Chasing bamboo horses with games

Wen Shaoyou collected himself, and carried the toiletries that Lu Junqi had prepared for him into the bathroom.

With his back to the door, Lu Junqi stood in a small space with his head down. Hearing the sound of the door being opened, he said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry."

Looking at his thin back, Wen Shaoyou suddenly remembered how he apologized to himself when he first lived here, and he immediately understood what a jerk he had done.A futile apology is meaningless except to lighten his own psychological burden, and it doesn't understand his feelings at all.

With a lump in his throat, his hands and feet were stiff but he quickly walked towards Lu Junqi, raised his hand and threw the things into the sink, and hugged him from behind.

"I know, I know...you don't need and don't want to hear what I say, I'm sorry, but after so many years, I can't help thinking, if only I was here, why wasn't I by your side at that time You obviously grew up together and have always been together, why are you not there when you need it most? I just want to say sorry to you, that's all."

Hearing the choked voice in his ear, Lu Junqi raised his hand and patted the back of his hand lightly: "I know, I just lost my mind and suddenly got a little irritable. It's okay, it's over. "

Wen Shaoyou didn't know what to say for a while, he was the one who hurt others, why did he let Xiao Qi comfort him instead?He was a little at a loss, so he could only hold the person in his arms tighter, as if this could really relieve the pain in each other's chests.

"Hiss, it hurts." Lu Junqi exerted a little force, and patted Wen Shaoyou's hand. He felt that the strength holding him had relaxed a bit, and he didn't break away. He leaned his head on his shoulder, his voice was full of Tired, "A few years ago, I thought the same way. If only you were here, someone who can rely on me may grow up healthy and safe, and then let time buffer everything. But that's too cunning, How can I blame you for my incompetence. What's more..."

"What's more, things have already happened, no matter how you think about it, you can't change the facts." Wen Shaoyou continued with a trembling voice, couldn't help feeling distressed and blamed himself: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Lu Junqi smiled vaguely, turned around and hugged Wen Shaoyou, sighed and stroked his hair: "I accept this apology, if you didn't talk nonsense, I wouldn't get sick. "

The two of them just hugged each other and stood quietly until...

Lu Junqi pressed Wen Shaoyou's shoulder and pushed it away: "Have you cried enough?"

"I can't stop, and it's only less than a minute, give me some time to slow down." Wen Shaoyou was sobbing, obviously not enough.

Lu Junqi took out the toilet paper from the toilet paper holder next to him, and wiped it all over Wen Shaoyou's face: "What's there to cry about? Wouldn't it be embarrassing to let a person who just fell ill and still feels uncomfortable comfort you? Don't cry anymore. !"

Wen Shaoyou was startled, hiccupped, and then stood with an aggrieved expression.

The bathroom fell into an eerie silence for a moment, which was finally broken by Lu Junqi's suffocating laughter.However, a certain person's head, which was in a dizzy state, appeared to be hypoxic after a few laughs, and he forced his laughter back.

Wen Shaoyou helped Lu Junqi, and said with some embarrassment: "Let's take a bath first."

"Ah."

Wen Shaoyou volunteered to rub Lu Junqi's back. When he was adjusting the water temperature, he suddenly thought that taking a bath would help soothe his nerves, so he took the brush hanging on the sticky hook and began to clean the bathtub.

Lu Junqi sat on the toilet and watched him busy, wanted to complain but held back.Forget it, it's already late anyway, and it's not too late to take a bath.Although the bathtub is a bit small, but since it is cleaned, it is difficult to sit and soak for a while, and it is considered smooth.Everyone else is evolutionary, so why is it degenerate when it comes to Xiaoyou?When I was a child, I was not as clingy and crying as I am now.

When Wen Shaoyou squeezed a big pile of shower gel to make bubbles in the water, Lu Junqi finally couldn't help it.He asked with a dark face: "What are you doing?"

"Bubble bath, I remember you liked it when you were a kid."

"Why don't I remember? Even if there was, it was when I was a child. Now I am a big man, why do I take a bubble bath? Are you full of girlishness?"

Wen Shaoyou blinked, wronged and innocent: "But I put it all in."

Lu Junqi felt his head ache even more as he looked at the surface of the water with bubbles.I had no choice but to take off my clothes and take a bath.In my heart, I warned myself not to waste water resources. Water bills are also money, and poor people bow their heads to money.

