Fear Collection

Xie Jinxi couldn't get into the girls' dormitory building, so he tried to find two women in the teaching area, but they couldn't be found in the teaching building. Xie Jinxi then moved around the playground, gymnasium, service building, etc., but the result remained the same. Didn't see them both.

From this point of view, they were probably in the dormitory.

Xie Jinxi had no choice but to turn back to the surveillance blind spot next to the dormitory building, which was the place they had agreed in advance to continue waiting.

As time passed, Xie Jinxi's heart became heavier and heavier, until the end of the two activity classes, he did not see the two of them.

As the students went to the service building to eat one after another, Xie Jinxi hid at the side of the service building to peep at the entrance of the service building, and finally spotted Wan Qing and Dai Mengyan from the crowd.

Wan Qing and Dai Mengyan have different personalities, but when they are walking together at the moment, the expressions on their faces are very similar.

Xie Jinxi only took a glance from a distance, and knew that the two of them had been assimilated.

He walked around the entire campus, but he didn't see the newcomer who ran away like crazy.

Their ending was actually doomed not far away when they entered the administrative building together with Xie Jinxi to look for student status.

Xie Jinxi sighed and shook his head, he was going to do what he wanted to do before last night's self-study.

Xie Jinxi walked towards the back wall of the teaching building. The temperature dropped in the evening, and there was a gentle breeze on the road.

The flat concrete road, the well-organized teaching buildings, the tall trees in the green belt, and the black shadows that suddenly appeared.

Seeing them, Xie Jinxi took a deep breath and said, "I think this is my chance, maybe it will be very painful, but if I don't do this... Maybe I won't survive in the next world."

"Although I don't have Ke Yao's ability, maybe it's the hint given to me by the bloodline. I feel that I'm being targeted by 'He'. Only I have one more sentence than others. That sentence is both a clue and a trap, but sometimes 'Special' is not a good thing."

"Special also means targeted, I can't sit still."

He seemed to be talking to himself, but he was naturally talking to Muta.

Muta also understood what he wanted to do.

"We are one, you die, I die."

"The key to winning or losing is whether you can seize the opportunity. You have realized this, which means that we have seized the opportunity."

"I believe you."

"it is good."

The long ghosts hanging on the branches turned to face Xie Jinxi, but Xie Jinxi walked towards them.

"We will win and we will survive."

And...even if he can't shake the rules in this school, he still wants to give it a try.

When Xie Jinxi walked under the tree, those ghosts suddenly fell and landed on him.

The feeling of empathy is not good no matter how many times he experiences it, he will fully experience what those ghosts experienced in the last period of their lives.

Even if Muta showed up to help him absorb those negative energy and resentment, so that Xie Jinxi would not experience the last moment, but this process cannot be avoided.

Dissatisfaction with the gradual changes in the school, fear of changes in the rules and classmates around you, panic at the gradual loss of consciousness, and the despair of being caught when you entered the green belt and climbed the fence when you were about to escape, and the anger when you learned that it was a report from a classmate , Various emotions impacted Xie Jinxi's consciousness, and large chunks of memories that did not belong to him broke into his mind.

Muta reappeared behind Xie Jinxi, and then the trees and Xie Jinxi's cover absorbed the yin energy on him.

A black shadow disappeared from Xie Jinxi's body, another black shadow landed and swooped towards Xie Jinxi, followed by two, three...

Xie Jinxi is the same as the previous snake wu Lu Si. After starting to empathize, if the distance between him and other resentful spirits is too close, it is easy to attract the surrounding resentful spirits to pounce on him.

This is the first time that Xie Jinxi has experienced empathy with multiple resentful souls. His consciousness seems to have been torn into several parts, wrapped in the emotions and memories of different resentful souls, and forced to experience their experiences before death at the same time.

Xie Jinxi's body began to tremble extremely frequently, the pupils of her eyes gradually turned pitch black, and the whites of her eyes became paler.

Muta clung to his back and buried his face on his back. The blood curse on his arm slowly climbed up to his shoulder.

The abnormality in Xie Jinxi's pupils dissipated, and then he regained control of his body and stopped trembling.

On the trees in the green belt in front of the wall, the row of hanging black shadows had all disappeared.

so far so good……

Fortunately, these black shadows were all students before they were alive, their lives were basically the same, and the cause of death was also basically the same, so although Xie Jinxi's consciousness was torn apart and experienced several periods of empathy at the same time, they did not have any major conflicts with each other.

This experience made Xie Jinxi's heart tremble.

If he empathizes with many resentful souls at the same time, his consciousness will inevitably experience multiple pre-death experiences at the same time. If these experiences have great conflicts with each other, then he is likely to face the risk of schizophrenia.

If it is serious, his soul will be torn into several parts, which in turn will be swallowed by those resentful souls.

At the same time, those resentful souls filled his body, and they would try to break free from the shackles of his blood and body, manifested in the body by growing different human faces on the surface of the body.

