I'm jealous, but I don't say

Chen Xing took Chi Ye's suitcase from the servant and strode after him. Seeing that he was in a trance, no matter what he said, he didn't seem to listen.

"It's too late, you go home with me first, okay?" As soon as Chen Xing grasped Chi Ye's wrist, his eyes were full of worry, his tone was obviously gentle, but there was a bit of unquestionable domineering.

Just now, Chen Xing left a message, and the taxi was waiting at the door.He opened the door, placed Chi Ye in the back seat, put his suitcase away, and sat on the other side.

"Master, go to xxx." Chen Xing reported the address.

Chi Ye, who always had a smile on his face, seemed to be a different person at this moment. He didn't say a word, let others arrange him, his eyes fell on an unknown place, and he was in a daze, with an expression of indescribable sadness.

Chen Xing usually doesn't talk much, and he is not good at comforting others. He is very anxious, but he doesn't know what to say, and he seems a little at a loss for a while.

The driver drove the car out and glanced at the two curiously through the rearview mirror.Seeing that neither of them spoke, and their faces were still ugly, thinking of Chen Xing's car chase just now, he thought it was a quarrel between the young couple.

In order to ease the atmosphere, the driver turned on the radio in the car, and the sound of beautiful music streamed out slowly.

The familiar notes and soothing rhythm slid across Chi Ye's devastated heart like flowing water in the mountains, calming his chaotic mind a little.

Chen Xing watched Chi Ye slowly close his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, his body was leaning rigidly against the seat, the dark night outside the window enveloped him, as if he was going to swallow him up, he had no reason in his heart There was a panic in the ground, and she subconsciously reached out to wrap Chi Ye's shoulders and brought him into her arms.

Feeling the heartbeat from Chen Xing's broad and warm chest, calm and powerful, the most solid support in the world, when he needed it most, appeared at the darkest moment of his life, Chi Ye's eyes suddenly became sour, and the grievance in his heart And sadness came to my heart in an instant.

But he didn't want Chen Xing to see him in a mess, so he held back his tears, but they didn't fall.Chen Xing's embrace made people feel at ease, and people couldn't help being greedy, almost out of instinct, Chi Ye took the initiative to lean into his arms, and his tense body slowly relaxed.

Seeing Chi Ye leaning over on his own initiative, Chen Xing didn't expect it at all, his heart hung up, and he froze there, not daring to move, for fear that if he moved, Chi Ye would feel uncomfortable.

Before he knew it, Chen Xing kept the same posture so stupidly, and persisted for more than half an hour without moving, before the taxi finally stopped.

Chen Xing took Chi Ye to the place where he lived. It was a small high-rise building with three bedrooms and one living room.

Although no one has lived in it for a long time, the house is cleaned every week, and the supplies in the room are all available.

Chen Xing took a new set of toiletries, checked the water temperature of the shower thoughtfully, and said softly, "Here are the things for you, you take a shower first."

Chi Ye silently took the things Chen Xing handed over, turned around and walked inside, even forgetting to close the door, obviously a little distracted.

Seeing his poor condition, Chen Xing couldn't help but feel distressed, but he didn't know how to help him. After staring at his lonely back for several seconds, he reluctantly closed the door for him.

Chi Ye stood under the warm water in a daze, his whole soul was in a trance, his mood was even more chaotic, like a movie playing in his mind, scenes of the past flashed past.

When I was young, my parents were very busy, and business trips were commonplace.Even if he doesn't go on business occasionally, he still can't see his parents who are so busy that they don't touch the ground for several days.

But in his memory, no matter how busy or tired his parents are, every time they make time to spend time with him, even if they are in a hurry, the family is happy.

Later, they moved into the villa, and the mother gave up her career and concentrated on taking care of him at home.

His mother could be by his side every day, during that time, he would wake up with a smile from his happy dreams.

But I don't know when, my father's work has become more and more busy.Even if they lived under the same roof, the number of times he saw his father became very few.

Gradually, it seemed that only he and his mother were left in that family.

Although, every time his father appeared, he would buy him a lot of fun, novel, and valuable things, but he never saw his father and mother talking endlessly like he did when he was a child. Where is the laughter.

The more they act respectfully in front of him, the more he can feel that the relationship between his parents has become more and more tense, and even from the original lovers, he has become more and more like two strangers, but he I always naively thought that as long as no one pierced the window paper, they would still be an enviable and happy family of three.

I don't know how long it took, there was a sudden and restrained knock on the door outside, and then, Chen Xing's deep voice came through the hazy water mist, "Chi Ye, are you done washing? I ordered takeaway, it's already Delivered."

