Chasing bamboo horses with games

Lu Junqi watched Wen Shaoyou paste the scheduled schedule on the wall above the computer, and when he raised his head a little, he could see exclamation marks all over his eyes, which made Wen Shaoyou's smiling face feel like an eyesore.

Wen Shaoyou saw Lu Junqi nestled on the chair like a defeated rooster, smiled knowingly and sat next to him, grabbing his shoulders.

"I'll buy two duck pears tomorrow to vent your anger?"

"Go away." Lu Junqi sat cross-legged half dead, and became more and more angry in Wen Shaoyou's uncontrollable laughter. He turned around and grabbed his face, and said angrily, "Enough is enough." , stop laughing."

Wen Shaoyou treated Lu Junqi's body in his own way, and rubbed Lu Junqi's face vigorously: "You are so cute when you are entangled."

"You're really annoying." Lu Junqi's mind was poked, and he suddenly deflated, like a deflated basketball, and spoke in a low voice.

"Because you don't want to tell me directly, you know you're holding back. Tell me honestly that you're afraid that you won't be able to do it hard?"

"Is it useful to say it?"

"Yes, I have."

Suddenly, Lu Junqi couldn't look directly at Wen Shaoyou's smile, and looked down at his legs as if it was too harsh.

"do not think so."

"Then let me guess first. It is a fact that I want to improve. I know intellectually that this goal must be achieved by changing the current rhythm of life, but I don't want to change emotionally. There are too many variables. Among other things, As long as the insomnia is severe and you can’t sleep for an hour, the day is basically useless. Homework is a must-complete project, and when you are in a state of headache and brain fever, you will inevitably need to divert other time to fill it up, and then the whole mess. Once messed up, you will I get agitated easily, and it will be even worse if I get sick because of it. Is that what you think?"

Lu Junqi picked at the seam of his trousers, and replied sullenly: "Hmm. Do you find it troublesome? I know it's useless to think about it, and I know that a regular life is a good thing, but I just can't help thinking about it." .”

"Why is it troublesome?" Wen Shaoyou propped his chin with one hand, held Lu Junqi's hand with the other, and looked at his fingers, "The most troublesome thing is to treat human nature as trouble. For those who can't Isn't it normal to have worries about things you control?"

"Xiaoyou, you're really good." Lu Junqi also looked at the hands that were clasped firmly, his face full of confusion.

Wen Shaoyou was a little surprised, but also a little uneasy: "Although I'm glad you praised me, why did you say this suddenly?"

"I remember that when you were young, you didn't know anything about games. I told you what you knew. Then you made "Yan Wu". I think you must have worked hard and felt anxious during that time, but you not only Came here and achieved the goal.

"Although you told me before that everyone's tolerance is different, so there's no need to pay too much attention to it. Dr. Huo also said that the emergence of mental illness cannot be explained by rigorous science at this stage. Genes, reality, emotions, etc. Might be a factor, and I'm in a safer environment than a lot of patients right now.

"No one will force me to do anything, everyone is backing me, even the blame is for me, but why can't I get better? Why can't I get better? Why do I have to drag so many people down Woolen cloth?"

The hot water droplets scalded Wen Shaoyou's heart, he tightened his intertwined hands, and with the other he held Lu Junqi into his arms.

Lu Junqi was startled by his embrace, and realized that she was crying, so she immediately pushed Wen Shaoyou away, wiped her face casually, and said, "I'm fine."

Wen Shaoyou also stopped him, took out a piece of tissue paper and handed it over, and said slowly: "Actually, I came to see you about half a month after the game was launched, and you fell asleep that night, Ms. Wu He let me in, but Uncle Jun was very dissatisfied with my presence.

"He thinks that I will disrupt your pace. Ms. Wu thinks that change is necessary. Even the two of them, who are experienced and well-informed in society, will disagree. Isn't it normal for you to waver as a party? Moreover, even if many things can be described as 'painful', it does not mean that the degree of pain is the same, so don't compare other people's affairs with your own."

"En." Lu Junqi lowered his head and answered in a low voice.

Wen Shaoyou didn't say anything more, he knew that Lu Junqi actually understood everything, and many things could be handled perfectly without knowing what was going on.Whether it is the people in the mud or the people on the shore, they all know that they just need to climb up, but only those who have fallen know how difficult it is to walk alone before going ashore.

Lu Junqi sat in silence for a while, then suddenly said, "Let's take a shower and go to bed."

Wen Shaoyou has no objection to this proposal, but he is not at ease: "Why don't you play a game for a while, and relax."

"It doesn't matter. It's like a neuropathy. It's good for a while, and it's uncomfortable for a while. I'm used to living like an electrocardiogram all day. I take a bath and sleep to refresh myself." Lu Junqi stood up after finishing speaking, took a change of clothes, and left the room.

Wen Shaoyou sat where he was, looking at his back, his heart ached as if being held.It's always like this, pretending to be open-minded, talking self-deprecating words, and clumsily covering up anxiety.

This night, it was rare that there was no nonsense before going to bed, but it was not necessarily sweet to fall asleep peacefully.Lu Junqi had been half asleep and half awake, running for his life in a dream, but he could hear every movement around him, and he was relieved until he was woken up by Wen Shaoyou.

After breakfast, go to work, go to work, work to work.

Originally, the morning is the best time to study, but for a person like Lu Junqi who is in a poor state of mind, the morning is often the time when he can't do anything well, so he decided to draw. Better than lying in bed and pretending to be dead.

He sat in front of the computer in a daze, and when he turned it on, he saw a post-it note posted on the monitor: Don't force yourself too much on the first day, take a proper rest when you are tired, the days ahead will be long, adjust slowly, the body is the most important thing of.

Lu Junqi smiled, took off the post-it note, and pasted it back on the notebook where he recorded daily trifles. When he closed the notebook, he inexplicably felt refreshed.

Wen Shaoyou bought pan-fried buns and soy milk on the way. When he arrived at the company, he went straight to the floor where the internal testing department was located. He smiled and said to Chai Xiaonan who was sitting alone in the office and yawning, "Staying up late again? Come, have breakfast."

Chai Xiaonan looked at the degradable lunch box on the table, opened it and ate it without saying a word.

"Help me with a holiday event."

"Ten yuan a day for festive missions, and less than five hundred 'sub-year-old coins' for one thousand pets."

"I've never seen such a dark power leveling like you."

"Now you see it."

"Tsk, do you want money, but a bottle of XO if you want wine."

"Barely, it's a deal. But you still have wine hidden in your house?"

"Er Ding brought it over. I only started to get the minimum wage this month. Where can I get the money to buy wine? Remember to brush it manually, otherwise Xiao Qi will be angry if he is banned."

Chai Xiaonan slowly swallowed the fried bun in her mouth, and said with a smile, "Get lost."

Wen Shaoyou was not angry, and really walked out, saying as he walked, "I will send you the account password later."

No matter whether it is a headache or a noise, time will not take extra care of anyone, and will not give different flow rates.It's rare for Chai Xiaonan not to sit with his colleagues, but to work alone in the office, double-opening windows, killing monsters, and doing new plot tests.Wen Shaoyou still raced against the clock to bury his head in his work, and Lu Junqi's blackboard sketches gradually took shape.

Spent the same amount of time and accomplished the same but different things as yesterday.Everyday is tedious, but it is not static and boring.