Wen Shaoyou rolled up his sleeves, grabbed the drenched towel, and began to help Lu Junqi wet the skin that was not soaked by water.

Lu Junqi, who was a step behind, silently put his hand back into the water, and began to pretend that he was an uncle, and let the servants serve him.

Maybe it's because taking a bath can really soothe his nerves, or maybe it's because the previous outing made him a little tired, or maybe it's because the gentle and moderate massage on his back makes him relax. Lu Junqi felt a little drowsy after sitting in the bathtub for a while .

Wen Shaoyou immediately noticed Lu Junqi's chick pecking rice style sleepiness, so he quickly stopped the massage and speeded up to help him scrub.

Lu Junqi was taken aback by the change in the tactile sensation on his body, and when he remembered that he was taking a bath, he relaxed again, feeling groggy.Let's turn around, let's raise your hands.At this time, Wen Shaoyou's scrubbing action stopped again, he half raised his eyes to look, was taken aback, and subconsciously withdrew his hand back.

Wen Shaoyou looked up at him, then pulled his hand back, looking at the raised and white scar slanting across his wrist.He just looked down without saying a word.

Lu Junqi sighed, supported the bottom of the bathtub with his right hand, bent down, and was at eye level with him: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

"Really?"

"Really, it doesn't hurt anymore."

"However, there will be after-effects from cutting the wrist. It will hurt and shake. It is said that it will never heal for a lifetime."

"how do you know?"

"Real-name registration is required for game registration. After confirming that Liu Qi was you, I asked my friends to help me find some simple information. Later, you met Ding Yuanchen, who is ten steps and one kill. He knew that I was looking for you and thought you were a bit suspicious. I asked someone to check it. He has a lot of contacts and found a lot of things. Later, when he saw Dr. Wu, he asked about it. Xiao Qi, the house is covered with anti-collision strips, and the door lock has been moved. , what else have you done?"

"Evil local tyrants who invade other people's privacy casually. Think about it carefully, you didn't seem surprised when you saw me fall ill before. I was so confused that I didn't feel surprised. I just thought you were too nervous."

"I was really surprised on the day the server opened."

"Well. You still pretend you don't know me."

Wen Shaoyou stopped: "Xiao Qi, you haven't answered my question yet."

"Didn't you check everything?"

"It's just suicide by cutting your wrists. I want to know the reason. Actually, I can also check it myself, but it doesn't make sense if I don't know your thoughts, and I don't want to do this kind of thing without telling you."

"It's all in the past, there's no need to know." Lu Junqi still smiled, but it was just a fake.

"I want to know. I haven't been by your side before. I need to know what happened to decide what to pay attention to in the future. If it's really over and you don't need to care, please tell me."

Lu Junqi turned around and faced him: "Then you have to promise, you are not allowed to have such inexplicable thoughts after listening, all of this has nothing to do with you."

"Ah."

"Actually, nothing happened. Not long after the accident, I started dreaming. At the beginning, it was the scene of a car accident. My mother was protecting me. The smell of blood was everywhere. Her body became cold little by little, and then It was daylight, we were found, I saw what their bodies looked like, saw..."

Wen Shaoyou was so agitated by the soreness and pain in his heart that he could hardly bear it, he gritted his teeth and hugged Lu Junqi, startling him.

"sorry."

"Look at you, I won't say anything."

Wen Shaoyou responded, not knowing whether it was right or wrong to remind Lu Junqi of that time.I used to think that the rotten and festering wound can only be healed by removing the outer scar, but now I feel that if it doesn't hurt if I don't touch it, then it's okay to leave it alone.

"Why don't you speak?"

"Do you still have the dream of that time now? If you do, just say it, and forget it if you don't."

After a while of silence in the bathroom, Lu Junqi went on to say: "Later, the types of nightmares became more complete, and all sorts of messy things came out. This happens every day. I don't sleep well, my spirits are not good, and my body is getting worse. I feel very tired. Even if I make myself busy, I still can't get rid of those thoughts when I'm tired.

"One day I thought about death, and suddenly I thought it was a good idea, but I was afraid of pain, and I didn't feel scared until I calmed down. When Uncle Jun came to see me, he didn't dare to say it. Later, the situation got worse and worse, so I told him Yes. At that time, Aunt Wu went abroad to study, and Uncle Jun handed me over to Dr. Huo. After taking the medicine twice but it didn’t work, I stopped the medicine without authorization, thinking that he was a quack doctor.

