Chasing bamboo horses with games

The sound of the deliberate closing of the door was very clear in the silent night, Wen Shaoyou got up vigorously, the churning water hit the bathtub, and he was still swaying silently in protest after he quickly left the bathroom.

The early small apartment layout was messy, but it was convenient for Wen Shaoyou at this moment.

He came out of the bathroom, turned around and saw the white paper pasted on the door.I walked over and took off the piece of paper, only to see it said: I suddenly remembered that I have something to go to Ms. Wu, come back later, don't wait for me.

Telling a lie is full of loopholes, so I can fool people when playing games.Wen Shaoyou pretended to be thinking about it relaxedly, but his whole body slammed against the door panel as if he had collapsed, unable to stand up straight anymore, with a look on his face that seemed to be crying but not crying.It took a while to recover from the shivering because of the cold, put on a few clothes casually, and went out.

There are very few stars in the winter night in N City, and even the moon appears and disappears tonight.The wind chased after the cloud, eagerly without stopping for a moment, it hurt Lu Junqi, and his ears hurt from the cold, but he didn't want to leave.

He couldn't suppress the churning negative emotions, and was afraid that Wen Shaoyou would see it and make him worry, so he ran out in a hurry. Now that he calmed down, he wanted to open his head to see what was inside.

Why don't you leave a note, can't you just say it directly?This is obviously more suspicious.He held his head in frustration, feeling regretful and at a loss.After going back, how should I face him?

He has occasionally wondered recently whether he has gotten too carried away.

Although it was still very troublesome when it happened, the initial hallucinations now only have occasional tinnitus, and he will not be flustered all the time... All signs indicate that he has improved.

At this time, Wen Shaoyou appeared again, and appeared in front of him with a game made for him. This incident made him feel that his life now is much better than before.

Leaving aside those little headaches and messy trifles, he seems to be too relaxed recently, whether it is physically or mentally, so that he has begun to speak uncontrollably.

Why did you bring the topic up to that kind of thing?This kind of elder seems to be urging marriage... He is obviously not of that age and has no position, so why did he say that kind of thing?Not everyone would mind this kind of thing.

"Ah~" Lu Junqi leaned against the railing of the slide in frustration, staring at his cotton shoes in a daze with the light from the street lamp not far away.

The shadow of the cloud above the head silently blocked the moon and was stripped away. People running on the concrete road illuminated by street lamps knew nothing about it.

The heart in his chest was beating loudly. Wen Shaoyou searched in the neighborhood without knowing what to do. He was sweating in panic. Finally, before his heart burst and the night wind took the temperature away, he saw him sitting on the children's slide. Lu Junqi.

He rushed up irresistibly.

Lu Junqi was startled when he threw him on the slide.

"What's the matter?" Lu Junqi subconsciously embraced him, his ears touched his sweaty temple hair, and asked unexpectedly, "Why are you sweating so much?"

He wanted to push Wen Shaoyou away to take a closer look at his situation, but he was hugged even tighter, so his hands on his shoulders hugged his back again.

I have forgotten what month and date it is, and when I recall it in a trance, it is difficult to determine whether it is a memory or a dream from the past, but the sound of sleep talking is clear again tonight.Lu Junqi knew that he probably made another wrong and stupid decision tonight.

"Feel sorry."

"Why did you run out?" Wen Shaoyou thought on the way here that he must apologize for his attitude after finding Lu Junqi, but he immediately felt aggrieved after being preempted by him, and couldn't help crying.

Lu Junqi was taken aback by his reaction, stunned for a moment, and didn't know how to react for a while, mixed with guilt and helplessness, and a little funny: "What is this for? I'm such a big person, I won't lose it. "

"It's not that I haven't lost it."

Hearing what he said, Lu Junqi couldn't help but sighed again, looked up at the lonely moon in the sky, and said, "I won't lose it again, I promise."

"You are not allowed to say that you want me to move out." Wen Shaoyou took the opportunity to make an inch.

"I didn't let you move out."

"I know." Wen Shaoyou said awkwardly, "I know you didn't say it, but it gave me the feeling at that time that I was told to find a partner quickly and move out."

Lu Junqi suddenly felt complicated: "Are you angry because of this?"

"Can't you?"

"I thought it was because you didn't want others to interfere in your private life."

"What interferes with private life? Isn't it all about you in my private life? I went home after work, but I didn't hang around outside."

"You also need to have the time and energy to move around, so get up quickly." Lu Junqi pushed Wen Shaoyou away, sat up, and asked with a frown, "I didn't mean to drive you away, but you don't mind moving out?" Are you being too sensitive? You're going to have to move out sooner or later."

"You still say!" Wen Shaoyou also frowned, as if in a competition who frowned deeper.

"I won't leave here, let alone disappear for no reason. Even if you move away, you can come to play with me again. Why are you so disgusted?"

"You're credit-broken."

"Then can I go bankrupt again?" Lu Junqi felt as if he had returned to the depression he had before leaving home. He barely lifted his spirits, trying to adjust the atmosphere, and said half-jokingly, "For example, I regretted it and asked you to leave or something."

"You can try it." Wen Shaoyou sullenly stared at Lu Junqi without blinking.

It seems to be using the wrong method.Lu Junqi was a little embarrassed.He couldn't see the expression of Wen Shaoyou who was standing with the backlight clearly, but he could hear the nervousness from the voice alone, which made him a little puzzled, but he still forced a smile and said, "I said, Xiaoyou, Do you mean that you will never trust me again?"

"That's not what it means." Wen Shaoyou finally turned his head away, reluctantly and unwillingly.

"what does that mean?"

"Isn't it good like it is now? Isn't it comfortable to live with me, just the two of us? It's going to be like this forever, isn't it?"

Lu Junqi shook his head, and said as a matter of course: "Of course not. I know you are thinking about me, but this situation cannot last for too long. Since you don't mind me interfering in your private life, then I'll just say it. You There is someone you like, the unmarriageist I mentioned last time, I don't know if I guessed it right, but..."

"That's a misunderstanding! What I said was..."

"Wait for me to finish." Lu Junqi pressed Wen Shaoyou's shoulder, seeing that he had calmed down, he continued, "Regardless of whether it was a misunderstanding or not, the issue of lovers can also be put aside, what about the family? Are you going to stay away from home for the rest of your life? What about your uncles and aunts? Even your elder brother won’t allow you to live with Fa Xiao for the rest of your life. My place is too small, and it’s hard to be convincing even if you talk about renting together. Is there any reason to convince them? Anyway, I am just an outsider in their eyes, how could your family let..."

"What outsider?" Wen Shaoyou growled, "What the hell are you talking about?"

Lu Junqi's inner doubts intensified again, and Wen Shaoyou's focus seemed to be different from his.

After thinking about it, he always felt that the matter was much more serious than he had imagined, and he couldn't help but become tougher: "It's an outsider. Xiaoyou, whether you admit it or not, we are different. Since that car accident, It has been different for a long time. My responsibility now is to repay Uncle Jun and the others, and your responsibility is not mine. We can be like brothers, but we cannot become real brothers."

"Who the hell is going to be your brother?" Wen Shaoyou sat down on the ground, covered his eyes, and cursed in a hoarse voice, "What shit responsibility? Can't you let yourself relax? You can't think about these things every time Do you follow your own thoughts when you are in trouble? Does it feel good from a so-called rational point of view? Don’t be so timid all the time, okay?”

Lu Junqi didn't speak for a long time.