I don't read sage books

In a blink of an eye, it was the end of February.

Even though Lin Qingyu knew that Wei Lin was talented in writing and would surely win the scientific examination without accident, he was still restless. He knew a long time ago that Wei Lin had great ambitions in his heart. With a bright future, it is not impossible to leave a name in the history books.

Seeing the sun gradually setting, Wei Lin, who was far away in Shangjing, had probably walked out of the examination room. I don't know what kind of mood Wei Lin is in now.

But as long as Wei Lin plays steadily, Lin Qingyu believes that he will definitely be appreciated by the examiners and shine in the palace examination.

Lin Qingyu was fascinated by Wei Lin in the house, when she heard slight footsteps, she thought that it was Mrs. Xu who was bringing food, and when she looked up, she saw Lin Jingyun, whom she hadn't seen for more than a month, standing at the door.

As the sun set, the thin light covered the blue-gray plain clothes with a faint golden glow, and my brother's face was also bathed in the thin sun, revealing the melancholy between his brows and the lingering tiredness.

Lin Qingyu was stunned for a moment, then slowly got up, and called out to her brother in a somewhat awkward manner.

"Father prepared the meal himself, with a lot of thought, as a son of man, I don't want to disappoint my father's kindness." Lin Jingyun looked at Lin Qingyu without smiling, "Come and eat with me."

It turned out that Lin Shan wanted to restore their brotherhood, so he cooked the food himself.

Lin Qingyu nodded, and was about to follow out immediately. Lin Jingyun's eyes fell on his thin clothes, and he instructed, "Put on the outer robe."

Although it was the end of spring, the weather was still cool. No matter how much Lin Jingyun tried to be indifferent, he couldn't stop himself from caring for Lin Qingyu.

As if returning to the time when they were brothers and sisters in an instant, Lin Qingyu smiled at Lin Jingyun, and turned to get the robe.

The two brothers left the courtyard one after the other, but neither of them spoke.

Lin Qingyu stepped on cobblestones, he remembered that just because he casually envied the path paved with cobblestones in his classmate's house, the next day Lin Jingyun asked workers to build a path that was even more luxurious than that of his classmate's house, Lin Qingyu was terrified Yes, when the trail is finished, I will show off in front of my classmates.

How much my elder brother loved him in the past, how sad it is to be so indifferent now.

For more than a month, Lin Jingyun's back has become a little thinner, and he must have suffered a lot during this period of time.

Lin Qingyu looked at the figure a few steps ago, and the memories of the past welled up in her heart. Although she still had some grievances in her heart, she quickly chased after her, trying to force a smile, trying to imitate the way the two of them got along intimately in the past, and said, "Today It's a scientific examination, brother, I will be eighteen this year, and I will go to Beijing then."

Lin Jingyun looked down at him, as if the two of them had never had any quarrel, and said calmly, "Do you want to go to Beijing?"

Lin Qingyu couldn't figure out what her brother meant, so she nodded her head and said, "But I'm not very knowledgeable, even if I take the scientific examination, I can't get any ranking."

Lin Jingyun was silent for a while, paused his footsteps, and looked deeply at Lin Qingyu, "A few days ago, I knew you sent a letter to Wei Lin, but you are still interested in him?"

"Ah?" Lin Qingyu's eyes widened, feeling inexplicably embarrassed. He never forgot the scene when Brother Yu saw him kissing Wei Lin that day, so he could only falter and say, "It's just because of the love between classmates. ..."

Lin Jingyun looked at his flustered expression and shook his head, "It's okay, I'm just asking."

As he spoke, he moved forward again.

Lin Qingyu was flustered in her heart, she didn't dare to speak rashly, and walked quietly all the way to the dining room.

Lin Shan had been waiting in the dining hall, seeing his brothers arriving one after the other, he hurriedly got up and asked them to sit down.

In front of her father, Lin Qingyu didn't want to show her depressed side. Looking at the meals on the table, she said with a smile on her face, "This tofu mixed with meat soup, braised hoofs in soy sauce, and steamed fish must all be father's masterpieces!" Lin Jingyun, "Brother, do you think so?"

Lin Jingyun nodded, "In terms of food, I can't compare to you."

In front of Lin Shan, the two of them tried their best to show the ease and joy of getting along with each other in the past, and Lin Shan couldn't help being relieved when they saw it.

This month, because of the two of them, the Lin family lost their laughter. Lin Shan sighed, "As the saying goes, everything goes well together. Your two brothers have never had such a big conflict since they were young. I, as your father, , It’s really sad.”