"After that, there is nothing to talk about. If the patient doesn't cooperate, no matter how hard the doctor works, it's useless. Uncle Jun is busy, and there is still a rebellious period at home, so I can't take care of it. Once, I forgot why. I passed out on the cabinet. Uncle Jun has already put away the dangerous goods in the house, and he brings me three meals a day, and I still find him annoying." Speaking of this, Lu Junqi even laughed twice, Like it's very interesting.

"After Uncle Jun sent me to the hospital, Dr. Huo asked me to be supervised in the hospital. I refused. I made a lot of trouble, but I was able to toss about it. In the end, I actually let me go home. During that time, Uncle Jun asked me to stay in the hospital every day. Sleeping on the sofa in the living room, I didn't dare to make any noise to scare me. I don't know what's going on, I'm always startled, and I'm easily frightened.

"Then it got serious again. Uncle Jun finished his work and stayed with me all day. The situation still didn't get better, so he discussed with Dr. Huo that I should be hospitalized forcibly. I became so cruel that I smashed the mirror , My pulse was cut. But then Dr. Huo told me that I was just hallucinating, and Uncle Jun was sleeping in the living room. He kicked the door open when he heard the noise, and sent me to the hospital.

"Another life was recovered, and all the door locks at home have been passive except for the gate. Aunt Wu also gave up on continuing her studies and came back." At this point, Lu Junqi's voice was a little hoarse, "It turns out that she finished her studies and returned to China If she can be promoted in the future, she won't have to be as busy as she is now, and can spend more time with Wuliu and Uncle Jun. But I was delayed, causing her to give up the opportunity to others."

Wen Shaoyou has been listening quietly, but the hand holding Lu Junqi is getting tighter and tighter, and occasionally he can hear the sound of water dripping into the bathtub.This person, his own thoughts are blurred and he can't remember, but he remembers clearly what others have done.Sure enough, Ms. Wu was right before, he only chose to force himself to continue living for them.

Lu Junqi seemed ignorant, and continued: "Ms. Wu is worthy of being a contemporary heroine. Although I have seen it before, I have no impression of it. Only that one time, I will never forget it in my life. She rushed into the ward and took Huo The doctor beat me up and down and hurt Uncle Jun with needles hidden in his mouth. He scolded me for hours and didn't repeat it. Later, when I was discharged from the hospital and went home, he beat me up again with a broom.

"Later, Ms. Wu and Dr. Huo took turns to brainwash me every day, and they gradually succeeded in washing me. After I got better, I adapted to the changes at home. Except for adding some necessities, I let them go."

Lu Junqi paused for a while, wanted to cry and said with a smile: "I owe Uncle Jun's family so much, I'm ashamed to die."

"Yes. I am also very grateful to them." Wen Shaoyou let go of Lu Junqi, and said with a red-eyed smile, "We will repay them together in the future."

"What's the matter with you? It's true that you don't tear down the house with Wuliu. Can't you live in harmony?"

"Don't be mean, and everything is easy to talk about. Come on, hurry up, the water is almost cold."

"Ah."

Not in the mood to say anything else, Lu Junqi washed himself clean and went back to his room.

Afterwards, Wen Shaoyou quickly rinsed off the matter.When he returned to the room, he saw that Lu Junqi was already lying under the blanket.He lifted the quilt and saw the scar through the bedside lamp. After looking at it for a long time, he kissed it.

Lu Junqi was tired and dizzy at first, although he didn't feel much sleepiness, but his eyelids were heavy, so he just lay on his side and closed his eyes to rest his mind.Sensing the movement around him, he half-opened his eyes and took a look. Seeing that it was Wen Shaoyou, he didn't care, and closed his eyes again.Suddenly, I felt that the touch on my wrist was not right. I opened my eyes and saw that the hairs all over my body exploded. In an instant, I possessed my body six or seven times. The reaction speed and attack power increased by a few points. I am also stupid.

Before Wen Shaoyou could realize what he had done, he felt a burning pain on his forehead, and he covered it aggrievedly, and said, "Does your hand hurt?"

"Ah, kinda."

