don't try to escape

The woman in the photo of the tombstone is very quiet and very beautiful.This photo was taken by Si Ran before she got married, because apart from the wedding photos, she couldn't find a photo taken after the wedding.There is only one family photo of their family of three.It can be seen that Fang You looks very much like his mother, and the expression between his eyebrows and eyes looks like You Siran.If you want to say whether it looks like Fang Shaoming, there is actually a slight resemblance when you look closely, but because it looks so much like your mother, many people don't notice this.

"Mom, I'm here to see you." Fang You murmured as he placed a bouquet of flowers in front of the tomb.Then he squatted down, wiped the photo on the tombstone with his hands, and slowly sat down beside the tomb.

"Mom, I miss you so much. I've had a better time this year. Either I don't miss you, or I think I should start my own life. You won't blame me, right?" Fang You didn't make friends with his character This is one of the reasons, and another reason is that he is punishing himself for not being able to save his mother in time.Perhaps normal people would think this approach is very strange, and punishing themselves by not making friends seems to be useless.But Fang You is such an extreme person, he not only blamed Fang Shaoming for everything, he also blamed himself.So he would rather live alone until he gets old and dies, and when he sees You Siran again in another world, he doesn't seem so guilty anymore.

But until the appearance of Lin Su, Fang You's thoughts gradually changed.Maybe You Siran would wish him a better life, just like Su Weiyun did to Lin Su.Fang You slowly discovered that mothers hoped that their children would get better and better after seeing their mother-child relationship.So, he began to try to accept that the word "friend" appeared in his world, and he was slowly accepting even "lover".He knew that Lin Su might not be willing, and that didn't matter, as long as he gave and loved enough, he believed that Lin Su would definitely be touched.He knew Lin Su, believed in Lin Su, and believed in Lin Su who stretched out his hand from the sunny place to him who was in the dark.

Fang You slowly told You Siran, from Lin Su to Zhao Yugan, and finally back to Lin Su. "Mom, this is the first time I have fallen in love with someone. Although I don't know what the future of this road will be like, and I don't know whether he will like me in the end, I want to persevere." Fang You buried his head in his knees , he didn't even know if Yu Siran would object to it even if he was still alive.

Suddenly, snowflakes floated in the sky, and some of them landed on Fang You's neck, as if a pair of invisible hands were caressing his neck.Fang You suddenly raised his head and looked at the photo on the tombstone, as if his mother was smiling at him.

Fang You's eyes were a little red. "thanks Mom."

On the way back, Fang You ate a deep-fried dough stick, and it was only before nine o'clock when he got home.Fang You curled up on the sofa and fell asleep unconsciously.

In a trance, Fang You seemed to be dreaming of You Siran. He dreamed of the day You Siran committed suicide. He witnessed the whole process like a bystander.He yelled hoarsely, waving his hands to stop him, but no one could hear his voice, and he couldn't touch anyone.It wasn't until seeing the doctor Fang Shaoming shaking his head that Fang You calmed down, his eyes stared blankly at all this, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, so he could only stand there, silently looking at You Siran's pale face, and her rigid body.

In a blink of an eye, he seemed to see Yu Siran sitting up from the bed again, walking towards him, and stretching out his arms to hug him.Fang You's eyes were moist, and at the same time, he reached out and hugged You Siran.

"Don't leave me." He murmured.Feeling the warm embrace, Fang You couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality for a moment.

"Fang You, what's wrong with you?" Fang You vaguely heard Lin Su's voice, he slowly opened his eyes, and saw Lin Su holding him in his arms.

Lin Su rushed to Fang You's house as soon as she came back from her grandmother's house.Lin Su called Fang You all day, but the phone was turned off, so Lin Su hurried over with some worries.When I arrived at Fang You's house, I found that the door of Fang You's house was also locked. Lin Su was worried that something might happen to him, so she contacted the landlord to get the key. As soon as she opened the door, she saw Fang You lying on the sofa struggling in the dark , waving his hands in mid-air.As soon as Lin Su approached, Fang You immediately hugged him.He was just about to struggle when he heard Fang You say in his sleep, "Don't leave me."

Perhaps because she was too worried, Lin Su never left Fang You's embrace, but slowly comforted her and asked in a low voice, trying to wake Fang You up.

Fang You looked at Lin Su in front of him, reluctantly let go of him, put his hand on his forehead, and asked slowly, "Didn't you just come back in the fourth day?"

"I called you for several days and you didn't answer, I'm a little worried about you." Lin Su replied with a concerned expression.

Fang You sat up from the sofa, rubbed his eyes, "I'm fine."

Lin Su didn't ask him why his phone was turned off these days, stood up and sat next to Fang You, and asked, "Did you just have a nightmare?"

After a pause, Fang You thought for a long time and replied, "It doesn't count, it's half a nightmare and half a dream." If he could see You Siran again, it would be a sweet dream for him.

Seeing Fang You's state, Lin Su swallowed back the question she wanted to ask. Perhaps what Fang You needed now was to let him relax for a while.And what Lin Su can do is to accompany him quietly until he is willing to talk to Lin Su.

A few minutes later, Lin Su heard Fang You's voice faintly coming from the side, "Today is my mother's death day." Fang You said.

Lin Su was stunned for a while, then reached out and patted Fang You on the back, "Do you want to stay by yourself for a while? Otherwise, I'll go back first."

Fang You shook his head, "Just stay with me for a while. I don't want to be alone now." Fang You really doesn't want to be alone now, especially when he just dreamed about You Siran.He is afraid that if he is left alone now, he may not be able to distinguish between dreams and reality, so he will have some unrealistic ideas, for example, if You Siran is still alive now, will his life be different from what it is now? .Will he, like Lin Su, have a happy and enviable family.

Lin Su put her arms around Fang You's shoulders, and her silent movements seemed to tell him, don't be afraid, I will be with you.

The two just sat there quietly without talking, until Lin Su's cell phone rang, and it was the landlord urging him to return the key.

"Let's go, let's go together." Fang You seemed to have recovered, opened the curtains, and turned to Lin Su.