Chasing bamboo horses with games

According to Lu Junqi and Wen Shaoyou's plan, they could eat finger cakes leisurely and take a walk downstairs to Ms. Wu and the others.However, plans that have not been objectively investigated can easily become whimsical.They hadn't even seen the pancake stand before their plans were shattered by a phone call.

Originally, it seemed that the time was about the same. When Lu Junqi arrived at the community, she called Ms. Wu. Unexpectedly, she had an emergency call last night and had an appointment for a patient this morning, so she never came back from the hospital.

"You go home and wait, I will pick you up."

"Ah, no need, Auntie, please rest for a while, I'll just go there by myself."

Of course, it was impossible for Lu Junqi to let Ms. Wu, who had just slept for a while and had to get up to work, work hard for her, so she had to say that she was in good condition and that nothing would happen to her to make her feel at ease.As soon as the phone is hung up, there will be no unexpected air leakage.

Hearing his heavy sigh, Wen Shaoyou said with a smile, "You're bragging."

Lu Junqi glanced at Wen Shaoyou, not in the mood to answer his sarcastic remarks.

"After a while, let me down near the subway entrance. You can go to work."

"I'll take you there."

"It's too late for you to go to work."

"It's okay, it doesn't matter if you are late, you won't delay your work. It's the rush hour for work, and there must be a lot of people on the road. Can you bear it by yourself?"

Lu Junqi didn't speak, but pursed his lips and looked outside.Cars come and go, with a few horns honking from time to time, and there are crowds of people on the non-motorized lane a little further away, walking or cycling, all of them are rushing to work.Although it is impolite to strangers, in his eyes, they are no different from scourges.

He closed his eyes, and the folds between his brows were like water ripples frozen and distorted after being thrown into a pond, tangled into a ball.Whenever this happens, he will really feel his own incompetence.The streets were full of people, only he was afraid, and because of this unreasonable fear, Wen Shaoyou had to sacrifice his time to see him off.He knew how busy he was, and the only way not to miss work was to work overtime. Even so, he couldn't say what he could do again.How cowardly and selfish.

Wen Shaoyou concentrated on looking at the road and didn't notice Lu Junqi's state. He didn't realize something was wrong until he parked the car in a temporary parking space and talked to him.

"Xiao Qi, what's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?"

As if Lu Junqi had never heard of it, Wen Shaoyou started the car without saying a word, and drove to the nearest underground parking lot.

When he arrived at the place, Wen Shaoyou first sent a text message to Ding Siji, telling him that he couldn't go to the company this morning, and then he leaned over to help Lu Junqi unbuckle his seat belt, but unexpectedly found that the face of the quiet man was already wet.

Wen Shaoyou took him into his arms and hugged him tightly: "Good boy, there's no one here, it's okay."

Lu Junqi was stunned for two seconds, seeing the dimmed light outside the car window, he probably realized the environment he was in, and another tear fell down in the blink of an eye.

He said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."

"Why do you apologize?" Wen Shaoyou raised his hand and rubbed his slightly long hair, and said, "It's not your fault, why do you apologize?"

"I wish I could be stronger."

"I didn't answer the question, I don't seem to be sober."

It was rare for Wen Shaoyou to tease Lu Junqi at such a time, and as expected, he didn't have the heart to respond to his teasing at all, and he didn't even realize that it was a joke.He trusted Wen Shaoyou, and when he heard him say that, he really felt a little dazed again, afraid that he would say something wrong again, so he kept silent and buried him deeper into his shoulder socket.

He remembered that he had forgotten the whole story and what he had said, but he remembered how Jun Yizhuo, who could speak eloquently and argue in court, sat on the sofa dejectedly after the dispute, so he was unconscious Sometimes it is better not to talk, poking the heart of the person you care about is not a good experience.

"Xiao Qi?" Wen Shaoyou gently moved his shoulders, "Why don't you talk? Are you uncomfortable?"

"No."

"En." Wen Shaoyou didn't ask any more questions, and stroked his back repeatedly.Ms. Wu once said that the situation of each patient is different, but there are also similarities. Most of them are reluctant to mention their illnesses. Xiao Qi probably has a long time, or really sees it, and will not shy away from it. Analyze the condition with others, but only when his mind is clear.

The quiet space and warm embrace made Lu Junqi calm down little by little, but his mood was still very low.He pushed Wen Shaoyou away, leaned back in the chair, and looked at the bottom crack of the car window without blinking.It looked like he was the only one left in the world.Seeing it in Wen Shaoyou's eyes, the distressed and annoyed emotions stirred up again.

