"What is happiness?"
"That's when Yuge meets the boy he likes."
Between half-dream and half-awake, I dreamed about the year-end sacrifice many years ago.
I thought I had almost forgotten them, but they would still appear in my dreams at certain times. I thought they had disappeared from the world, but only now did I understand that they just lived in my memory in a different way. .
Like the heavy snow that has gone away decades ago, living in a way that is far away from me.
The sun climbed higher and higher on the mountains, gradually moved away from it, and finally hung on the dome, the dazzling brilliance dispelled the haze of the world.
The wisteria flowers under the eaves were still falling, and fell on the smooth floor. When the wind blew, the purple flowers were swept by the wind, sticking to the floor and moving forward.
At first I was flustered when I discovered the secret in my heart. After the cold wind blowing in the courtyard all night, I felt a little calmer.
"I'm not stupid. The elders in the clan say I'm a genius."
"But Yuge is a fool emotionally."
I buried my head in my knees again.
It really hit the spot.
I'm really an emotional dumbass.
……
"Have you thought about going home?"
"I have a home now, and the song has brought me back to my own home."
……
"Song, don't be afraid."
"I won't be afraid."
……
"Do you have somewhere to go now?"
"There's somewhere to go."
……
"You're not a piece of trash."
"You are the one who holds my hand like a broken kite tightly."
……
"I won't be alone anymore, I will always be here."
"I won't die."
……
"You look like a cat."
……
I should have realized that those inadvertent actions and words had already exceeded a certain line.
The line that I thought I hadn't crossed had actually been crossed a long time ago, but I didn't realize it.
Could it be that the butterfly said it wrong?
No, it's not.
If Die Die made a mistake, I could roll my eyes at her on the spot and ask her angrily if Watanabe kicked her brain.
but I do not have.
After that feeling was punctured, I was shocked at first, but after that, I had a feeling of "ah, that's how it is".
Why do I care so much about Yuanyi?
Why do I always think about Yuanyi?
Ah, so it is.
I love him.
This secret is even ignored by me in an unknown corner. Over the years, it grows wantonly like a seed buried in the soil. Stretching branches and leaves, I didn't even realize it.
By the time you realize it, it has become leafy.
"Wait at home for me to come back."
"I can't go anywhere."
What an idiot I am.
There is no reason at this point to disprove the fact that I am an idiot.
"Yuge, if you don't become smarter." The sister-in-law Eri in memory smiled, "Boys who like you will be very distressed."
Sister-in-law Eri, I'm not getting smarter now.
The price of not being smart is not only distressing the boy who likes me, but also distressing myself.
Do you love me, Yuanyi?
The wisteria flowers full of trees swayed in the wind, making a "rustling" sound.
I pursed my lips and almost buried my head in the veranda floor.
……
The mind is in a mess, the temperature on the cheeks drops and rises, rises and falls, it is endless, the whole night is full of Yuan Yi, Yuan Yi and Yuan Yi, and his face will appear in the mind when he closes his eyes , his voice, could not sleep at all.
It's just that I took a short rest at dawn and then didn't fall asleep again, which caused me to suffer from severe sleep deprivation. When I went to the training ground to train with bruises under my eyes, the culprit, Butterfly, saw through everything.
"Ah." Butterfly squinted her eyes and smiled gloatingly, "Have you still not thought it through?"
I slumped my face and told her to stay away from me.
"Hi Yi Hi Yi." Butterfly smiled innocently, turning the wooden knife around in his hand, and pulled out a beautiful knife flower, "Then, let's start today's training."
Looking around the training ground for a week, I found that Jiguo Yansheng had returned to the Ghost Killing Team. As before, when there was no ghost hunting mission, he just practiced swords, practiced swords and practiced swords. Since the day he joined the Ghost Killing Team, he has Started extremely strict practice, never willing to have any slack on himself.
In his cognition, his younger brother's talents and talents are too dazzling. As a mortal, he can only catch up with his younger brother with a hundred times and a thousand times of effort.
After nodding politely, he picked up his knife and started today's training mission.
So I held up the wooden knife and beat up all the people in the training ground mercilessly. With a lifeless expression due to lack of sleep, I swung the knife and stabbed people mercilessly. There was no lack of poisonous tongue during the period.
There was a burst of wailing in the training ground.
When it was my turn to compete with the rock pillar, I looked up and down the man who was wearing a string of huge prayer beads in front of me, who was even taller than Yuanyi, with his arms protruding muscles, and a tiger-like physique, which made people feel What is amazing is that a person with a physique like a tiger has a calm expression on his face, like a monk who is practicing.
He was dressed like a monk.
