After kicking the scumbag, I had a relationship with his uncle.

The two finally got to the side of the car, Sheng Wen opened the door for Lu Xingyan, but Lu Xingyan still hugged his waist and did not let go.

"Don't you want to hold him all the time?" Lu Xingyan smiled, and deliberately moved closer to him, "You can't let go, or you'll get caught in the rain."

Sheng Wen couldn't hear the teasing in his tone, he was silent for a while, reached out and rubbed the back of his neck, and said in a helpless tone, "Don't make trouble."

In the end, Lu Xingyan was coaxed into the car.

In the car, Lu Xingyan looked at the dizzy mark on Sheng Wen's shoulder, took out a few pieces of paper and wiped it for him, "Don't be so stupid next time."

What is it like to let yourself get wet in the rain for nothing? Looking at the shrewd president of the Sheng family on weekdays, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like someone who would do such a thing around the corner.

"Yeah." Sheng Wen nodded cooperatively, quietly asked someone to wipe off the water on his body, and after the person finished wiping, he said, "I was negligent today, I should go up to find you."

Instead of calling Lu Xingyan to make people panic.He didn't even know how uncomfortable Lu Xingyan was in that situation, whether it was physically or mentally.

But when Lu Xingyan heard his words, his expression was a little strange, "Shengwen, although I don't like contact with people, you don't have to be so cautious."

Sheng Wen's cautious expression and tone made him sensitively aware that something was wrong, he was just squeezed in the crowd, Sheng Wen said something too serious, and today, Sheng Wen immediately helped him wear it. He took off his hat and cut himself off from the crowd, and the first question he asked was also uncomfortable.

Is it simply a guess that he doesn't like to be in contact with people?It's a bit unreasonable.

Moreover, recently, Sheng Wen checked in to meet him for dinner, even if he kept getting phone calls from work during the meal, he would still insist on staying with him for a while before leaving, as if to confirm his condition.

Was it discovered by others last time?He thought he was hiding it well...

Lu Xingyan lowered his head and asked softly, "Sheng Wen, do you know something?"

Does Sheng Wen know his illness? He is not simply insomnia, but has severe insomnia. When he is ill, he will be anxious or depressed like a neuropathy. He also has serious physical contact barriers, and he will feel nauseous when touched by others. Even their own relatives are no exception.

He's just pretending to be a normal person.

All these, all kinds of things, did Sheng Wen know?

But if he knew, why was he still so calm, meeting him for dinner and being intimate with him as usual, like these, are trivial things that don't matter.

Sheng Wen stopped fastening his seat belt, looked at Lu Xingyan with his head bowed deeply, his hands still wringing uneasily, his voice was so soft that it was barely audible, he couldn't help but frown.

He stretched out his hand to make Lu Xingyan look up, "You..."

When he saw Lu Xingyan's red eyes, he choked on his next words.

Lu Xingyan, why does he look so sad, as if he is about to be abandoned...

He unbuttoned the seat belt he had just buckled, leaned over, hugged him in his arms, rubbed his hair comfortingly, and coaxed, "What's wrong?"

"You haven't answered my question yet, do you know something?" Lu Xingyan's voice was hoarse and astringent, he tugged on Shengwen's clothes, and wrinkled the flat fabric with great strength, as if he wanted to grab it firmly Live something.

He knew that he was in a strange mood. He was smiling so happily just now, but suddenly he was worried and scared, full of uneasiness.

In fact, during this period of time, he has always felt very unreal, he was too carried away, and he didn't even want to explore whether he was saved by Sheng Mu many years ago.

He just wanted to maintain the status quo and live with Shengwen like this.He also tried his best to keep himself cute and cute, wearing cute clothes and hats, in order to make Shengwen like him more.

But now, Sheng Wen's performance made him panic for no reason.This peaceful appearance finally cracked a crack.

"No matter what, you will always be Lu Xingyan, that's enough." Sheng Wen didn't know why Lu Xingyan's mood fluctuated so much, so he could only try to keep his voice as soft as possible, "Others are not important."

"Why are these not important!" Lu Xingyan broke free from his embrace vigorously, his voice trembling, "I am not a normal person at all, what you see now is not the real me, if you knew, you would never treat me again so good!"

Just like Sheng Mu, the first moment he knew about his illness, he hated him, and then planned to use this as an excuse to blackmail him.

There is also Ye Yu, the relationship between the two is so good, but when they come together, there is always a certain distance between them. It is impossible for them to hook shoulders and shoulders between friends.

As for his relatives, his parents only thought that he was autistic and unwilling to communicate with the outside world, but they didn't know that every time his mother just shook his hand with concern, he would resist and feel uncomfortable physiologically. Over time, they would never touch him again. he.

As for Sheng Wen, if he knew these faults of his, no matter how special he was on the surface, it would be impossible for him to have no grudges.

