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Meals are also eaten in his room.

After finishing Mingzheng, I started to be lazy, and I didn't eat well, so I came here to ask you to feed me.Halfway through eating, someone knocked on the door to bring them fruit. At that moment, Zheng Guanyu was feeding him a mouthful of rice, and Ming Zheng had already said, "Come in."

Zheng Guanyu subconsciously sat up straight, and then relaxed after the aunt put down the things and left, and continued to feed him.

I always feel a little restrained in his house, and I am afraid of losing some sense of proportion.Zheng Guanyu really hopes to impress Mingzheng's family, even if it's just an aunt delivering food... for fear that his family will think that his frivolous behavior is unreliable.

Every time Mingzheng finishes his work, he will become a little silent, that is, his body will rely on you a little bit, and he will come over to touch you every now and then.

He looked at you with his head propped up, his eyes were quiet and his eyes were out of focus.But Zheng Guanyu inexplicably felt that he was looking at something else through himself, as if he was perceiving some emotion.

"Tired?" Zheng Guanyu said, "Go to bed early when you're tired, and I've been filming for a whole day... What are you looking at me for?"

Ming Zheng said slowly, "Suddenly want to see it."

Zheng Guanyu smiled: "I would be embarrassed if you looked at me like that."

"Are you still embarrassed?"

"Occasionally when I face you." Zheng Guanyu said frankly, "It's also my first time dating, so of course I will be embarrassed, but I will pretend to be calm."

Too.Mingzheng thought, he is so good at acting.

After Zheng Guanyu fed him an apple, Mingzheng took a bite and said he didn't want to eat it. Zheng Guanyu ate the remaining half by himself, lowered his head and cleaned up the dinner plate, told Mingzheng that he would clean it up briefly, and asked him if he wanted it wash together.

"I just finished eating, I'll wash it later." Mingzheng said, "You can clean up a little bit, and we can wash together later, okay?"

Zheng Guanyu responded with a smile, stood up and walked into the bathroom.

After a while, the sound of water sounded, which turned out to be a relatively warm sound.

Mingzheng got out of bed, went to pour himself a glass of water slowly, thinking that he should be able to watch a movie with Zheng Guanyu in the room at night... What should I watch?

Still thinking about this question, he accidentally saw Zheng Guanyu's suit of clothes folded and placed on the small table.

A white shirt was draped over it, and Zheng Guanyu folded the clothes neatly.

There was a lot of blood.There is a large area on the chest, and near the neckline, there is a splash of blood, which is actually shaped like a feather.

Mingzheng picked up the dress and looked at it carefully, and was stunned for a while.

Zheng Guanyu deliberately didn't look at it when he was wearing it before, but now he can't avoid it.

Then the thoughts wandered away.

When the scene where Gao Xiaoyu killed Gao Bin was filmed today, Ming Zheng watched it from the sidelines. The long shot was shot four times, and he watched it four times.

In fact, he didn't want to watch it at all, but Li Zhiyuan asked Mingzheng to watch Zheng Guanyu's performance from the sidelines, and asked him to feel Gao Xiaoyu's pain carefully, in order to let him get into the mood and get into the play well.

In fact, I don't really want to recall those episodes anymore.

After he came out of the set, he convinced himself to forget, and he must do something else to forget that scene... But it seems to be more difficult.Even though he pulled Zheng Guanyu to do a lot of things and wanted to forget that scene, he still started to feel depressed after a little carelessness, and felt lost even when he looked at a piece of clothing.

Mingzheng began to look at the dress in a daze, he was fascinated.

In the dream, I don't know that I am a guest.He read this sentence lightly once...the other sentence was exhausted.For a while, this sentence seems a bit bitter in the current context.

There were many scenes in the movie flashing back in front of him... He suddenly felt very uncomfortable, and the blood on his clothes made him dizzy.

When Zheng Guanyu came out of the bathroom, what he saw was the scene of Ming Zheng holding the dress in a daze.

The atmosphere was not right, Zheng Guanyu frowned and called him softly, but Ming Zheng didn't respond, as if he didn't hear.

Zheng Guanyu looked at him for a while, feeling that he understood something.

Zheng Guanyu went over and took the dress from him, folded it again, and pressed it under the trousers to prevent him from looking at it again.

After finishing all that, Zheng Guanyu leaned over to hug him gently, patted his back lightly, and comforted him: "Okay, don't think about it after the filming is over."

I don't know whether to say that Zheng Guanyu is too professional or concealed it too well. After filming that kind of scene, he didn't lose his mind. It seemed quite normal.

He always seems to be like this.

Mingzheng was a little aggrieved suddenly: "Can you throw it away after filming?"

"How could it be possible to let go? I'm also very sad." Zheng Guanyu said softly, "But one of us must be awake."

Be quiet for a while.

"Sometimes when I look at you, I always feel that you are disappearing little by little, just like Gao Xiaoyu." Mingzheng said in a low tone, "Do you feel this way when you look at me?"

Zheng Guanyu shook his head, his tone was very calm: "No."

"Not even when it's done?"

"No."

"What about today's filming?" Mingzheng continued to ask, "How did you feel?"

Zheng Guanyu didn't answer, but patted him on the back, and started to change the subject: "We won't talk drama today, let's wash up and go to sleep, shall we?"

Mingzheng was not very cooperative, and continued: "When you are filming, I always feel that you are awake and not sober, you seem to be in the scene, and you don't seem to be. Sometimes I am very confused, I can't figure it out..."

Zheng Guanyu felt bad, and continued to change the subject: "Shall I accompany you to take a bath?"

