drunk oxygen

The author has something to say: It’s okay, don’t worry, there will be more tomorrow~

To tell a horror story, Xie Xinghe has been cooking for three days straight.

Since he "lost his memory", Pei Yan never asked him to cook again, and his cooking skills are getting better and better, so it's really been a long time since he had eaten Xie Xinghe's dark dishes, and his stomach couldn't take it anymore.

It's just that Pei Yan could feel that Xie Xinghe did it with heart, so he couldn't say anything, so he could only finish eating with a smile as much as possible every time.

On the fourth day, Pei Yan couldn't take it anymore, so he invited Gu Xingyi and Fang Yue to his home to help him share the burden.

The three of them stared at each other at the dining table, Fang Yue lowered his voice and asked, "How did Xie Xinghe cook? He remembered everything?"

Pei Yan nodded, but didn't mention that Xie Xinghe didn't lose his memory at all.

Xie Xinghe was wearing an apron, and brought out the prepared dishes from the kitchen one by one, which looked like that.

Fang Yue was very shocked, "How can I become a chef after losing my memory once..."

Xie Xinghe looked at Pei Yan, "Try it?"

Holding the chopsticks, Pei Yan hesitated for a moment, Fang Yue had already started, "I'm starving to death."

He stuffed a piece of shiitake mushroom into his mouth, then stopped moving, and the other three looked at him together.

Fang Yue frowned and swallowed the mushroom, "Xie Xinghe..."

Gu Xingyi poured him a glass of water, "What's wrong?"

Fang Yue took it and took a big gulp, "How much salt did you put?"

"Salty?"

"It's so salty!"

Xie Xinghe lowered his eyes and showed no expression on his face, but Pei Yan could feel that he was actually disappointed, so Pei Yan gritted his teeth and grabbed a piece of shiitake mushroom, stuffed it into his mouth and remained unchanged, "Is it salty? It's okay for me to eat." , did the salt not spread evenly?"

Just as Fang Yue was about to say something, Pei Yan gave him a wink and let Gu Xing taste it.

Gu Xingyi already knew what was going on, so he changed the dish, took a piece of fish, and carefully put it into his mouth.

Pei Yan kept stepping on his feet under the table, Gu Xing nodded and said, "This fish is quite delicious."

Fang Yue also took a sip suspiciously, then bowed his head silently to pick up the rice.

Pei Yan looked up at Xie Xinghe, "Sit down and eat baby, there is no need to go back to the pot."

He pulled Xie Xinghe's wrist to bring him in front of him, and untied his apron. Xie Xinghe sat down, took a bite of the fish, and then frowned.

Pei Yan also took a quick bite and boasted, "This fish is better than the one cooked yesterday."

Xie Xinghe raised his eyebrows, "Really?"

Pei Yan nodded sincerely, "There is definitely progress."

Fang Yue rolled his eyes at Pei Yan where Xie Xinghe couldn't see, he picked up a few chopstick dishes for Gu Xingyi, and said with a smile: "Didn't you say you wanted lettuce and lettuce yesterday, eat more .”

Gu Xingyi blinked at him innocently, what's none of my business, baby?

Fang Yue glared at him, it's not a bad friend you made.

Gu Xingyi was very wronged, Xie Xinghe is your friend.

Fang Yue gave him food again, and talked back?Didn't Pei Yan ask us to come to dinner?

Gu Xingyi didn't dare to refute any more, so he could only concentrate on eating more.

Pei Yan's original intention of calling them here was to let Xie Xinghe know that his cooking was still unpalatable as always, but when he saw that Xie Xinghe was really disappointed, Pei Yan couldn't bear it anymore. Fortunately, Gu Xingyi and Fang The more cooperative it is.

After finishing another dinner with great difficulty, Pei Yan was washing the dishes in the kitchen. Xie Xinghe stood beside him and watched quietly for a while.

Pei Yan tilted his head and smiled, "What are you looking at? Go entertain the guests, I'll be ready soon."

"We serve ketchup." Xie Xinghe said lightly.

Pei Yan laughed out loud, "How can a silly dog ​​entertain guests..."

"The two of them are not considered guests, and Ketchup is not a silly dog."

Pei Yan clicked his tongue, "Yes, yes, our star is right."

Xie Xinghe paused before saying, "Today's food must be very difficult."

Pei Yan was afraid that he was going to say this, but he still said calmly: "Honey, it's really not bad, it's better than yesterday."

"It's not that I haven't eaten." Xie Xinghe said in a low voice.

Pei Yan sighed, took off his gloves and hugged him, "Xing Xing, maybe you really don't have the talent in this area, your hands are not for cooking, but for playing the piano, dancing, and holding a microphone." , you have done all these things very well, it doesn’t matter if you are not good at cooking, isn’t there me?”

Xie Xinghe patted his back, and said after a while, "It's not that I'm not good at cooking...my mother taught me how to cook when I was young, and I've mastered it as soon as I learned it. It's delicious..."

