Island that can't be quit
Chapter 34 Confess to her!
did not return.Forget it, suddenly there was a burning feeling in her heart, and she unconsciously took Dey's hand beside her.
Before waiting for a minute, Dai threw her hand away, and continued walking with Norn indifferently.
Nuo En regained some consciousness, she turned her head and said apologetically, "Sorry, I just wanted to drag you along faster."
"It's okay, I have physical contact phobia." Dey replied blankly.
Norn couldn't help laughing, Dey always did this, always saying things that Norn didn't expect.
Soon the two of them walked to the ice shop opened by the islanders.As Nuo En said, the ice shop does not have the commercial decoration of Mira's shops, but it is a very ordinary and even a bit dilapidated shop.
But the names on the menu are quite appetizing: Coconut Sea Salt Cheese, Coconut Mint Cocoa, Coconut Strawberry Cream, Coconut Coffee Caramel...
"Which one do you want?" Norn asked Dey.
Dai looked up at the menu hanging at the door of the store. At first, Nuoen thought she would choose for a long time. After all, in Nuoen's view, each item is very exciting, but she didn't expect that in just a few seconds, Dai Yi said firmly: "Coconut strawberry cream."
"Huh? I really can't see that you would like such soft girl style desserts." Norn joked, and Dey's choice surprised her again.
"Huh?" Dey looked at Norn suspiciously.
"I thought you'd like coconut mint cocoa or something."
"why?"
"Because you are very dark..." Nuo En hadn't finished speaking, as if she had realized her "not thinking..." So her voice gradually became quieter.
"What do you mean?!" Dai frowned, tilting her head to look at Norn, with some doubts on her expression, but more dissatisfaction.
Although her appearance was full of provocation, it suddenly made Norn feel a little moved.
"No... I said something wrong." Norn muttered in a low voice, arranged for Dai to find a seat and went to buy ice by himself.
Dai Yi when eating ice is completely different from Heya.Dai Yi didn't seem to like ice that much. She ate very slowly, and even put down the spoon before eating half of it.
Norn asked her what's the matter, she just replied that it was delicious, but she really couldn't eat it anymore, it was too big, strawberry is really delicious, and strawberry is her favorite flavor.
Norn nodded half-understanding, and after quickly shaved the ice in his bowl, he suggested whether to go for a walk on the nearby seaside.Dey nodded yes.
It was midsummer, and the days were elongated. When Norn and Dai walked to the beach, they happened to witness the last trace of a particularly dreamy pink sunset together.
The two of them stood on the shore tacitly and waited for the sunset to fade away, until dusk fell, and the sea breeze began to lose its warmth.
Dai Yi seemed to like this kind of wind very much. She dragged off her shoes, held them in her hands, and then ran into the sea, walking along the edge of the sea to the direction of Hera's House.
Seeing this, Nuoen also followed Dai Yi's example and followed behind her.
Was the twilight so beautiful at that time?Or is the cool evening breeze intoxicating?
Nuo En's heart suddenly found a long-lost peace at the end of that day.It's that real peace.
She felt as if all her troubles had disappeared. She looked at the person in front of her who was stepping on the sea wholeheartedly. She wanted to thank her. It was her gravity that made her finally escape from the vortex.
The two of them walked back to the hotel quietly stepping on the sea one after the other.At that time, it was actually still early, but Dai Yi seemed to be in no mood to do other things anymore. For the first time, she politely expressed her gratitude to Norn: "Thank you for the ice, it's very sweet." After finishing speaking, she went back to her room .
Norn nodded to her, and was about to open the door to go back to the room, but still subconsciously looked at his side room, it was pitch black.
Presumably Heya has not come back, presumably she will not come back tonight.Nuo En couldn't help but sneered when he thought of this, and went into the house.
This day, she wanted to go to bed early. After experiencing the inner struggle throughout the day and the physical exhaustion of going out in the evening, she only felt very tired.
When she was lying on the bed after taking a shower, a strange scent bothered her. She got up and smelled the pillow He Ya slept on last night, and she was sure that it was the smell left by her hair from last night.
So she didn't even think about it, even though she was extremely tired, she got up resolutely, then changed the pillowcase that Heya had slept on, and threw it on the ground casually.
Norn slept surprisingly well that night, sleeping until dawn.Due to going to bed early the night before, she woke up very early the next day.
She did not have any hesitation, she got up to wash up after waking up, and then went to the dining room to help Aunt Bei prepare breakfast.
During the breakfast time, the restaurant was full of customers. Norn had long forgotten about Heya, but he was thinking of Dei in his heart, and had been secretly observing the guests in the restaurant.
Sure enough, it was almost at the end of breakfast that Norn saw the lazy Dey lazily walking into the dining room.
Norn couldn't help teasing her: "You went back so early last night, why do you still look like you haven't slept well?"
While smiling politely at her, Dai replied feebly: "No, I'm a night owl and it's always hard to wake up in the morning."
"Want coffee? I'll make it for you."
"Okay, thank you."
"Is there any request?"
"Just a latte, thank you." Dai Yi smiled more sincerely now.
When Nuo En made the coffee and came out, she found that Dei was already sitting in Heya's favorite seat.
Norn didn't say anything, just put the coffee on Dey's table, and went back to his place.
After she sat down, she still sneaked a peek in that fixed direction from time to time as before, but this time, the person in that position had changed, but Norn felt that there was nothing wrong with it.
She secretly looked at Dei unscrupulously like that, and she found that Dei's profile was very beautiful, the chiseled kind, especially the broken hair on her profile.
Even though she had a spiritless and indifferent expression at the moment, on her fair and transparent complexion, all of this was so appropriate, it was appropriate for that kind of beautiful artwork.
She suddenly forgot what Heya's side profile looked like, but it probably wasn't as good-looking as Dey's, at least in her impression, she never thought Heya's side profile was so beautiful...
There was a voice in her brain, and she kept chanting like this.At this time, another person walked in through the dazzling gate, and it was only after Nuoen came back to her senses that she realized that it was really Heya this time.After being free all day, she was finally willing to come back.
Heya looked even more haggard, casually wearing a thin shirt of unknown origin, her hair was messy, and her face was even paler.She casually poured out a bowl of cereal and sat down at the table across from Dey.
And Norn's direction was just right for a perfect peek at both of them.
So after Norn looked left and right for a while, Norn finally stopped his gaze permanently in the direction of Dai.
She had already confirmed her conjecture just now: Heya is indeed not as good-looking as Dey.Dey is really beautiful, this painting is so beautiful that Norn doesn't want to lose his mind.
39. With her, outlying islands
That is, from then on, from that day on, Norn began to care about Dai, just as she cared about Heya before.
She will think about Day's condition all the time;
When shuttling through Hera's house, she will also look around intentionally or unintentionally to determine Dey's location;
She would take advantage of Aunt Ti's cleaning time to go to Dey's room and prepare something for her;
Of course, she began to like to buy some strawberries or strawberry-flavored food when shopping.
