I'm jealous, but I don't say

"Junshan."

Chen Junshan was so nervous that he didn't even notice that someone was coming, until a familiar voice came, which woke him up from his anxiety.

Chen Junshan suddenly turned his head and saw the person who was thinking about it day and night.

Even though he was already mentally prepared, he still couldn't help feeling extremely sad the moment he saw Shen Xi.

The ice and snow goddess who used to step on thin ice skates, jump and dance lightly, is now sitting in a wheelchair, looking up at him, her brows are slightly frowned like a knot that will never be untied.

Looking at Chen Junshan's face, shock, despair, pain, and disbelief flashed across... Shen Xi suddenly felt a sharp pain in his heart, and the sharp knife that was always hanging in front of his eyes finally stabbed him without hesitation. To the softest place in her heart, blood was dripping in the blink of an eye.

On the rainy night when Chen Junshan confessed to her, everything was too sudden, just like the sudden rainstorm on that summer night, people were caught off guard and unprepared.

At that time, her brain seemed to be down, and she couldn't think for a while, so she went home in a daze.

After tossing and turning all night, her tired body, extremely excited nerves, and all kinds of unusual signs finally gave her a sense of reality.

In fact, not long after she and Chen Junshan became friends, the old lady learned about it from the driver. She once severely warned her that she was not allowed to associate with people of Chen Junshan's class, and she was not even allowed to say a few words.

She did not approve of the feudal class theory of the old lady, and continued to communicate with Chen Junshan secretly, but became more cautious and more concealed.

However, the joy of being confessed by someone she likes took the initiative to go to her head.

At that moment, she completely forgot the old lady's warning, and even disobeyed the old lady when she wanted to prevent her from going out.

For the first time in her life, she quarreled willfully with the old lady, and expressed her true inner thoughts. Instigated by anger, she even mentioned her father for the first time.

The marriage of her parents was the result of the old lady's single-handed matchmaking, but forcibly breaking up her father's marriage and binding two people who didn't love each other together, what would be the result?

The old lady wanted benevolence, and personally ruined her best and most valued child. Since she was a child, she was no different from a child without a father, and her mother was depressed every day.

The old lady didn't know whether she was angered by her unexpected resistance and disobedience, or was hit by some of her words. In short, the old lady must have been stunned. People actually forgot to send someone to take her back.

She got into a taxi and went straight to the skating rink, her heart beating violently along the way.

Unexpectedly, the road was blocked.

At that time, she was out of her mind, and she felt unspeakably happy because she said what she had never dared to say in her heart, but also felt a wave of fear because the object of her resistance was such an unchallenged majestic existence.

The small space in the taxi and the sense of stagnation in the traffic flow all made people extremely anxious. She couldn't bear it. She pushed open the door and jumped out of the taxi. She lifted her skirt and ran to the skating rink. The breeze from the running hit her Her face slightly eased the extreme anxiety in her heart.

But at this moment, there was a piercing sound of brakes, and before she had time to see clearly what happened, she saw a small truck that was out of control and hit her directly...

When she woke up, the whole world seemed to have changed.

She lost feeling in her legs, and the aunts and uncles she once trusted the most pretended to comfort her a few words, followed by education and criticism.

You shouldn't disobey the old lady.

Only her mother, shed tears all day long.

Later, she was discharged from the hospital.

Aunt Shen Hongman returned the phone to her, and told her meaningfully: "You will definitely not be able to go to school in this state, and that boy will soon study abroad with the school's support. The two of you There will be no more intersections. So, what you should do and what you should not do, you should know in your heart."

To her, these words are naked/naked/naked threats.

He threatened her with Chen Junshan's future.

She knew it was a threat, but she had nothing to do, she dared not, let alone bet on Chen Junshan's future, a bet that would lose.

In those days, she read the long messages sent by Chen Junshan over and over again every night, feeling warm and silly, and felt that it was enough.

Until Shen Song brought the letter.

Chen Junshan's persistence was beyond her imagination.

But now, not only her legs are disabled, but also her heart is broken, which will only become a drag. The Shen family's unshakable status and psychological distortion will destroy his life in an instant.

Therefore, she had to let him give up and live his own life.

After the sharp pain, there is deep numbness.Shen Xi clenched his palms tightly, trying to appear indifferent, "Now you've seen it all, I'm paralyzed and I can't stand up anymore. The girl you once liked who loves figure skating and dancing is in her The moment you lose your legs, you are dead."