I simply threw the wooden knife and let him fight me hand to hand.
The people in the training ground were very surprised. A group of big men didn't make a good effort to correct their mistakes, so they all came to eat melons.
It is well known that women and men differ greatly in terms of physical strength and fitness.Maybe I can use my superb sword skills to make up for this deficiency, but this kind of natural physical gap is still unchangeable in the eyes of ordinary people, let alone the rock pillar whose body is inherently stronger than ordinary people.
"You heard me right." I said, "I suddenly discovered that you have a very interesting place."
Rock Breath.
After a while, two people, one tall and one short, started a hand-to-hand combat that made everyone deeply curious. Immediately afterwards, the expressions on the faces of the onlookers turned into surprise.
I seem to know why Madara doesn't use her Sharingan properly, but insists on playing hand-to-hand combat with Senjujuma, a Senshou.
The prestige of the Uchiha family spread far and wide to the five great nations is poured out with blood. Uchiha, who is famous for fighting, has a warlike nature in his bones, not to mention me who was trained by my father with torture since I was a child.
No weapons, no ninjutsu, in the most primitive way, the two collide with each other, the blood seems to be rolling and boiling between them, this feeling is really quite pleasant.
Fists collided with fists, muscles contracted, blood rushed in the veins, bones were pinched "click", swung out, collided, and collided again.
The sound of fist impact resounded throughout the training ground.
After the winter is gone, the coldness left in the spring has almost disappeared. The higher the sun rises, the temperature in the air also rises, and the sweat splashes wantonly like drops of water being thrown out.
The blood in his veins was rushing, and he felt a little bit of the joy of fighting, and the excitement gradually spread like a rising tide.
almost.
I squinted my eyes, and dodged the fist that was coming from the rock pillar sideways.
If you keep hitting, you will be on the top.
Yanzhu is not my opponent. If I really use my strange strength, I will be disabled if I punch it down.
Not everyone is like a beast like Senju Hashirama. After being punched into the wall by his wife, he can dig himself out like a normal person. After cleaning the wall dust off his body, he can go to Uzumaki Mito like a pug. Apologize in front of you.
The fist wrapped in the strong wind is like a rock smashed with great force, the head is slightly sideways, the opponent's pupils are wide open, the fist brushes the side of my head, and the temples on the side of the head are raised.
I flipped my wrist, clasped the opponent's wrist, and then flipped again. The body of the man who was as strong as a tiger flew into the air, and I was suddenly thrown to the ground hard.
After the loud beating sound, there was no sound in the training ground.
Rock Zhu was lying on his back on the ground, his wrist was pinched by me, and he couldn't move.
In this posture, as long as he moves, the wrist bones will be crushed by me.
I'm a little guilty, I'm too heavy handed.
I let go of his wrist, took a step back and pulled him up, "Yeah."
"Thank you very much for your guidance, Miss Song." Yanzhu clasped his hands together and bent over me, "I know what I should do."
The first time I hit five pillars violently, I found out that Yanzhu’s physical strength is stronger than the other four. The knife I swung made my mouth numb. I was stronger than others, and my muscle density was several times that of others. .
If the tenacious body can be further strengthened, the strength of the rock pillar will undoubtedly rise to a higher level.
Innate talents, if well discovered and utilized, will make no one present weaker.
Although the breath of rock derived from the breath of the sun is not comparable to the breath of the sun, it is undoubtedly derived from the physique of the rock pillar. It essentially fits the body of the rock pillar and can further strengthen his body.
"Your knife is no longer suitable for you," I said, "change to a heavier knife."
Weapons vary from person to person, and a knife that is too light is no longer suitable for his body.
"Yes." Rock Pillar said.
It's almost there.
I looked around and found groups of stunned idiots, some of them opened their mouths so wide that they could even fit a pineapple, as if they had seen a ghost in broad daylight.
"Huangdang—"
Someone's wooden knife fell from his hand and crashed on the ground.
Many of the onlookers were newcomers to the Ghost Killing Squad, and the violent beating today was to let them know their weaknesses.
After all, the rookie is a rookie, and his swordsmanship is still inferior to the veterans of the Ghost Killing Squad.
This is not something that can be solved simply by beating violently, but time and the situation do not allow them to take their time. Today they are alive and kicking in the training ground, but tomorrow they will burp if they fail to keep up.
This is not a ninja school, there are mistakes, at most, you fail the exam and the teacher calls you a parent, but you will lose your life.
"Continue." I said lightly, and left the open space of the training ground in an instant.
……
I sat under the eaves with my chin propped up and watched a group of young people swinging knives profusely under the sun in the training ground.