But in fact, since the evening when they ate ice, Dey and Norn haven't had much interaction.
Norn didn't care, she already knew, from the first time she saw Dey, that Dey was the girlish version of Heya.Coldness is their innate trait.
In the past, she didn't have any extravagant hopes or expectations for Heya, she only wanted to have a corner where she could watch Heya secretly.
So now for Dey, she is the same.
Instead, during a work accident, she was surprised to find that Dey's room had a new reservation on September [-]st.She recalled what Heya told her back then, that Dai was here for a month's vacation.
Nuo En unconsciously looked at the phone, a little surprised that the days passed so quickly, and now the time displayed on the phone has come to August 27th.
That is, later that day, Heya was not there again at lunch, there were only two or three guests, and Dey was in the dining room, waiting for the meal.
So while Aunt Bei was busy, Norn approached Dai, who was sitting in Heya's old seat, and asked with some hesitation, "Are you planning to leave the island?"
Dai Yi seemed not surprised by Norn's question, she nodded slightly.
"When are you leaving?" Norn's tone was slightly anxious.
"My mother told me to book a plane ticket for September [-], but I still want to go to Shengna for two days. The island is too... In short, I want to stay for two days to go shopping in Shengna before leaving."
Sheng Na, Norn feels like he hasn't heard this word for a long time.She remembered that she also arrived in Shengna by plane last year, and then came to Nat Island by boat from Shengna.Shengna is the nearest city with an airport to Nat Island.
"Why are you leaving so soon?" Norn asked nonsensically.
"Because I'm about to start school! I'm going to be a freshman soon, although I really don't want to go. I really hate having to make friends with so many strangers." Speaking of this, Dey was a little melancholy, and couldn't help sighing Come.
"Haha, speaking of it, it's time for me to start school." Nuo En felt funny, and this conversation was like a satire.
"Oh really? You're still reading..."
"Well, I should be in my third year of college next month. Actually, I'm working here, and it's my gap year." Nuo En said a little embarrassed.
"Hmm! It's so cool!" Dai Yi showed an admiring expression.After thinking for a while, she asked again, "What major did you study?"
"Oh, I'm a marketing student. What about you? What major are you planning to study in college?" Nuo En was suddenly curious about this question.
"I haven't decided yet, and I don't know what I like." Dey frowned again.
"Aren't you going to start school soon? Why? Haven't you chosen a major yet?" Nuoen was a little puzzled.
"I'm going to the United States to study at a university. Over there, freshmen, freshmen and sophomores are all basic courses, and juniors will be divided into majors, so I haven't actually decided yet."
"Oh……"
The two fell into a slightly awkward silence.After a while, Nuo En suddenly said: "Actually, I really should go back to study. I can't take another year off from school, right? The school won't grant me a leave of absence.
Why don't I leave the island with you? In fact, I was also in a hurry when I came here, and I didn't have time to play in Shengna at all.
If you don't mind, can we play together in Shengna for two days?We can also share the accommodation fee equally, which will save a lot! "
Seeing that Dey was lost in thought, Norn wondered if he had crossed the line, so he immediately explained: "I'm sorry, I don't mean anything else, I just think it's safer for two girls to be companions together. In fact, I also Not sure if you want someone to play with you. That's ok, or you go on your own and we split up."
"It's okay..." Dai smiled, but she was full of self-sarcasm: "Mom didn't worry about me going to Shengna by myself. She originally wanted to ask Neville to accompany me. But you see Lah, why would that stingy Neville accompany me? It's been a month, and she hasn't visited me once. Then let's go together, and my mother will feel more at ease."
Norn nodded with a smile on her face, but she saw a hint of sadness on Dey's face.
So Norn realized that it seemed like he really hadn't seen Neville for a whole month.
During this month, the relationship between her and Neville, and even Heya, seemed to have faded a lot.
Norn, who returned to his room that afternoon, felt a little inconceivable that he had made such an abrupt decision to leave the island.
It seemed like a month ago, she was still firmly standing next to Heya, telling her that she would stay.now……
She couldn't tell, she couldn't tell what was wrong with herself, she just felt that she no longer had the motivation to stay here anymore.
She wants to leave, she even wants to go back to school to study, even if she returns to her former life, even if nothing happened this year, even if she and Dai have nothing to do with each other, she just wants to leave here.
So after she calmed down that afternoon, she thought it over and over for a long time, and finally confirmed that the decision she made abruptly was correct.
It seemed that she hadn't seen Heya for a long time, and she didn't want to see Heya either. Facing Heya, she might even shrink back, or she didn't know how to speak.
Yes, after all that night, the two of them were in a state of almost zero communication.Heya seemed to be avoiding Norn on purpose.
Thinking of this, Nuo En took out his mobile phone indifferently, and without thinking too much, he sent a message to Heya: "Miss Boss, I decided to go back to study. I don't know if I will be a little anxious to tell you now, but If I can, I would like to leave on August 31."
"Okay, no problem, I will find someone to replace you." He Ya replied almost instantly.
Seeing Heya's quick reply and free-spirited tone, Norn was completely relieved.
The day of leaving the island was actually faster than expected. No matter whether she was prepared or not, on that cloudy morning, Norn was already carrying her little luggage and was standing on the pier with Dai, waiting for the boat.
It was indeed a gloomy day, but it was also the look of Norn's favorite Nat Island, the look of the sky when she first came here.
It was rare that both Heya and Neville came to see them off together.
Neville lowered his head and remained silent the whole time, looking very indifferent, as if he was even more indifferent than Heya and Day, who were inherently cold.
But Heya, she wore a long dress again, just like the elegant appearance when I first saw her, full of energy.
She first gave Dey a hug and welcomed her back next year.Then he hugged Norn again, which was much warmer than when they first met.
When she hugged Norn, she used some strength, as if she had given her sincerity. She said unhurriedly: "Thank you for your dedication this year, Nuon, you are a great housekeeper. You know how to Contact me, if you want to come to play in the future, or want to come back to work, you know how to find me. You are always welcome at the House of Hera."
Nuo En hugged Heya back, hugging Heya in the wind of the day was once Nuo En's biggest dream.
It's just that at this time, just like Huang Liang's dream year after year, if she doesn't have some dreams, her headache will no longer hurt.
She just nodded and said politely: "Okay, thank you for taking care of me this year, you are the best boss in the world."
At this moment Norn walked towards Neville generously and opened his arms.She and Neville, who she once regarded as her best friends on the island, just like that, the relationship between the two of them disappeared after that scene.
Neville hugged her. Although he didn't speak, he said a thousand words, all in the hug.
After Norn said goodbye, Dai stepped forward and wanted to hug Neville, but Neville took three steps back with a painful expression on his face.
She finally opened her mouth slowly, and said to Dai: "When you go back, you must listen to your mother and study hard..." It seemed that she hadn't finished speaking, but she seemed more like she didn't want to say anything, so she shut her mouth.