Chen Junshan pinched himself hard and forced himself to calm down.He walked in front of Shen Xi with stiff legs, his voice trembled faintly, but he was so firm.

"It is undeniable that at first I was indeed attracted by your light and elegant figure when skating, but after becoming friends with you, I found that I liked the feeling of being with you more than your dancing posture. Your character, Both talent and temperament fascinate me."

"Dancing and figure skating are the careers you love. Because I like you, I support and like your career. In the future, no matter whether you can stand up or not, it will not affect the fact that I like you."

"I didn't come here to listen to you." Shen Xi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't even dare to look directly into his sincere eyes. He turned his eyes away, stabilized his voice, and forced himself to say the cruelest reason: "You are just an ordinary person. You have to rely on the support of the Shen family to go to school, and you have to work part-time during winter and summer vacations to support yourself. From this point of view, you are not even as good as a child from an ordinary family, and I am from the Shen family. I am not like you... "

"Did the Shen family treat you very badly?" Chen Junshan interrupted her with a low and urgent tone, "What you said before and what you say now have two completely opposite meanings. Don't tell me, people will change. Yes. If I don't even trust you like that, I don't deserve to like you at all."

Shen Xi was silent, for a moment he didn't know whether this trust was good or bad.

Chen Junshan calmly analyzed and said: "After your accident, what the Shen family didn't think about was how to do their best to cure you, but to find Shen Song to marry you for the first time. Judging from today's posture, they not only don't allow you to go out, Even watching you. Shen Xi, please tell me the truth, is your car accident related to the Shen family and me. "

In the end, Chen Junshan's voice trembled uncontrollably, because it was a terrible conjecture, but it lingered in his mind for a long time.

Shen Xi was stunned, she never expected that Chen Junshan's news was so ill-informed, yet she could guess this step.

It's just that whether her car accident has anything to do with the Shen family, even she herself is just guessing.

Back then, her father resolutely wanted to leave and return to his and Shen Song's mother's small home. The old lady gave the entire Shen Group herself, just to keep him, but he remained indifferent.The old lady was very angry and lost her temper. Everyone in the family was affected by the old lady's anger.For a long time, no one in the family even dared to speak aloud.

In her memory, that was the biggest temper the old lady had ever lost.

On the day his father left, an accident happened. A car accident left him in a coma for two full years. After waking up, he could hardly move his whole body, and even became very mentally disturbed.

The perpetrator of the car accident was finally found to be fatigued driving, and the driver who hit her was also fatigued driving. He worked for dozens of hours and was said to have drunk the night before.

However, recalling the scene at that time, Shen Xi and the perpetrator looked at each other through the glass. The man did not seem to be in the slightest daze, and even gave people a feeling that he was aiming at her.

The fierceness in the man's eyes made Shen Xi dare not recall that painful memory.

Hearing that Chen Junshan was suspicious of the Shen family, for fear that he would do something irrational, Shen Xi was so frightened that he quickly denied it and said: "You think too much. It's just an accident."

Chen Junshan was silent for a moment, then slowly squatted down, leaned close to Shen Xi's legs, looked directly into her eyes, and said firmly: "No matter how things happened, I always believe that there must be a way in this world to cure you. Good for your legs, even if they can't recover, there must be hope for you to stand up again."

While talking, he took out a piece of paper from his pocket, handed it to Shen Xi, and said calmly: "I submitted an application to the school to change my major, and the school was moved by our story, and has already agreed for me to study medicine."

Shen Xi's eyes widened in shock, with mixed feelings in his heart, he seemed to have lost his ability to speak for a moment.

Since her accident, the Shen family has been busy maintaining their relationship with the Gu family and maintaining their own face, and they have shown little or no false concern for her.

Not to mention, think of ways to give her a chance to stand up again.

It seemed to her that she had been abandoned by everyone, not even herself.

Chen Junshan plucked up his courage, gently held Shen Xi's tightly clenched hand, and said in an extremely gentle tone: "Please believe me, no matter what you become, I will always walk with you. So, please Don't reject me for any reason other than not liking me, okay?"

Shen Xi looked down at the resolute gaze of the man squatting in front of her. He may not have such an outstanding appearance, nor such a glorious family background, but he has a rare heart, and he has more than just a heart. sincere.

Shen Xi suddenly felt his whole body calmed down. The restlessness, uneasiness, fear, and doubts of the past six months... all disappeared at this moment.

She slowly loosened her clenched hand, placed it in his palm, and nodded slightly.