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It stands to reason that when Tian Song comes to Pei Yan, it should be Pei Yan who cooks some delicious treats for him, but he and Xie Xinghe's culinary skills are not up to par, and Xie Xinghe doesn't eat takeaway, so he had to let Tian Song cook Cooked a meal for them, but Tian Song is not an outsider, and he doesn't mind.

Xie Xinghe wanted to drink Chinese medicine after dinner, and Tian Song listened to their conversation while teasing ketchup.

"Is it still hot? Drink it, it's not good if it's cold." Pei Yan said.

Xie Xinghe continued to stir slowly with a spoon, "Hot."

Pei Yan clicked his tongue, picked up the tip of a spoon, touched it with his lips, frowned and said, "It's so bitter...it's really not hot, you can drink it."

Only then did Xie Xinghe pick up the bowl, held his breath, and drank the medicine with his head up.

Pei Yan had already been waiting by the side with a peeled orange. As soon as Xie Xinghe put down the bowl, he quickly stuffed the orange into Xie Xinghe's mouth.

Xie Xinghe chewed for a while expressionlessly, but Pei Yan couldn't judge his expression, so he asked, "Is it still bitter? Do you want to eat another one?"

Xie Xinghe swallowed the orange, "Bitter."

Pei Yan picked up another orange, "Then..."

Xie Xinghe grabbed his hand, "I don't want to eat."

He stared at Pei Yan intently, Pei Yan understood what he meant, bent down and kissed him loudly on the mouth, "Isn't it bitter now?"

Xie Xinghe narrowed his eyes slightly, Pei Yan kissed his eyelid again, and said in a low voice, "Why are you so pretty..."

Tian Song coughed heavily in the living room, "Then what, I'll go downstairs to walk the dog."

It was only then that Pei Yan remembered that there was someone else at home, so he waved his hand, "Go."

When Tomato Sauce came to the door, he realized that the person who was walking him today was wrong. He turned around to find Pei Yan and Xie Xinghe, but Tian Song covered his eyes and dragged him out of the house, "Hey, come with me, we all eat I'm full, don't eat dog food here..."

After Tian Song left, Pei Yan leaned against the dining table and kissed Xie Xinghe for a while, and immediately took a big sip of water after kissing, "This medicine is too bitter, kissing you is like drinking medicine."

Xie Xinghe smiled, "It's quite bitter."

Pei Yan's heart ached again, and he rubbed Xie Xinghe's hair, "Good boy, good medicine tastes bad, and I won't take it when I'm cured."

He touched Xie Xinghe's face again, "Xinghe, I think, should you also see a psychiatrist?"

Xie Xinghe's expression didn't change, he just buried his face in his stomach, "No need, I know what's going on with me."

Pei Yan patiently reasoned with him, "It's not enough to just know the situation, you need to be treated, right? After the treatment, you won't be angry often, and you won't do things that hurt yourself."

Xie Xinghe didn't move in his arms, Pei Yan pinched the back of his neck, "Is it right? Baby Xingxing."

Xie Xinghe suddenly laughed, and asked in a muffled voice, "Why are you so gentle all of a sudden?"

Pei Yan pinched his ear again, "Little heartless, what is sudden? As long as you don't be old-fashioned, I can always be so gentle."

Xie Xinghe hugged his waist, "If you just want me not to be jealous or go crazy, it's impossible for me to be cured."

Pei Yan choked on him, "Why is it impossible, and it's not just this..."

"Impossible." Xie Xinghe suddenly turned cold and raised his head to look at him, "Unless you break up with me."

Pei Yan lowered his head and looked at him for a moment, grabbed the back of Xie Xinghe's head and pressed it back into his arms, and said with a sneer, "Xie Xinghe, feel your conscience, I'm breaking up with you now, will you let me go? Can you let me go?"

"No," Xie Xinghe said without any hesitation, "You have no chance."