Dey didn't say anything, Norn stood behind Dey and saw Neville looking into Dey's eyes.
Hidden in her eyes was unprecedented seriousness and affection, trying to be buried in deliberate indifference, but in fact it couldn't be concealed at all.
Norn finally confirmed that Neville liked Dey very much, and Neville also liked Dey, the kind he liked very much.
At that moment, Norn suddenly wanted to cry, her heart was completely broken, not for herself, not for Heya, not for Dai, but for Neville.
She never thought she would be smart enough to see the future, but at that moment, she was 1 sure: Poor Neville, he would never be happy again in this life, it was like carrying a sad curse.
When Norn and Dai finally stood on the deck, watching Heya and Neville on the shore became smaller and smaller, and the island that Norn once thought he could not quit was getting farther and farther away, There was still unavoidable sadness in her heart.
She didn't like separation, so much so that she had to turn her head to look at Dey to tell herself that it was okay, that Dey was here.
Dai Yi is still expressionless, her indifferent appearance is beautiful, just like the ice in the Arctic Circle.
40, a scene, the truth
After arriving in Shengna, because Dei was too lazy to carry the luggage, the two found the hotel closest to the pier to stay.
Dey also agreed to share the room with Norn to save travel expenses, of course the two lived in a standard room with two beds.
Nuo En actually thanked Dey in her heart. She knew that Dey's family was very rich, so there was no need to save this little accommodation fee.
Thinking about it this way, she felt that Dey was not as self-willed and indifferent to others as Heya said at the beginning.
The two played together in Shengna, but it was not much different from when they were on Nat Island.
The two still respect each other as guests, with Dai taking care of herself first, and Norn following closely behind, and the relationship between the two has never been further deepened.
Sometimes Norn even felt that she and Day might not even count as friends.But she didn't seem to care too much. After getting along with Heya for nearly a year, she was already used to how to deal with an iceberg.
Two days passed quietly, Norn didn't seem to think too much about her future, she just wanted to enjoy the present as much as possible, enjoy the last bit of time in her gap year, and enjoy the bravest and most incredible thing she has done so far in her life And the wildest dreams, and, enjoying the last moments with this girl by my side.
Just as a storm is always inevitable on the eve of the most splendid rainbow, some flood-like shocks hit Norn by surprise on the last night of Shengna.
Since both of their flights were at noon the next day, after dinner that day, the two of them didn't talk much, and they were packing their luggage silently.
When it was dark, the two of them finally packed up. It was Dey who went to the balcony of the room first, leaning on the railing and looking into the distance.
She still didn't say a word, but Norn couldn't help standing beside her because of her lonely back.It's that tacit picture again.
In the end, it was Dey who opened her mouth slowly. Her tone was as calm as ever, like an emotionless robot. She said to Norn: "How is it? Do you want to sleep with me tonight?"
"Huh?" Even though Norn was a little used to Dey's "extraordinary words", she was flustered for a while by being so straightforward.
"Tomorrow we will part ways. I will let you sleep tonight, so that you can go back to your own life tomorrow and start over without hesitation!" Dey's voice still sounded full of casualness.
"Ah? What kind of logic are you talking about?" Nuo En looked straight into the distance, but felt that he was blushing abnormally.
"It was Heya who said it! Heya is really amazing, a great god." For the first time, Dai's voice was full of praise for others.
Hearing Heya's name, Norn seemed to come back to her senses, as if she realized something.
She turned her head to look at Dai, and asked seriously, "What are you talking about?"
Dey also turned her head to look at Norn, and saw her bewildered look, which made Dey laugh.
It was Dey's iconic evil smile again, and there was a trace of pity in her eyes, so she retracted her eyes again, continued to look into the distance, and just said lightly: "Heya said it, Heya said it, You're addicted to your crush. Once the crush is broken, you can no longer hold on to your liking, and you go looking for your next crush like prey."
Norn frowned, she still looked at Dey seriously, but it was more like asking: "Are you serious?"
"Of course it's serious. But she's right, isn't she?" Dey returned Norn's secret look.
"No!" Nuoen turned his head and looked into the distance again, with a hint of firmness in his voice, and even more anger: "How can she say that about me!"
"Isn't it? You used to have a crush on Heya, and then you finally had a chance to sleep with Heya. After that, you were no longer interested in her, and started to have a crush on me."
When Dai Yi said this, she turned her head to look at Norn again, with a trace of provocation: "That's why I asked you, do you want to sleep with me today? Then you won't like me anymore tomorrow."
Seeing that Noen didn't answer, Dey turned back and looked into the distance, and continued to say calmly: "Please, am I helping you?"
Upon hearing this, Norn closed her eyes in pain, clenched her fists tightly, and took a deep breath hard.
She couldn't tell what emotion was filling her heart at the moment, was it the anger of being offended?Being wronged and wronged?Anyway, how could Heya say that about herself?
But soon, what shocked her even more was that she suddenly seemed to seriously examine Heya's theory: Is what Heya said right?Is he really such a scumbag?It's just that I never noticed it!
However, her subconscious mind was still resisting, and she even denied it even more firmly without thinking: "You women are really gossips. Who said I have a crush on her? Who said I have a crush on you? Don't talk nonsense, okay?"
Dey turned her head and looked at her again, her expression alone said it all: Are you serious?You still deny it?You're really funny you know that?
"Okay..." Dai Yi seemed to have regained her spirit, the kind of spirit that was aroused to fight. She raised her tone slightly, turned completely to face Norn, and said word by word: "Then you Listen, I have evidence."
"Okay, I want to see what evidence you can produce!" Norn also turned to face Dai, and replied without showing any weakness.
This made it more fun for Day, who had never seen such a competitive norn.
"How do you think you suddenly want to leave the island?" Dai Yi moved closer.
"Because I'm going back to study! School starts in September!" Nuo En replied confidently.
"Then, you and Heya have been living together in the same courtyard for so long, almost a year, why did Heya suddenly come to your room to let you sleep until this month?" Dey's eyes began to harden.
Norn didn't speak, her originally firm face seemed to lose some strength, and her pupils also began to relax a little.
"It's Nawei. Nawei has a cousin who begged Nawei to arrange a job for him. However, the clerks in the Nawei store are all acquaintances. It is really difficult for Nawei. Wei asked Heya for help."
Dey is still continuing, even though she has clearly seen something in the corner of Norn's eyes begin to become bright, as if the light will fall if she is not paying attention, she still continues relentlessly: " So what can Heya do? You have seen Heya’s yard, and you don’t need too many people. And you, Heya knows very well that you will never be able to stay on Nat Island forever. That’s why she thought Make this move."
"Which move?" Norn asked unwillingly, but his voice lost confidence.
"You know what happened later! She took the initiative to come to your room. She knows that once you have a relationship, you will soon stop liking her.
