soul seeker

"Listen to me, it will happen depending on the individual's constitution. It's not too late, but it's just in the second phase. It can be controlled by taking medicine and chemotherapy, and removing the lesion first may directly remove the root cause. .”

Mucheng threw down the test sheet and lit a cigarette with trembling hands to calm down.

"Let's go to the hospital when you're ready today. The sooner you get treated, the better." Dou Yun also took a cigarette from him and started smoking.

"Not today," Mucheng said thoughtfully, "some things... have to be dealt with first."

"Shen Xianmiao? You want to break up with him?"

"Otherwise? Divide up after he knows?" Mucheng closed his eyes, "I don't want to be thrown away again."

He put out his cigarette and left without saying a word.

Mucheng was outside the delicate room door, closing his eyes and making mental preparations.

He opened the door, and Xianmiao was sitting at the computer desk and typing, "Oh, you're here?" Xianmiao, who was wearing glasses, looked up at him, "Are you tired today? You look very bad."

"Well, I'm a little tired." Mucheng stood straight behind him.

He wanted to say something in his heart, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway.

Seeing the biscuit bag next to the computer, Mucheng frowned: "Didn't you have lunch?"

"Well, it's rare to have inspiration. I wanted to write more quickly, so I didn't eat. I'm hungry now." He looked back at Mucheng, deliberately opened his eyes wide and smiled coquettishly and said, "You can help me make something."

"Okay, what would you like to eat?"

"It's all right." He continued to turn his head and typed.

Mucheng, who wanted to talk about it at the dinner table, saw him gobbling it up, and his hormones started acting strange again, but he still didn't say anything.

After a delay of three or four days, Dou Yun was really impatient and started calling to remind him: "Are you okay? You don't know that the sooner the better, the inspection and arrangement before the operation also take time." ah."

"I know, I know." Mu Cheng pinched his brows irritably.

"How is your body recently?"

Mucheng took a sip of water: "I don't know if it's a psychological effect or it's time. I had a nosebleed yesterday, and I had abdominal pain this morning."

"I don't care, you have to take care of things today, come to the hospital tomorrow, and I'll help you arrange it."

Xian Miao sat on the opposite side of Mucheng sleepily.

"Why are you here so early? I slept very late yesterday." He rubbed his eyes, which were dark circles.

"I have something to attend to, and I will be very busy in the future."

"Are you going on a business trip?" Xianmiao took a sip of the hot milk brought by Mucheng.

Mucheng ignored him, and continued to say his own: "So let's break up."

The delicate expression on the haircut suddenly changed, as if someone had slapped her.When he clearly realized that he heard correctly, he looked around in a daze, deliberately not looking into Mucheng's eyes, "Why?"

"Didn't I just say that?" Mucheng smoked a cigarette to cover up his emotions, "I'll be very busy in the future, so I won't have time to take care of you."

"What kind of fucking excuse is that!" He smashed the milk cup and stood up, looking at Mucheng with tears in his eyes.

It was also the first time Mucheng saw him like this.

Xianmiao took a few deep breaths, helped up the chair she had knocked over, and calmed down, "I don't agree. Give me this reason to break up and I don't agree."

"Then do you want to fall in love with a cancer patient?" Mu Cheng, who was overwhelmed by all kinds of pressure, finally said it, although he himself didn't know what the result would be.

Xian Miao, who had already controlled her emotions well, shed tears one drop after another after hearing the real reason.

Seeing him like this, Mucheng was heartbroken and helpless, afraid that his emotions would also collapse, so he stood up: "That's it, I'm leaving."

Mucheng walked for a long time before Xianmiao stopped the sobbing, and when she could speak properly, Xianmiao took out her mobile phone and called Dou Yun.