rose with snow

why?

Why did Huai Xu's breath burn her body so hot that she still refused?

There were invisible sparks in the air, Song Yingshi pressed Huaixu's wrist with her backhand, clenched tightly, her hand was strong, but her tone was soft:

"Just a moment."

After she finished speaking, before Huai Xu could answer, she pressed down again, and her long hair covered their faces, hanging lower and lower like a small curtain.

Her kiss fell down, but Huai Xu tilted her head at the last moment.

The fiery kiss scorched Huai Xu's snow-white and slender neck, leaving little sparkling water marks.

Huai Xu escaped.

Song Yingshi was so annoyed that she bit her and was about to question her, but just as she let go and lifted her away by three or four centimeters, she heard Huaixu hiss in pain and murmured:

"It's worth it."

"..."

Song Yingshi felt that she was pretending to be pitiful, but she didn't use any force, how much pain could it have?

She was indifferent, and returned the sentence to Huai Xu: "It should be painful."

After finishing speaking, Song Yingshi lowered her eyes and looked down.

At this time, the light was dim, and she could only see a shadow.

But she can completely imagine what kind of sight Huaixu's cold white skin has circles of light red bite marks.

Thinking about it, I really can't bear to part with it.

Song Yingshi hesitated, she stretched out her tongue to lick that place slowly.After licking it twice, Huai Xu called to stop:

"Xiao Shi, stop licking."

Song Yingshi ignored her.

Huai Xu waited and waited, but she didn't hear the sound. Instead, the tongue scratched her neck more and more heavily, and the sticky and wet grinding feeling flooded her whole body from one point. Her body hidden under the quilt moved, pushing Song With Yingshi's shoulders down, she lowered her eyes and said:

"Song Ying, I'm going to get a thermometer."

Song Ying was stunned for a moment, her mind suddenly became clear, she got up from the bed and turned on the light, and said quickly:

"Are you sick? Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

She dug out the simple medical kit provided by the program group, found out the electronic thermometer and handed it to Huai Xu.

Huai Xu took it, hummed, "I have some doubts."

I couldn't tell when I turned off the lights before, but now that the lights are shining brightly, I can see that Huai Xu's spirit is very low, her face is sleepy, and her face is flushed - the last point, Song Yingshi is not sure whether it is because of the burn or because of them Just nonsense.

Song Yingshi touched Huaixu's forehead, it was very hot.

"..."

You don't need to look at the thermometer results, you can draw a conclusion based on the feel alone, that Huaixu has a high fever.

Song Yingshi took Huaixu's quilt up and tucked it tightly:

"I'll go talk to them and take you to the infirmary."

Song Yingshi walked out of the dormitory quickly.The staff on duty in the middle of the night were all in the duty room. She found the little girl in the logistics team and reported Huai Xu's situation to the program team. The two accompanied Huai Xu to the infirmary together.

There are always doctors on duty in the infirmary to prevent emergencies.The doctor took Huai Xu's temperature again and confirmed that it was a high fever.

In order to reduce the fever as soon as possible and not delay training, Huaixu needs to stay in the infirmary for infusion tonight.

After settling in, the staff of the logistics team went back to work. Song Yingshi sat by the bed, looked at Huai Xu who was forced to close her eyes to go to sleep, and then looked at the drip that was dripping.

She breathed a sigh of relief, and when she leaned back in her chair, she felt that tonight's direction was too bizarre.

No wonder she felt that Huai Xu's breath was hot, so she really had a fever.

This fire was so real that it directly burned Song Yingshi's charming thoughts completely.Well, if she had any random thoughts about the patient, it would be worse than a beast.

Song Yingshi shook her head and smiled wryly, got up and went to the 24h convenience store downstairs to buy a thermos cup, filled it with hot water and put it on Huaixu's bedside for her to drink when she woke up.

Maybe it was her coming in and out that woke Huai Xu up, Song Yingshi turned her head and found Huai Xu was looking at her.

The eyes of the two met, and Huai Xu's voice was a little hoarse: "Go back to sleep, there are doctors here. You have to take them to train tomorrow."

Song Yingshi said: "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Huai Xu parted her lips and smiled: "It's okay."

Song Yingshi unscrewed the thermos cup: "Drink some water?"

Huai Xu sat up and drank half a glass of water.Song Yingshi helped her refill the warm water again: "I'm going back? Can you do it alone?"

Huai Xu looked at her and said softly, "I've been here alone for so many years."

