don't try to escape

"Master, Madam asked you to go downstairs for dinner." The servant knocked on the door and said respectfully.

After a while, Fang You slowly went downstairs and walked to the dining table.

Apart from Fang Shaoming and Chen Yun, Fang Zhan was also at the dining table. No one was waiting for Fang You to start the meal. The family of three enjoyed the Mid-Autumn Festival reunion dinner happily.Fang You sat down in the seat on Fang Shaoming's left, facing his stepmother Chen Yun.

"Fang You, sit down and eat." Chen Yun said enthusiastically to Fang You.Although Fang You didn't like to talk to him, she also cared about him enthusiastically.

Fang Zhan couldn't stand Fang You's enthusiasm for his mother, and the way he ignored his answers.He rolled his eyes at Fang You.Although he was still young at the time, he still vaguely remembered a little bit. Although his mother was the mistress who took the position after the death of his ex-wife, the other party had never been abused. Even when Fang You was young, his mother still treated him Better than being yourself.But after so many years, Fang You has never received love.

The originally harmonious family became extremely silent after Fang You joined the dinner table.

"I've finished eating, let's go back to my room first." Fang Zhan wiped his mouth, got up and went upstairs.Fang Zhan hated Fang You very much. He hated him the moment he entered the house when he was a child.So he didn't want to see Fang You either, and he would try to avoid places where there were Fang You.He even sometimes thought that it would be nice if he never saw Fang You.

After dinner, Fang You returned to the room.After a while, a servant knocked on the door.

"Master, do you want to stay overnight? Do you need to prepare dinner for you tomorrow?" After Fang You opened the door, the servant at the door asked.

"You don't need to prepare breakfast for me." Fang You said and closed the door.

Fang You usually doesn't stay here overnight, and usually goes back the same day he comes.But today he wanted to stay in this room for a while longer.Perhaps it was the reason why he saw Lin Su's mother today, and he also missed his mother a little.

Fang You leaned back and lay on the bed. "Mom, I miss you so much." Fang You murmured.

When Fang You was young, his memory of his father was very vague. In his impression, his father would go home every half a month, or once during holidays.Mom hugged him to sleep in this room.Father and mother would quarrel while talking, so the time father stayed at home became shorter and shorter.When he was young, he didn't understand anything and asked his mother why his father never came home.

You Siran just touched his head gently and said: "Dad is just busy with work, Xiao Yu is good, Mom will always be with you."

But You Siran chose to end his life with sleeping pills when he was 5 years old.Fang You always knew that his mother had sleep problems when he was a child. When he was sleeping in his mother's arms, his mother would always wake up in the middle of the night in a nightmare. He heard from the servant that his mother had always suffered from postpartum depression. This situation eased a lot in two years, but it recurred again when he was 3 years old.When everyone thought that Yu Siran's depression was not so serious, she quietly committed suicide.

Fang You will never forget that day in his life. After Fang Shaoming drank some wine and returned home, You Siran just asked a few words, and the two of them had a quarrel. Fang You went to the yard to play for a while, and came back after dinner time.Half an hour later, Fang Shaoming left the house.By the time Fang You returned to the house with the servant, he was no longer thinking about it.

Fang You went upstairs to ask You Siran to have dinner, and called "Mom" several times at the stairs, but no one answered him. He ran into the room and saw You Siran lying on the bed.Fang You thought that his mother was resting when she was tired, so she didn't bother her, so she quietly closed the door, and ate dinner obediently.After dinner, I played with the servants downstairs for a while.When he was a little sleepy, he returned to the room and touched his mother's hand, but he could no longer feel any temperature.

The word death is unfamiliar to a 5-year-old child.At that time, Fang You foolishly thought that his mother was sick, so he went downstairs and called the servant, and told the servant that his mother's hands were cold, and he couldn't wake up no matter what, should he call the doctor to come home to show his mother.

The servant ran upstairs in a hurry, checked You Siran's breath, and found that she was not breathing at all.

After that, Fang You only remembered screams from upstairs, then the sound of an ambulance, and then Fang Shaoming's hoarse voice said to him: "Your mother is gone, and she will never come back."

After the doctor arrived, Fang Shaoming was told that You Siran had died for more than an hour.He insisted on resuscitating, but the doctor shook his head and told him to prepare for his death and stop wasting time here.

Fang You hit Fang Shaoming with his small fist while crying, and shouted: "You lied to me! You give back my mother, you give back my mother!"

At that time, he was still young, and he felt that all this happened too suddenly. At that time, his grandfather said he would take him away, but he refused to leave his mother's room, so he thought that his mother was still in that room.As long as he stays in that room, his mother will always be with him.So not only did he not go with grandpa, he hasn't even left that room since then.

When he grew up a little bit, recalling what happened that day, he not only hated Fang Shaoming, but also hated why Fang Shaoming left angrily after arguing with You Siran; he also hated himself, if he had found out at that time If something is wrong, can I save my mother?If he saw his mother lying on the bed during dinner, he didn't think that her mother was resting, but went to see her to see if she still had a chance to be rescued.But there are no ifs in life.