don't try to escape

"Who wants to be your friend? Be an enemy if you can't be a couple. Lin Su, you will regret it one day."

That day, Fang You left after leaving such a sentence, while Lin Su, who stayed where he was, stayed there for a long time.From that day on, Lin Su never saw Fang You again.

The National Day holiday came during this restless period, and it happened by coincidence that Lin Su bought the ticket home, in the same carriage as Chen Qian.After the two greeted each other, they each walked to their seats.Half an hour later, Chen Qian couldn't hold back her temper, and asked the uncle next to Lin Su to change seats. The uncle was also a warm-hearted person, so he changed seats without saying a word.

Lin Su smiled at Chen Qian who had just sat down: "Why didn't you say earlier that you would also take this bus, and you can take a taxi together when you come to the station."

Chen Qian opened his mouth hesitantly, and then bit his lower lip, as if he wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it.

Lin Su was a little puzzled by Chen Qian's expression, since Chen Qian usually said whatever she had. "Ask whatever you want! Don't be so entangled." Then Lin Su was amused by Chen Qian's expression.

Chen Qian blushed in embarrassment, "Don't laugh, I just want to ask, why didn't you go with Fang You?" Before the National Day holiday, the student union didn't have any group activities, let alone Fang You, even Lin Su, Chen Qian hadn't met a few times, and she didn't know what happened to the two of them after Fang You left the coffee shop that day.In other words, Chen Qian still wanted to know if Fang You and Lin Su were together now.

Hearing Chen Qian mention Fang You, Lin Su's heart suddenly tensed up, and then slowly returned to normal. "The two of us don't live in the same city, how could we go together?" Lin Su pretended to answer Chen Qian's question relaxedly, trying not to let Chen Qian see his abnormality as much as possible.

"Aren't you high school classmates?" Chen Qian seemed to want to ask more deeply.

Lin Su nodded: "But later I moved to another city because of my father's work." Lin Su told the truth, after all, there was nothing to hide.

After the topic was over, the two fell into a state of silence.After a while, Lin Su felt the weight on his shoulders, and Chen Qian fell asleep.Lin Su quietly moved in another direction, Chen Qian seemed to feel Lin Su's movement, and slowly opened her eyes.

"I'm sorry." Even in her sleep, Chen Qian could feel the rejection written all over Lin Su's body, and she could only apologize to ease the embarrassment.

Lin Su shook his head lightly. In fact, Lin Su also felt a little guilty, but because of Fang You, he really hated having physical contact with others.

"Lin Su, are we friends?" Although Chen Qian just woke up, her eyes were bright.

Lin Su didn't know why Chen Qian said that suddenly, so she could only reply at a loss: "Of course we are friends."

Chen Qian hesitated for a while, and finally asked: "Can you tell me about you and Fang You? Maybe I can help you with something." Chen Qian was afraid that Lin Su was forced, and also afraid that he would is willing.

Lin Su was stunned, he understood the meaning of Chen Qian's words, but how could Chen Qian know his relationship with Fang You?Is it possible?Lin Su frowned, remembering Fang Yuan's purpose of looking for him that day.It turned out that Fang You came to him that day not to confirm his relationship with Chen Qian, but Fang You already knew about it, but he still wanted to hear it from Lin Su himself.

"Has Fang You visited you?" Lin Su's question was 80.00% sure.

Chen Qian nodded.Lin Su closed her eyes and leaned back on the chair.Slowly tell about the past that he didn't want to bring up.

"Remember I told you that I once fell in love once, and it was because of that love that I became disinclined to have physical contact with other people." Lin Su spoke slowly.

Chen Qian's breathing was a little stagnant, "Is Fang You in love?" Chen Qian asked in disbelief.

Lin Su nodded and continued: "I know it sounds absurd, but we were indeed together. No matter whether I was forced at the beginning, I still agreed to him to be together."

"do you like him?"

After listening to Chen Qian's question, Lin Su's breathing stopped, and it took about five or six seconds for Lin Su to exhale slowly.

"I like him." What Lin Su said was an affirmative answer, not hesitating or ambiguous.Lin Su didn't admit to Fang You once that she liked him, but she gave an affirmative answer in front of other people, which sounds somewhat ironic.

"Are you reunited now?" Chen Qian asked again.

This time Lin Su shook her head, "It's impossible for us, I have seen with my own eyes how cruel this society is to homosexuals, I don't want to become that kind of person, and I don't want Fang You to become that kind of person. "

"But true love is what we should strive for, isn't it?" For some reason, Chen Qian suddenly sympathized with Fang You.She could think of Fang You's mood when he was rejected by Lin Su, and she could also think that Lin Su would never admit to Fang You that he liked him.Chen Qian has long experienced Lin Su's demeanor.

Lin Su looked at Chen Qian with a complicated expression, as if what the other party said was a fairy tale.

"Don't look at me like that. I never discriminate against homosexuals. I think everyone's love is worthy of respect. Don't think this society is too complicated. Not everyone is like the person you meet. Same." Chen Qian said neither humble nor overbearing, although she liked Lin Su, but she didn't think everything Lin Su said was right.

Lin Su felt stuck in her throat, trying to refute something, but couldn't say a word.

Chen Qian continued: "It's not fair for you to treat Fang You like this. How can you know what's going on in the future? After so long, you still like each other. I don't know what happened to you, but I only know now, He likes you, and you like him. Maybe you should give him a chance, and try to give yourself a chance."

Chen Qian's words kept lingering in Lin Su's mind. He knew that Chen Qian had always liked him, and thought that after telling her about Fang You this time, she would persuade him to let go.But Chen Qian has been persuading him to pursue love bravely.

Thinking about the way I treated Fang You in the past, it seemed that I had always been thinking about Fang You and their future, but I never considered Fang You's feelings.Is it true that I thought wrong from the beginning?Lin Su was lying on the bed thinking, when suddenly there was a rapid knock on the door.

"We are from the provincial inspection team. We have received a report that Lin Jiwei is suspected of corruption. Please cooperate with the investigation."