As long as you don't like her, you'll be off Nat in no time.In this way, the position of housekeeper of the homestay can be vacated, and she can give this position to Neville's cousin. "
Speaking of this, Dey seemed to realize something, and said sarcastically: "In the final analysis, Neville and Heya, hehe, I think you and I know what they have done for each other."
After all, she seemed not satisfied, and added: "Sure enough, my previous vision was right, Neville is the best match for Heya, hahaha, it's so funny!" Nuo En felt that her smile was full of bitterness .
"Why should I trust you? You don't have a good relationship with them, so how do you know this?" Norn was still resisting, but there was a hint of crying in his voice.
41. We who can't quit (End)
Norn's words made Dey laugh again, and she replied with disdain: "I will know what I want to know. What's more, have you forgotten the relationship between my mother and Neville? You don't know How much does my mother spoil me?!"
Norn fell silent, and she didn't look at Dey again.Losing her fighting spirit, she just leaned on the railing, looked into the distance, and fell into a long and long meditation.
Dai Yi also looked back into the distance, but she could clearly feel that the person beside her was experiencing a rare fragmentation in her life.
The air on the entire balcony fell into a frozen state, and Dai gradually felt that Norn beside her had been wiped out in the heavy air.
I'm afraid Dey couldn't bear it at last. After a long silence, she spoke again: "You don't need to be so sad, each of us is like this, everyone in the world is like this. We Everyone is addicted to something in life, just like some people can't quit smoking, some people can't quit drinking, just like I can't quit lying, you can't quit crush, Heya can't quit ice cream, Neville can't quit the Appearance Association.
This is actually a very common thing, it is even a necessity of life.This is one of the essences of life, without which there is no life and no humanity.
So in my opinion, that's not a bad thing.Why do we always have untimely expectations about the world and our destiny?
Accept the true nature of life, accept the nature of self, isn't it good?Perhaps this is the only meaning of life.
The stories in fairy tales are not finished yet, and what is staged on the screen are all lies. Why should we believe and expect those illusory appearances, and dislike the true appearance of human nature?Shouldn't we just embrace the real world and ourselves? "
Dai Yi's words pulled Norn back from her distant thoughts, and said it into her heart impartially, like waking up from a dream.
She remembered that the ice cream that Heya couldn't quit was actually the habit of closing her heart.
Heya's only withdrawal behavior was trying to completely melt her frozen heart, and wanted to get closer to Asi.
However, what A Si had done to her at that time... her attempt to quit was a blow to her both physically and mentally.
What Neville couldn't quit was his own appearance association.She is still in her own withdrawal attempts, but everyone knows that her attempts have long since failed.
Although she is single now, she has given all of her body and mind to Dai as never before.Her attempt to quit was even more tragic, as if she had exchanged all her happiness in this life.
Dole, that Dole who was forgotten by Norn for a long time, she also has a behavior that she can't quit, that is, controlling her lover.
She also seemed to have tried to get rid of her desire for control, and the final result was to speed up the complete separation from Norn.In the end, she also failed to win her own instinct.
Norn thought of himself too.In fact, she has long realized that what she can't quit is the feeling of having a crush on others.
She has been obsessed with the feeling of secretly liking others since she was a child, and once she is discovered by others, she will quickly lose this feeling, this feeling that makes her want to stop.
This is the reason why she never confesses easily, and never takes the initiative to approach her crush.
She is afraid of this loss of the subject of her crush, which will leave her in a void for a long time.
In fact, she knew that her nature was like this, so she never even tried to change herself, she just subconsciously felt ashamed of her habit.
And Asi, the Neptune who can't quit being ambiguous with others.It was her addiction to ambiguity that hurt Heya in the end, and she lost Heya completely.
She seemed to be the only one among these few who successfully quit her addiction, just as she finally gave up everything and came to Heya.
However, her dismal ending...isn't it better not to quit?
Or, Norn shook his head involuntarily, who knows?
The Asi she saw was only a month old, who knows where she is now?Is it true that he is no longer Aquaman?
Dey, Norn couldn't help turning his head to look at the person beside him.Dai Yi's profile is still very beautiful, this girl can fascinate countless people just by her looks.
This girl who loves to lie!Nuo En suddenly laughed, and she remembered Heya's advice to her, yes!Who can prove that Dey is not lying now?
She felt more and more funny, felt that God was tricking people, felt that there were so many unprovable and falsifiable things in this world, and so many paradoxes.She couldn't help it anymore, and laughed out loud.
Her smile is not a wry smile, but a hearty and hearty smile, a smile of open-mindedness, a smile of her agreeing with Dai's last words.
She knew that, at least in that passage, Dai was not lying.That is the truest Dey, the one who has seen through fate and cowardly chose to hate this world.
Nuo En's smile broke the frozen and heavy air on the balcony. Dey was a little puzzled by Nuo En's smile at first, and then she also laughed tacitly.
Norn of course did not sleep in Dey's bed that night.The two were the same as usual, but after turning off the lights at the end, Dai Yi whispered: "Let's not leave any contact information for each other. After we part tomorrow, we will rely on fate, and we will see each other again from now on."
Norn replied casually: "Okay, this is cool."
The next day, the two went to the airport together.After exchanging boarding passes together and passing through the security check, Norn accompanied Dey to her boarding gate in a very gentlemanly manner.
At the final parting, Dey still took the initiative to hug Norn, and the light in her eyes finally changed from sharp to pure.
After the hug, Dey waved to Norn without saying much, then turned and walked to the boarding gate.
Norn, who was standing behind her, realized that Dai was wearing a plaid skirt and a white short-sleeved shirt which was rare that day. Her back looked so student-like, she suddenly thought that if Neville saw this The scene will definitely be gratifying!
Norn is no longer nostalgic, and after the conversation last night, she doesn't seem to have so much attachment to Daye anymore.
She knew that according to her habit, after she returned to school, her heart would soon be filled with new people.
Now, she is completely accepting her truest side, and this kind of acceptance makes her breathing easier and happier now.
Norn walked to his boarding gate alone, and after a little waiting, he boarded the plane quickly and sat down in his seat.
She started to pack the things she was holding, it was too messy: boarding pass, earphones, ID card, ID bag... She wanted to pack them one by one and put them in order.
When she had put away all the important items and only had the boarding pass left in her hand, she thought that this was useless anyway, so she was about to throw it into the trash bag on her seat.
The moment she threw it in, she flipped her hand inadvertently, and she glanced at the other side of her boarding pass. There were two lines of bright fluorescent powder characters, which were bright and eye-catching. She stood there quietly, as if someone like that.
She was curious, and took out the boarding pass again, and found that the pink highlighter wrote impressively: "If one day you will think of me, this is my mailbox...Although I never miss the past, I still hope In this life, we can still have the fate to go back to the island together once in this life. The promise of the island that can't be broken, okay? Daisy."
"Heh, the lying Dai Yi is actually the duplicity Dai Yi!" Seeing this, Nuo En couldn't help but smile sweetly.
The boarding pass suddenly became heavy, and Norn folded it and put it in his ID card bag.