Pei Yan was stunned. It seemed that Xie Xinghe had mentioned this matter before. Xie Xinghe's voice contained grievances that he didn't realize, "Later I didn't want to listen to her, so I made it tasteless on purpose. Now I don’t think it’s good enough to be delicious at all, and it’s unpalatable..."

Pei Yan noticed the change in Xie Xinghe's tone and voice, and also understood Xie Xinghe's grievances. He has always complained about his mother, and such a mother really does not deserve to be forgiven.

Pei Yan had mixed feelings in his heart, and the most emotional was still distressed, for Xie Xinghe in his arms, and for the Xie Xinghe when he was a child.

They don't often mention the past, Xie Xinghe took the initiative to mention it now, Pei Yan can only kiss his face, pat his back, rub his hair, express his love as much as possible, Let Xie Xinghe feel it.

"Xinghe, don't be sad, okay?"

You are now Xie Xinghe who is loved by others, not the Xie Xinghe who could not resist his mother before.

"She doesn't deserve to make me sad," Xie Xinghe said sullenly, "It's just that I can't cook you your favorite fish..."

Pei Yan didn't expect Xie Xinghe to be sad because of this, his heart was sore and numb, "My baby Xinghe, the fish you cook is much more delicious than those cooked outside."

Xie Xinghe raised his head to look at him, and Pei Yan kissed him, "Really, I won't lie to you, Yu may only have ten points, but Xie Xinghe's love for Pei Yan is ninety points."

Fang Yue walked over from the living room, "Xie Xinghe, what are you doing, Ketchup wants to go out..."

Pei Yan and Xie Xinghe looked at him together, Fang Yue turned a corner speechlessly, "Let's go, Dabai, I'll take you out, they both can flirt in the kitchen..."

Pei Yan raised his voice, "It's tomato sauce, not Dabai."

Fang Yue spoke louder than him, "If you let me walk the dog, I will call Dabai! He is so white!"

"Gu Xingyi, take care of your wife!"

Gu Xing smiled and confessed, "I can't control it! I'm his wife!"

With a bang, the door closed, and Pei Yan rubbed the tip of Xie Xinghe's nose and said, "Gu Xingyi is really a strict wife, Fang Yue took him to death."

Xie Xinghe raised his hand and pinched his face, "Why ninety points?"

Pei Yan was stunned for a moment before answering, "There are still so many years to come, do you want to score [-] points now?"

Xie Xinghe didn't know what he was thinking, and after a while he said, "Then you are very good."

Pei Yan couldn't believe it, "I only have ten points?"

"Ah."

"Xie Xing and you tell me clearly, why do I only have ten points?"

"Wash the dishes, don't talk nonsense."

"You tell me not to talk nonsense? You are Xinghe? Xinghe can't say such things to me!"

"Now it's the stars."

"Stars, right? Well, we have to talk about it today, why the hell am I only ten points!"

"Honey, why are you so fierce..."

"It's useless, make it clear."

"Tsk, you're so unreasonable today."

"??? Thank you Xinghe!"

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The next day, Gu Xingyi had an irresistible dinner. He was sick some time ago and couldn't drink, so he asked Pei Yan to go for him.

Pei Yan made dinner for Xie Xinghe in advance, and promised him that he would try to go home before ten o'clock.

Before leaving, he hugged Xie Xinghe and took a deep breath, "Baby, if you're sleepy, go to bed early, don't wait for me."

"Ah."

After Pei Yan left, Xie Xinghe ate dinner alone, washed the dishes alone, and went to the yard to play with Ketchup by himself. He was absent-minded in everything he did.

He kept thinking about Pei Yan, thinking that he should get out of the car, thinking that he should be shaking hands with someone, thinking that he might not have eaten yet, thinking that he had already had a few glasses of wine.

Xie Xinghe thought that he had received so much love from Pei Yan in the past six months, and he should get better, but the fact is that the more love Pei Yan gave him, the more he would love Pei Yan, and his love and Sheng Like Jie, full of control and suffocating.

So Xie Xinghe only gave Pei Yan's love [-] points, don't give him so much love, he will only make progress and never learn to be satisfied.

Xie Xinghe accidentally dropped the frisbee of ketchup when he was distracted. He was about to look for it when the phone rang. Xie Xinghe quickly took out the phone and saw that the name on the screen was Xie Jin and paused again.

He answered the phone without making a sound.

Xie Jin's voice was exhausted, "Xinghe, can you go home now? If it's inconvenient, then forget it."

Xie Xinghe heard Sheng Jie's voice on the other end of the phone, and he said after a while, "What happened to her?"

"After sleeping for a while, after waking up, my spirits are not very good, and I keep saying that I want to find you."

Xie Xinghe's "amnesia" did not forget Xie Jin, but Xie Jin felt scared because of his car accident, probably because he had a successful career in middle age and wanted to enjoy some warmth from his family, so he didn't force Xie Xinghe to do what he didn't want. I like things, so now I speak in a tone of discussion and consultation.

Xie Xinghe was silent for a while, just when Xie Jin thought he would not agree, Xie Xinghe said, "I'll be there in a while."