The more restrained the expression and tone of the normally awe-inspiring and inviolable person sitting on the hospital bed, the more distressing it is.

Song Yingshi smiled, bent over and pinched her chin: "You don't want me to go on purpose, do you?"

Huai Xu laughed, her lips turned pale.

"What to do, I really can't bear it. And..."

"and?"

"Taking care of patients is your greatest hobby in life." Whitewash paused, "One of them."

"?"

Song Yingshi looked at Huai Xu who said "I can't bear to deprive you of your hobbies", retracted her hand, and opened the chair that accompanied the bed again:

"Then I won't leave, I will take care of you here."

Huai Xu changed his mind and said, "I thought about it, you should go back. For my own good."

Song Yingshi glanced at her: "What do you mean?"

There was a sound outside the light blue curtain, and the doctor went out to answer the phone.

Sitting on the bed, Huai Xu stretched out his hand to catch Song Ying's hand that was hanging by her side, rubbed the back of her hand, and said in a casual tone:

"It means... If it wasn't for the fear of infecting you, I would kiss you first before you."

Song Yingshi's fingertips twitched reflexively, and Huaixu's fingers held it against her again.

Huaixu smiled lowly, and his tone was slow, as if stating the facts, and as if teasing:

"If someone you can't kiss is in front of your eyes, how do you reduce the fever?"

The ticking of the wall clock in the infirmary touched people's hearts.

Song Yingshi regained her composure and pulled out her hand:

"What kisses and kisses. What's our relationship?"

Huai Xu repeats:

"what relationship?"

Song Ying didn't answer, she avoided the infusion tube, stuffed the bouquet into the quilt, and tapped her chest through the thin quilt, once and for all, with a drawn-out tone and an extremely arrogant expression:

"As for you, meditate and recuperate. As for me, I will lead the team for the captain tomorrow, so go back to sleep now."

She withdrew her hand, stood up straight, and said condescendingly:

"You'd better get rid of your fever quickly, don't delay my Sangong stage. Do you understand?"

Leaving these two sentences behind, Song Yingshi turned around and left, closing the door of the infirmary tightly.

If she doesn't leave again, she really can't rest assured.

But no, she had to be prepared that Huai Xu would not be able to train tomorrow.If she and Huai Xu can't cheer up, the training efficiency of the whole group will be greatly reduced tomorrow.

Song Yingshi met the doctor head-on, and after exhorting the doctor some nonsense that she didn't need to exhort at all, she turned her head to look in the direction of the infirmary again.

The doctor teased: "Huaixu will be fine once her fever subsides. But seeing you like this, you can't rest assured until she gets better, haha."

Song Yingshi explained: "I'm not very worried..." It's just a bit too much in passing.

The doctor gave Song Yingshi enough face, and his face was full of tacit understanding: "Yeah, I understand, it's all teammates."

Heart: Was the [-]-character exhortation just my hallucination?I understand, throw yourself into the arms of Song Baoszd.

Song Yingshi: "..."

After Song Yingshi left, Huai Xu restrained her expression little by little, and her weakness slowly eroded her body. She was like a firewood being burned dry, with dry heat between her lips and teeth.

She closed her eyes, vaguely knowing that the doctor had come in to look at the infusion bottle, and then turned off the lights on this side.

In a dark space alone, Huai Xu indulged herself in the picture in her mind.

Not long after Fu Shu appeared, some familiar images broke into her consciousness, just like the one with Zheng Qiyi and Song Ming.

This is already the third time, enough for Huai Xu to guess the "trigger" rule.The common point of the three times is that each time it is triggered when she and Song Yingshi are with each other.

But Huai Xu also realized that she met Song Ming when she and Song Yingshi met for the first time, and she didn't get the memory at that time.

Therefore, Huai Xu speculated that there may be more detailed conditions, such as... Song Ying still needs to be hostile to the other party.For another example, she needs to personally release her hostility towards these men.

Before tonight, Huai Xu had obtained memories three times.The first and second times were from Zheng Qiyi, and the third time was from Song Ming.

Huai Xu's body is suffering from illness, but his soul is extraordinarily rational, detached from himself, sorting out all this with the calmness and indifference of a bystander.

For the first time, she learned that she was reborn.Following the memories related to Zheng Qiyi, she gained the skills of music and dancing.

The second time, Huaixu went to threaten Zheng Qiyi.She also gained memory that time.This memory is like a perfect version of the first memory, as if the first memory is a roughly vague frame, while the second memory is filled in with more details, and at the same time makes Huai Xu's singing and dancing more refined .

