drunk oxygen

After the car accident, Xie Xing and his sleep became as poor as before, but before, it was only difficult to fall asleep, but now it is easy to wake up after falling asleep.

Pei Yan chatted with him every night under the quilt, and talked about many things he had forgotten.

"Xie Yuhua is estimated to be sentenced to ten or eight years. Do you want to go home and see Uncle Xie?"

"No need," Xie Xinghe clung to him tightly under the quilt, "My dad doesn't like him."

"Huh?" Pei Yan was a little surprised, "Don't you remember Xie Yuhua? Remember?"

"People remember it, but they don't remember much about the past."

Without thinking about it, Xie Yuhua knew that Xie Yuhua had never done anything good to Xie Xinghe before, so Pei Yan kissed his forehead, "It's good if I don't think about it, don't think about it, forget about him in the future."

"Ah."

"Are you still sleepy?" Pei Yan asked softly.

Xie Xinghe's lips rubbed against his face, "No, if you're sleepy, go to bed first."

Pei Yan massaged his temples a few times with his fingertips, "Do you have a headache?"

Xie Xinghe shook his head, his head wanted to get into Pei Yan's arms, but the tip of his nose accidentally hit his chin, both of them laughed.

Pei Yan stared at Xie Xinghe's smiling eyes, couldn't help but kissed his eyelids, "Why is our family Xinghe so beautiful..."

"Does it look good?" Xie Xinghe asked.

"The world is the most beautiful," Pei Yan said with a smile, "I don't seem to have told you about one thing, Li Junyang used to call you a fairy, do you think you are beautiful?"

Xie Xinghe got into his arms and said in a muffled voice, "I thought it wasn't pretty."

Pei Yan was stunned for a moment, feeling a little sore in his heart, he patted Xie Xing and the back of his neck, and comforted him: "Don't you know how beautiful I am, how can I be ugly, I just... just... "

Pei Yan can't say that he misses the old Xie Xinghe, that would be too hurtful, if it wasn't for him, Xie Xinghe might not be in a car accident, not to mention that the current Xie Xinghe has nothing wrong with him.

Xie Xinghe touched his hand and said with a smile, "Don't worry, Brother Yan, I'll help you."

This time Pei Yan didn't refuse, the two of them helped each other solve it, and after tidying up, they lay back on the bed again, Pei Yan was really sleepy, and they started fighting before they had time to coax people's eyelids.

So Xie Xinghe stretched out his arms to hold him in his arms, and Pei Yan subconsciously leaned over and rubbed against his neck, his voice was so low that he could barely hear, "Xingxing..."

Xie Xinghe whispered, "Go to sleep."

Pei Yan fell into a deep sleep. I don't know how many times he dreamed of Xie Xinghe when he just woke up in half a year.

He stood by the bed, Xie Xinghe on the hospital bed was pale, his head was wrapped in gauze, his eyes were terribly empty when he saw him, as if he had never known him before.

Pei Yan was so distressed that he suffocated, and approached him carefully, "Xinghe? How do you feel?"

Xie Xinghe still looked at him with that look, which made Pei Yan feel cold all over. He bent down and grabbed Xie Xinghe's hand, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xingxing, it's my fault, I should go home with you, don't...don't look at me like that, please, I'm really sorry..."

Xie Xinghe reacted slowly, and asked slowly, "Do I know you?"

Those light words were like a bolt from the blue to Pei Yan. He could barely stand still by supporting the hospital bed with his hands, and he couldn't show any expression on his face.

The doctor came in to check the situation, and Pei Yan was pushed aside. He stared at Xie Xinghe with red eyes. Xie Xinghe felt his gaze and looked over. He was indeed looking at a stranger.

Pei Yan's lips trembled, and he couldn't even hear what he said. He collapsed and rushed to the hospital bed. In an instant, all the doctors disappeared. Only he was holding Xie Xinghe's arm tightly, and shouted at him: " Xie Xinghe! I'm Pei Yan! Don't you know Pei Yan? You fucking slept with me yesterday!"