Fortunately, these black shadows absorbed by Xie Jinxi this time are only made up of resentment and Yin Qi. Their real soul cores are still under the control of the school, and Muta helps to share the absorption.

The form of the snake wu Lusi is a lesson for him, Xie Jinxi never wants to reduce himself to that.

"Do you want to continue?" Muta asked him.

Xie Jinxi gritted her teeth and said, "Continue, there are still things in the lake and in the gymnasium, hurry up, we have to solve as many as possible before the evening self-study starts."

Speaking of Xie Jinxi, he walked towards the playground. He first went to the third floor of the gymnasium by familiarizing himself with the way. The third floor of the gymnasium still looked like the adobe room.

The moment Xie Jinxi stepped into the third floor, a pair of blood-red footprints suddenly appeared in front of Xie Jinxi, with the toe of his shoe against the toe of his shoe, as if an invisible existence was sticking to Xie Jinxi face to face.

An invisible force enveloped him, driving Xie Jinxi to walk towards the window.

Xie Jinxi didn't retreat or panic, but quickly reached out and touched in front of her.

The empathy begins again, only this time the other person's thoughts and feelings are much more complex.

The other party was a male student. When the anomaly in the school became more obvious, he conspired with all the other students to escape from the school. Their goal was the fence behind the teaching building.

But one of them told the teacher about it, and they were hanged on the tree in front of the wall, and because he had a good relationship with the whistleblower, the other party concealed his participation, let him escape.

He asked the other party why he told the teacher, why did he do this?

The other party just replied as a matter of course: "I did the right thing. Shouldn't students study in the school? It's against the rules to leave the school without permission. Why do you do something against the rules with them? Ask me in turn?"

He watched the other party speechless for a while, and sadness filled his heart.

What made him decide to jump down from the gymnasium was not the school's weird rules. Once he failed, he would have another chance to try again, but his friend made him understand one thing...

It may not be the school or certain rules that trap them, but themselves who agree with and support unreasonable rules.

This is so desperate, even if their bodies can really climb over the wall and escape from this school, their consciousness has been changed by the rules, and the ringing of the bell will never end and will ring for the rest of their lives.

This despair overwhelmed him, and he stepped onto the third floor of the gymnasium where there was no one there, opened the window and looked at the blue sky... imagining himself turning into a bird.

Feeling interrupted by Muta here, Xie Jinxi lowered her head, still immersed in the sadness and despair just now.

When he was here before, the caller was called "my friend, my classmate" in the red paint. Isn't this sad?

"Mutta, why did you join the army when you were in college? Did you also want to escape from school?"

"No, it's not. It's just the enthusiasm to serve the motherland and the desire to try different paths. It's not that there is anything wrong with the school. It's just that there are more than one path in life. You have to try to understand which one is more suitable for you."

Xie Jinxi stood there for a while, broke free from the empathy, smiled, and said, "That's right."

"Like me, I am the beneficiary of this system. For many people, going to school is indeed a flat shortcut. Like me, I went from kindergarten to university, and then to graduate school and Ph.D. This is a smooth road, and I just walked it step by step."

"But in reality, basically every once in a while, you can hear rumors of someone who dropped out of school due to depression, or someone who had serious psychological problems and chose to end his life."

"Walking on a road, no one knows if there are any traps or potholes on this road. Most people just see that this road is a shortcut and a smooth one, so they all walk on this road. The scenery blinds my eyes, and I feel that if I don’t take this road, there is no other way to go in life.”

"People like me often say, why are you still studying at the age of 27? What's the use of reading so many books? Isn't it good to make money? But what I want is not just money. Money is just a means to make my life more comfortable. But the purpose or meaning of my life is not just to make money."

"I know what I want very well, but more people don't. Although the broad road is in front of us, it doesn't mean that there is only one way to go in life. The shortcut and smooth road in the eyes of the world may be a dead end for me; In the eyes of the world, the rough and rugged path, I may be willing to go all the way forward.”

"Just like you, you have to try to understand. Sometimes, when you find the path you want to take, even though you are poor, throw your life away, and die of illness, you don't regret it."

Thinking about it now, Xie Jinxi is more grateful to his parents for their wisdom and enlightenment. Maybe they both chose different paths, different ways of living, and even chose a marriage model that is not so suitable in the eyes of the world, but they set an example and used them. Xie Jinxi and his sister Xie Hexi demonstrated how to live their lives with their wisdom and enlightenment.

"So be wary of being assimilated, and don't be swayed by the consciousness of others. If you are in it, you can't see the way out, but if you jump out, you will see the way to escape."

Xie Jinxi felt the sarcasm: "It's really funny, is 'He' trying to tell us these missionaries? Using death and fear, blood and resentment?"

Xie Jinxi shook her head while talking, then turned and walked down the stairs to the lake.

"Let's go, go and solve the rest."

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