After saving the school grass's life, I became his boyfriend

In the end, no one can tell the answer. They seem to know it well, but they don't seem to dare to think about it.

It seems that a ghost is obsessed and there is no escape.

The only thing missing is that layer of veil, but no one dared to pick it up.

After the remedial classes started, Lin Kai and Jiang Yun still went to school by car.

Jiang Yun didn't tell his family about Jiang Yun's resignation, and maybe his mother would get angry and force him to apply for relationship modification again, so he simply didn't talk about it.

During the period when school started, I lived with Lin Kai, and occasionally went back to get some clothes on Saturdays and Sundays.

The make-up classes in the attached middle school have started to go into a frenzy mode, and even the monitor who has been studying the questions for a month can't stand it.

High pressure, high strength and high efficiency, this is the purpose of supplementary lessons of the attached middle school.

The teaching director shouted in the corridor after class with a loudspeaker: "Learning is our lifelong thing, and it is something we can never give up! Your tomorrow is the future of the motherland! Your achievements are the glory of the motherland!"

Lin Kai covered his ears and felt his head was too big, and whispered to Jiang Yun: "Have you been chanting this word for more than ten years?"

"It should be?" Jiang Yun also covered his ears, "Otherwise, why are you so coherent?"

One world, one dean.

Lin Kai tried hard to do a few questions under the passionate horn of the dean, and heard Jiang Yun telling him from the side: "You go back after school today, I'll go home and change some clothes."

Jiang Yun has been living in Lin Kai's house, and he only has a few sets of clothes all day long, changing back and forth.

Lin Kai nodded: "At that time, I'll go back first and order some Maoxuewang for takeaway. I'll go to the supermarket to make some fresh green orange lemonade."

After school, Jiang Yun took a taxi directly to the house. He sorted out some unnecessary papers in his schoolbag, and then took them all out and put them in the study.

After he finished picking up his clothes, he took a taxi to the fruit shop to buy some oranges. I knocked on the door and found that Lin Kai didn't come to open it.

There is Lin Kai's spare key in the compartment of the corridor. Lin Kai told him before that he took the key and went back to open the door.

The door was unlocked, and Lin Kai was not in the living room.

"Lin Kai." Jiang Yun called out.

No one responded.

The door of the study was closed.

……in the room?

"Lin Kai?" Jiang Yun knocked on the door, "I came in?"

The room was still empty.

There was a pile of notebooks stacked high on the desk, one notebook was open, but it was buckled upside down on the desk.

Jiang Yun raised his eyebrows: "Xueba notes?"

So eager to learn, and secretly got a notebook?

Jiang Yun took it over and took a look. Lin Kai's handwriting was really beautiful, and the formulas were all neat.

He closed the notebook and piled it on top of the stack of books.

Jiang Yun turned around and looked at the bed.

He has slept with Lin Kai many times in this room, but it always feels like something is missing.

For example, in his own home, he would hang a picture of himself as a child on the wall, but Lin Kai's home was always empty.

It seems to be missing some popularity.

If given the chance, he would probably buy a house with Lin Kai in the future.Jiang Yun thought so.

In a house that only belonged to the two of them, a photo of Lin Kai could be placed on the wall beside the bed.

If Lin Kai is willing, he can put a photo of the two of them together, just like the wedding photo.

The premise is that the two of them can be together.

The books on the table were piled too high, and they were rustling down.

Jiang Yunhe was still thinking about possible "ifs" and "what ifs".

"Bangdang-"

Jiang Yun was taken aback, and looked back at the books and notebooks that had fallen all over the floor, the messy pages were all crumpled.

...It doesn't feel good when something like this suddenly slips and falls to the ground.

And it was the time when he was in a trance.

But it seems that he can only be blamed, because he is the one who pressed the last notebook on top of the stack of books.

Sorry, he's guilty, he repents.

He sighed, walked over and squatted down, tidied up the books on the ground, and picked them up.