His tone became more and more desperate, "I gave you the studs on your ears, and the tattoos on your lower back are also for me. You...have you forgotten all of them?"

Xie Xinghe looked at him with horror and disgust, but he didn't like it. Pei Yan uncontrollably grabbed his collar and shook it vigorously, "Do you think this is a movie? Huh? A good person can lose his memory if he bumps his head ? Xie Xinghe! You are not an actor now! Stop fucking acting, okay!!!"

Xie Xinghe pushed him away violently, Pei Yan fell to the ground, watched Xie Xinghe get off the bed and walked towards him step by step, and said in disgust: "If it wasn't for you, I would go to the wedding? If it wasn't for you Would I be chased by so many media? If it wasn't for you, I would have a car accident and lose my memory? Or it's all your fault!"

Pei Yan was crying while shaking his head in his dream, and vaguely heard someone calling him softly, "Brother Yan...Pei Yan..."

Pei Yan opened his eyes suddenly, and subconsciously pushed the person in front of him away, only to hear a "boom", Xie Xinghe gasped in the darkness, "Hiss..."

Pei Yan's chest heaved violently, and it took him a long time to wake up from the nightmare. He quickly reached out to turn on the bedside lamp, and saw Xie Xinghe clutching the back of his head.

Pei Yan's heart trembled, he hugged him into his arms almost rolling and crawling, his voice trembling, "Xinghe, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it... Did it hurt? I'm sorry..."

Xie Xinghe heard his choking sobs, hugged him back and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore, it's just a nightmare, right?"

Pei Yan didn't seem to be able to hear his words, so he covered the back of his head with all his strength, and repeated in pain: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Pei Yan."

Xie Xinghe suddenly called his name in a cold voice, and Pei Yan froze suddenly.

Xie Xinghe knelt straight on the bed, let Pei Yan lean on his shoulder, and comforted him up and down, "I said, it's okay, it doesn't hurt, are you having nightmares again?"

Pei Yan calmed down, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder, and gave a soft "hmm".

Xie Xinghe tilted his head and kissed the top of his hair, "You told me that dreams are always reversed. Be good, don't be afraid."

Pei Yan's voice was a little hoarse, "Can you... say it again?"

"What? Dreams are always reversed."

Pei Yan shook his head, and it took a long time before he said, "Hey, say this word... again."

Xie Xinghe lowered his head, kissed his ear, and said in a deep voice, "Hey, don't be afraid."

Pei Yan touched his left leg, "Does the leg hurt?"

"It's been fine for a long time, it doesn't hurt at all." Xie Xinghe said.

Pei Yan raised his hand to touch his face again, and when he touched the earlobe, he raised his head suddenly and asked in panic, "Where's the earring?"

"Pick it off before going to bed, it's in the drawer, I'll get it for you..."

Pei Yan came back to his senses, grabbed Xie Xinghe and said, "No need."

He hung his head in silence for a while, and when he looked up again, he had returned to normal, "Did you stay up all this time, or was it woken up by me?"

Xie Xinghe didn't lie to him, "I haven't slept all this time."

Pei Yan looked closely into his eyes, and said distressedly: "Go to sleep, there are red bloodshots."

Pei Yan didn't know that the bloodshot eyes in his own eyes were much more serious than Xie Xinghe's.

Xie Xinghe pulled him to lie down together, Pei Yan turned off the light, habitually hugged Xie Xinghe into his arms, and coaxed softly, "Count the stars for you."

Xie Xinghe hugged him with hands and feet, "I can't sleep anyway, I'll count the stars for you today, you go to sleep."

Pei Yan wanted to say no, but Xie Xinghe had already started counting: "One star, two stars, three stars..."

In fact, Xie Xing and Pei Yan are more suitable for telling stories than Pei Yan. I don't know if people who have been actors can change their voices at will. Anyway, Pei Yan just listened to Xie Xing and counted a few in a low voice, and he already fell asleep again.

His hands precisely touched Xie Xing and the small stone on the back of his waist through the clothes. After touching for a while, he changed to grasp the fabric at that position, and finally fell asleep with peace of mind.