Acting is a time of great joy and great sorrow. Mingzheng has never made a lot of romance films, and he was filming with himself. The relationship between the two of them...it is indeed easy to be emotionally unstable. After all, he has never experienced such things.

No wonder today is so abnormal.

Calm down, Zheng Guanyu reminded himself in his heart.At this time, Mingzheng should be persuaded to do something else to divert his attention. If it doesn't work, he can only coax him all night.

"Will you take a bath?" Zheng Guanyu asked him, "Why don't you take me to your house?"

Mingzheng ignored him, and said to himself: "I reminded myself many times not to confuse, but my filming is not as easy as you, I have never loved others seriously, and I can only play Chen Zhou well if I fully dedicate myself to it. Look at me , I always do some strange things now, I..."

"Ming Xiaozheng." Zheng Guanyu interrupted him, "Stop talking, okay?"

After finishing speaking, Zheng Guanyu put on an expression that he didn't want to talk anymore, leaned over and kissed him on the face, pulled him to change his clothes as usual, and said that I would help you take a bath first.

I really know how to act.

"Why do you look like nothing happened?" Mingzheng suddenly felt uncomfortable, "Don't you understand what I said? What if I like you because of the drama, have you thought about it?"

"I've thought about it, I've thought about it many times, but let's not discuss it now, okay? Let's talk about it after filming."

Mingzheng shook his head and insisted: "Let's talk now."

Zheng Guanyu closed his eyes and let out a breath slowly.

"I have experienced everything you have experienced. I know how you feel. Many actors have to go through this stage. I know that you may be with me because of the drama, and you may be influenced by other things... "Pause, "But I don't care. I've told you many times, this is just the beginning, we still have a future."

Maybe he wanted to do it because of the drama, and he wanted to take himself home because of the drama, and even because of the drama when they were together, maybe Mingzheng couldn't tell the difference... It was his first time acting in love with someone, and maybe he couldn't figure out whether it was true or false.

Actors always have to go through these things, even Zheng Guanyu dare not say that he is not influenced by Gao Xiaoyu at all.

Ming Zheng's heart trembled, and he turned his head and said, "You are not a gentleman, but a fool."

"Maybe." Zheng Guanyu smiled, "When I first accepted this drama, I came here with the intention of loving you once in the drama, and I didn't think about anything else. I should be content with the current situation... ...but people are always going to be greedy, aren't they?"

Mingzheng closed his eyes, inexplicably feeling that this was another sugar-coated cannonball from Zheng Guanyu, which made people feel sore and swollen.

"I only care about you to think about these things." He whispered, "I'm not looking for something to do."

Zheng Guanyu touched Mingzheng's face with a smile: "I know. I have a lot of time to spend with you, waiting for your confirmation, waiting for you to figure it out."

He was so calm that Mingzheng was really speechless.

After Zheng Guanyu finished speaking, he rummaged through Mingzheng's pockets, took out two olives and put them in his mouth: "Open your mouth."

Mingzheng looked at him for a while, but still opened his mouth to eat the two olives.

Teeth clenching, bitterness and astringency envelop the entire mouth at once.

The familiar bitter taste will calm people down.

"Okay." Zheng Guanyu stroked his hair, "Thank you for taking me home. Because I will be severely disgusted when I go back to my parents' house, and they still can't fully accept that I like men, so what you said today made me very sad. Unexpectedly, I'm afraid that your family will be unhappy... Tell me next time your aunt is at home, I'm well prepared to visit her, okay?"

oh.Ming Zheng leaned over to hug him, and nodded in response: "En."

After taking a shower together, they tacitly avoided the topic just now, and didn't want to let the other party have any more emotional fluctuations.

They were all very tired, looking at each other, they seemed to be in the mood of recovering what had been lost, and they were in no mood to argue about anything.

Zheng Guanyu wanted to explore his ridiculously large room before going to bed. Mingzheng wiped his hair and led him to the study room. After thinking for a while, he walked to a cabinet and motioned him expectantly to open it.

Zheng Guanyu opened it and took a look——

There's a cabinet of...knives on display inside, all kinds of knives.

Zheng Guanyu turned his head and glanced at Ming Zheng: "...Do you like knives that much?"

Mingzheng nodded: "You can pick it up and have a look. They are all in my collection, and every knife has its own story, and I will tell you slowly in the future."

Zheng Guanyu thought about it... This young master is actually very strong in martial arts, and he is a very handsome person who is both internal and external.

Zheng Guanyu picked up a dagger and looked at it.The blade is cold and looks very sharp.Since he doesn't know much about cold weapons and can't see why, this cold knife actually makes him a little at a loss for words...

Zheng Guanyu always felt that the sword was more suitable for him.Asked if he didn't like swords, Mingzheng replied with a smile: "Swords are too ancient, and it's not convenient to carry them. Knives are simpler and more direct."

In the end, he closed the cabinet silently, and moved to start watching the CDs and DVDs in Mingzheng's collection.The whole wall is full of them, and there are many kinds.

After searching, Zheng Guanyu unexpectedly discovered that Mingzheng had collected a lot of movies he had made...

And he still has several copies of "Day and Eve", in several editions, including the most difficult to buy commemorative edition.

Zheng Guanyu felt a little emotional when he saw the foggy forest on the cover of the movie, and gently stroked the forest on the cover with his fingers, as well as himself walking through that forest.

Ming Zheng glanced at him, feeling a little embarrassed, and quickly turned his head and said nonchalantly: "...These are basically bought by my father."

Zheng Guanyu smiled, didn't ask any more questions, put the disc back, held him and said, "Go to sleep."