The sunlight was screened by the verdant branches and leaves on the roof of the ashram, and then hit the floor mottledly. When the branches and leaves swayed, the fine silhouettes also swayed.
Today's sun is very good, and it is so warm that people can't help but want to take a nap.
There was a slight sound on the floor, and when I looked up, I saw a warrior in purple clothes walking over.
"What's the matter, Mr. Yan Sheng?" I asked.
Ji Guoyan Sheng was silent for a while, but finally nodded.
"You and Yuanyi... quarreled?" Ji Guoyan Sheng thought for a while and used this word carefully.
My body froze, is it a quarrel?
Is it a quarrel?
Enichi's crimson eyes resembling undulating water appeared in his mind.
Is it a quarrel?
I pursed my lips: "No, but he was angry."
Afterwards, Ji Guo Yan Sheng's expression looked very surprised, obviously it was inconceivable that Yuan Yi would be angry for a while.
I also find it incredible that in all these years, I have never seen Yuan Yi angry, except this time.
"Yuanyi...why are you angry?" Ji Guoyan Sheng asked again.
I rolled my eyes to him, thinking how do I know?
If I knew, why didn't I sleep all night?
I looked at the sky with both eyes, and my eyes gradually became blank: "Probably, it's a belated puberty."
What's even more frightening is that I actually had such feelings for Yuanyi, who was late in puberty.
I really want to strangle myself.
I put my hands on my chin: "It's also the first time I've seen him angry."
"Yuanyi, are you even angry?" I heard Ji Guoyan Sheng murmur.
I really want to pull this person's head to see what is in his mind, what kind of image he has in his heart, what is "even getting angry".
Everyone gets angry, right?
"What kind of person does Yuanyi look like in your heart?" I said, "The perfect son of God?"
Yan Sheng was silent, did not deny, did not speak, it was a tacit consent.
I said "Oh" with a slumped face, and then told him that Yuanyi, who was loved by God, almost burned down the kitchen at home when he cooked for the first time after he moved into my house.
Yan Sheng's expression was instantly dull and confused, like a groundhog that just crawled out of the ground.
I crossed my legs, held my chin, and told him that it was a long time ago.
When I was a child, Yuan Yi was not like now. When I met him not long ago, he was as small as a milk cat, a very small one, always sitting blankly in an inconspicuous corner, like a delicate puppet.
The children in the village are generally very active, and Yuanyi hardly has such a dull temperament.
In winter, Yuanyi was taken out by the neighbor’s children to have a snowball fight and build a snowman together. In Yan Sheng’s eyes, Yuanyi was the son of God. .
It was also that winter that he almost burned the kitchen at home. After that, I dared not let him enter the kitchen for a long time.
"Is this Yuanyi like a child loved by God?" I asked Yan Sheng.
The standing swordsman did not answer my question for a long time.
"No way," I said, "like a clumsy kid trying to learn how to live."
"Everyone has flaws." I said softly.
The tender green leaves rolled and fell slowly, and I reached out to catch the leaf.
"No matter how powerful a person is, there will always be flaws." I gently rubbed the leaf in my hand with my fingers, and I watched it gradually become fascinated.
"You and Yuanyi, why are you so powerful?" Ji Guoyan Sheng finally asked this question, a question he had always wanted to know.
"Is it strong?" I propped my hands on the floor and raised my head.
The sky in sight is divided into pieces by the messy branches, through the gaps between the verdant branches and leaves, the sun burns the outline into a dazzling golden color.
"I'm a bit confused about the word 'powerful'." I said softly, "What is strong?"
"In terms of force alone, there is no one stronger than me."
The god of ninjas, shura of the ninja world, you can hang me if you pull out any one.
"What does it mean to be strong?" I looked at the sky and gradually lost my mind, "Some people think it is strong force, but I don't think so."
"It took me a lot of time to understand the meaning of the word 'powerful'." I shook my dangling legs, "but I still haven't fully understood the meaning of this word."
Yan Sheng was a little puzzled: "In your heart, can't you and Yuan Yi be considered strong?"
"It doesn't count," I said, "at least I don't count."
"I'm just a guy with nothing to protect and nothing to protect." I smiled.
"Mr. Yan Sheng is actually very angry with a guy like me who has talent and doesn't temper himself?" I said.
Among the verdant branches and leaves, a few plump sparrows were lying on the branches, jumping their feet, chirping non-stop.
The spring breeze carries the sun's temperature through the gaps in the leaves, and the sound of "rustling" gently blows in my ears.
Ji Guoyan Sheng did not deny it: "This is indeed what I am looking forward to."
