Jiang She knew she was coming.But it wasn't until he heard her voice that he really felt relieved.Immediately, I felt ridiculous again, what is there to rest assured?After today, it will be a real difference.

She waited to open the door, but closed the window first, thinking that she would always be impatient, but Qin Caisang was very well behaved, just stood outside the door and waited obediently, when she saw her, she smiled and turned to her Stretching out a hand, his expression was bewildered, but somewhat silly.

Jiang She couldn't help being slightly taken aback, and soon realized that she smelled heavily of alcohol, was she drunk?After hesitating for a while, he still pulled her into the room, and just closed the door with the other hand, she threw herself on the door, pulled out both hands to wrap around her waist, lowered her body a little, raised her head with a naive expression on her face. Looking at her, "A Ling, don't you want me anymore?"

That appearance was really aggrieved and pitiful, as if she said yes, she was about to burst into tears immediately, it made her feel a pain in her heart.She knew that she had hurt her heart, so no matter how much she blamed, she was willing to bear it, but the current situation was completely different from what she had imagined. It's not easy not to hold her in your arms and persuade her tenderly, how can you say a word of refusal?

But she didn't answer, but Qin Caisang seemed to understand something, sniffled, "You don't want me anymore, do you? Why? Is it because I left then? I don't want to leave either, but I like I'm afraid, I'm afraid that you never thought of being with me forever, I'm afraid that one day you really choose someone else... I don't understand, you said you would give me anything, but why wouldn't you give me yours? Where is your heart?"

She hugged her so tightly, as if she was afraid that she would disappear after letting go, maybe she was very drunk, and her words were different from the past, vague, and with a wronged nasal sound, but the two were too close , Every word hit her heart.

Jiang She felt pain in his heart, so he could only force a smile and said, "You're drunk, sleep for a while, and we'll talk about it when you wake up, okay?"

"I'm not drunk, I'm so sober." Qin Caisang stood up a little bit, but still hugged her and refused to let go, her breath was blowing warmly in her ears, "Are you angry with me? What? I didn't tell you, but in front of so many people, I forced you to be the teacher's wife." After a pause, she suddenly giggled, "The teacher's wife, the teacher's wife... But I really like this title They don't even know that you have long been my leader's wife."

The fiery lips suddenly touched her neck, Jiang She couldn't help trembling, and turned his head to avoid it, but he didn't want the body in his arms to suddenly soften and slide down as soft as boneless, so she had no choice but to hug her, But the whole person was half kneeled down by her, and suddenly she stretched out her hand to hook her neck, and looked over with a smile, "You promised to wear the wedding dress for me to see, why did you go back on it? Forget it, after all, we have worshiped before." Lah! The wedding candle...the red candle is so bright."

Jiang She couldn't help frowning, it's still not dark, and the room is not always dark, she said such nonsense, presumably she was really drunk.After hesitating for a while, Da Heng finally hugged her to the bed, coaxing her softly, "Come on, let go, I'll get you a glass of water."

But she never let go, forcing her to avoid it, she had to look down at her, and saw her cheeks were flushed, her eyes were like stars, and she felt her heart beating wildly, and she closed her eyes in a hurry. eyes, she heard her laugh again, "Are you shy? You're always shy, but there's nothing to be shy about? Don't go, I've already had a glass of wine, I'm not thirsty. I know you want to touch me too yes, isn't it?"

Jiang She unknowingly guided her to touch it, and suddenly heard her humming softly as if she couldn't bear it. When she came back to her senses, her face was on fire, and she broke free with all her strength, sat up straight, Still panting.

I don't want to be surrounded by her arms again, startled immediately, and tried to break free, but only heard her softly sigh, "Don't hold back, okay? I can't bear it, I can't bear you like this. "

Don't...be patient?Jiang She couldn't help being startled, but Qin Caisang stopped talking, as if he was tired, and just leaned against her quietly.

Jiang She didn't dare to move. After a long time, he almost thought that she was sleepy and fell asleep, but suddenly felt something wet on his back, and it took him a while to realize that it was her tears.

She was really startled, stood up abruptly, and saw tears on her face, and looked at her unwillingly, "Why? I don't understand, why? Why do you always Do you want to endure? You leave room for others, but you refuse to leave room for yourself. It used to be, and it is now. I don’t want you to be like this, I don’t want you to be like this... Do you know, I don’t want you to be like this. Ale knows that the situation is not as good as others It’s time to show that you can’t, don’t you know? Why would you rather wrong yourself? If you don’t want me, just say you don’t want me. If you want me, then you just want me, can’t you?”

"People who don't care about you, why should they care about her? Wouldn't it be good to look at me more? You don't owe anyone... You are still messing around... Tell me, how do you know Cha Kebu? Why did she say , I thought you couldn't be a husband? And that... that kid who can't play the pipa, why do you protect him?"

"Don't be confused... Don't be confused, okay? There is no dynasty in this world that lasts forever. I'm not saying that you are bad... I just, I just can't get angry!"

"A-Ling, A-Ling, A-Ling, A-Ling, Ling-Ling...Lingling, can you take a look at me more?"

Her voice was very small, thin and broken, tossing and turning, like a kid throwing a tantrum.Jiang She had seen that doll in the busy market before, rolling on the street like no one else, and insisted that his mother buy colorful candies.Just like what she looks like now, but it's different, she doesn't love herself, she loves her.She didn't feel wronged, but was wronged for her.

