soul seeker

Hearing the doorbell, the woman who was sitting on the sofa in a daze stood up and opened the door. It was her son. Her eyes froze, and she slapped him hard. Then she let out a roar, venting her incomprehensible feelings. anger.

The old man sighed, raised his hand and rubbed his face with the back of his hand, "That's fine." He smiled wryly, "I'm relieved to see that you're okay. He left, after you came that day, he left. Didn't ask for leave, disappeared without telling anyone."

"Oh," the woman laughed angrily, "he is quite obedient."

The old man looked at her helplessly, "Do you know what will happen if you separate the fish from the water? In fact, I knew it would happen a long time ago." After speaking, he turned around and left with red eyes.

On the street, the old man flipped through the phone's address book while walking, "Where are we going?"

Suddenly, he remembered that Ziwang was not with him for a while before, "Yes, his grandma's house..." He stopped a taxi beside him while thinking.

In the dilapidated cabin that has not been lived in for a long time, Ziwang sits in front of the window, facing his only luggage easel, and outlines the faces he misses with a pencil.

Tears welled up in his eyes while he was painting, and he covered his eyes with his hands to stop it, but the sound of crying could not be stopped.

Sobbing and sobbing, the familiar pressure in his throat made him subconsciously take out the medicine from his bag, but just as he brought it to his mouth, he suddenly stopped his movements Goodbye to him, actually right.I shouldn't exist in the first place, maybe I will be the biggest drag in his life... That doesn't matter, the best result now is...

The hand holding the bottle suddenly dropped, allowing the suffocating feeling to slowly pull him away from this world.

After several ten minutes of torture, his soul finally pulled out of his body, and stood in front of the door that appeared out of thin air.

"After walking in, I won't miss you anymore, right?" Just as he was about to cross the boundary of this world, the door behind him was suddenly knocked open with great force.

Before the visitor had time to catch his breath, he was shocked by the sight in front of him.

He was stunned for a few seconds before reacting and rushed to him, squatted down and hugged him into his arms. After confirming with trembling hands several times, he believed that the fact that he could not be saved.

He sat on the ground as if he had lost the world, staring blankly at the lifeless face lying on his lap, the eyes that would never open again, and the sky in September would never be seen again.

Suddenly recalled, when he saw Ziwang for the first time, he had the illusion that Ziwang would disappear as soon as the light beam disappeared, like an elf-like person, he really disappeared.

There is no more sunshine in this world.

He lowered his body gently, stood up and sat on the chair behind him, and stared at his face for a long time with his head down.Suddenly, he covered his face and laughed, but tears fell from his fingers.

And Zi Wang, who was standing in front of the reincarnation gate, also stared at him for a long time, his face was full of tears, and the reincarnation gate should have disappeared after timeout.

After the laughter stopped, the old man was silent for a long time, then he suddenly raised his hand to take the red utility knife among a pile of pencils on the table, pushed out the blade, looked at it, and laughed again.

Ziwang at the side realized that something was wrong, rushed up and grabbed his wrist recklessly, the old man who was grabbed by something invisible was not too surprised, because he knew who it was from the strength.

"I knew you went to another world... If there is no you in this world, then I will go find you."

He wrenched his hand away and sliced ​​his own life with the blade, blood red on the floor, his tears falling on his shoulders.

"Don't cry, and don't feel guilty, I wasn't forced to death by anyone, I was forced to this point by myself..." He raised his head and smiled in his direction, as if he could see it, "That's great , I can see you."