For the third time, Huaixu got a completely different memory from Song Ming.It was also from this memory that she learned that Song Yingshi, Song Ming, and even these three men had connections that she didn't know about.

This time was the fourth time Fu Shu brought it, but it was different from the previous three times. Large images flooded in, menacing, but they could not be seen clearly, which made her unbearably feverish.

Huai Xu faintly realized that this was the last piece of the puzzle.

This long-standing "framework" will finally be built tonight.

With the arrival of "completeness", she will usher in the real sense——

Rebirth.

Her body was extremely weak, like a phoenix nirvana, burning blazingly in an invisible fire, arousing Huaixu's self-torturing pleasure.

Her body was arched into a bow, she whispered silently, her eyes were full of night and anticipation.

In addition, there are two other things that Huai Xu keeps in mind.

One is that what Zheng Qiyi and Song Ming have in common is that they have plans for her, and tonight Song Yingshi is obviously hostile to Fu Shu. It seems that Song Yingshi misunderstood that Fu Shu liked her.But Huai Xu could see clearly that Fu Shu's thoughts were all on Song Yingshi.

Fu Shu's behavior was out of order, and more importantly, when he coveted Song Ying, she hated her more than coveting Huai Xu herself.

Thinking of this, Huai Xu's expression became a little colder.

The second is that she has obtained two memories from Zheng Qiyi, but Song Ming and Fu Shu only obtained one.Maybe...they also have a second copy.

She will take back everything that belongs to her.

And Zheng Qiyi's sudden physical torture that day may also be related to her acquisition of the second memory.

In this case, Huai Xu looks forward to the day when she takes away the memories from Song Ming and Fu Shu.

Someday.

Song Yingshi returned to the room alone, feeling drowsy, she yawned slowly, and sat down beside her bed first.

Very sleepy, very sleepy, but unable to fall asleep.

After sitting for a while, her eyes fell on Huai Xu's bed opposite. The two of them walked in a hurry just now, the quilt was unfolded, and they were lying on the bed half-up.

Song Yingshi couldn't see it for no reason, she stood up and went to flatten the quilt on the next bed, halfway, she slowly hugged the quilt and lay down, pulled the quilt over her head, and hid herself inside.

After a while, a hand stretched out from under the quilt, groped the wall and turned off all the lights.

It was dark in the room.

Song Ying lay down on her back for several minutes, and after a while, she relaxed a little, and slowly curled up sideways towards the position where she had just been lying in her arms.

The scent of roses is kept out, and the nose is full of the smell of bouquets.

I can't say it, but I like it very much.

Song Yingshi unconsciously rubbed the corner of the quilt with her fingers, and her thoughts came to her in the middle of a sleepless night alone.

Today, on the bed under her, she and Huai Xu almost...

All these developments were beyond her control and planning.

She wanted to make it clear with Huai Xu after the draft.Well, whether it's a confession or something, it always comes after Huai Xu's career.

It's not that career is more important than relationship, it's just that it's more appropriate.And she can also use this time to gradually become familiar with and accept this sudden relationship.

But it turns out that her plan is nothing more than just talking on paper. The students make a study plan, which is all nonsense, and it is amazing perseverance to be able to complete 50.00%.

It was okay at first, but she gradually got to know Huai Xu through physical contact.Touch your hands, touch your face, look at your body, rub your face, and feel novelty while appreciating it.

Until she watched Ji Zaiqun Amway's science popularization, Huai Xu found her blushing... Things got worse.

Huai Xu found out.

And she... Song Yingshi turned over, and she clearly knew what the safest method was, but tried again and again.

She has to admit that she enjoys this kind of tacit understanding, she doesn't want to be exposed prematurely, and she also vaguely hopes that Huai Xu will find her feet, which is extremely contradictory.

The two were walking on an ambiguous boundary, and their words and actions were full of confrontation.And she's always out of control, especially tonight.

Song Yingshi let out a low cry.

She has played so many roles that are immersed in love. As an actor, she can accurately analyze the emotions of the characters and handle them properly. Only then did she understand that only the script can be done step by step.

And she and Huai Xu got involved with each other and messed up each other's positions.

When they get up tomorrow, what will their relationship be like?This is still an unknown.

Thinking of tomorrow, will Huaixu's fever go down tomorrow?Her body has always been weak, and recently she always stays up late.

Song Yingshi rubbed the pillow, pressing her worries to the bottom of her heart, urging herself to fall asleep quickly.She had to maintain her energy in order to support her bosom.

