soul seeker

Although persuading Xiaoye is so persuasive, after seeing Xiaoye leave here, I still have a sense of loss that I have never felt before.

Especially in the evening, after the time to chat with Xiaoye every day is up, the loss has turned into longing and hope, and there is still confusion.

What I am looking forward to is when he will come back. What I don't understand is why I feel bored and lonely now after standing here alone for so many years.

Are habits so hard to break?And this habit is only in less than a week of its long life, no matter how I think about it, I can't think of a clue, in short, I just can't let go and forget it.

After arriving, the woman took Xiaoye to walk around the house to familiarize herself with the surroundings. Because there was not much money, the house was quite small, with only one bedroom.

Moreover, the bedroom is not very big, with a bed, desk and chair and a small wardrobe, there is not much space, and it is more convenient for Xiaoye to be familiar with.

Although the school can provide accommodation, the woman specially rented a house here and asked him to be a day student.

After arriving at the school, Xiaoye originally thought of Ah Zheng's words and greeted everyone actively, but at the end of the day, he found that, whether it was a coincidence or something else, the people around him seemed to be devoting their energy to studying, and it was not Xiaoye is not serious, but other people are talking about studying, so they don't chat.

The atmosphere was too serious, which made him feel like he couldn't find friendship.

So he misses Ah Zheng who can talk about anything, and nothing will make him feel cold and embarrassed.

In fact, every time I chat with him, he feels a little strange.He is neither like the naughty egg that grandma and mother said, nor is he like the rebellious character formed by being suppressed by his mother every day.

He is sunny, cheerful, but very mature, and he doesn't have many friends like he said. He didn't mention any friends or what he experienced in school.

It was because he couldn't make any friends at school that he could talk to, so almost every weekend, he wanted to go back to his grandmother's house. First, he had a really good relationship with his grandmother, and second, there was Ah Zheng there.

Although not by myself, a few hours is enough.

490 three years old. 13 years old.

Because women's jobs are found with lower requirements, the wages are not high. She has to go out to work another job at night to earn enough money to support herself and her son.

Therefore, after the age of 11, Xiaoye came back every weekend alone. The route was already familiar, and he didn't want to waste too much time for his mother.

For more convenience, he is also equipped with a walking stick for the blind, of course it is only used outside. He is already familiar with the home and yard, and he knows where there are stones.

He and Ah Zheng were not like when they were young, they chatted whenever they were together. Now he just sat under the tree and did his own thing. Ah Zheng sat on the tree and said a few words occasionally.

But it is the happy feeling brought by this way of getting along, which Xiaoye didn't have when getting along with other friends he has made now.

With the growth of age and mind, Xiaoye had doubts, because after listening to it for a long time, he felt that it was not like a person sitting on a tree, but talking to the tree by himself.

But this idea was quickly denied by his common sense.Because this is too unreliable, if it is true, it is too illusory.

Li Shu also changed his voice over time for the sake of lying, and now Ah Zheng has the throat of a developing boy.

The longer the time, the deeper the relationship with Xiaoye, the deeper the guilt in my heart, and the more afraid to tell the truth.