heartbeat out of control

"...I always thought you had depression, thinking that as long as you live well, no matter what you wish, I will satisfy you, as long as I can do it..."

"I thought you thought we were not suitable and didn't want to be with me. I was afraid that you would be embarrassed, so I said that I like women. In fact, I was very sad that day. When you came to school to find me, I wanted to tell you that I like you. I don't I know if I'm born gay, but I've only liked you since I was a child..."

Yu Xuan told Xiao Le the whole story, starting from the fact that he couldn't add WeChat at the beginning, and then mistakenly thought that Blue Day was Xiao Le, but finally found out that Ji Xiu was Blue Day.

He said a lot at once, from confession to confession, the clear and clear boyish voice gradually became hoarse, sounding a bit wronged.

The answer was really beyond Xiao Le's expectation. He was a little bit dumbfounded, and felt sorry for this silly and effervescent child. He got up and got out of bed, took a glass of warm water, and handed it over.

Yu Xuan took the cup and emptied it in one gulp.

"Do you want more?" Xiao Le asked him.

Yu Xuan pursed his lips and shook his head, staring blankly at the circles of tie marks on his hands, finished speaking and finished sleeping, would Xiao Le mind if he regarded him as someone else?Do you suspect that what he likes is not pure enough?

Xiao Le opened the drawer, took out a moist rosin ointment from it, squeezed Yu Xuan's fingers and applied it on his fair wrist, and asked while wiping, "Do I look like someone suffering from depression?"

Yu Xuan shook his head, "I left your WeChat account under BlueDay's account, there are too many coincidences, and you keep a straight face every day, who knows if you have it."

"..." Xiao Le: "The UI design of this tree hole software was done by our company. At that time, the UI design team asked everyone in the company to register an account. Xu Fangjing registered one with my iPad, and the WeChat account must have been left by him as a prank. I downloaded it, and then the iPad was taken away by Ji Xiu..."

"..." It was Xu Fangjing again, thinking of the bitter blood and tears history of trying everything possible to add Master Miao's WeChat at the beginning, Yu Xuan was really about to be fooled into crying by himself.

Xiao Le's attention was all on Xuan's wrist, looking at the red mark that was getting bigger and bigger, he frowned and said "tsk", and commented: "Is your skin made of tofu, eh? You are a delicate little wild cat."

Little wild cat?

Yu Xuan's mind suddenly exploded.

-If I see that little wild scum cat, I will tie up its four legs and throw it in front of Xiaobai to let it bite hard. After the bullying is over, I will throw it into the pack of wild dogs!Being chased by wild dogs, let's see if it dares to bully Xiaobai!

- great idea.

After realizing it, Yu Xuan exclaimed: "Did you already know that the canned fish is me!"

Xiao Le admitted with a "hmm", put away the ointment and put it in the drawer.

Hearing this casual "um", Yu Xuan seemed to feel that his IQ had been hit by a dimensionality reduction, "When did you know!"

Xiao Le: "You said that you were a child of a poor family and couldn't afford an air conditioner that day."

Yu Xuan couldn't believe it: "It's so early! Why?"

"Transfer." Canned Fish said pitifully that day, Xiao Le suddenly wanted to transfer a sum of money to him out of kindness, but the name displayed on the transfer interface was: *xuan.

Canned fish, *xuan, Xiao Le immediately thought of Yu Xuan, and Yu Xuan's previous QQ account name was always related to fish. After a little testing, he confirmed that it was him.

It's just that at that time he wasn't sure what Yu Xuan wanted to do.

"Why didn't I know you were so kind!" Yu Xuan covered his face in embarrassment and shame. He always thought that his vest was tightly covered, but he didn't expect to run naked all the time.

Before he knew Master Miao was Xiao Le, Xiao Le recognized him.

Xiao Le patted his stupid head sympathetically, "That's because you have always misunderstood me."

Yu Xuan was speechless.

"Are you hungry?" Xiao Le glanced at the time and pushed the person on the bed, "Get dressed and go eat."

Yu Xuan made every move, "I'll forget it if I starve to death."

The car stopped at the entrance of the Los Angeles style private house old restaurant, they had been here before.

Xiao Le said that this restaurant has been open in Chang'an Old Street for more than ten years. The location is a bit remote, close to the old residential area, and there is no store name. There is only a big red lantern with the word "Luo" written on the door.

The proprietress's name was Yang Mei, she was about forty years old, she looked festive and generous, when she saw the two people coming in, she narrowed her eyes with a smile, and said to them in Los Angeles Mandarin: "Xiao Le, you haven't come for a long time. "

"It's been a while." Xiao Le smiled.

"Are you still old?" Yang Mei served them another pot of Luocheng tea.

The fourth dish is their usual fish head soup, chopped pepper fish, seasonal vegetables, and Los Angeles dim sum.Xiao Le doesn't like spicy food, so he ordered fish with chopped peppers especially for Yu Xuan, who likes spicy food.

Xiao Le looked at Yu Xuan and asked his opinion, Yu Xuan nodded and said yes.

Yang Mei pinched the menu book and looked at Yu Xuan with a smile: "You Yu looks really good-looking."

Xiao Le glanced at Yu Xuan, whose skin was pale and rosy, and answered with a smile: "It's pretty pretty."

Yu Xuan blushed in embarrassment and looked even better.

"Do you two usually cook at home?" Yang Mei acquiesced that they were a couple, and asked casually.

"Do you two usually cook at home?"

A crisp voice suddenly came out from behind Yu Xuan, which startled him a lot.

Turning his head, he saw a seven or eight-year-old boy with a braid on his back, looking at the two of them curiously with his big watery eyes.