"Since you have something that I desire so much, why don't you cherish it?" The hands in the wide sleeves were clenched into fists, Ji Guoyan Sheng did not deny it, and asked the question in his heart word by word.
"In the past, Yuanyi knocked down my swordsmanship teacher just by holding the sword for the first time."
"But he said that he doesn't like swordsmanship, he prefers Shuangliu and kites to swordsmanship."
Ji Guoyan Sheng took a deep breath: "No matter how much effort I put in, I still can't reach Yuan Yi."
"In the end...why?"
I blinked and looked at the man whose expression was as hard as a rock. I don't know when, flame-like spots appeared on his face, and his appearance was getting closer and closer to Yuanyi.
Constantly tempering his sword skills, constantly imitating his younger brother, catching up with his younger brother, and even becoming more and more persistent on the way, so persistent that it has almost become a kind of pathology.
"Mr. Yan Sheng thinks he is weak?" I looked away lightly.
"On the contrary, both Yuanyi and I think you are a powerful person."
The sky is high, far away, and blue, with birds flying by and the breeze whistling past my ears.
"Are you fooling me?" After being stunned, a faint look of anger climbed up Ji Guoyan Sheng's face.
"I'm not fooling you," I said, "you're the head of a family."
"He's still a young patriarch, he inherited a family at a young age."
"Yuanyi is indeed material for sword practice." I continued, "but he will definitely not be material for a patriarch."
"You have led the country very well. This is not something that can be done by just one person. At least me and Yuanyi can't be pulled out by just one person to do what you did."
The family is a responsibility that I don't have the courage to take on.
"Why do you think so?" Ji Guoyan Sheng frowned, "Obviously in terms of sword skills, the two of you can't even touch the realm."
"Listen to a story? Let me tell you a story." I said.
That is a very, very far story, so far away that it is already a story of another world.
But it is so close at hand, so far that I can't completely trust it.
"The me in the past was more powerful than you imagined."
Ji Guoyan Sheng's frown deepened, and the expression between his brows was puzzled, slightly annoyed, and also slightly curious.
My answer seemed to be deceiving. The other party was seriously asking about the secret of my strength, and I was telling him stories like coaxing a child.
"Once upon a time there was a family, a family famous for its eyes." I said slowly, "This is a family favored by the gods."
"Just by taking a look, their eyes can see through all the tricks, and they can even imitate them by themselves."
Ji Guoyan Sheng did not speak, but quietly listened to my story.
"But this is also a tragic family cursed by God."
I pick and choose to tell him some of my past events, such as the young child going to the battlefield to fight, the first time I opened my eyes because of the death of my mother, the first time I formally learned our lineage with my father He broke two of his ribs because of his sword skills, and brother Tajima died in battle.
Uchiha does have an unparalleled limit of blood inheritance, but accompanied by this talent that is difficult for ordinary people, it is a curse rooted in blood.
The person with the stronger eyes can endure the pain that can destroy a person, just like being burned by a raging fire, the pain is like tearing out the heart and lungs alive.
Maybe it was really said by the second child of Senshou. Uchiha is a family possessed by demons. Power is born from our love, but it can only be used after losing the love.
The degree of evolution of Sharingan depends on our will and belief, on what we have lost, and how crazy we can be about it.
It's ridiculous, the original intention of Uchiha's obsession with power is because of what he loves, he is obsessed with love, and protects his relatives and family, but this power will not appear until he has nothing.
What else can Uchiha, who has nothing but power, be obsessed with?
Perhaps this is also the reason why Madara suddenly ran back to the village with Kyuubi after being away for many years to fight Senjuzhujian one-on-one.
I don't really understand.
I may be a failure, but I'm still lucky.
After my mother died, what I was obsessed with was the back of my father. I lost the father I had always been obsessed with, and I still had something I wanted to be obsessed with. Those two children grew up in a way I couldn't imagine.
Before she died, Mrs. Eri planted a warm seed of hope in my heart.
"Yuge, live well."
The pale woman stroked my temples gently, her eyes were kind, with deep blessings.
After losing Quanna, Madara went crazy for a while, and Senju Hashima calmed him down again, so he restarted his original dream.
what can i do
Actually I am the same.
Madara and Quanna were my only two relatives after my elder brother died in battle. After Quanna died, Madara became the only one.
I can't stand Madara anymore.
That scumbag in Qianshou Zhujian killed him.
I went crazy trying to kill him.
Qianshouban stopped me, but I beat me up in the end. One of the two brothers was exhausted from beating Madara, and the other couldn't beat me. The two of them went to battle together to stop me who was going crazy. After that, the two of them will go to the ground to fight with my elder and younger nephews.
