded with silence.

He Tang, however, was relentless, and approached step by step, pressing him against the wall, knowing that every word he said would push Lin Qingyu further away, but he still lost his mind because of Lin Qingyu's refusal, "Since I can If I force you once, I can force you a thousand times, even if I force you to stay, what can you do to me?"

Lin Qingyu's back was pressed tightly against the wall, and in front of him was He Tang, who couldn't be avoided. His eyes flickered, and he trembled with anger at He Tang's words, and was even aroused by the humiliation buried deep in his heart. He choked up and said, " You clearly hate me, yet you want to trample me, and now seeing that my brother and I are going to leave, you become angry and want to force me to stay."

The more Lin Qingyu spoke, the more excited she became, her chest heaved and her eyes were wet, and she was about to cry, "He Tang, you are willing to give up and do the next best thing, but have you ever thought about whether I would like to, even if it is my beloved elder brother? , I don't want to be his substitute and let you ruin it, if you do this, it will only make me look down on you!"

Every word was enlightened, and He Tang also breathed heavily. His face turned red from shame and pain, and he stared at Lin Qingyu, as if he wanted to nail this person to his heart. The emptiness grew wider, and he squeezed out three words between his teeth, "Lin Qingyu."

After saying that, he threw Lin Qingyu onto the desk, and all the things on the table fell to the ground in a mess. Lin Qingyu was thrown dizzy, and He Tang already jumped on him.

Seeing the annoyance in He Tang's eyes, he couldn't help trembling, but he was still not afraid of death and asked, "Are you going to force me again?"

He Tang's breath sprayed on Lin Qingyu's face, pinching Lin Qingyu's thin waist, he felt that his insides were churning, and he said indiscriminately, "You dare to say that you can't find pleasure under me, who is that every time? Ask me all?"

Lin Qingyu was completely red from the face to the tips of her ears, and the charming memories came one after another. He was ashamed to admit that he had repeatedly indulged in the lust brought to him by He Tang, tears welled up in his eyes, and his heart was piercing. "That's what I pretended too, I appreciate you, naturally I have to pretend like..."

He Tang opened his eyes slightly and laughed angrily. He said two good words again and again, then tore off Lin Qingyu's hand, and said with a sneer, "Then let me take a closer look at how you pretend!"

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He blocked Lin Qingyu's lips and sucked frantically.

During the period, I kept asking, "Is it pretending, then what's going on with you now?"

Lin Qingyu cried and shook his head, he also looked down on his duplicity.

"Is it just pretending?" He Tang asked again, "Isn't it, Qingyu, your appearance is just pretending?"

Lin Qingyu was so forced that she didn't dare to speak up anymore, "I'm not pretending, no, I'm not..."

He finally gave birth to a glimmer of clarity in the chaos.

Just treat it as the last time, indulge once more, and he has nothing to do with He Tang.

The two were sweating profusely.

He Tang's breath hit Lin Qingyu's ear, "Do you like it, Qingyu?"

But he didn't say what this liking actually refers to.

Lin Qingyu's face was full of tears, and she said in a daze, "I like..."

As his light and fluttering voice fell, the closed door creaked suddenly.

The two people who were addicted to love looked at the door in shock.

There was a crack in the door and it was gradually opened. The bright moonlight outside fell on the tall and thin figure outside the door. Through the moonlight, Lin Qingyu saw her elder brother's porcelain-white face without a trace of blood, standing outside the door like a ghost. , but the fundus of the eyes was terribly red.

And he and He Tang are still connected one after another.

A drop of water fell into the calm lake, beep—

Set off a storm.