He didn't want to see Sheng Jie, because he hated her, so he decided to see Sheng Jie again, because he was Sheng Jie's son, no matter how much he hated her, he couldn't change the fact that he resembled her very much.

Xie Xinghe bent down and searched in the grass for a while, but he couldn't find Tomato Sauce's favorite frisbee. Tomato Sauce was in a hurry, Xie Xinghe could only touch its head and said, "I'm sorry, I'll find it for you when I get back."

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When Xie Xinghe returned to Xie's house, he saw Xie Jin stopping Sheng Jie at the door to prevent her from going out. Sheng Jie struggled non-stop, but became quiet again after seeing Xie Xinghe.

Xie Xinghe had nothing to say to her and could only stand in front of her silently.

Sheng Jie is still beautiful in her fifties, she smiled, stepped forward and hugged Xie Xinghe, "Xinghe, you are back, and finally came to see me."

Xie Xinghe was unmoved, Xie Jin and him looked at each other, Xie Xinghe noticed that Xie Jin's eyes had become a little old.

He lowered his eyes and said coldly, "Go ahead."

Sheng Jie kept holding Xie Xinghe's hand and led him to her room. As soon as Xie Jin walked to the door, Sheng Jie turned her head and said, "I want to talk to my son alone for a while."

Xie Jin paused, a little worried, Xie Xinghe nodded to him, and Xie Jin closed the door for them.

Sheng Jie and Xie Xinghe stood in the middle of the room for a while, Xie Xinghe saw that she was just staring at him without making a sound, so he sat down on the sofa directly.

Sheng Jie looked at him for a while after he sat down, Xie Xinghe would not feel uncomfortable being watched by anyone, but Sheng Jie felt disgusted because he didn't know what she was thinking.

So Xie Xinghe took the initiative to speak, his voice was as cold as talking to a stranger, "What do you want to say?"

Sheng Jie couldn't see the madness just now, like an ordinary mother who was sad because her child was not close, "Xinghe, why do you hate mother so much?"

Xie Xinghe raised his eyelids and stared at her with undisguised annoyance, "Sheng Jie, you are not my mother, did you treat me like a son?"

Sheng Jie was silent for a moment, walked up to him, bent down and touched his face lightly, "Xinghe, your temper is really similar to his."

Xie Xinghe opened her hand suddenly, leaving an obvious red mark on Sheng Jie's fair skin. He stared into Sheng Jie's eyes and said word by word: "Whether you regard me as his son or him , I am the son of Xie Jin, the son of you and Xie Jin."

Sheng Jie suddenly jumped up and beat him, "Enough! Enough! Shut up!"

Xie Xinghe grabbed her wrist, "He has been dead for more than twenty years, how long will you be crazy?"

Sheng Jie stopped moving, she looked at Xie Xinghe angrily, and found that the expression between his brows was [-]% similar to that of Xie Jin.

Xie Xinghe shook off her hand, "Stop pretending to be crazy."

Sheng Jie couldn't stand still and fell down on the carpet. She shook her head and said softly, "Xinghe, Mom didn't pretend to be crazy. I was already crazy when he died..."

Xie Xinghe looked down at her with an unclear expression, Sheng Jie said to herself, "How can you be him, no, no one is him, you can't play the piano as well as him, and you can't make Kung Pao Chicken as well." Not as good as him..."

Xie Xinghe interrupted her suddenly, his tone was calm and unwavering, "I'm married."

Sheng Jie looked at him with a dazed expression, and asked after a while, "Whose girl is it?"

Xie Xinghe didn't answer her, and didn't care whether she understood or not, and continued: "His name is Pei Yan, he chased me first, I love him very much, that's why we got married."

"But my love for him is very abnormal. I want him to stay with me at home all the time. I want to cook fish for him, but I don't want to see him sad."

Xie Xinghe stared down at the patterns on the carpet, "Sheng Jie, you are a lunatic, and so is Xie Jin, so you can only give birth to a little lunatic, I really hate you."

"I've tried, even Xinghe can't love him normally, there's no way..." Xie Xinghe suddenly raised his head, staring at Sheng Jie viciously, "I became like this because of you!"

Not only was Sheng Jie not afraid, but she laughed instead. She smiled and said, "Xie Xinghe, you are indeed worthy of being Xie Jin's son, and you are also worthy of being my son."

Xie Xinghe was silent, and Sheng Jie laughed more and more ferociously, "None of us has achieved happiness, you are our son, and you will not be happy... Xie Xinghe, your birth was a mistake, so you are not worthy of it! You don't deserve happiness!"

Sheng Jie started to cough violently, Xie Xinghe suddenly rushed forward, grabbed her neck with both hands, his face was expressionless, but the look in his eyes became more and more crazy.

Sheng Jie grabbed his wrist and kept struggling, "You...why...you don't deserve..."

She was already out of breath, but Xie Xinghe's strength was getting stronger and stronger. Sheng Jie was right, he was not worthy, so he should die with Sheng Jie, so that Pei Yan would be free.

Xie Xinghe saw himself in Sheng Jie's eyes as a devil, a monster, and a complete lunatic.