don't try to escape

After the nurse pulled out the infusion needle for Lin Su and walked out of the ward, Lin Su tiptoed out of the hospital bed under the moonlight.Sitting in front of Fang You's hospital bed.

Lin Su looked at Fang You who was wearing an oxygen mask, feeling unspeakable guilt in his heart.If Fang You didn't save him, wouldn't Fang You become like this?Lin Su would rather be himself lying here.

Lin Su gently took Fang You's hand. Fang You's hand was very big. It may be because Fang You was tall. His hands and feet were very big.Before this, Lin Su had never taken the initiative to hold Fang You's hand.Lin Su's love is very restrained, his love comes after everything, family love comes before love, friendship comes before love, even secularity and criticism come before love.After rejecting Fang You that day, Lin Su had the thought of dying alone.Life is short, and he is not afraid to spend it alone.But now he doesn't think so, the person he loves is here, and he still loves him so much, why should he think about other things?

Although she didn't know when Fang You would wake up, Lin Su was ready to take care of him all the time.

Lin Su took Fang You's hand and put it between his eyebrows, and said in a deep voice, "Fang You, you must wake up, you haven't heard me say I love you."

It was late at night, Lin Su tucked Fang You's quilt, lowered her head and kissed Fang You's forehead lightly, then turned around and lay back on her hospital bed.

At the moment when Lin Su turned around alone, Fang You gently lifted her little finger exposed outside the quilt.

Early the next morning, Su Weiyun came to discharge Lin Su from the hospital, but Lin Su insisted on staying with Fang You and not going home.Later, Lin Su was a little embarrassed by Cheng Jie's arrival, and finally Lin Su was persuaded to go home and asked him to go home to change clothes, take a shower and then come back.

Lin Su was hesitant to speak, but she was obedient and went home with Su Weiyun.

An hour and a half later, when Lin Su returned to the hospital again, the moment she opened the door of the ward, Lin Su thought she was dazzled.Fang You leaned on the hospital bed and chatted weakly with You Cheng Jie.

"It just so happens that Lin Su is here. I'll call the doctor." You Cheng Jie stood up and walked out of the ward.

Lin Su stood where she was, didn't go in, just stared blankly at Fang You in the ward.Until Fang You said weakly to Lin Su: "What's the matter? Why are you standing at the door stupidly?"

Only then did Lin Su recover, and walked into Fang You step by step. "Am I dreaming?" Lin Su bit her lower lip tightly, the tip of her nose was a little sore, for fear that tears would fall.

Fang You smiled: "What nonsense are you talking about? Come here quickly, the doctor will be here soon."

Lin Su wiped the corners of her eyes, walked quickly towards Fang You, and within a few steps, she reached Fang You's bedside. "So what if the doctor is here..." Before Lin Su finished speaking, Fang You hugged her waist, and her entire upper body was pressed against Lin Su's chest.

"I heard it all. You said that you want to tell me that I love you." Although Fang You didn't wake up physically, his consciousness was clear, and he could feel Lin Su kissing his forehead. get.There is nothing more joyful than knowing that Lin Su likes him, and he couldn't wait to wake up at that time.But that hit was still not light, even if the brain gave orders again, the body was too exhausted to carry out the orders.So he slept through the night and didn't recover a bit until the morning.As soon as he recovered a little, he forced himself to wake up. Perhaps it was the perseverance honed when he was a soldier, and Lin Su's words "I love you" that made him wake up so quickly.

Before the doctor came, Fang You let go of Lin Su, and lay back on the hospital bed as if nothing had happened, while Lin Su also sat on the side.When the doctor came, I gave up my seat so that the doctor could come and check.

After some examinations, the doctor said: "It's nothing serious." Then he sighed: "It's good to be young." Then he ordered a few words, not to get out of bed and walk around at will, not to eat too spicy food, etc. Wait, and left the ward.

Both You Cheng Jie and Lin Su breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, both of them blamed themselves to some extent. You Cheng Jie blamed himself for not taking good care of Fang You. From that moment on, he felt guilty all the time.Fortunately, Fang You is safe and sound.

After a while, Fang You told You Cheng Jie that he was hungry, and sent You Cheng Jie away.After being noisy for a long time, the ward finally became quiet, only Fang You and Lin Su were left.

The two were silent for a long time, as if they both had something in their hearts but didn't know how to say it. "You..." Fang You was interrupted by Lin Su before he could say anything.

"Actually, I have always liked you. Otherwise, when you confessed to me for the first time, I wouldn't have half-heartedly agreed to us being together. It's just that I dare not admit it to myself, I dare not admit that I am gay, and I don't want to To be an outlier in this society, and I don’t want you to be an outlier. I really just want to live the life of ordinary people, but when something happened to you, my world seemed to collapse, and I didn’t realize it until that moment I can't live without you in my world." Lin Su laughed at herself, and then continued.

"In the two years without you, I used to think of you, but I suppressed them all. When I saw you again, my thoughts flooded into my heart like water breaking through a bank. That day you Kissed me, I was a little happy in my heart, but I still slapped you. Not only to warn you, but also to warn myself." Lin Su took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind.

"But now, I don't want to restrain my feelings for you anymore. Fang You, I love you, a little less than you love me, and a little more than myself. So are you still willing to be my boyfriend?" Although Fang You knew You love him, but Lin Su's nervous heart beat faster, until Fang You's serious expression turned gentle, and he replied with a little smile at the corner of his mouth: "I am willing." landing.

Fang You is extremely happy in his heart, there is nothing more pleasing than the person he likes still likes himself.Think about it a few days ago, Fang You was still thinking about giving up Lin Su, but fortunately he didn't give up.

Lin Su slowly bent down and hugged Fang You, and the two got so close to each other that they could even hear each other's heartbeat clearly.The two slowly closed their eyes, and their lips were slowly approaching each other. Just as they were about to touch each other, they were interrupted by a knock on the door.

Lin Su hurriedly sat upright, Fang You also looked away in embarrassment.

"I won't disturb you, right?" When An Ning opened the door, she saw such a scene.