The plane begins to taxi.Everything is gone behind.
Who knows? !
---The End——
Before waiting for a minute, Dai threw her hand away, and continued walking with Norn indifferently.
Nuo En regained some consciousness, she turned her head and said apologetically, "Sorry, I just wanted to drag you along faster."
"It's okay, I have physical contact phobia." Dey replied blankly.
Norn couldn't help laughing, Dey always did this, always saying things that Norn didn't expect.
Soon the two of them walked to the ice shop opened by the islanders.As Nuo En said, the ice shop does not have the commercial decoration of Mira's shops, but it is a very ordinary and even a bit dilapidated shop.
But the names on the menu are quite appetizing: Coconut Sea Salt Cheese, Coconut Mint Cocoa, Coconut Strawberry Cream, Coconut Coffee Caramel...
"Which one do you want?" Norn asked Dey.
Dai looked up at the menu hanging at the door of the store. At first, Nuoen thought she would choose for a long time. After all, in Nuoen's view, each item is very exciting, but she didn't expect that in just a few seconds, Dai Yi said firmly: "Coconut strawberry cream."
"Huh? I really can't see that you would like such soft girl style desserts." Norn joked, and Dey's choice surprised her again.
"Huh?" Dey looked at Norn suspiciously.
"I thought you'd like coconut mint cocoa or something."
"why?"
"Because you are very dark..." Nuo En hadn't finished speaking, as if she had realized her "not thinking..." So her voice gradually became quieter.
"What do you mean?!" Dai frowned, tilting her head to look at Norn, with some doubts on her expression, but more dissatisfaction.
Although her appearance was full of provocation, it suddenly made Norn feel a little moved.
"No... I said something wrong." Norn muttered in a low voice, arranged for Dai to find a seat and went to buy ice by himself.
Dai Yi when eating ice is completely different from Heya.Dai Yi didn't seem to like ice that much. She ate very slowly, and even put down the spoon before eating half of it.
Norn asked her what's the matter, she just replied that it was delicious, but she really couldn't eat it anymore, it was too big, strawberry is really delicious, and strawberry is her favorite flavor.
Norn nodded half-understanding, and after quickly shaved the ice in his bowl, he suggested whether to go for a walk on the nearby seaside.Dey nodded yes.
It was midsummer, and the days were elongated. When Norn and Dai walked to the beach, they happened to witness the last trace of a particularly dreamy pink sunset together.
The two of them stood on the shore tacitly and waited for the sunset to fade away, until dusk fell, and the sea breeze began to lose its warmth.
Dai Yi seemed to like this kind of wind very much. She dragged off her shoes, held them in her hands, and then ran into the sea, walking along the edge of the sea to the direction of Hera's House.
Seeing this, Nuoen also followed Dai Yi's example and followed behind her.
Was the twilight so beautiful at that time?Or is the cool evening breeze intoxicating?
Nuo En's heart suddenly found a long-lost peace at the end of that day.It's that real peace.
She felt as if all her troubles had disappeared. She looked at the person in front of her who was stepping on the sea wholeheartedly. She wanted to thank her. It was her gravity that made her finally escape from the vortex.
The two of them walked back to the hotel quietly stepping on the sea one after the other.At that time, it was actually still early, but Dai Yi seemed to be in no mood to do other things anymore. For the first time, she politely expressed her gratitude to Norn: "Thank you for the ice, it's very sweet." After finishing speaking, she went back to her room .
Norn nodded to her, and was about to open the door to go back to the room, but still subconsciously looked at his side room, it was pitch black.
Presumably Heya has not come back, presumably she will not come back tonight.Nuo En couldn't help but sneered when he thought of this, and went into the house.
This day, she wanted to go to bed early. After experiencing the inner struggle throughout the day and the physical exhaustion of going out in the evening, she only felt very tired.
When she was lying on the bed after taking a shower, a strange scent bothered her. She got up and smelled the pillow He Ya slept on last night, and she was sure that it was the smell left by her hair from last night.
So she didn't even think about it, even though she was extremely tired, she got up resolutely, then changed the pillowcase that Heya had slept on, and threw it on the ground casually.
Norn slept surprisingly well that night, sleeping until dawn.Due to going to bed early the night before, she woke up very early the next day.
She did not have any hesitation, she got up to wash up after waking up, and then went to the dining room to help Aunt Bei prepare breakfast.
During the breakfast time, the restaurant was full of customers. Norn had long forgotten about Heya, but he was thinking of Dei in his heart, and had been secretly observing the guests in the restaurant.
Sure enough, it was almost at the end of breakfast that Norn saw the lazy Dey lazily walking into the dining room.
Norn couldn't help teasing her: "You went back so early last night, why do you still look like you haven't slept well?"
While smiling politely at her, Dai replied feebly: "No, I'm a night owl and it's always hard to wake up in the morning."
"Want coffee? I'll make it for you."
"Okay, thank you."
"Is there any request?"
"Just a latte, thank you." Dai Yi smiled more sincerely now.
When Nuo En made the coffee and came out, she found that Dei was already sitting in Heya's favorite seat.
Norn didn't say anything, just put the coffee on Dey's table, and went back to his place.
After she sat down, she still sneaked a peek in that fixed direction from time to time as before, but this time, the person in that position had changed, but Norn felt that there was nothing wrong with it.
She secretly looked at Dei unscrupulously like that, and she found that Dei's profile was very beautiful, the chiseled kind, especially the broken hair on her profile.
Even though she had a spiritless and indifferent expression at the moment, on her fair and transparent complexion, all of this was so appropriate, it was appropriate for that kind of beautiful artwork.
She suddenly forgot what Heya's side profile looked like, but it probably wasn't as good-looking as Dey's, at least in her impression, she never thought Heya's side profile was so beautiful...
There was a voice in her brain, and she kept chanting like this.At this time, another person walked in through the dazzling gate, and it was only after Nuoen came back to her senses that she realized that it was really Heya this time.After being free all day, she was finally willing to come back.
Heya looked even more haggard, casually wearing a thin shirt of unknown origin, her hair was messy, and her face was even paler.She casually poured out a bowl of cereal and sat down at the table across from Dey.
And Norn's direction was just right for a perfect peek at both of them.
So after Norn looked left and right for a while, Norn finally stopped his gaze permanently in the direction of Dai.
She had already confirmed her conjecture just now: Heya is indeed not as good-looking as Dey.Dey is really beautiful, this painting is so beautiful that Norn doesn't want to lose his mind.
39. With her, outlying islands
That is, from then on, from that day on, Norn began to care about Dai, just as she cared about Heya before.
She will think about Day's condition all the time;
When shuttling through Hera's house, she will also look around intentionally or unintentionally to determine Dey's location;
She would take advantage of Aunt Ti's cleaning time to go to Dey's room and prepare something for her;
Of course, she began to like to buy some strawberries or strawberry-flavored food when shopping.
But in fact, since the evening when they ate ice, Dey and Norn haven't had much interaction.
