After saving the school grass's life, I became his boyfriend

The scene suddenly became very chaotic.

Pulling the frame, watching the excitement, watching the excitement.

All those gossips against the old lady stopped at Lin Kai's attack on Lin Jianmin.

The dizziness in front of Lin Kai's eyes did not dissipate, and there was a buzzing in his ears, and he was right in the center of the whirlpool of the world.

I will drag Lin Jianmin into it even if I die!

Lin Jianmin was staggered by this punch, and took several steps back. He bumped his back against the paint-leather wall before he managed to stabilize his heels. He raised his head and looked at Lin Kai in disbelief.

Then the unbelievable turned into fury: "You actually beat your father?!"

Lin Jianmin once again raised his hand high.

The old lady yelled hoarsely: "Ah..."

You are not allowed to hit him!

Don't type lower case by hand!

Lin Kai's eyes suddenly turned red for a moment, and when Lin Jianmin's hand fell down, he grabbed his wrist, and then pulled it in his direction with all his strength.

When Lin Jianmin walked over a few steps due to inertia, he kicked Lin Jianmin in the stomach.

No one could have imagined that Lin Kai's action would be so fast and so relentless.

"Boom!"

Lin Jianmin was knocked against the sharp cabinet next to him, and his back hit the corner heavily.

But Lin Jianmin was born as a ruffian, and when he fell down, he had quick eyesight and quick hands, and he firmly held Lin Kai's wrist to prevent him from leaving.

So the two fell to the ground at the same time.

"Bangdang-"

The blue-and-white porcelain vase on the table fell to the ground and shattered, and the sharp porcelain fragments scattered on the ground.

Lin Kai grabbed Lin Jianmin's neck tightly.

"You want to die!!" Lin Jianmin stared at Lin Kai, his eyeballs gradually protruded due to lack of oxygen, the tendons on his forehead bulged, and his complexion was swollen with blood.

"It's you who want to die!!!" Lin Kai's eyes were red, he picked up a piece of broken porcelain on the ground and held it up high.

He is not what he used to be, he will not be abused and scolded casually like a child.

He can't listen to anything now.

Suddenly someone around who had been silent for a long time started screaming.

The woman's scream, the man's drinking, the child's cry... He was imprisoned and couldn't take a step forward.

Ten years of hate.

He has long wanted to do this...

He can die, but Lin Jianmin must die too!

Lin Kai heard someone start whispering immediately, as if someone started to pull him... Those pretend things instantly became worthless in reality.

The knife is not on his own neck, everyone is a fucking spectator.

"Xiaokai!"

Lin Kai's hearing finally recovered.

The first sound that reached my ears was Yingzi's crying.

Then, he and Lin Jianmin were also separated.

Yingzi grabbed him, her voice trembling: "So many people are watching, you can't let others say you are uneducated!"

What is upbringing?

Lin Kai's brain lost his ability to think for a moment.

In such an environment, someone actually raised him.

it is ridiculous.

Those who were watching the theater at the door also came up to pretend to persuade Lin Jianmin to fight, and stopped Lin Jianmin, saying "don't beat the child" and "don't care about the child", but their eyes were shining with excitement.

Lin Jianmin bent over and coughed violently for a while, then glared at Lin Kai fiercely, he didn't do anything again in front of so many people.

Lin Kai gritted his teeth and stared at Lin Jianmin and the group of onlookers: "You are not human..."

This sentence instantly set the others on fire, and everyone's faces turned livid in an instant.

"It's not your turn to intervene in other people's affairs!" After Lin Jianmin finished speaking, he began to cough violently again.

"Hey, I'm talking about Jianmin," one of the men in their 40s glanced at Lin Kai, and said in a strange way, "My child has never been like this. The child's mouth is too ugly..."

Lin Kai knew this man, and he was also a sycophant. He heard that the past two years had not been good, and he found a rich woman to take care of him.

"With so many people present, is your mother meddling with her mouth?" Lin Kai was furious, and cursed directly, "The duck who sells his ass is standing on his heels in front of others to watch the show, how cheap are you?"

The man's expression also instantly turned pale.

"Enough!" Lin Jianmin's chest rose and fell, "Shut up!"

"Lin Jianmin." Lin Kai turned his head and ignored him, "Sooner or later you will be like this."

Lin Jianmin wanted to do it again.

"Stop it quickly! Get him out!" Yingzi protected Lin Kai behind him and asked those people to push Lin Jianmin out.

She felt Lin Kai's icy palm, colder than winter rain.

She gently rubbed Lin Kai's cheek that had just been slapped, her eyes were bloodshot, and said softly: "Xiaojie, listen to sister, don't say these things in front of them, someone will talk about you behind your back..."