She sniffed the reassuring smell in her nose, and in the package of the light and light fragrance, sleepiness came slowly.

Although she slept late, Song Yingshi woke up early the next day. After a simple wash, she got up and went to the infirmary.

She gently pushed the door open, and saw that the doctor at the desk outside had changed, probably taking over from the doctor from last night.

The male doctor pointed inside and said in a low voice, "The fever has subsided."

Song Yingshi thanked her and gently opened the curtain.

Huai Xu was still sleeping, with a peaceful expression, half of her chin buried in the quilt, she was soft, delicate, fragile and beautiful that she couldn't usually see.

Afraid of waking her up, Song Yingshi didn't go over, stopped to look at it for a while, put down the curtain and walked back, and went outside to talk with the doctor:

"Do you know when the fever will subside?"

"Sister Li said that the fever went away after five o'clock in the morning. However, it is recommended to rest for a day before training. Your daily training is too intense and you sweat a lot. Don't get hot again when the wind blows."

Song Yingshi nodded: "Okay, thank you doctor."

She turned around and went downstairs to buy an insulated lunch box. After eating, she went to the window to order a pumpkin and millet porridge.

After wasting this little time, the other trainees also walked to the restaurant in twos and threes to cook dinner, still mouthing the Dansilan who was drunk yesterday hahahaha.

When I saw the insulated lunch box, I couldn't help but ask, only then did I know that Huaixu was sick last night.

Lu Xuewen was peeling eggs, and when she heard this, she walked out with the eggs in her mouth: "Why is my sister sick? No, I have to go and see."

Li Taoran at the next table: "Who is sick who is sick... what? My captain is sick?!"

Seeing that Li Taoran's loud voice was well known to everyone, even Dan Silan, who had a cold face and concentrated on buckling the magic fairy castle with her toes, didn't care about the construction. When she got up and asked Song Ying:

"How is Huaixu now?"

Song Yingshi comforted her and said, "Her fever has subsided at night, and she is still sleeping. I will deliver food to her. I will take everyone's concern and don't delay your training."

"It must be tired during this time, we have nothing to say, you let her have a good rest, even if she recovers from illness."

"Isn't it? Xiao Shi Lengyu Taoran and Chen Wan pay attention to their bodies, don't practice so late every day."

……

Amidst all the discussions, Song Yingshi talked to Kou Lengyu and the others, and left with a lunch box.

She walked around the corridor and saw Huai Xu standing at the door of the infirmary. She was still wearing the short black T and light-colored mopping pants that she had put on hastily last night. The legs of the mopping pants were folded in two, revealing her delicately shaped ankles.This set of clothes is simple and casual, but it is simple and indifferent when worn on Huai Xu.

Song Yingshi walked over quickly: "Are you awake?"

Huai Xu looked up at her, and Song Yingshi subconsciously slowed down.

Huaixu's pupils in front of him were exceptionally dark and thick, like opaque obsidian, with crow's wing-like eyelashes pressed against his face that had not yet recovered its blood color, the contrast between black and white was extremely beautiful, but also terrifying.

Not just the looks, but more the momentum.If it is said that Huaixu was surrounded by snow, water and cold fog that strangers should not get close to, alienated from the high cold.Today's her... seems to be hidden in the darkness, everything is out of sight, and she is boundless indifference while restraining her emotions.

When Huai Xu looked over, he didn't seem to see her at all.

Song Yingshi is too sensitive to emotion and aura, just a face to face, a look in the eyes, the Huai Xu in front of her makes her heart go crazy.

She immediately asked the system: "System, is she still Huai Xu?"

System: "Yes."

Song Yingshi focused: "Is the core still there? Has anyone's soul pierced it?"

The system confirmed again: "Your mission objective has not changed, it is still the original one."

"."

Although the system always used tasks to dig holes for her, it never lied to her.

Song Yingshi suspected that she was thinking too much, but Huai Xu in front of her...

Just as she was thinking about it, she saw Huai Xu's pupils were firmly fixed on her within a very short time, and this time, she was truly in his eyes.

Following her gaze, it seemed that there was an invisible but heavy shackle holding Song Ying in place.

Song Yingshi tensed her jaw almost reflexively, making a look of ease, and opened her aura in response.

Huai Xu stepped up and approached slowly, her tired eyes were as sharp as a blade, but she restrained herself in front of Song Yingshi, her voice was the same as usual:

"Come to me?"

Song Yingshi did not relax: "I brought you porridge."

"Shall we go back to the dormitory?"

