drunk oxygen

The two of them finished their breakfast in silence and returned home. Pei Yan didn't take the initiative to say a word to Xie Xinghe, and Xie Xinghe didn't talk to him, which made Pei Yan very angry.

He felt that since he met Xie Xinghe, he should have been angry more than in the past year.

As soon as he got home, he went straight into the gym and ignored Xie Xinghe.

Xie Xinghe wiped his feet with the ketchup and changed the water, and sat on the sofa with it to watch TV.

Pei Yan stayed in the gym alone for an hour, and Xie Xinghe didn't pay any attention to him. He came out of the room covered in sweat, and went into the bathroom to take a shower without looking sideways.

When he came out of the shower, Xie Xinghe still didn't have any intention of talking to him, Pei Yan went to the living room with a gloomy face and turned off the TV, looking at the person and dog on the sofa.

Xie Xinghe raised his head and looked at him, his expression was calm, and he looked completely lifeless.

Pei Yan suppressed the anger in his heart, feeling that sooner or later he would be pissed off by Xie Xinghe's attitude, so he said coldly, "Why did you let me go?"

Xie Xinghe asked casually: "Isn't it just for eating, why not let me?"

"Xie, Xing, He," Pei Yan gritted his teeth, calling his name word by word, "Don't tell me, you don't know what it means?"

Xie Xinghe stared at him for a few seconds, then suddenly stood up from the sofa and walked in front of Pei Yan.

Pei Yan kept his eyes on his face, Xie Xinghe said with a half-smile, "Pei Yan, why don't you tell her I'm a man?"

Pei Yan lowered his head and pinched the center of his brows, and said helplessly, "It's not that I didn't dare, it's to save trouble."

After a while, he sighed, raised his hand and touched Xie Xinghe's face, "Xinghe, sometimes I really can't tell whether you are angry or not, jealous or not, don't let me guess, okay? "

"What's there to guess." Xie Xinghe said, still in a tone that would kill anyone.

Pei Yan stared at him speechlessly for a moment, then nodded and said, "Okay, that means I'm not angry or jealous, and you want me to go, right?"

Without saying a word, he went back to the room and began to change clothes. Xie Xinghe stood there for a while, then followed him into the room.

Pei Yan glanced at him, without saying a word, rummaging in the closet shirtless.

Xie Xinghe leaned against the door panel, watching him quietly.

In less than 3 minutes, Pei Yan was fully dressed, fastened the last button, and said to Xie Xinghe angrily: "You can take care of lunch and dinner by yourself, you can cook at home or go out to eat, don't poison yourself Just do it."

Xie Xinghe suddenly took two steps forward and grabbed his button-tying hand. Pei Yan froze for a moment, his expression finally eased a little, and Xie Xinghe said, "The button is fastened wrong."

Pei Yan looked at Xie Xinghe with a dark face and unhurriedly re-buttoned him, adjusted his collar, and finally looked at his wrist and said, "Don't you wear a watch?"

Pei Yan took a deep breath and said with a sneer, "Dear it, why don't you wear it, help me."

He turned around and took out the watch that Li Junyang gave him, and handed it to Xie Xinghe. Xie Xinghe stared into his eyes for a moment, then stretched out his hand to take it.

Pei Yan deliberately smiled and handed over his wrist. Xie Xinghe lowered his head to help him put on the watch and said, "I also have a watch of this brand."

Pei Yan didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this, so he answered flatly, "I didn't see you wearing it before."

"A few years ago," Xie Xinghe said, "It was supposed to be an endorsement, but the brand gave one away."

It was supposed to represent.

Pei Yan thought about this sentence, which means it didn't work out in the end, why didn't it work out?With Xie Xinghe's status at the time, no one could snatch the endorsement from him.

In just a moment, Pei Yan understood what he meant. The video was exposed suddenly, the person concerned died suddenly, and Xie Xinghe's withdrawal from the circle was even more sudden. The endorsement that was negotiated had not had time to announce it.