Lin Kai looked at the closed door, the crowd receded, it was still noisy outside, he lowered his eyes, and obediently agreed: "I know... sorry."

Yingzi looked at his red and swollen cheeks distressedly: "Does it hurt? I'll get you a cold towel and apply it."

Lin Kai didn't speak, Yingzi went to the bathroom and twisted a towel for him to stick on his face, Lin Kai didn't resist, and quietly let her do it.

"Apply it well for a while, and it won't be swollen tomorrow." Yingzi asked him to sit on the wooden stool next to him, "I'll go and feed honey to grandma."

Lin Kai's eyelashes trembled, and he reached out to take the towel.

Eiko went to get the honey pot.

The door of the room opened, and the old woman who was kneading melon seeds leaned against the door, her eyes made no secret of the contempt, and she looked at the old lady and Yingzi wantonly.

Yingzi pretended that there was no such person, she held the honey and asked the old lady, "Grandma, are you hungry?"

Grandma couldn't speak, and slowly rubbed her stomach tremblingly with her only hand, saying vaguely that she was hungry.

The old woman standing at the door snorted and rolled her eyes. Not long after, her husband came in. He was a man in a neat suit, and the two of them were whispering.

It's not loud, but it's fairly clear in this echoing room.

Lin Kai vaguely understood from their conversation that this man was the old lady's son and the woman next to her was her daughter-in-law.

The man said disgustedly: "It's been a few days, why are you still not dead?"

"How could he die?" The woman said in a strange way, "Some people are fed a spoonful of honey today and another spoonful of honey tomorrow, even if they want to die!"

Lin Kai turned his head and stared at her with bloodshot eyes, without any expression, making people feel scary for no reason.

The woman frowned: "What are you looking at?"

Lin Kai didn't speak, but still looked at her.

The old woman was so stared at that she felt guilty: "Crazy! You and your father's family are all crazy!"

She was pulled out by the man next to her. Before leaving, she got angry and slammed the door hard.

"Sister Yingzi." Lin Kai said, "Can you still save me?"

Yingzi was silent for a moment: "If it can be saved, I will save it in any way."

The old lady is more than 90 years old, and she lives less and less every day. She doesn’t know if there will be a tomorrow after saving today. Her organs are already aging, and she can barely swallow food, but she can’t digest it. She is still hungry.

Yingzi sat down and said slowly: "Actually, sometimes I also think about a very stupid thing... People are suffering in life, it would be better to die."

Lin Kai looked at her.

"The skin on grandma's body is rotten like this. It's a pain to live another day. This time it may be cured. What about the next time? No one knows if there will be something more painful waiting for her..."

"Don't you want grandma to live?" Lin Kai asked.

"No. But I'm not a god..." Yingzi slowly put the spoon to the old lady's mouth, and began to choke again, "People have to accept the reality, Xiaojie, I don't want her to die either, but how can I keep her alive?" live her..."

Lin Kai grinned as he watched grandma, and sucked the honey in with his lips.

She ate very slowly, as if she knew she was running out of time, and she was nostalgic for everything in this world.

Perhaps Lin Kai could understand what Yingzi meant.

The time is coming to an end, waiting for the god of death to take him away, it can be delayed for one day, two days, but no one can get rid of death.

There was nothing he could do, and nothing he could do.

The weather forecast for the last few days was shown on the old TV, followed by continuous light rain for the next few days.

Two days later, the old lady was not breathing. According to the doctor in the village, the pupils had dilated.

The moment everyone was looking forward to finally came. They wept pretentiously, knelt down and cried, wore white hats, folded ingots and scattered yellow paper, and then entered the coffin together with others.

They invited the Eight Immortals to carry the coffin, and asked them to blow the suona and scatter white paper money all the way from the house to the crematorium.

The tune of the suona made my heart feel cold, and people on the road made a detour when they encountered it in order not to be affected by this bad luck.

But inexplicably, Lin Kai didn't want to cry anymore.

He felt sad and numb, as if people would assimilate after staying in this village for a long time, and everything looked normal.

The most famous chef in the village came to cook, and several plastic sheds were set up in the neighborhood to prevent raindrops from leaking in. The food was delicious, and people in white hats talked to each other. It was so ordinary that it was just an ordinary banquet.

Lin Kai swallowed the rice abruptly, the rice was too hard and his throat hurt.

After Lin Jianmin taught him a lesson in public, he never spoke to him again in the car, and drove him all the way to a very empty place under the Songzhou Elevated Road before throwing him down.

"You can talk so much with a mouth, and your hands are strong now. You are so capable. If you have hands and feet, give me a ride back." Lin Jianmin drove away without turning his head.

Lin Kai got on the bus and went to the train station to buy a ticket to go back.