Pei Yan didn't feel scared when he heard him say such words, because he seemed to have felt it from Xie Xinghe's eyes and actions.

And because he was too obsessed with Xie Xinghe's face in the early stage, he had already missed the opportunity to withdraw and leave. In the end, he couldn't blame Xie Xinghe entirely, he was also responsible.

Yan control is harmful, Pei Yan sighed in his heart.

He suddenly smiled and said: "If we were born in ancient times, if I were the emperor, I must be a fool."

"What if I am the emperor?" Xie Xinghe asked.

Pei Yan was stunned for a moment, "If you are the emperor...then I have no place to run, the whole world belongs to you, and I have to be locked in the palace every day by you."

"Pei Yan, you're so confident," Xie Xinghe said with a smile in his tone, "If I were the emperor, I wouldn't necessarily have a crush on you."

Pei Yan's face darkened, and he pressed hard on the back of his neck, "Xie Xinghe, can you say it again?"

Before, it was he who wanted to break up and Xie Xinghe didn't agree, so Pei Yan never considered the fact that Xie Xinghe didn't like him, it was hard to accept it just thinking about it for a while.

Xie Xinghe looked up at Pei Yan's angry eyes, and when Pei Yan's complexion got worse and worse, he said lightly, "Aren't you joking?"

Pei Yan gritted his teeth, "It's not funny at all."

Xie Xinghe stared at him for a while, then stood up and kissed him on the lips, "Are you really angry?"

Pei Yan didn't make a sound, but it was clearly written on his face: Do you still need to ask?

Xie Xinghe smiled, and smiled happily. He hugged Pei Yan and sucked gently on his lips, "Baby, you are so cute when you are angry."

Pei Yan stared at him, "Call me husband."

Xie Xinghe didn't care about the contradiction between him letting him bark and sometimes not letting him bark, so he changed his words obediently, "My husband, you are so cute when you are angry."

Pei Yan frowned, feeling awkward no matter how he called it. It took him a while to realize that the emphasis was not on the title, but on "cute".

If he remembers correctly, this is not the first time Xie Xinghe used this word to describe him. He really wondered, what does the word "cute" have to do with him?

Pei Yan asked directly: "Xie Xinghe, how cute am I?"

Xie Xinghe pinched his face, and said in a gentle voice, "Which isn't cute?"

Pei Yan was puzzled, he grabbed Xie Xinghe's hand and said with a straight face, "It must be because you always pinch my face that you make me cute."

Then Xie Xinghe buried his face in his shoulder and laughed for several minutes.

Pei Yan didn't know why this sentence was so funny, so he patted him on the trembling back helplessly, "Enough, why are you still laughing, and you will get angry after laughing for a while."

He had no idea that the corner of his mouth was also raised.

Xie Xing calmed down for a while, coughed a few times, "What did you and your parents say?"

"Finally remembered to ask?"

Xie Xinghe responded vaguely.

Pei Yan smiled and said, "I said Pei Wen and Xie Yuhua can't get married, but we can."

Xie Xinghe started laughing again, but not as much as before.

Pei Yan continued: "I also said that if he won't let me marry you, then you can marry me."

"You're trying to anger him..." Xie Xinghe said with a smile.

"Yeah, but it's the first time I'm mad at him. I'm inexperienced. This doesn't put anger in the hospital."

Xie Xinghe smiled and fell silent. Pei Yan waited for a while, then lowered his head and asked, "Why didn't you speak?"

Xie Xinghe took a bite on his collarbone, biting Pei Yan until he breathed in, "I don't want to talk about it, just do it."

That's what he said, but Tian Song hadn't come back from walking the dog, and the two of them just kissed for a while, and the doorbell rang when they were about to take off their clothes.

Pei Yan wiped his mouth, went to the door and opened it, ketchup rushed in, and ran to the basin to drink water.

Tian Song stood outside and said: "I won't go in, everyone is left for you, I think there are quite a lot of people wandering around outside, you should pay more attention."