Song Yingshi nodded, seeing Huai Xu turned her head and walked forward, she deliberately lagged behind a few steps, stared at her back and said:

"You can rest in the dormitory today, don't go to the classroom."

Huai Xu responded, and said slowly, "I won't go in the morning. I'll check on your progress in the afternoon."

This is indeed the method Huai Xu will adopt.The core can be changed, and the behavior pattern is not so easy to learn.

And after the initial strangeness, the sense of familiarity engraved in the soul has not disappeared.Only now did Song Yingshi believe in the system, and she was still full of doubts.

But she still has doubts... Why did Huaixu change so much once she got sick?

Song Yingshi couldn't think of a reason.

All the way to the dormitory, Huai Xu settled down, Song Yingshi picked up the sports water cup and went to the classroom.Before going out, she turned her head and said jokingly:

"Why are you not like yourself after a serious illness?"

Huai Xu was about to drink the porridge, so she kept holding the spoon, turned her head and squinted at her, and suddenly smiled:

"Maybe it's because of a dream."

Song Yingshi: "Huh?"

"I dreamed about a lot of things from the past." Huai Xu said lightly, as if distressed, "It's not very pleasant."

Song Ying suddenly realized that although her logic felt a little unreasonable, she did not rule out the possibility.Time is urgent, she put aside this question for the time being, and urged:

"Then don't think about it, go to sleep after drinking the porridge, and I'll bring you food at noon?"

Huai Xu smiled: "Okay, practice hard."

Song Yingshi closed the door neatly, and the room was suddenly silent.

The smile on Huai Xu's face disappeared, and she slowly ate the breakfast that Song Yingshi had prepared for her.

Gradually, the simmering hot steam flattened her indifference and hostility, and she ate up the slightly scalding pumpkin porridge spoonful by spoonful.

She calmly cleaned up the rubbish, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and followed Song Yingshi's instructions to return to the bed to rest.

Before she lay down, she found a slightly curly long brown hair on the pillow.

Huaixu picked it up, looked at it in front of her eyes, suddenly smiled, and swept away the depression that surged up in her heart as the memory was complete.

From April to July, from before the draft interview to seeing the last key figure Fu Shu, she finally had a complete sense of rebirth.

Fu Shu is the last piece of the puzzle. Apart from the memory about Fu Shu, what she brings to her is the overall cognition after the framework is complete.

Memories of some important events up to her 28th year came back to her mind last night.Some memories are unclear, leaving only shadows as if they cannot be remembered firmly, but it doesn't matter, Huai Xu already knows where to find them.

Huai Xu guessed that she should have been reborn at the age of 28.

That year, she finally forced Fu Shu to death.

Unlike Zheng Qiyi and Song Ming, Huai Xu didn't see the scene of Fu Shu's "admitting defeat", but only remembered Fu Shu's post on Weibo:

Huai Xu, you are the most pitiful.

At that time, this sentence was interpreted by netizens as a sarcasm for the defeated general to save his face, and many people scolded him on his Weibo.

On the second day, Fu Shu parked his car in front of the Provincial Museum and committed suicide in the car.

No one can explain Huai Xu's confusion in that Weibo, even Fu Shu now. Huai Xu wants to know the cause and effect, so he has to extract a second memory from Fu Shu, which can only be done in the future for the time being.

The real rebirth brought her too much to digest at the moment.Song Yingshi had doubted her just now, she was really perceptive.When thinking of Song Ying, Huai Xu's heart sank slightly.Just scared her.

She's not going to be her 28-year-old self, that's not fun.Huai Xu thought that she would live her 18 years old and Song Yingshi's 18 years old with the gift of destiny for ten years.

This one, she was not imprisoned in a glass cage by Song Ming, and she was not as deadly as Mu Mu. She was surrounded by Song Yingshi and many companions who were chasing the same goal.Maybe one day they will go to different paths, but for now, they are all like-minded friends who help each other.

She looked back on the past few months and found out that at a major turning point in her life, someone had already sealed off the dead end of her fate, tried every means to send her a brand new and bright future, and escorted her everywhere.

Song Yingshi.

If the three men brought her pain, then what role did Song Yingshi play?Huai Xu wanted to know.

She even wanted to know why she hadn't had Song Yingshi in her 28 years?

Huai Xu had thought about this question before, but only this time, when the thought came up, strong rejection and denial came from the bottom of his heart, and Huai Xu's expression changed slightly.

No, not no, maybe...

She forgot Song Yingshi.

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