I'm jealous, but I don't say

At the same time, in Xishan Sanatorium, Dr. Zhang brought Shen Song into a room.

Seeing him go in, Dr. Zhang silently backed out and closed the door behind him.

The room is not big, with two bedrooms and one living room, and the north and south are transparent. The decoration style is the typical decoration style of family buildings in northern cities in the last century. There are TVs, tea tables, tables and chairs, a room full of old-fashioned furniture, and a thick stack of books on the desk. At first glance, it seems that they are all works related to physics.

Shen Song recognized at a glance that this place was very similar to the home that their family of three used to live in, even the placement of the furniture was exactly the same.

Hearing the sound, Shen Hongcheng pressed the wheelchair and turned around slowly.

A few meters away, Shen Song met his father's eyes unexpectedly.

Suddenly, he seemed to see the happy family of three many years ago through time and space.

But, in his impression, his father is so tall that he needs to look up, his shoulders are so broad that he can be easily put on his neck, his eyes are always shining eagerly, Fascinating.

But now, the father in his memory was slumped in a wheelchair, with gray hairs on his temples, and even his eyes became dull.

At this moment, Shen Song's eyes suddenly became sour, and tears blurred his eyes, but he endured and did not fall.

"Son, don't cry." Shen Hongcheng also had tears in his eyes, and his slightly trembling tone was full of anxiety.

Shen Song clenched his fists, forced himself to endure the soreness in his heart, and deliberately said in a cold voice: "Since you have left us for 12 years, then you should live a good life that everyone envies. But , why, why did you make yourself into what you are now!"

At the end, Shen Song's voice trembled to the point where he could barely speak.

Seeing this, Shen Hongcheng immediately panicked, pressed the wheelchair in a hurry, rushed over, and hugged Shen Song.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." When Shen Hongcheng got excited, his thoughts were a little confused, like a child who had done something wrong, he couldn't stop saying sorry, his articulation was a little unclear, and tears fell down inadvertently Time splashed onto the back of Shen Song's hand, as if boiling oil had slid by, scorching his heart.

"Why do you say sorry." Shen Song didn't hug him, nor pushed him away, tears fell silently, his voice was almost numb and cold, "Compared to saying sorry, shouldn't you give me and my mother an explanation."

Shen Hongcheng suddenly stopped talking, and stood there in a daze. After a long delay, he calmed down from the chaotic emotions.

Once, he naively thought that as long as he didn't see his son and didn't let him know the dirty things in the past, his son would be safe and sound.

It wasn't until yesterday, when Gu Chengye called and told him that Shen Song had been calculated by others in the past few days, that he realized that there are some things that he didn't want to turn over, and others would just let it go.

Shen Hongcheng slowly let go of Shen Song, stepped back for a distance, looked up into his eyes, and his rationality gradually returned, "Song'er, I am not a qualified father, but my greatest wish is that you can be safe and sound, I don't want you to be involved in the intrigue of the Shen family, even if you misunderstand me, I don't care. But obviously, this is already impossible. Fortunately, you have that child Cheng Ye by your side. "

Shen Song didn't speak, quietly waiting for his next words.

Shen Hongcheng paused for a long time, regained his strength, and then continued: "Right now, whether I say it or not, I can't protect you completely. But since you have decided to take the road against the Shen family, what happened in the past, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

Every time he said a few words, he had to pause for a while, and his breath was so vain that people couldn't help but worry that he would die at any time.

Shen Song silently clenched his fists, turned around and poured him a glass of water without saying a word.

Everywhere here is so familiar that he can find where things are placed with his eyes closed.

Shen Hongcheng took the water glass, with a faint smile on his pale face, he didn't look at Shen Song, his gaze fell into the void, and his thoughts fell into distant memories.

"I met your mother when we were studying abroad. She is very gentle and delicate, but there is an unconvinced fighting spirit in her bones. At that time, I often saw her staying alone in the library until the early morning, as if she would never tire .”

"At that time, the foreign environment was not friendly to Chinese people, and it often happened that Chinese people were bullied. Because of physical differences, and because everyone was in a foreign country, they didn't dare to meddle in their own business, only your mother."

"I saw with my own eyes that your mother stepped forward to face three tall and strong foreign men, trying hard to protect a shivering little girl."

"Actually, she was terrified at the time, and she knew that it was a reckless act for her to rush forward. But she said that if she stood up, that girl might still have a chance. If she walked away indifferently, that girl Your life could be ruined."

"It was at that time that I couldn't help falling in love with her."

"Those years in Cambridge were the happiest time with her."

"However, this happiness is so short-lived."

"After graduation, my father asked me to join the company to help him, and arranged a marriage for me. I didn't want to manage the company, and I didn't want to marry the person he arranged. It's a pity that I was too naive at the time, thinking that I should reason with my parents , they will understand me."

"In the end, all I got in exchange was naked/naked/naked threats. They threatened me with your mother's future and life. Your mother suffered so much before she came out of the mountains. I can't selfishly let the Shen family destroy her .”