"Ok, I know."

Tian Song glanced in, hooked his hand at him, Pei Yan leaned over, Tian Song whispered in his ear, "I know you like people with good-looking parents, so you have to be a bit more restrained, it's a long flow!"

Pei Yan subconsciously licked his lower lip. He might as well tell Xie Xinghe about this, and he doesn't know who should restrain himself.

But he didn't say that, just patted Tian Song, "I know why we are not much different in age, but do you look older than me?"

"Why?" Tian Song really wanted to know the reason.

Pei Yan smiled, "Because you always worry about what you shouldn't."

"Hey... well done, I don't care about it, my wife is already anxious, let's go!"

At night Pei Yan and Xie Xinghe lay side by side on the bed, Xie Xinghe turned over after a while, facing him and said, "Brother Yan, do you want to do it?"

Pei Yan still remembered the previous grudge, and suddenly said something strange, "When I wanted to do it, I knew I was called Brother Yan? Didn't you look down on me?"

Xie Xinghe laughed for a while, and when Pei Yan was so angry that he laughed, Xie Xinghe stretched out his arms to hug him, and kissed him on the face comfortingly, "Are you so angry?"

Pei Yan turned his head, "Can you still be as angry as you are?"

Xie Xinghe echoed him, "Yes, not as big as me, Brother Yan, please don't be angry, okay? I was joking."

Pei Yan frowned and sat up, "Why not as big as you? Speak clearly."

Xie Xinghe suppressed a smile and hugged him from behind, "Qi Xing, Qi Xing is not as big as me."

Pei Yan snorted, "Xie Xinghe..."

Yu... Xie Xinghe interrupted him, and said forcefully, "Change to another one."

Pei Yan clicked his tongue, "Little ancestor, let's go."

Seeing that Xie Xinghe was silent, he continued, "You did it on purpose today, right?"

He finally came to the realization that Xie Xinghe deliberately called him away from the hospital through those illegitimate children.

Xie Xinghe didn't deny it, just rubbed his chin on his shoulder, then found a comfortable position and stopped still.

Pei Yan tilted his head against his head, and poked his face with a finger, "Are you afraid that I won't come back from the hospital?"

"I don't want you in the hospital." Xie Xinghe said that a place like a hospital is the best place to play the emotional card. He knew that Pei Yan would definitely not agree to break up, but it was easy to make concessions in this situation.

Pei Yan understood, Xie Xinghe was emphasizing that it was not "afraid", but "not wanting".

He smiled helplessly and even indulged, "When my dad is discharged from the hospital, he probably won't have time to take care of me. My brother is getting married."

This is the solution he came up with while smoking a cigarette on the balcony last night. Although he didn't intend to join the company or inherit the family business, he did not explicitly talk to Pei Yi about it, so Pei Yi always treated him is jealous.

In fact, Pei Yan did it on purpose. It's not that he couldn't feel Pei Yi's secret comparisons, but he just thought it was unnecessary, but he still deliberately raised Pei Yi's heart, like a small revenge.

Now he gave Pei Yi an accurate word and pulled him into his camp. In fact, Pei Yan was a little surprised that Pei Yi was willing to trust him directly. He has always been close relatives, so he didn't realize that this was not a rivalry in the business field. Instead of negotiating with his own brother, although Pei Yi has been wary of him, he has never done anything to hurt him.

Pei Yan was a little emotional, and subconsciously said to Xie Xinghe, "My brother is also quite strange, he said he envied me, and at the same time guarded the company."

Xie Xinghe was very smart, he could guess many things in two or three sentences, he hugged Pei Yan and asked, "What conditions did you promise him?"

Pei Yan was a little surprised that Xie Xinghe responded so quickly, and he didn't hide it from him, "Don't join the company, don't get married, and don't have children."

Xie Xinghe's arm around his waist tightened, Pei Yan clicked his tongue, and patted his arm, "You're going to strangle me out of dinner."