Thinking of this, he gritted his teeth to stop the growing fear in his heart, and tried his best to calmly say: "Sheng Wen, if you have any ideas, you can tell me in advance, while it's still..."

[It was too late] Before he could say a few words, someone blocked his lips.

Sheng Wen was uncharacteristically passive, and forcefully stopped what he hadn't said, his movements had a taste of punishment, ruthless and fierce, the hand on the back of the head was so strong that Lu Xingyan felt that Sheng Wen wanted to eat him .

In the silent car, there are only the small sound of rain patting on the window and the faint sound of swallowing, occasionally mixed with someone's subtle sobbing...

When the two separated, Lu Xingyan's lips were abnormally red, and he was still panting. He softly grabbed the other party's collar, pinching a deep mark on the originally flat collar.

Sheng Wen raised his hand to wipe off the water stains on his lips, then pinched his chin, looked at each other, and said in a deep voice, "Have you calmed down?"

Lu Xingyan didn't dare to look him in the eyes, lowered his head and muttered: "Calm down..."

He was a little irrational just now.

"Then let me tell you again." Sheng Wen let go of the shackles on Lu Xingyan, looked at him, and paused every word, as if promising, "I don't have any ideas, what I thought before, what I think now, as for anything else, I don't care, all I care about is you."

"As for you, you are not allowed to have any messy thoughts. There is nothing that cannot be solved. You just need to stay by my side with peace of mind."

Lu Xingyan raised his head in a daze. He felt that Sheng Wen had emphasized to him many times that he was not allowed to leave his side. Among them, there was a faint hint of possessiveness, which made people's heart skip a beat.

"Am I important to you?" he asked.

Sheng Wen raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, with unclear meaning in his eyes, "What do you think? Do you think you are important to me?"

The question was thrown back intact, Lu Xingyan pursed his lips, and he already had an answer in his heart, "I have been with you for so long, I feel that you care about me very much, you should like me."

Or call it love.

Sheng Wen heard him say these words so calmly and objectively, like an outsider, curled up his fingers hanging by his side, turned his face away, stopped looking at Lu Xingyan, and put on his seat belt again, buckle it up, Only then did he speak, "So? Do you have any questions."

"I've always had a question that I'm curious about." Lu Xingyan stroked his lips, feeling a little swollen and tingling, and his eyes were even more puzzled, "Sheng Wen, why don't you want to touch me?"

Under his frequent invitations and even blatant seduction, Sheng Wen has been able to hold the last line without taking a step, at most, he just helped him once with his hands when he hooked hard.

He clearly saw that Sheng Wen was also thinking about it.

"I thought it was because we were not married." Lu Xingyan paused before continuing, "But now that we have obtained the certificate, you don't touch me."

This is the greatest anxiety in his heart. He feels that Sheng Wen seems to be worried about something all the time. Is it because of his illness?

Sheng Wen felt a little irritated when he saw the obviously dimmed expression of the other party. He couldn't help holding the steering wheel hard, looked at the rain in front of him, and said calmly and restrainedly, "Lu Xingyan, why do you want me to touch you?"

"What's the reason..." Lu Xingyan subconsciously replied, but facing Sheng Wen's sharp side face, he got stuck for a while, "I just want to get close to you..."

"You know that's not the answer I want." Sheng Wen tilted his head and looked at Lu Xingyan, who was a little confused, with an almost indifferent tone, "I don't want to take this step when you don't understand what you want, you know ?"

Lu Xingyan felt that he understood what Sheng Wen meant, and also vaguely knew what answer Sheng Wen wanted——

Sheng Wen wants to hear himself say that he loves him, because he likes him, because he loves him, so he wants to get closer to him.

He pursed his lips a few times, wanting to say something, but somehow he couldn't open his mouth. Now he could hardly tell whether his feeling for Shengwen was a physical attachment or a psychological liking.

I have to admit that Sheng Wen saw him very clearly.

Lu Xingyan finally fell silent.

"Okay, it's time to go to your house, it's getting late." Sheng Wen said, breaking the deadlock between the two.

Lu Xingyan looked dazed, and nodded blankly, "Okay."

But for a long while, he didn't hear the sound of the car starting. He stared blankly at the person next to him, but saw Sheng Wen looking at him with a complicated expression. Finally, a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

Then leaned over and fastened his seat belt for him.

When Sheng Wen withdrew to leave, his breath brushed against his side face, Lu Xingyan heard the other party speak in a daze, the voice was barely audible,

"stupid."

The author has something to say: Make up for yesterday's update~ Try to write the update of the 3000 nutrient solution tomorrow hehe, it's the end of the month, dear little angels~

感谢在2021-10-2917:04:16~2021-10-2923:21:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Qingzhi and tangxiaoqi;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!