"So, I compromised. I endured the heartache and broke up with her."

"I obeyed their arrangements obediently, and even completed the wedding in front of everyone."

"I thought I made an agreement with that girl that this is just a business marriage, and I can respect each other and play the wealthy couple they want."

"It wasn't until the night of the wedding day that I found out that the girl and I had been drugged and locked in the same room. At that time, I belatedly realized that they never regarded me as an independent From the perspective of others, I am just a doll in their hands, at their mercy."

Hearing this, Shen Song couldn't help clenching his back molars.

Because of his personal experience, he knew better than anyone else how powerful the medicine was, and he hated the Shen family even more in his heart.

However, Shen Song didn't interrupt him, and heard him continue: "Early the next morning, I ran out of that house in a hurry without even packing my luggage."

"At that time, I was only in my 20s, and I couldn't hold back my emotions. Being calculated by my family, I was very angry and wronged. In addition, I missed your mother for days, so I couldn't care about the harm I did to your mother. ran to her."

"Fortunately, after I told everything, your mother forgave me."

"It's just that, since then, we have embarked on a life of exile. Your mother even quit her job as a university lecturer and followed me around."

"Later, with the help of our seniors, we settled down in the remote Jiashi and lived a stable life for a few years. It was at that time that your mother conceived you."

"However, the good times didn't last long. When you were five years old, the Shen family came to the door again. Just when we were about to take you to flee, the eldest sister Shen Hongman told me that my father died of a sudden illness."

"She said that she came here specially and just wanted me to go back to the funeral. Five or six years have passed, and my mother has no intention of pursuing anything. Even in the past few years when I left, my mother has always been in front of outsiders. Help me carry around. My mother now only hopes that I will not be an unfilial son, leaving outsiders with a reason to criticize the Shen family."

"After thinking about it all night, your mother and I chose to believe her. Before leaving, I promised you mother and son again and again that I would go back as soon as possible."

"Unfortunately, I can't help myself. After my father's funeral, I packed up my things and prepared to go back. My mother, who was still emotionally unstable, stopped me and begged me to stay, crying bitterly."

"At that time, my father had just passed away, and the huge company of the Shen Group suddenly lost its backbone. It was like a building that was about to collapse, and it was in a precarious situation, precarious."

"I softened my heart and promised her to stay for a while longer and help her stabilize the situation of the group before leaving. However, this stay lasted for several years, and the return was delayed again and again."

"Seeing that the group is on the right track and thriving, I made up my mind to leave. However, my mother suddenly turned her back. She accused me of disregarding family affection and family honor for a woman."

"I couldn't reason with her. Hearing her baseless accusations, I became even more chilled. At that time, all my unrealistic fantasies about the Shen family were completely shattered, and I wanted to follow the previous practice and leave without saying goodbye."

Shen Hongcheng suddenly sighed heavily, "Maybe it's good fortune, I rushed out of the house recklessly, and before I even got to the airport, there was a car accident, step by step I became the person I am now. look."

Before Shen Hongcheng finished speaking, Shen Song suddenly stepped forward and hugged him, the tears could not stop rolling in his eyes, but he tried not to let them fall, his voice choked, "Dad, I'm sorry, I should have come to you long ago. "

My father used to be rich and handsome, but now he is emaciated and ugly. Now he is wearing a thick cotton coat, and he can vaguely feel the protruding bones.

Shen Hongcheng was startled for a moment, then embraced Shen Song with trembling hands, tears streaming down his face in an instant, "Good boy, don't cry, don't cry."

Shen Hongcheng was born in a wealthy family, with top-notch knowledge and character. He is the pride of heaven in everyone's mouth. It is conceivable how proud he is in his bones.

At the age of more than 30, it was the best time to start a business in his life, but his pride was completely destroyed, and he was paralyzed in a wheelchair all day like a disabled person, unable to take care of himself.

And the reason why he lingers on until now is because he still has a small wish buried in his heart. Before leaving this world, he wants to see his loved one and his son again.

After a long time, the silent choking gradually subsided, Shen Hongcheng hung his heart, and asked cautiously: "You, your mother, is she okay?"

Hearing this, Shen Song closed his eyes suddenly, and tried his best to suppress the burst of pain in his heart. He couldn't bear to tell his father the cruel fact, and said: "Mother, she saved two children who fell into the water. A brave hero."

Shen Hongcheng was stunned, tears streaming down his face, and his shoulders shook violently.

Shen Song hugged him even tighter, comforting him and said: "Dad, our family once said that we would always support each other's decision. You know Mom best, this is the choice she will definitely make, even if she is early I expected the worst consequences, and I will not regret it."

After a long time, Shen Hongcheng gradually calmed down. He wiped away his tears with some difficulty, and smiled bitterly, "Yes, this is your mother. After so many years, she has never changed."

Ever since he got into a car accident, he has become more and more involuntary. Wanting to see the person he loves is an extravagant wish.But I never thought that such extravagant hope would become an unattainable dream after all.

But it doesn't matter, he thinks he will be with her soon.