Xie Xinghe didn't relax, kissed his chin, and asked in a low voice: "What does he envy you for?"

Pei Yan made a joke, "Maybe I envy my boyfriend's good looks."

Xie Xinghe continued to kiss him and recognized him directly, "What else?"

Pei Yan glanced at him amusedly, "Envy my freedom, I can do whatever I want."

"Sick," Xie Xinghe commented lightly, "He chose the path himself, and what he is doing now is what he wants to do."

Pei Yan was stunned for a moment, he understood Xie Xinghe's meaning, Pei Yi chose to enter the company to inherit the family business, but in turn envied his freedom, but he was not willing to give up his current power and position in exchange for freedom. probably agreed.

People are so contradictory and greedy.

So Pei Yan was stunned not because of Pei Yi, but because he suddenly thought of Xie Xinghe's previous encounters. He is a big star who is high above and sought after by tens of millions of people. He fell from such a high place overnight, didn't he? It hurts?

Even if Xie Xinghe said that he was grateful to Qi Yuan for giving him the opportunity to leave, would he have regrets if he didn't quit in a good way?

But Pei Yan thought about it again, Xie Xinghe's psychological problems should not have originated from this incident, he had never noticed any regrets in Xie Xinghe, he was very indifferent, as if he had resigned from an ordinary job. Work.

Pei Yan suddenly felt a little blocked, turned his head to Xie Xinghe and said, "Xingxing, tell me about the past."

"how long ago?"

Pei Yan paused, kissed him and said, "It doesn't matter how long, as long as it's something I don't know."

Xie Xinghe leaned against his face, and said calmly after a while: "When I was young, I hated my mother very much. She always forced me to play the piano, learn to cook, or other things she wanted me to do when my father was not at home. Anyway, I can't do my own thing, and I will always listen to her arrangement."

Pei Yan listened quietly, a little puzzled, if Xie Xinghe is rebellious, why does he still like to play the piano now?If he is obedient, why can he make the food so unpalatable?

He didn't ask the question, but Xie Xinghe took the initiative to say, "After a long time, I found that I really like playing the piano, but I can't stand her forcing me to play, but I don't like cooking, so I always deliberately play the piano. If the food is made to be unpalatable, she will go crazy, beat me and scold me, saying that I am not him."

Pei Yan frowned tightly, "What do you mean 'you are not him'?"

"My mother doesn't like my dad. She likes a piano player. The piano player died when she was just pregnant."

Pei Yan was shocked and said, "So...she thinks you..."

"Well, sometimes she thinks that I'm the one who came back to find her."

Xie Xinghe finished the past in a few words, but Pei Yan didn't dare to think about it at all. He didn't know how he survived when he was a child. It took him a long time before he said: "She is crazy..."

"It's pretty crazy now, maybe it wasn't quite crazy before."

Xie Xinghe's tone was always indifferent, but Pei Yan couldn't help feeling distressed, he turned around and hugged Xie Xinghe into his arms, kissed his ear, "I'm sorry Xingxing, I won't ask, don't think about these things .”

"Then let's talk about when I grow up," Xie Xinghe said, leaning in his arms, "Xie Yuhua has always hated me and always made me mess up. Once he put bugs in my takeaway, and another time he put bugs in my takeout. Laxatives, later I also had a bad takeaway in the crew, after that time, I stopped eating takeaway at all."

Pei Yanxin was gripped together, kept touching the back of his neck, and blamed himself: "Why didn't you tell me earlier? From now on... definitely won't force you to eat takeaway..."

Xie Xinghe smiled, "Well, just to make you feel sorry for me."

He seldom stated his purpose so bluntly. It was obvious that Pei Yan's heart ached so much that he wouldn't bother with him at all.

Sure enough, Pei Yan put his lips against his forehead and said in a low voice, "You don't want me to feel sorry for you, but you want me to feel sorry for you to death."