"Eggy, why did you run out again? There are so many people outside, you run around here and burn you for a while, have you finished your homework?"

Yang Mei hurriedly dragged the child in, and explained to them: "Usually his aunt looks at him, but today she can't come because she has something to do, so she can only put him in the store. This child is very skinny, and he doesn't obey at all."

"I finished my homework a long time ago, can't I play with this powerful brother for a while?" Eggy hugged Yu Xuan's arm tightly, as if I had a backer and no one could do anything to me.

Yu Xuan stiffened his body and didn't dare to move. It was the first time he was clinging to such a half-grown child, and he felt like a ticking time bomb was hanging on his body.

"Look at this child..." Yang Mei couldn't move, her balls stuck to Xuan's body like a dog's skin plaster, and the more she pulled, the more she burrowed into Yu Xuan's arms.

Yu Xuan tilted his head back, "Why don't you let him wait a while, anyway, the food hasn't been served yet."

Eggy followed suit, "Let him stay for a while, Mom."

Yangmei had no choice but to tell him that she had to go in when the dishes were served, and Eggy reluctantly agreed.

"Big brother, why isn't your hair color yellow?" Eggy stared at Yu Xuan's hair curiously.

Yu Xuan was surprised: "You know me?"

Eggy raised her head and was lost in thought, does it count as acquaintance?

Xiao Le frowned and looked at Eggy's hand wrapped around Xuan's neck, and asked with a pleasant face as much as possible: "Why do you call him Big Brother?"

This question is much easier to answer, Eggy showed a proud expression on his face, "I saw him fight a few days ago, it was amazing!"

"Fight?" Xiao Le glanced at Yu Xuan suspiciously, under his eyelids, could he sneak out to fight?

Yu Xuan was startled, and stretched out his hand to cover Dandan's mouth, "Don't talk nonsense! Brother has stopped fighting, you must have mistaken someone!"

Eggy raised her face and pouted her mouth: "I will never mistake someone, it's you! At the playground that day, I saw you beat that villain to the ground with one punch. My aunt said that villain bullied Girls should be beaten, if I can beat him, I will beat him too."

Playground?Yu Xuan probably knew it, looked at Xiao Le and explained: "He should be talking about two years ago..."

That day, Yu Xuan and Yi Fanxing were working part-time as guides at an amusement park. They met a boy who secretly took pictures of a girl's skirt, broke two of his ribs, and made a fuss to the police station.

The other party insisted that he had been slandered by others, and he didn't find anything substantive in the camera. He didn't know if he hadn't saved it in time. Detained.

"School hadn't started yet, and my cousin wasn't in Chang'an, so I had to ask you to come out and release him on bail. You know what happened next." Yu Xuan looked at Xiao Le, curled his lips and felt aggrieved. At that time, Xiao Le taught him without asking why He left as soon as he got through.

Yu Xuan still remembers what Xiao Le said: "Modern people should use a more civilized way to solve problems. Today you just injured him. If it is serious, you don't have to come out."

Xiao Le really didn't know the whole picture about this matter. He went to the police station to release Yu Xuan on bail, and before he came to find out what was going on, he received a call from Ji Xiu that something had happened, and finally educated Yu Xuan as an elder, and then Hastily left.

"Brother, can you teach me how to fight?" Eggy begged while shaking Yu Xuan's hand.

Yu Xuan coughed twice, glanced at Xiao Le, and said righteously and sternly: "Fighting is not good, modern people should solve problems in a more civilized way, I am a negative example, don't follow me, listen Have you arrived yet?"

Thinking about it now, it was really inappropriate to fight at the time. I didn't consider that there were so many children watching the scene, and it might have a bad influence on them.

Xiao Le squinted at Yu Xuan, he taught Yu Xuan that day, was he embarrassing him?

"Eh?" Eggy scratched her head, why adults say one thing and do another, looked at Yu Xuan and then at Xiao Le, suddenly realized: "Brother, are you afraid of him?"

"I'm not afraid of him." Yu Xuan tugged his braid in a guilty conscience.

Eggy let out an "ah" and covered her braids, Yu Xuan hurriedly raised her hand, "I'm sorry, did it hurt you?"

"My mother said that only my wife can pull my braids. If you do this, I can only marry you." Dandan looked worried, and earnestly counted how old she was before reaching adulthood with her fingers, "Brother, are you in a hurry, can you wait for me?" Grow up, let me do the math, 6 years, 7 years, 8 years, 9... eh..."

Yu Xuan: "..."

Xiao Le couldn't stand it anymore, got up and took the little meatball off Yu Xuan's lap, put it on the opposite chair, warned him not to move, and then sat next to Yu Xuan like a victor.

Although Eggy was not convinced, she did not dare to get up, crossed her arms and stared at Xiao Le, "Bullying the weak! What kind of hero is he? If I have the ability, we will compare when I am 18..."

Xiao Le tilted his head and kissed Yu Xuan's face, raised his eyebrows and said, "You have no chance."

"..." Yu Xuan's cheeks burned at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"You're playing a rogue!" Eggy snorted, hesitating whether to go up and kiss her, but also afraid of being beaten by Xiao Le.

Xiao Le said seriously: "He likes it."

"you're lying!"

"If you don't believe me, ask him."

Dandantong spoke freely, her voice was loud and resounded throughout the hall: "Brother! Do you like him to kiss you? Brother, say something! Brother!"

Yu Xuan covered his burning face, buried himself on the table and pretended to be dead, while the people at several tables next door were all snickering.

Is Xiao Le teasing the baby or him...

The author says:

Daily question: Is Xiaoyu ashamed today?