He didn't know when he arrived in Mingzhou.

At this moment, there is no snow in Mingzhou, there is not much snow, and there are still many puddles of melted water on the ground.

Cheng Xuan asked him to leave for a week. I don't know if he had disclosed anything to the class. When he turned on his mobile phone, no one came to bother him. He only insisted on sending him the daily Jiang Yun every day.

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-Today's lunch is rice bowl, fried minced pork with green peppers, the school dishes are really disgusting.

-The weather is fine, I washed the sheets for you.

The bus drove all the way to the door of the house, Lin Kai took the key and turned the lock, the door opened, Jiang Yun stood in the middle of the living room wearing an apron, and smiled at him: "Master, welcome home."

Lin Kai was stunned for a moment: "How did you come in?"

Jiang Yun took out a key from the table: "You told me about the spare key."

Lin Kai remembered that he had told Jiang Yun where the spare key was.

His face was not very good-looking, he smiled slightly, the corners of his mouth hurt a little, he licked it: "Is that so..."

Jiang Yun looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to pinch Lin Kai's chin. He took a closer look and wiped his lips with his thumb: "Here...why is it broken?"

Lin Kai sipped it: "I accidentally bit it."

Jiang Yun was silent, didn't ask any more questions, and went to the kitchen to feed Lin Kai.

As soon as that happened, Lin Kai twitched the corners of his mouth, and went to the kitchen to pour out the noodles after a few mouthfuls.

"Full?" Jiang Yun asked.

"It's too full for lunch." Lin Kai smiled.

Jiang Yun knew that this was an irony, and it was probably because of something that caused him to lose his appetite.

"Then I'll give you another bowl tomorrow." Jiang Yun said, "You have to taste it. This noodle is really delicious."

"Okay, I will drink all the soup tomorrow." Lin Kai said.

At night, Mingzhou also failed to escape the rain. The sky was covered thickly by dark clouds, and the stars and the moon could not be seen.

Lin Kai sprawled on the bed after taking a shower, the TV was turned on and tuned to the opera channel, and "Siro Visits His Mother" was sung on stage.

"Like listening to plays?"

Lin Kai turned his head, Jiang Yun was not wearing a shirt, his tough abdominal muscles were exposed to the air, the ends of his hair were not completely dried, his eyes were smiling, a little seductive.

Lin Kai quickly blinked, shook his head and said, "I don't like it, I don't understand."

Jiang Yun laughed, walked over and sat next to him, snorted and brushed his hair: "Why don't you like to hear this?"

Lin Kai turned off the TV, turned over and lay on his back: "That grandma likes it."

Jiang Yun asked: "The one I met with you last time?"

"Yeah." Lin Kai stared blankly at the ceiling and said after a long time, "That grandma... is gone."

Jiang Yun was stunned for a long time.

"I just can't figure it out..." Lin Kai said.

Jiang Yun lay down beside him, looked at Lin Kai: "Would you like to talk to me?"

Of course Lin Kai would not be unwilling, he told Jiang Yun everything he saw and heard today.

Jiang Yun fell silent after listening, and spit out a word after a long time: "Fuck."

Lin Kai paused: "That grandma has taken good care of me since I was a child. My parents were not at home when I was young, and they lived with my grandparents. Sometimes they were not at home when they went out, so I would go to that grandma's house for dinner. Grandma has a chipper dog, and I can play with it all day."

Jiang Yun imagined that when Lin Kai was a child, he should be a white and tender little dumpling, wearing miniature children's clothes, probably not as big as the neighbor's dog, chasing and playing with flower dogs in other people's yards.

Without his family to accompany him, he went to the neighbor's house to play with small animals and amuse himself.

Jiang Yun suddenly felt distressed: "Is there no one else to play with you?"

Lin Kai was stunned, and lowered his eyes: "Yes... There is a sister in the neighborhood who is one year older than me. She often takes me to the small shop in the village to buy spicy sticks by bike. We have a good time."

He paused: "I thought she always liked to play with me, but it doesn't seem to be."

Jiang Yun asked: "Why?"

"I don't quite understand." Lin Kai said, the remote control next to him hit him, and Lin Kai put him on the bedside table, "I went to find her that day, she was in elementary school, and she was doing homework at home, so I knocked on the door , knocked for half an hour before opening it for me."

"She seemed very angry at the time, but I don't know why. I thought it was just my imagination. I told her, sister, are you going to play under the tree by the bridge? Someone made a big swing over there." Lin Kai Suddenly feeling thirsty in his throat, he swallowed, "That sister pushed me away and yelled at me, saying who wants to play with you, I'm not as happy as you...then, she slammed the door."

After Lin Kai finished speaking, he didn't continue. It is still difficult for him to understand what the "happiness" in that sister's mouth is, and why he is called "happiness".

