Canary runs with the ball

Li Ruijing struggled to get up in the middle of the night to take a shower. Chen Yi didn't have the time to help him clean up afterward. This kind of spoiled child has probably never had the word "considerate" in his life.

Li Ruijing didn't like the sticky feeling on his body very much, but he really didn't have the strength, so he could only rinse it hastily.Perhaps because of the pregnancy, the body becomes particularly prone to fatigue, and the nausea that pops up from time to time is also overwhelming.

He leaned on the edge of the sink and retched a few times, but couldn't spit out anything, and his heart was in a panic like burning.

Li Ruijing raised his head, and a handsome and upright face was reflected in the mirror. It was definitely outstanding in the crowd, but it lacked some characteristics in the entertainment industry.

Agents often say that he makes people have no memory.So Chen Yi's resources were thrown away, but he was still lukewarm, and even attracted a lot of resentment because of his image as a "resource guy".

He looked at the red eyes in the mirror, his face was sick, and the tear mole under his right eye made him pale and dejected.It is said that redness nourishes people, and probably he will never have such a proud and ostentatious expression as Shi Sheng.

Li Ruijing washed his face, and when wiping off the water, he accidentally caught a glimpse of a faint scar on the inside of his wrist, which was burned by a rich second-generation client with a cigarette butt when he was a graphic model.

The manager always asked him to have the scar repaired, but Li Ruijing didn't think it was necessary. Everything in the past was his experience. When Chen Yi was emotional, he would grab his wrist and kiss it lightly.Besides, not all wounds can be easily repaired.

Probably when he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, his father was suddenly diagnosed with liver cancer, and the family's financial pillar collapsed. His mother Wang Meilan struggled to support the family alone, and dragged Li Ruijing from elementary school to the second grade of junior high school with difficulty.

In the summer vacation when he was promoted to the third year of junior high school, his mother said that he would go out and buy him a broiler chicken to supplement his health. It had been a long time since their family had eaten meat and vegetables. Li Ruijing was so greedy that she urged her to go out quickly. Wang Meilan hugged him for a long time, which was unprecedented. The boss gave him 50 yuan for living expenses, and told him to study hard so that he would become a leader in the future.

Li Ruijing nodded and said yes.Then she left and never came back.

It was a long time later that Li Ruijing found out that his mother had run away with a man from other provinces.

At that time, he was already sensible and knew that she couldn't bear it anymore. It was too tiring for a weak woman to carry a crumbling home for five years without seeing hope.

As far as holding grudges, he has nothing to hate, and he doesn't seem to have the position to criticize a woman whose back has been bent by life.

In the third year of junior high school, Li Ruijing learned to live by looking at people's faces. He wandered around in various game halls to help people take care of the place and do odd jobs. While paying for his own living expenses, he saved money to pay for his father's medical expenses.

He used 200% of his efforts to study, thinking that if he would become famous in the future, maybe Wang Meilan could come back and meet him.However, part-time work consumed too much energy, and he really couldn't keep up with his homework in the third year of junior high school. It didn't take long for his academic performance to plummet, and he barely got into a high school in a county.

Li Ruijing barely studied for two years, but he still couldn't bear it and dropped out of school.

Later, when he went to a big city, he found a job with "quick money" by chance, which was to help a studio take artistic photos with his good skin. At the beginning, he did everything, logistics, set up, photographer... because of his good looks Good looking, there was an accident when the model didn't show up, and the company asked him to put it on in a hurry, only then did Li Ruijing realize that his face was very suitable for being a plane model.

He has half a foot in the entertainment industry, and as a poor boy with no background, he can only work hard, never daring to complain about suffering or being tired.Some models are high-spirited and enter the circle just to experience life. The bosses never go to private dinners.And Li Ruijing had nothing to fear, he promised to be there whenever he was called, and he endured countless times of being raped in ktv.

Getting to know Lin Hengzhi was an accident, and Li Ruijing vaguely remembered that he flattered a rich second generation at a dinner party for a long time in order to win the opportunity to be an inside page of the four major women's magazines.But because he is not as beautiful as another competitor, the bosses are hesitant.

That rich second generation had a perverted hobby, at first he just hugged and pinched and rubbed him, Li Ruijing endured it and kept silent.Later, the man became bolder and directly burned the burning cigarette butt on his skin.

Perverts always enjoy acting outrageously in public, the more Li Ruijing screams in pain, the more excited he is.

Lin Hengzhi stood up at that time, dragged Li Ruijing aside, and said to the rich second generation: "Have you played?"