She heard mixed feelings and was stunned for a long time before remembering to pass her a handkerchief.But Qin Caisang didn't care, so she had to sit next to her again, wiping her tears, and coaxing her like Lin Qingwu coaxed Azun, "I'm not wronged, it's because I'm not good enough for you. I'm too greedy." Yes, you...and Xinan, I want both. "

Seeing that she only had a pair of ignorant eyes open, she couldn't help sighing, but slowly said something in her heart, "I'm not as free and easy as you, it's ridiculous, I... can't let it go. I know it's meaningless, but I Still can't let go. It's very confused, right? Axian is not like me, so Axian can let go, right?"

"No!" Qin Caisang shook her head violently, "No, no...I won't let go...I won't let go..."

Jiang She was taken aback, "You..."

Before he could say anything more, Qin Caisang threw her whole body on the bed again, stared at her with tears still shining in his eyes, but said in a very stubborn tone: "I said I want you, I said It's not over yet." Slowly getting closer, he kissed her on the face and then on the lips.

Jiang She didn't struggle, just looked at her quietly, stretched out his hand to brush her loose hair behind her ears, and smiled silently.

Qin Caisang didn't continue to do it, and kissed her twice, then suddenly turned over and fell to the side, but her hands and feet were still holding her tightly.

Jiang She was stunned for a while, then carefully turned his head to look at her, but saw that she closed her eyes and fell asleep peacefully.She was stunned for a moment, before she came back to her senses, she stretched out her hand to poke her cheek lightly, only to complain softly, "Don't make trouble." .

Tried to get up but failed, just laying down with clothes on like this, seeing the sky getting darker and darker, listening to her light and even breathing, I thought I must not be able to fall asleep, how could I know that I was thinking nonsense After a while, he fell asleep in a daze.

The dream was still not stable, sometimes he took her by the hand and eloped when he gave up everything, sometimes the ancestors of the Jiang family coldly lowered the family law to deal with it, sometimes it was Ting Yun holding a faceless baby, who caught up with her and wanted to let her go. Call her mother.

Jiang She only felt that he might have woken up with a shock, and lay quietly for a while, still feeling lingering in his heart.When he was about to sit up, he realized that there was still an arm hanging on his body. It turned out that Qin Caisang was still asleep.

But when she made such a movement, she woke up immediately, looked at her with half-opened eyes, suddenly sat up suddenly, stretched out her hand and rubbed her eyes, her expression was clearly full of disbelief, "A Ling, I was here Are you dreaming?"

Jiang She didn't know how much she remembered from yesterday, so he shook his head cautiously.

Qin Caisang couldn't help but smiled, then frowned slightly after thinking of something, "Yesterday I... drank too much. It doesn't bother you, does it?"

Jiang She thought about her foolish appearance, afraid that if she thought about it, she would be ashamed, so she still shook her head, "No."

"Really?" Qin Caisang seemed a little disappointed, "The thing about yesterday...you didn't promise me." She seemed to wake up suddenly, and the smile on her face disappeared instantly.

Jiang She was startled, he always knew that he would never come back last night, "I'm sorry."

"What's wrong with me?" Qin Caisang snorted softly, "What's wrong with me? It's all on my own initiative, and it's my own fault."

Hearing her tone of resentment or anger, Jiang She didn't know what she meant, so he could only bite the bullet and explain, "Miss Qin..."

Qin Caisang glanced at her, "You still call me Master Qin."

Jiang She was at a loss for words for a moment, but couldn't help being even more surprised, she... She remembered it, why did she still seem to be as if nothing had happened?

I just heard her say: "Everyone says that little Bie is better than a newlywed, so don't you have anything to say to me?"

Jiang She came back to his senses, "I..."

Qin Caisang interrupted her again, "Jiang Ruling, even if you refuse to agree, you must give me a reason, otherwise... I won't give up."

Jiang She was silent for a while, "The blood of the Jiang family is weak, and now I am the only one alive, and I... have a duty to do it." It was hard to say it at first, but it was only at this moment that I felt calm.

She waited quietly for her reaction, and after a while, she nodded, "You really want a child."

Jiang She said: "Yes."

Qin Caisang said: "So you decided to want him instead of me, right?"

Jiang She admitted with difficulty, "...Yes."

"The blood of the Jiang family..." Qin Caisang said slowly, "It doesn't have to be your child."

Jiang She didn't expect her to be so peaceful, "Yes, but..."

Qin Caisang said: "Is there really no one else in your family?"

Jiang She shook his head, "My family is not very prosperous. In my father's generation, there are only two brothers left. In my generation, there are only two cousins. One died young and the other married to Lingnan. child and die."

Qin Caisang's eyes lit up, "The Lingnan Mountains are high and the roads are far away, and the sound and books are separated, so it may not be... But have you checked?"

Jiang She was about to nod, but finally shook his head somehow.

"That is to say, it's still possible." Qin Caisang's eyes lit up, "Can you give me time? Give me two years, is it too long? In that year, one and a half years, I will look for it, as long as I can If you find it, you...you are willing to be with me, aren't you?"

Jiang Sheming knew that it was a matter of little hope, but he couldn't help but nodded, "Three years, I'll wait for you for three years."

"I knew you were still thinking of me." Qin Caisang was all in good spirits, "Wait for me, wait for me." She quickly hugged her and jumped off the bed. bed, ran to the door and turned around again, "You must wait for me, okay?"

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