"Maybe... I think my dad is quite rich, so I think I should live a happy life. After all, my dad opened several chain stores in other cities at that time."

After Lin Kai finished speaking, he suddenly felt very funny, lying on the bed and squinting his eyes, he began to smile.

It was raining heavily outside the window, knocking on the window one after another, ding ding dong dong, everyone said that the rain in autumn was freezing rain, and after a few rains, it was going to be winter.

Jiang Yun sat up propped up, and looked down at him: "Do you feel sad?"

Lin Kai grabbed his sleeve with his fingers and rubbed it lightly: "Guess."

Jiang Yun's eyes moved, but he didn't speak.

Lin Kai laughed, his expression was as clean as usual, and nothing could be seen, but Jiang Yun felt that his heart had been pricked by a needle, and one corner was sharply painful.

He was thinking, is it because Lin Kai often pretends that he doesn't care about anything, otherwise why can he be so proficient that he can laugh at any time.

"Chen Xuyang told me before that if you think of something that makes people feel uncomfortable, don't think about it. Once you feel that your thoughts may be going astray, you should quickly pull him back." Lin Kai said slowly, "I If I can’t pull it back, Chen Xuyang will talk about cross talk next to me, so every time I think about unhappy things, I always feel that there is a Chen Xuyang in my mind, pulling my thoughts like reining in a cliff, not allowing them to go astray.”

Jiang Yun looked at him and frowned slightly: "Why is it Chen Xuyang?"

Lin Kai looked up at him, "It could be you, too."

Jiang Yun lowered his head, his eyes fell on Lin Kai's injured lips.

Lin Kai didn't notice it, and gently rubbed his face against his arm: "Today my dad got angry over there, and everyone is in a bad mood. I haven't adjusted yet, so don't be jealous."

"Your dad is angry?" Jiang Yun paused, and suddenly understood something.

Lin Kai didn't speak.

A feeling of distress and anger but helplessness surged into Jiang Yun's heart, and he reached out to touch Lin Kai's lips lightly.

"So this..." Jiang Yun touched the wound on his lips, "Did he hit you?"

Lin Kai didn't speak:

He never took the initiative to tell anyone the truth about those things. He felt that it was useless, so what if he said it, no matter how good the idea is, there is nowhere to buy it. Most people just listen to it for fun and forget it in a blink of an eye.

It is said that happiness alone is not as good as that of others, and that the same blessings can be shared, but when there are difficulties and sorrows, you still have to learn to suffer by yourself.

Lin Kai seemed to be very lonely all the time.

That kind of loneliness seems to be very similar to Jiang Yun. They can have a good relationship with the people around them, but they can't get into their hearts. While being closed, they long for someone to be close to him, and replace their parents to make up for the lack of them not being around when they were young.

Jiang Yun held back the pain in his eyes, and stared at Lin Kai's soft lips: "He often hits you like this."

Lin Kai just smiled, as a default.

Admitting that this matter was terrible, he dared not say it or mention it, and he kept the most terrible thing in his heart for more than ten years and no one cared about it.

Lin Kai knew very well in his heart that it was useless to deceive oneself and others, time could not erase the traces of its existence, and it formed a minefield that no one could touch.

They looked at each other in silence, they stood in each other's eyes, letting the rain outside the window beat on their hearts like drums.

I have something to say.

Lin Kai sniffed, looked away, got up and walked to the balcony: "I'll close the window."

"Lin Kai," Jiang Yun called to stop him, and he said after a long silence, "Aren't you tired from carrying it?"

Lin Kai stopped walking, the tip of his nose suddenly became sore.

Jiang Yun looked at his thin back: "What are you supporting?"

People are so hypocritical, they don't want to endure hardships after tasting the sweetness, and feel that they can't bear even a little bit of grievance.

Lin Kai's Adam's apple choked, his vision blurred.

Jiang Yun only focused on the cut on Lin Kai's lips, hugged him back, and kissed his earlobe: "Does it hurt?"

He also started to get confused.

Because it used to be like this often, so after many years of physical memory of this pain, the scar disappeared and the pain disappeared.

Does that still hurt?

Lin Kai's eyes were very red, and he said softly, "It doesn't hurt."

Jiang Yun slowly looked at Lin Kai's eyes.

The corners of Lin Kai's eyes were red, and he tilted his head to prevent Jiang Yun from seeing this embarrassing look: "Don't look..."

Jiang Yun felt pain in his heart, stroked the back of Lin Kai's head and pulled him into his arms.

Lin Kai pressed his forehead against Jiang Yun's shoulder, and remained silent.

Frogs born at the bottom of a well don't know that there are no walls in this world. When they look up at the sky, they think it is the whole world.