Lin Hengzhi was 40 years old that year. He had just retired from the front of the screen and started a small film and television company with his wife.He has always sneered at the dirty business at dinner parties, and he has offended many bigwigs in the industry because of this.This time, he contradicted him again because of his uprightness and dislike of such behavior.

Facing a room full of big men with dark faces, Lin Hengzhi dragged Li Ruijing away without saying a word.

Since then, the 18-year-old Li Ruijing has become a small artist under the contract of Lin Hengzhi's company, and under the operation of his mentor, he has run several movie roles.

The hardships of life have made him a sensitive mind. When dealing with small people in the market, his performance is delicate and rich, which can arouse strong empathy from the audience. For this reason, he has been praised by several directors for his aura.But he had too few roles, and he was cut to pieces in the later stage, and he didn't become famous in the end.

Li Ruijing only stayed in Lin Hengzhi's company for one year, and after connecting with Chen Yi, he naturally joined Xinghuan Films, where Shi Sheng worked.Because there is no interaction with Lin Hengzhi on the surface, a lot of rumors have been spread in the market, which is nothing more than some kind of white-eyed wolf who is chasing fame and fortune and is not familiar with it.

But in fact, Li Ruijing and Lin Hengzhi have been in constant contact, including his father's first admission to the ICU, and Lin Hengzhi also tried to help him raise a lot of money.

Li Ruijing stared at the scar for a long time in a daze, and when he realized it, his sleepy brain had cleared up a lot.

He touched his flat stomach. Chen Yi had already made an appointment for the operation two weeks later in the afternoon. He told him to take good care of his body in the next few days, and he would give him a play as compensation later.

Li Ruijing agreed, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, but it was good, he thought, if it dragged on, the child might move.

**

In the early morning of the second day, Li Ruijing asked Chen Yi's driver to take him to his teacher's house.Lin Heng's proper maintenance is due to his good living habits.It was only 7:[-] when Li Ruijing arrived. He had already made a pot of Longjing tea and was reading a book.

Li Ruijing always had no confidence in him, so he shouted bravely, "Teacher."

Lin Hengzhi raised his head, beckoned him to sit on the sofa, got up and poured a glass of boiled water, "You'd better not drink strong tea right now."

"...It's okay." Li Ruijing lowered his head and said in a low voice, "It won't be there after a while."

Lin Hengzhi put away the book and sat beside him, saying, "You don't seem surprised at all."

"If he wanted this child, I would be surprised." Li Ruijing held the water glass, staring at the ripples when it shook, and said, "...it's normal."

"Since this is the case, you should deal with it when you find out. Why did everyone know about it?" Lin Heng explained, "You still expect this child to marry into the Chen family?"

These words were so straightforward that Li Ruijing didn't save any face. He bit his lip and struggled for a long time, then smiled suddenly, "Yes, I know this is ridiculous. Teacher, will you look down on me?"

Lin Hengzhi avoided this topic, and only asked, "Did you invite those Yu Ji?"

"No." Li Ruijing answered very simply this time, "I don't need to do this kind of thing. I really have some bad thoughts about this child, and I know very well that this will be the result. It's just... "

"It's just that you're betting on a possibility, even if it's only a 1% possibility." Lin Hengzhi patted him on the shoulder, "Xiaojing, your wife and I disagreed with the way you chose. But we both know, You have a temper that goes all the way to blackness. Since you had that kind of awareness at the beginning, don't think about regretting it now."

"..." Li Ruijing opened his mouth silently, "I... don't seem to have the right to regret it."

From the day he promised to be Chen Yi's little canary, he has no right to turn back.

Li Ruijing still remembers that hot afternoon, the second day Li Xinrong was admitted to the ICU. He was sweating from running and asked all the people he knew around him before he managed to scrape together 5 yuan.

He also begged the head nurse to give him a few more days to raise enough money, but the hospital is not a charity after all, and the beds and corridors are full of tired and numb patients waiting for treatment.

Human beings only care about their own joys and sorrows. In this world, he is the only one who really cares about his father's life and death.

For the first time, Li Ruijing was tossed until he was almost unconscious.He had a high fever for two days in a daze, and only after he woke up did he find that there were two more transfer information on the card.

One was Chen Yi's 300 million yuan, without any additional information.

The other is Lin Hengzhi's 50. The teacher sent a message: If it is not enough, I will find a way to make up some more.

Li Ruijing replied: Thank you teacher, enough is enough.He closed his eyes, lay quietly for a moment, and suddenly burst into tears.

Abandoning dignity has never been an earth-shattering event, but it's just a matter of gritting your teeth and closing your eyes.