Chi Ye seemed to have just woken up from a big dream, the glistening drops of water on his face didn't know whether it was tears or water.

Chen Xing frowned, hesitating whether to keep knocking on the door. Chi Ye had been inside alone for more than half an hour, which was really worrying.At this moment, the sound of rushing water stopped suddenly, and Chen Xing couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

After a while, the door of the bathroom opened, and Chi Ye walked out silently like a soulless walking corpse.

Seeing that his hair was still wet, and worried that he had caught a cold, Chen Xing suggested subconsciously, "I'll help you dry your hair first."

However, Chi Ye didn't seem to hear what he said, walked to the sofa with his slippers on, and sat there blankly, lost in thought.

Chen Xing secretly sighed in his heart, took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, and walked behind Chi Ye.

He first dried the water droplets on Chi Ye's hair with a soft absorbent towel, then turned on the hair dryer, carefully adjusted the temperature, and inserted his slender fingers between his smooth hair, like tending to the most precious musical instrument in the world , Chen Xing was extraordinarily gentle and patient.

He had no other thoughts at first, but gradually, he realized how intimate the blow-drying is.

Seeing Chi Ye's soft hair wrapped around his fingertips and blown by the warm wind, Chen Xing's heartbeat accelerated somewhat uncontrollably.

When Chi Ye was the saddest, he was still thinking about these messy things.Chen Xing felt that it shouldn't be, so he cursed himself in his heart, took several deep breaths in a row, calmed down, and forced himself not to think about it.

Chi Ye has been immersed in complicated thoughts, and it is difficult to get away, but he doesn't know that the heating in the room is too high, and because of the hot air blowing from the hair dryer, he gradually feels a strange feeling somewhere in his heart that is faintly restless.

"Chen, it's fine." Just as Chen Xing was trying to keep himself calm, Chi Ye suddenly raised his hand to hold down his hand that was stroking his hair, his usual clear voice was a little hoarse at this moment.

Seeing that his hair was almost dry, Chen Xing put away the hair dryer and moved the takeaway from the dining table to the coffee table.

"Here, your favorite seafood and vegetable porridge." Chen Xing handed the hot porridge to Chi Ye.

After sitting on the plane for more than ten hours, Chen Xing ordered a lot of his favorite food according to Chi Ye's taste.

But Chi Ye couldn't eat it at all, he shook his head silently.

"Eat a little bit, okay?" Chen Xing frowned, with concern hidden in his eyes, and his tone was gentle as if he was coaxing a child.

Chi Ye didn't want to worry his friend, but he really had no appetite, so he said in a hoarse voice, "Chen, I want to go to sleep."

Chen Xing knew that he was not feeling well, so he didn't force him anymore, and took him to the room. The bedding on the bed was all he had just packed.

Seeing Chi Ye lying down obediently and closing his eyes, Chen Xing hesitated for a moment, his voice tense: "Let me stay here with you tonight, okay?"

Chi Ye felt that he was in a mess now and wanted to be alone, but he couldn't help but feel sad and wronged in his heart. Thinking of just now in the taxi, there was such a person who was willing to accompany him, and he didn't have to do or say anything. As long as he is by his side, he will feel that he is not alone in this world, and he will feel better in his heart.

Chi Ye gave a faint "um", slowly opened his eyes to look at Chen Xing, and said seriously: "Chen, thank you."

Chen Xing's heart skipped a beat because of his pure eyes. In fact, he and Chi Ye haven't known each other for a long time. Most of the time they communicate through the Internet, and the content of the chat is basically related to music.

All along, he clearly knew that Chi Ye regarded him as a friend with the same goals in his career, but whether this friend could enter his life or not, he still had no idea.

But now, Chi Ye is willing to let him stay with him, which shows that he not only regards him as a business friend.

"You rest first, I'll take a shower." Chen Xing tried his best to restrain himself, seeing Chi Ye closed his eyes again, and turned off the light for him before going out.

After a while, Chen Xing tidied up. With anxiety and excitement, he tiptoed to the other side of the bed by the faint moonlight coming in from the window, gently lifted the corner of the quilt, and lay down carefully. .

Chi Ye didn't fall asleep, the past was like a mirror that was suddenly shattered, and the messy fragments of memories kept filling his mind, as if he was having a nightmare from which he couldn't wake up, with a big stone on his heart, It made him a little breathless.

Although Chen Xing's movements were very light, but maybe it was because of the dead of night, he could even clearly feel that Chen Xing took a few deep breaths with great restraint.

Chen Xing was as quiet as if he didn't exist, but Chi Ye knew that in this silent night, in this empty world, there was such a person who was always by his side, and he felt a little comforted in his heart.