So, Wen Shaoyou stretched out his hands, pulled his hand in front of him, and blew gently.When he was about to blow for the second time, Lu Junqi, who was startled by the breath he blew out, gave him a second slap.

He sat up suddenly, held his left hand, and became angry with embarrassment: "Wen Shaoyou, what exactly do you want?"

Wen Shaoyou still looked confused, squatting in front of the bed and feeling very wronged: "No, what do you want to do, are you addicted to beating me?"

"I...what the hell..." Lu Junqi regretted that she agreed to let him come and live here. It turned out that a bad night's sleep was nothing to worry about.What kind of messy directions are these?My head hurts enough to explode.

Although he was only kissed on the wrist, Lu Junqi felt that his whole arm was numb, and his whole body became weird, and he didn't know how to scold him.

Wen Shaoyou just felt inexplicable, and suddenly he was startled, did he have an illness again?It is said that depression will indeed develop into bipolar disorder if it is severe, so quickly look him up and down.Looking at his expression, he was indeed angry, but why?He was so angry that he squeezed his wrist.

wrist……

"Ah." Wen Shaoyou, who finally came to his senses, was completely stunned.

"Ah shit. Go to sleep!" Lu Junqi was so angry at someone's stupidity that she didn't know what to say. She lay down again with her back to him, and buried her head in the quilt.

Wen Shaoyou finally realized that he was nervous: "No, no, what, I didn't mean it. No, I didn't know what happened, so I kissed him." He also lay down under the quilt timidly, stretched out a He poked Lu Junqi's back with one finger, "Speaking of which, it's just a kiss. Why do you react so strongly? It's not like you never kissed when you were young."

Lu Junqi suddenly turned over and glared at him: "You still deserve a beating, don't you?"

They all looked angry, but now his appearance made Wen Shaoyou find it cute and fun.The previous tension and discomfort disappeared, not only did not reflect on it, but also committed a crime: "Very sensitive?"

Lu Junqi laughed angrily, pinched Wen Shaoyou's face with both hands, and pulled it out forcefully: "Try talking nonsense again, I promise I will only beat you half to death."

Wen Shaoyou was in a bit of pain from being pulled, but he couldn't hold back his laughter, begging for mercy vaguely, and in the end it was Lu Junqi who was a little tired before letting go.

"It's a good thing he's an otaku, and he doesn't have enough stamina, or his face will be swollen." Wen Shaoyou covered his face, talking nonsense unrepentantly.

Lu Junqi couldn't pinch his face, turned over and got up, grabbed the pillow and covered it, holding it down.

"If you want to die, I will fulfill you."

Wen Shaoyou laughed wildly under the pillow, and a snotty laugh came out by accident, covering it up.

Lu Junqi felt a little strange when he heard the laughter stop abruptly. After removing the pillow, Wen Shaoyou pulled it over, threw it on the chair, and quickly took out a tissue to wipe his face and blow his nose.

"you……"

"I'll wash it for you, I promise."

"You promise a fart. What am I going to sleep tonight?"

Wen Shaoyou pulled his pillow inward a little, and patted it: "You'll get half of it."

Lu Junqi grabbed his face and said, "You're still in good spirits, aren't you?"

"Okay, okay, here you are, here you are, all here."

Lu Junqi let go, dragged the pillow to his side, glared at Wen Shaoyou again, and lay down angrily.

Wen Shaoyou didn't dare to make trouble anymore, even if he was joking, he had to have a limit, after Xiao Qi was over, he should really explode.However, I seem to have forgotten something.

"Xiao Qi, did we forget something?"

"sleep!"

Wen Shaoyou heard the anger in the voice, he didn't dare to challenge Lu Junqi's patience any more, so he had to lie down.In less than a minute, he turned over and looked at Lu Junqi again.

"Xiao Qi, good night."

After a few seconds of silence, Lu Junqi reluctantly replied, "Good night."

When Wen Shaoyou heard this, he chuckled, moved closer, and said, "Don't bother you anymore, sleep peacefully. I will always be here, and call me if you have nightmares."

"En." Lu Junqi replied dutifully, and complained in his heart: You sleep more honestly, let me fall asleep first.

There was not much left in the night that day, the two of them who had been arguing for most of the night, cried and laughed, were also tired, and fell into deep sleep one after another not long after.Then after waking up the next day, there was helplessness and self-blame, starting a new chaotic day.