When the books fell to the ground, several of them were spread out face up, and Lin Kai's beautifully written words clearly fell into Jiang Yun's sight.

Jiang Yun accidentally saw the words written on his notebook, and was about to help him close it, when his eyes swept over the notebook, he suddenly noticed two words that appeared frequently.

【Jiang Yun】

He paused with his fingers, remained silent for a moment, then opened one of the notebooks suspiciously, and was startled suddenly when he saw the contents on it.

The whole page was repeated repeatedly, and it was actually his name.

[Be sure to look more at the person you want to be, and you will definitely become very good, and if you are good, you will be very good. 】

[Hurry up, stay away from a family of idiots, get close to Zhu Zhechi, and get close to idiots who are idiots. 】

It turned out to be words of encouragement.

Jiang Yun breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that something was empty in his heart, and he didn't know why he was disappointed.

After turning the first page, curiosity couldn't resist, and urged him to turn to the next page.

[Inexplicably, I met a fool who helped with bandages. Will people really harm themselves these days? 】

[By the way, this idiot is my classmate, really amazing. 】

[I slept with this person, fatal. 】

[But this person seems to be... probably not as bad as others say. 】

【It's terrible to be dependent on a person. I can't quit one thing, and I have an unruly covetous heart for that person's every move and breath.

But what's even more frightening is that I really seem to be a little dependent on... that person. 】

Jiang Yun pinched the finger on the next page and stopped, he seemed to have vaguely guessed something, as if the next page was the answer that was about to come out.

A heart suddenly beat rapidly, and Jiang Yun slowly turned to the next page.

Breathing nearly stopped.

[I really like Jiang Yun. 】

[Jiang Yun Jiang Yun Jiang Yun...]

Slowly two pages, all of which are his name.

He finally understood that it turned out that he was not alone in doing those temptations and waiting, and Lin Kai was the same as him.

They are all liking, they are all afraid, and they are all trying the one in ten thousand possibility.

Jiang Yun's heart seemed to be held back by a wheat awn, and every time it beat, it would be stabbed, exuding unbearable pain.

It was as if a bruised puppy was secretly tracing him in the dark, never wanting to let him know.

Jiang Yun squatted on the ground, he began to regret, began to hate his own hindsight, he felt sorry for Lin Kai, even if he likes him, he has to be careful.

Angry and distressed.

[I'm afraid that there will be liking for Luo Ran in his eyes, and I don't want to look at them, but I fucking look at them unconsciously. 】

A small love heart was drawn next to it, which was painted black with a pen. Jiang Yun suppressed his emotions, picked up the remaining few notebooks and put them on the table.

He spread the notebook in his hand on the table, and the white light of the desk lamp illuminated the black and white paper.

[I'm going crazy, I like him, I can't control this feeling.I want to see him like crazy, I don't want anyone to get close to him, he is mine, he is mine...]

【Why do I like men? 】

[I dreamed that I was beaten, and the corner of the table hit my stomach, it hurt so much... I stayed in the room all afternoon, and when I went out at night, the food was packed, so I guessed that Qiu Xueping would not let my dad keep it for me, yes person?You all go to hell! 】

[I will never stay here again, but these people must not be able to live so peacefully. 】

[It would be great if things like friends with benefits can be turned into boyfriends, what is the difference between solid guns and boyfriends?Isn't it just that you have more feelings, so why can't you have feelings for me? 】

Confused, fearful, helpless, humble, angry, sad...

These notebooks contained all of Lin Kai's moods.

Jiang Yun always thought that Lin Kai's stomach trouble was due to not eating well, and ignored why he didn't eat well.

Maybe no one at home made it, maybe he wasn't allowed to eat it, maybe the beating hurt his stomach, and he didn't take good care of it...

There are many possibilities, all originating from the family in Songzhou.

Jiang Yun suddenly didn't have the courage to continue scrolling down.

He suddenly felt a little drained and a little dazed.