"Lu Junqi."

"En." Lu Junqi replied in a low voice, as if it came from the nasal cavity.

"Isn't it basic politeness to look at someone when you're talking to them?"

Wen Shaoyou's voice sounded very dissatisfied. Lu Junqi didn't expect him to talk to him like this, and looked over unexpectedly, but only saw a flashing face, and finally it was covered with black cloth.

Got hugged again.

Realizing this, Lu Junqi couldn't react, wasn't he unhappy?

"You forgot what I told you yesterday, haven't you?"

"what?"

"I hope you can trust me more and rely on me more."

Lu Junqi paused for a while before saying, "Didn't I rely on it?"

"Who are you fooling with this statement?"

"Huh." After Lu Junqi sighed, his body, which had been tense for a long time, finally relaxed.He tilted his head, put it on Wen Shaoyou's shoulder, looked at the back of the chair behind him, and said in a confused voice, "I don't know what to say."

"How to say?" Wen Shaoyou didn't say much, sometimes, following the words is the best guide.

"I think I should get better, but I can't get better. Everyone tells me that it's okay, it doesn't matter. But everyone knows that I will probably be like this for the rest of my life. At this time, I will I feel very strange, what is the purpose of my life? Uncle Jun and the others have paid too much for me, I can’t let them down anymore, so I want to live, but if I go on like this, I will only be a burden to them. No matter who it is, It's not good to be dragging a burden, so I wonder if I should pay them back..."

"Xiao Qi." Wen Shaoyou instinctively felt that he didn't want to hear the next words, so he couldn't help interrupting, but he regretted it after the interruption.

"what happened?"

"It's nothing, you continue."

Lu Junqi opened his mouth but didn't make any sound, he suddenly didn't know what to say.Talking about these things can only cause one person to worry about him, and it cannot be actually resolved. In the final analysis, it is his own problem.

Wen Shaoyou waited for a while without hearing a response, and then sighed in his heart.Sure enough, there are some things in my heart that I won't have a second chance to listen to in a short time.

He raised his hand and rubbed Lu Junqi's head, and called him a little tiredly: "Little Qi."

"Ok?"

"I do not want to go to work."

"Stop talking in your sleep."

"Then don't talk about it."

Lu Junqi pushed Wen Shaoyou away, seeing that he didn't look like he was joking, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Why do I have to go to the company to suffer, but you can't be my charger?"

"what?"

Wen Shaoyou said bluntly: "If you die, how can I charge it?"

……

Lu Junqi understood what Wen Shaoyou meant, and wanted him to live, but the only response he could make was silence.These words are too ambiguous, especially like the dirty jokes given to him by other painters' wives, so I dare not answer them.

Wen Shaoyou felt that Lu Junqi looked at him now as if he was looking at a mental retardation, and there was a subtle sense of scrutiny, so he waved his hands quickly and said: "No, it's not what you think, hugging is not..."

His flustered explanation came to an abrupt end when Lu Junqi hugged him.

There was finally a smile in Lu Junqi's voice: "Well, it's good to hug when you feel uncomfortable."

Wen Shaoyou hugged back dumbfounded: "You did it on purpose."

"Well, I did it on purpose."

"Believe it or not, I'll throw you on the road."

"You do not dare."

"Tsk."

"Okay, is it fully charged? Take me to the hospital."

"Unload the mill and kill the donkey, that's all." Wen Shaoyou said so, but he still let go of Lu Junqi, watched him sit up and put on his seat belt before he put it on himself, then started the car and left.

"Don't make it so aggrieved to use each other."

"The movement of the current is directional."

"Leave the charger alone, okay?"

"Okay. As compensation, you'll pack the supper tonight. I'll go buy southern black sesame seeds and walnuts. You grind the walnut powder, and I'll give you the walnuts when I get home."

"Can't you just buy black sesame walnut powder?"

"It's not as delicious as the time-honored black sesame powder."

"I found out that living with you, I will become fat sooner or later. I used to have two meals a day, but now I wish I could eat four meals a day."

"It's okay, it's comfortable to hold when you're fat."

"You can shut up."

……

The car was driving smoothly on the way to the hospital, and the atmosphere between the two was quite harmonious. Perhaps some problems had not yet been resolved, but the received information of "can rely on each other" might be able to become the next time the problem came. New support, like a hug that neither side rejects, can warm more than just one person forever.