Norn didn't care, she already knew, from the first time she saw Dey, that Dey was the girlish version of Heya.Coldness is their innate trait.
In the past, she didn't have any extravagant hopes or expectations for Heya, she only wanted to have a corner where she could watch Heya secretly.
So now for Dey, she is the same.
Instead, during a work accident, she was surprised to find that Dey's room had a new reservation on September [-]st.She recalled what Heya told her back then, that Dai was here for a month's vacation.
Nuo En unconsciously looked at the phone, a little surprised that the days passed so quickly, and now the time displayed on the phone has come to August 27th.
That is, later that day, Heya was not there again at lunch, there were only two or three guests, and Dey was in the dining room, waiting for the meal.
So while Aunt Bei was busy, Norn approached Dai, who was sitting in Heya's old seat, and asked with some hesitation, "Are you planning to leave the island?"
Dai Yi seemed not surprised by Norn's question, she nodded slightly.
"When are you leaving?" Norn's tone was slightly anxious.
"My mother told me to book a plane ticket for September [-], but I still want to go to Shengna for two days. The island is too... In short, I want to stay for two days to go shopping in Shengna before leaving."
Sheng Na, Norn feels like he hasn't heard this word for a long time.She remembered that she also arrived in Shengna by plane last year, and then came to Nat Island by boat from Shengna.Shengna is the nearest city with an airport to Nat Island.
"Why are you leaving so soon?" Norn asked nonsensically.
"Because I'm about to start school! I'm going to be a freshman soon, although I really don't want to go. I really hate having to make friends with so many strangers." Speaking of this, Dey was a little melancholy, and couldn't help sighing Come.
"Haha, speaking of it, it's time for me to start school." Nuo En felt funny, and this conversation was like a satire.
"Oh really? You're still reading..."
"Well, I should be in my third year of college next month. Actually, I'm working here, and it's my gap year." Nuo En said a little embarrassed.
"Hmm! It's so cool!" Dai Yi showed an admiring expression.After thinking for a while, she asked again, "What major did you study?"
"Oh, I'm a marketing student. What about you? What major are you planning to study in college?" Nuo En was suddenly curious about this question.
"I haven't decided yet, and I don't know what I like." Dey frowned again.
"Aren't you going to start school soon? Why? Haven't you chosen a major yet?" Nuoen was a little puzzled.
"I'm going to the United States to study at a university. Over there, freshmen, freshmen and sophomores are all basic courses, and juniors will be divided into majors, so I haven't actually decided yet."
"Oh……"
The two fell into a slightly awkward silence.After a while, Nuo En suddenly said: "Actually, I really should go back to study. I can't take another year off from school, right? The school won't grant me a leave of absence.
Why don't I leave the island with you? In fact, I was also in a hurry when I came here, and I didn't have time to play in Shengna at all.
If you don't mind, can we play together in Shengna for two days?We can also share the accommodation fee equally, which will save a lot! "
Seeing that Dey was lost in thought, Norn wondered if he had crossed the line, so he immediately explained: "I'm sorry, I don't mean anything else, I just think it's safer for two girls to be companions together. In fact, I also Not sure if you want someone to play with you. That's ok, or you go on your own and we split up."
"It's okay..." Dai smiled, but she was full of self-sarcasm: "Mom didn't worry about me going to Shengna by myself. She originally wanted to ask Neville to accompany me. But you see Lah, why would that stingy Neville accompany me? It's been a month, and she hasn't visited me once. Then let's go together, and my mother will feel more at ease."
Norn nodded with a smile on her face, but she saw a hint of sadness on Dey's face.
So Norn realized that it seemed like he really hadn't seen Neville for a whole month.
During this month, the relationship between her and Neville, and even Heya, seemed to have faded a lot.
Norn, who returned to his room that afternoon, felt a little inconceivable that he had made such an abrupt decision to leave the island.
It seemed like a month ago, she was still firmly standing next to Heya, telling her that she would stay.now……
She couldn't tell, she couldn't tell what was wrong with herself, she just felt that she no longer had the motivation to stay here anymore.
She wants to leave, she even wants to go back to school to study, even if she returns to her former life, even if nothing happened this year, even if she and Dai have nothing to do with each other, she just wants to leave here.
So after she calmed down that afternoon, she thought it over and over for a long time, and finally confirmed that the decision she made abruptly was correct.
It seemed that she hadn't seen Heya for a long time, and she didn't want to see Heya either. Facing Heya, she might even shrink back, or she didn't know how to speak.
Yes, after all that night, the two of them were in a state of almost zero communication.Heya seemed to be avoiding Norn on purpose.
Thinking of this, Nuo En took out his mobile phone indifferently, and without thinking too much, he sent a message to Heya: "Miss Boss, I decided to go back to study. I don't know if I will be a little anxious to tell you now, but If I can, I would like to leave on August 31."
"Okay, no problem, I will find someone to replace you." He Ya replied almost instantly.
Seeing Heya's quick reply and free-spirited tone, Norn was completely relieved.
The day of leaving the island was actually faster than expected. No matter whether she was prepared or not, on that cloudy morning, Norn was already carrying her little luggage and was standing on the pier with Dai, waiting for the boat.
It was indeed a gloomy day, but it was also the look of Norn's favorite Nat Island, the look of the sky when she first came here.
It was rare that both Heya and Neville came to see them off together.
Neville lowered his head and remained silent the whole time, looking very indifferent, as if he was even more indifferent than Heya and Day, who were inherently cold.
But Heya, she wore a long dress again, just like the elegant appearance when I first saw her, full of energy.
She first gave Dey a hug and welcomed her back next year.Then he hugged Norn again, which was much warmer than when they first met.
When she hugged Norn, she used some strength, as if she had given her sincerity. She said unhurriedly: "Thank you for your dedication this year, Nuon, you are a great housekeeper. You know how to Contact me, if you want to come to play in the future, or want to come back to work, you know how to find me. You are always welcome at the House of Hera."
Nuo En hugged Heya back, hugging Heya in the wind of the day was once Nuo En's biggest dream.
It's just that at this time, just like Huang Liang's dream year after year, if she doesn't have some dreams, her headache will no longer hurt.
She just nodded and said politely: "Okay, thank you for taking care of me this year, you are the best boss in the world."
At this moment Norn walked towards Neville generously and opened his arms.She and Neville, who she once regarded as her best friends on the island, just like that, the relationship between the two of them disappeared after that scene.
Neville hugged her. Although he didn't speak, he said a thousand words, all in the hug.
After Norn said goodbye, Dai stepped forward and wanted to hug Neville, but Neville took three steps back with a painful expression on his face.
She finally opened her mouth slowly, and said to Dai: "When you go back, you must listen to your mother and study hard..." It seemed that she hadn't finished speaking, but she seemed more like she didn't want to say anything, so she shut her mouth.
Dey didn't say anything, Norn stood behind Dey and saw Neville looking into Dey's eyes.