Pei Yan recalled those events back then, and felt bored. He suddenly felt that there was no point in getting angry with Xie Xinghe, so he grabbed his wrist.

Xie Xinghe raised his eyebrows and looked at him questioningly, Pei Yan whispered, "I'm not going."

He had known it for a long time, and the obvious injuries on Xie Xinghe's body had been reminding him that he was not a completely normal person, so why should he be angry.

Xie Xinghe didn't make a sound, Pei Yan pulled him into his arms and kissed him on the cheek, "Can I cook for you at home?"

"You can?"

"No." Pei Yan kissed the corner of his mouth and rubbed it affectionately, "You can learn from the Internet and do something simple."

Xie Xinghe didn't speak, Pei Yan hugged him tightly, and tentatively said: "Xinghe, are you still thinking about..."

Xie Xinghe interrupted him, and said indifferently: "No."

Pei Yan distanced himself and looked at him fixedly, Xie Xinghe said again, "No, I never liked him at all."

Pei Yan remained silent, looking a little aggrieved, Xie Xinghe smiled, squeezed his face and said, "What are you thinking?"

Pei Yan's tone was resentful, "The living will never be better than the dead..."

Xie Xinghe laughed even harder, his shoulders were shaking, this was the first time Pei Yan had seen him smile so clearly since he knew him, it was a completely different kind of good-looking.

Pei Yan couldn't help laughing too, "Isn't that how it's done in TV dramas?"

Xie Xinghe cleared his throat, and deliberately said lightly: "Indeed, I have also acted."

Before Pei Yan got angry, he added, "But Qi Yuan and I are just friends with benefits, there is no such plot."

Pei Yan's mind started to automatically play the scenes in that video again. He thought he had forgotten it, but he didn't expect to remember it so clearly.

The video was secretly shot by Qi Yuan and posted on the Internet. It was rather blurry, and it was just a picture of Xie Xinghe walking up to hug Xie Xinghe and kissing after entering the door.

Xie Xinghe obviously just came back from the set, and for some reason he didn't even have time to change into his costume. He was backlit, his face was cold, and he showed no expression after being kissed, and even faintly impatient, coping with the kiss.

At the end of the video, he frowns slightly and pushes Qi Yuan away, even with an impatient expression, he looks a hundred times better than others.

Pei Yan watched this video several times. At that time, he just liked Xie Xinghe's face. He thought that Xie Xinghe in this video was more beautiful than any of the characters he played in TV dramas, because it was real.

Xie Xinghe didn't need to play anyone, it was enough to make people like and be fascinated, so looking back now, Pei Yan would inevitably feel uncomfortable.

It's just that he won't be jealous about this matter. After all, Qi Yuan killed Xie Xinghe like this, and even committed suicide. If he and Xie Xinghe were really just friends with benefits, then thinking of this person, Xie Xinghe would only compare He was a hundred times angry.

So Pei Yan patted Xie Xinghe on the back reassuringly, and said softly, "Don't talk about it, it's all in the past."

Xie Xinghe still had a smile in his voice, "Don't be so careful, I don't feel anything."

Pei Yan paused for a moment, then rubbed the back of his neck, and said in a relaxed tone, "Why do you feel a little happy?"

"That's right," Xie Xinghe said, "I didn't want to be in the entertainment industry anymore, but it happened that he helped me before he died."

Xie Xinghe was already suffering from insomnia at that time, and he had to fly around to catch up with the schedule. Two hours of sleep a day was considered a lot. He could feel that his body was about to be overdrawn to the limit.

Pei Yan obviously thought of this too, completely forgot about the unhappiness just now, and was full of love for Xie Xinghe, he put down and said: "Whatever you want for lunch, just say whatever you want, and I'll make it for you."

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I can’t write all the psychological changes straightforwardly, I need to experience it myself~

Xinghe originally wanted to let Brother Yan go to eat generously, just to make Brother Yan angry and distance him, but when Brother Yan really wanted to go, he became angry and regretted it, he overestimated himself hahahaha