Lin Jingyun poured wine for Lin Shan, "It's my son who made Qingyu angry."

"No," Lin Qingyu immediately retorted, "I am arrogant, and my brother should punish me."

In front of Lin Shan, everyone rushed to admit their mistakes.

Lin Shan embraced Lin Qingyu's shoulders, and patted hard twice, "No matter what, as long as our family is of the same mind, that's the most important thing."

During this meal tonight, everyone was smiling, but no one felt happy.

Even Lin Jingyun, who made himself, poured wine glass after glass.

Lin Qingyu laughed for a long time, but couldn't stop laughing. She kept stuffing things into her mouth, which tasted like chewing wax.

Lin Shan is easy to get drunk, and when he is drunk, he will talk nonsense, hold up the wine pot and pour it on the ground, "Lian Xin, I am sorry for you, I failed to take good care of the two children, and let their brothers separate, don't blame me, don't blame me. Blame me."

Lian Xin is Lin Shan's late wife, Lin Jingyun and Lin Qingyu's late mother.

Lin Qingyu was also a little drunk, and could only hear Lin Shan talking over and over again.

He said, "Jing Yun, you are talented and intelligent. You should be a world-renowned talent, but you have to be confined to this small world. It is father who is sorry for you. Don't blame father. Father is incompetent and father is useless."

Lin Jingyun didn't know what to reply.

Lin Shan came to Lin Qingyu again, and he drank until his eyes filled with tears, "Qingyu, you are the one I am most worried about, you have been spoiled by us, what should you do, what face do I have to see your mother?"

Lin Qingyu became more and more confused when he heard what he said, sniffed and choked up, "Stop talking nonsense."

"Nonsense, yes," Lin Shan wiped his face, "Father is talking nonsense, you have to be good, wait for the scientific examination in Beijing, and give our Lin family a glorious lintel."

Lin Qingyu's vision was inexplicably blurred. He saw the wrinkles at the corners of his father's eyes and the white hair on his temples. It turned out that his father who doted on him had grown old.

"Father, you are too drunk, go to the house and rest."

Lin Jingyun stood up with his forehead, and ordered his servants to help Lin Shan back to the yard. After walking a long way, Lin Qingyu could still hear the words "don't blame dad".

"Brother, daddy today..." Lin Qingyu raised her eyes, seeing Lin Jingyun with a drunken face looking at her, her voice stopped abruptly.

The elder brother's eyes were smeared with a little color from the smell of alcohol, and his rich and colorful facial features became more and more charming.

Lin Jingyun had indeed drank a lot, and even his footsteps were a little sloppy. Lin Qingyu didn't care too much, and quickly got up to support him.

"No need." Lin Jingyun pushed gently, but failed to push Lin Qingyu away.

"I don't want to be so estranged with my brother," Lin Qingyu said with her arms tightened, "Let me help my brother."

"You help me?" Lin Jingyun squinted his drunken eyes and smiled lightly, "Do you dare to help me?"

Lin Qingyu's breath was congealed, her throat was like choked sugar, sticky, she slowly lowered her head, "You are my elder brother, I want to..."

Lin Jingyun suddenly exerted force and pushed Lin Qingyu out heavily. He leaned on the edge of the table by himself. There was heavy smoke in his eyes and many obstacles, and his smile was cold, "I don't want to be your elder brother."

Lin Qingyu froze in place, as if a heavy hammer had hit him, making stars stare in his eyes.

Lin Jingyun stood firm, he took a step forward, his eyes locked on Lin Qingyu, "I know you are terribly afraid of me now, and I am also afraid." He was no longer as warm as before, and his whole body was cold, "I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself and make a move. something irreparable."

Lin Qingyu trembled slightly, he was indeed frightened by his brother's aggressive eyes, but at the same time, infinite pain arose, he opened his lips, but could not utter a word.

"I don't want to see you." Lin Jingyun turned his eyes away and said in a cold tone, "Don't appear in front of me."

Lin Qingyu was struck by these words as if her soul was blown away, and she froze in place.

He saw his elder brother's figure swaying slightly, and wanted to reach out to help him, but his limbs were weak. It was not until his elder brother walked out of the dining room that he suddenly ran after him. He saw his elder brother holding on to the edge of the wall, as if caught The extreme pain forced her to bend down, and after a long time, she slowly and staggered away.

Lin Qingyu's throat was sore, and she was almost out of breath.

It is impossible for him and Lin Jingyun to be as close as before.

The spring moon is like a hook, cool and bleak, but the clouds are not even willing to give this bit of afterglow to the poor lover, and it is completely dark.