Hidden in her eyes was unprecedented seriousness and affection, trying to be buried in deliberate indifference, but in fact it couldn't be concealed at all.
Norn finally confirmed that Neville liked Dey very much, and Neville also liked Dey, the kind he liked very much.
At that moment, Norn suddenly wanted to cry, her heart was completely broken, not for herself, not for Heya, not for Dai, but for Neville.
She never thought she would be smart enough to see the future, but at that moment, she was 1 sure: Poor Neville, he would never be happy again in this life, it was like carrying a sad curse.
When Norn and Dai finally stood on the deck, watching Heya and Neville on the shore became smaller and smaller, and the island that Norn once thought he could not quit was getting farther and farther away, There was still unavoidable sadness in her heart.
She didn't like separation, so much so that she had to turn her head to look at Dey to tell herself that it was okay, that Dey was here.
Dai Yi is still expressionless, her indifferent appearance is beautiful, just like the ice in the Arctic Circle.
40, a scene, the truth
After arriving in Shengna, because Dei was too lazy to carry the luggage, the two found the hotel closest to the pier to stay.
Dey also agreed to share the room with Norn to save travel expenses, of course the two lived in a standard room with two beds.
Nuo En actually thanked Dey in her heart. She knew that Dey's family was very rich, so there was no need to save this little accommodation fee.
Thinking about it this way, she felt that Dey was not as self-willed and indifferent to others as Heya said at the beginning.
The two played together in Shengna, but it was not much different from when they were on Nat Island.
The two still respect each other as guests, with Dai taking care of herself first, and Norn following closely behind, and the relationship between the two has never been further deepened.
Sometimes Norn even felt that she and Day might not even count as friends.But she didn't seem to care too much. After getting along with Heya for nearly a year, she was already used to how to deal with an iceberg.
Two days passed quietly, Norn didn't seem to think too much about her future, she just wanted to enjoy the present as much as possible, enjoy the last bit of time in her gap year, and enjoy the bravest and most incredible thing she has done so far in her life And the wildest dreams, and, enjoying the last moments with this girl by my side.
Just as a storm is always inevitable on the eve of the most splendid rainbow, some flood-like shocks hit Norn by surprise on the last night of Shengna.
Since both of their flights were at noon the next day, after dinner that day, the two of them didn't talk much, and they were packing their luggage silently.
When it was dark, the two of them finally packed up. It was Dey who went to the balcony of the room first, leaning on the railing and looking into the distance.
She still didn't say a word, but Norn couldn't help standing beside her because of her lonely back.It's that tacit picture again.
In the end, it was Dey who opened her mouth slowly. Her tone was as calm as ever, like an emotionless robot. She said to Norn: "How is it? Do you want to sleep with me tonight?"
"Huh?" Even though Norn was a little used to Dey's "extraordinary words", she was flustered for a while by being so straightforward.
"Tomorrow we will part ways. I will let you sleep tonight, so that you can go back to your own life tomorrow and start over without hesitation!" Dey's voice still sounded full of casualness.
"Ah? What kind of logic are you talking about?" Nuo En looked straight into the distance, but felt that he was blushing abnormally.
"It was Heya who said it! Heya is really amazing, a great god." For the first time, Dai's voice was full of praise for others.
Hearing Heya's name, Norn seemed to come back to her senses, as if she realized something.
She turned her head to look at Dai, and asked seriously, "What are you talking about?"
Dey also turned her head to look at Norn, and saw her bewildered look, which made Dey laugh.
It was Dey's iconic evil smile again, and there was a trace of pity in her eyes, so she retracted her eyes again, continued to look into the distance, and just said lightly: "Heya said it, Heya said it, You're addicted to your crush. Once the crush is broken, you can no longer hold on to your liking, and you go looking for your next crush like prey."
Norn frowned, she still looked at Dey seriously, but it was more like asking: "Are you serious?"
"Of course it's serious. But she's right, isn't she?" Dey returned Norn's secret look.
"No!" Nuoen turned his head and looked into the distance again, with a hint of firmness in his voice, and even more anger: "How can she say that about me!"
"Isn't it? You used to have a crush on Heya, and then you finally had a chance to sleep with Heya. After that, you were no longer interested in her, and started to have a crush on me."
When Dai Yi said this, she turned her head to look at Norn again, with a trace of provocation: "That's why I asked you, do you want to sleep with me today? Then you won't like me anymore tomorrow."
Seeing that Noen didn't answer, Dey turned back and looked into the distance, and continued to say calmly: "Please, am I helping you?"
Upon hearing this, Norn closed her eyes in pain, clenched her fists tightly, and took a deep breath hard.
She couldn't tell what emotion was filling her heart at the moment, was it the anger of being offended?Being wronged and wronged?Anyway, how could Heya say that about herself?
But soon, what shocked her even more was that she suddenly seemed to seriously examine Heya's theory: Is what Heya said right?Is he really such a scumbag?It's just that I never noticed it!
However, her subconscious mind was still resisting, and she even denied it even more firmly without thinking: "You women are really gossips. Who said I have a crush on her? Who said I have a crush on you? Don't talk nonsense, okay?"
Dey turned her head and looked at her again, her expression alone said it all: Are you serious?You still deny it?You're really funny you know that?
"Okay..." Dai Yi seemed to have regained her spirit, the kind of spirit that was aroused to fight. She raised her tone slightly, turned completely to face Norn, and said word by word: "Then you Listen, I have evidence."
"Okay, I want to see what evidence you can produce!" Norn also turned to face Dai, and replied without showing any weakness.
This made it more fun for Day, who had never seen such a competitive norn.
"How do you think you suddenly want to leave the island?" Dai Yi moved closer.
"Because I'm going back to study! School starts in September!" Nuo En replied confidently.
"Then, you and Heya have been living together in the same courtyard for so long, almost a year, why did Heya suddenly come to your room to let you sleep until this month?" Dey's eyes began to harden.
Norn didn't speak, her originally firm face seemed to lose some strength, and her pupils also began to relax a little.
"It's Nawei. Nawei has a cousin who begged Nawei to arrange a job for him. However, the clerks in the Nawei store are all acquaintances. It is really difficult for Nawei. Wei asked Heya for help."
Dey is still continuing, even though she has clearly seen something in the corner of Norn's eyes begin to become bright, as if the light will fall if she is not paying attention, she still continues relentlessly: " So what can Heya do? You have seen Heya’s yard, and you don’t need too many people. And you, Heya knows very well that you will never be able to stay on Nat Island forever. That’s why she thought Make this move."
"Which move?" Norn asked unwillingly, but his voice lost confidence.
"You know what happened later! She took the initiative to come to your room. She knows that once you have a relationship, you will soon stop liking her.
As long as you don't like her, you'll be off Nat in no time.In this way, the position of housekeeper of the homestay can be vacated, and she can give this position to Neville's cousin. "
Speaking of this, Dey seemed to realize something, and said sarcastically: "In the final analysis, Neville and Heya, hehe, I think you and I know what they have done for each other."