He suddenly wanted to ask himself whether he had really cared about Lin Kai before, and why he hadn't discovered so many aspects of Lin Kai.

He felt very angry, and laughed at why he should be angry about this.

Outside the door, there was the rustling of a key inserted into the lock to open the door, followed by Lin Kai's soft voice.

"Who's braised pork is so delicious, it has come to our house..."

When Jiang Yun heard Lin Kai sniffing it like a kitten, he smiled and called "Jiang Yun", his name.

Lin Kai smiled and pushed open the door of the room: "I just went out to feed the cat, it seems that you were busy just now and forgot to talk to you..."

He saw the notebook in Jiang Yun's hand.

Jiang Yun looked at him.

Lin Kai's expression froze for a moment, and he quickly adjusted: "I bought green orange lemon tea, come and help me."

The expressions were quickly collected, but Jiang Yun saw it this time.

In an instant, all similar expressions in the past coincided.

Jiang Yun held the notebook and looked at him: "What is this?"

Lin Kai's eyes trembled slightly, but he didn't speak.

The fingers on his side curled slightly.

"Notebook." Lin Kai said.

Jiang Yun opened the page full of "Jiang Yun".

"Then how do you explain this book full of my name?"

Jiang Yun looked at Lin Kai without leaving his eyes.

Lin Kai was silent for a long time, raised his head, and looked at Jiang Yun seriously: "It's just for fun."

"Write the name of the same table for fun..." Jiang Yun laughed angrily, "What are you running away from?"

What is he running from?

Lin Kai himself didn't know.

"I..." Lin Kai wanted to make up something to say to him, but found that all the reasons he had imagined before were completely forgotten.

Holding the hem of his clothes, he said as naturally as possible: "I like you...for a long time."

Still not well controlled, the voice trembled.

He is afraid.

All the details of the past flashed in my mind, the appearance of being rejected, the appearance of Jiang Yun frowning and saying "I don't care", like a thorn in wheat pricking my heart, itchy, and there is a small pain .

As for Jiang Yun's rejection of Luoran, he can just as well reject him.

Jiang Yun frowned slightly, and Lin Kai's heart trembled, and he held each other tightly.

Jiang Yun walked towards him, Lin Kai stepped back unconsciously, his back pressed against the door, the half-opened door received force, and closed with a "click".

hum-

Huge tinnitus enveloped him.

Lin Kai opened his mouth, but Jiang Yun didn't give him a chance to speak.

"So, you're just like this, treating the notebook as a waste storage box?" Jiang Yun stared at him, almost gnashing his teeth, "You like me."

Lin Kai's hands were shaking, he was afraid, but he didn't lie, after trying to hear what Jiang Yun asked him, he answered honestly: "...Yes."

"Why didn't you say it?" Jiang Yun said.

Lin Kai didn't speak.

He looked at Jiang Yun, and suddenly felt the blood flow backwards all over his body.

What can he say about this?

...he couldn't tell.

He saw Jiang Yun pick up the diary, flip open the page full of his name roughly, point to the full "Jiang Yun", and look at Lin Kai: "Want to hear the answer?"

Answer……

Is it a reject or accept answer?

Lin Kai looked at Jiang Yun.

Suddenly lowered his eyes and lowered his head, and nodded slowly as if he knew the ending.

Jiang Yun looked at him for a long time, the room was extremely quiet, Lin Kai didn't dare to look at him, he opened his eyes to look at the toes of his shoes, waiting for this answer made his eyes ache, and his vision began to blur again.

"Lin Kai, I've thought of this for a long time, don't blame me."

Jiang Yun grabbed his collar, Lin Kai raised his head subconsciously, Jiang Yun leaned over and kissed him deeply.

Lin Kai opened his eyes wide suddenly, his fingers were numb from the cold.

He also stretched out his hand, caressing Jiang Yun's back, the tears in his mouth finally couldn't hold back, and slipped down.