After all, she seemed not satisfied, and added: "Sure enough, my previous vision was right, Neville is the best match for Heya, hahaha, it's so funny!" Nuo En felt that her smile was full of bitterness .
"Why should I trust you? You don't have a good relationship with them, so how do you know this?" Norn was still resisting, but there was a hint of crying in his voice.
41. We who can't quit (End)
Norn's words made Dey laugh again, and she replied with disdain: "I will know what I want to know. What's more, have you forgotten the relationship between my mother and Neville? You don't know How much does my mother spoil me?!"
Norn fell silent, and she didn't look at Dey again.Losing her fighting spirit, she just leaned on the railing, looked into the distance, and fell into a long and long meditation.
Dai Yi also looked back into the distance, but she could clearly feel that the person beside her was experiencing a rare fragmentation in her life.
The air on the entire balcony fell into a frozen state, and Dai gradually felt that Norn beside her had been wiped out in the heavy air.
I'm afraid Dey couldn't bear it at last. After a long silence, she spoke again: "You don't need to be so sad, each of us is like this, everyone in the world is like this. We Everyone is addicted to something in life, just like some people can't quit smoking, some people can't quit drinking, just like I can't quit lying, you can't quit crush, Heya can't quit ice cream, Neville can't quit the Appearance Association.
This is actually a very common thing, it is even a necessity of life.This is one of the essences of life, without which there is no life and no humanity.
So in my opinion, that's not a bad thing.Why do we always have untimely expectations about the world and our destiny?
Accept the true nature of life, accept the nature of self, isn't it good?Perhaps this is the only meaning of life.
The stories in fairy tales are not finished yet, and what is staged on the screen are all lies. Why should we believe and expect those illusory appearances, and dislike the true appearance of human nature?Shouldn't we just embrace the real world and ourselves? "
Dai Yi's words pulled Norn back from her distant thoughts, and said it into her heart impartially, like waking up from a dream.
She remembered that the ice cream that Heya couldn't quit was actually the habit of closing her heart.
Heya's only withdrawal behavior was trying to completely melt her frozen heart, and wanted to get closer to Asi.
However, what A Si had done to her at that time... her attempt to quit was a blow to her both physically and mentally.
What Neville couldn't quit was his own appearance association.She is still in her own withdrawal attempts, but everyone knows that her attempts have long since failed.
Although she is single now, she has given all of her body and mind to Dai as never before.Her attempt to quit was even more tragic, as if she had exchanged all her happiness in this life.
Dole, that Dole who was forgotten by Norn for a long time, she also has a behavior that she can't quit, that is, controlling her lover.
She also seemed to have tried to get rid of her desire for control, and the final result was to speed up the complete separation from Norn.In the end, she also failed to win her own instinct.
Norn thought of himself too.In fact, she has long realized that what she can't quit is the feeling of having a crush on others.
She has been obsessed with the feeling of secretly liking others since she was a child, and once she is discovered by others, she will quickly lose this feeling, this feeling that makes her want to stop.
This is the reason why she never confesses easily, and never takes the initiative to approach her crush.
She is afraid of this loss of the subject of her crush, which will leave her in a void for a long time.
In fact, she knew that her nature was like this, so she never even tried to change herself, she just subconsciously felt ashamed of her habit.
And Asi, the Neptune who can't quit being ambiguous with others.It was her addiction to ambiguity that hurt Heya in the end, and she lost Heya completely.
She seemed to be the only one among these few who successfully quit her addiction, just as she finally gave up everything and came to Heya.
However, her dismal ending...isn't it better not to quit?
Or, Norn shook his head involuntarily, who knows?
The Asi she saw was only a month old, who knows where she is now?Is it true that he is no longer Aquaman?
Dey, Norn couldn't help turning his head to look at the person beside him.Dai Yi's profile is still very beautiful, this girl can fascinate countless people just by her looks.
This girl who loves to lie!Nuo En suddenly laughed, and she remembered Heya's advice to her, yes!Who can prove that Dey is not lying now?
She felt more and more funny, felt that God was tricking people, felt that there were so many unprovable and falsifiable things in this world, and so many paradoxes.She couldn't help it anymore, and laughed out loud.
Her smile is not a wry smile, but a hearty and hearty smile, a smile of open-mindedness, a smile of her agreeing with Dai's last words.
She knew that, at least in that passage, Dai was not lying.That is the truest Dey, the one who has seen through fate and cowardly chose to hate this world.
Nuo En's smile broke the frozen and heavy air on the balcony. Dey was a little puzzled by Nuo En's smile at first, and then she also laughed tacitly.
Norn of course did not sleep in Dey's bed that night.The two were the same as usual, but after turning off the lights at the end, Dai Yi whispered: "Let's not leave any contact information for each other. After we part tomorrow, we will rely on fate, and we will see each other again from now on."
Norn replied casually: "Okay, this is cool."
The next day, the two went to the airport together.After exchanging boarding passes together and passing through the security check, Norn accompanied Dey to her boarding gate in a very gentlemanly manner.
At the final parting, Dey still took the initiative to hug Norn, and the light in her eyes finally changed from sharp to pure.
After the hug, Dey waved to Norn without saying much, then turned and walked to the boarding gate.
Norn, who was standing behind her, realized that Dai was wearing a plaid skirt and a white short-sleeved shirt which was rare that day. Her back looked so student-like, she suddenly thought that if Neville saw this The scene will definitely be gratifying!
Norn is no longer nostalgic, and after the conversation last night, she doesn't seem to have so much attachment to Daye anymore.
She knew that according to her habit, after she returned to school, her heart would soon be filled with new people.
Now, she is completely accepting her truest side, and this kind of acceptance makes her breathing easier and happier now.
Norn walked to his boarding gate alone, and after a little waiting, he boarded the plane quickly and sat down in his seat.
She started to pack the things she was holding, it was too messy: boarding pass, earphones, ID card, ID bag... She wanted to pack them one by one and put them in order.
When she had put away all the important items and only had the boarding pass left in her hand, she thought that this was useless anyway, so she was about to throw it into the trash bag on her seat.
The moment she threw it in, she flipped her hand inadvertently, and she glanced at the other side of her boarding pass. There were two lines of bright fluorescent powder characters, which were bright and eye-catching. She stood there quietly, as if someone like that.
She was curious, and took out the boarding pass again, and found that the pink highlighter wrote impressively: "If one day you will think of me, this is my mailbox...Although I never miss the past, I still hope In this life, we can still have the fate to go back to the island together once in this life. The promise of the island that can't be broken, okay? Daisy."
"Heh, the lying Dai Yi is actually the duplicity Dai Yi!" Seeing this, Nuo En couldn't help but smile sweetly.
The boarding pass suddenly became heavy, and Norn folded it and put it in his ID card bag.
The plane begins to taxi.Everything is gone behind.
Who knows? !
---The End——
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