When the hit was the hardest, Senju Hashirama, who was already exhausted, kicked me back into the water. It was said that the kick was quite hard, and maybe Senju Hashirama's final death, my that day The feet are indispensable.
I was also successfully cut in the shoulder by the knife between the thousand hands, and the scarlet blood rolled down the rain, soaking my clothes, and I only felt cold, so cold, so cold.
I could have slaughtered them.
But I'm tired.
What's the point?
In my life, I have killed enough people, and the lives of people I have been obsessed with since I was young have also been buried under my knife.Although the person involved had premeditated me to kill him, but in the final analysis, if I were more determined, he would not die.
I really don't have the strength to fight them anymore.
The last person I loved died too.
What else can I be persistent about?
strength?
The power I want is the power to protect my family, what do I need it for without my family?
powerful?
The strength I long for is the strength that can keep me and my family safe for the rest of my life. There is no one around me to accompany me. What do I want to be strong for?
I once asked my mother if I had to kill more people if I was going to survive.
My mother hugged me, biting her teeth, trying to swallow the whimpering so that I wouldn't hear it.
I don't want to kill people.
But if the two people in front of me are chopped off, Madara and Quanna can come back to life, I will chop them up without hesitation.
So I let go of the knife on Qianshou Feijian's neck.
No matter how many people I kill, I can't get back the things I hold dear.
I'm tired.
So I put Madara, who had fallen into the water, on my shoulders, staggered and took him away, dragging him all the way in embarrassment.
So cold so cold.
"So Mr. Yan Sheng thinks this is powerful?" I said.
Ji Guoyan Sheng was lost in thought, and his hands under the sleeves of the kimono were clenched into fists, clenched tightly.
"I think it's more like a failure," I said. "There's nothing more failure than losing the power of a switch."
"A lot of times I think, why do I exist?"
"I lost my parents, I lost my brother and sister-in-law who were my own, and I lost my last family."
"There was nothing in the end."
"No one came to tell me how I should live."
"My past life is like a big failure."
"Mr. Yan Sheng hopes to become a powerful person, but do you want to become such a powerful person?"
"Just looking forward to power, there is nothing wrong with it, but such a powerful one is really unnecessary."
The author has something to say:
Yan Shengjiang, who is belatedly aware: Wait, didn't you grow up with my brother?
Song: Hehe.
For Yan Shengjiang, Ge thinks from the bottom of his heart that he is better than himself.
Song used to be a person who took on the responsibilities of the family, and understood how heavy the responsibilities of a family were. Therefore, whether it was Ban Ban who took over the burden of her father's patriarch when she was young, or Yan Shengjiang who was the head of the family as a young man, she thought they were stronger than her.
The family is a responsibility that she doesn't have the courage to take on, at least not yet.
In Ge's eyes, the current Yan Shengjiang is just because he is still young and immature, so he will give some advice at the right time and pour a chicken soup.
Many times, Ge will treat Yan Shengjiang as an immature junior, and the senior will take care of the younger generation occasionally.
Song: When you are old, take care of your juniors.
Yan Shengjiang often has a feeling that the songs are due to experienced seniors.
Yan Shengjiang: Why do I have the feeling that she is an old-timer even though she is a sister-in-law?
Yuan Yijiang does not comment.
By the way, Judy and Ban Ban had a fight in the Valley of the End, the fight was so hard that others couldn't get close at all, and look, that tailed beast jade went to the opposite bank.
I really feel sorry for the people who live on the other side.
What the hell, it's true that gods fight and mortals suffer. Did the people who live on the other side offend you two?As for smashing a tailed beast jade down in the middle of the night?You Konoha people are poisonous!
After the fight, Yuge came to kill him. Seeing Banban lying in the water, Yuge went crazy on the spot. He swung his knife at Judy and slashed at him. He wanted to kill him, but Feijian came to kill again.
So the gathering between the doors was flattened.
In order to prevent his younger brother from being beaten to death, Zhu Di, who was beaten to death with only half his life left, joined the battle, and then they were beaten together. By the way, Yuge's kick was really hard. , kicked his brother directly through the river bottom of Nanhechuan.
Judy: I'm so miserable. After being beaten by my best friend, I was beaten by my best friend's aunt.
Gathering Between Doors: Anika! !
In the end, Yuge, who went crazy and hit two, was slashed with a knife by Juju, and Juju was also beaten badly. A knife rested on his neck was in danger of being wiped on his neck at any time.
So crazy people really can't be messed with, especially the crazy Uchiha. Aunt Madara went crazy and beat the God of Ninja and his brother before, and then Madara and 堍堍 went crazy and beat up the whole ninja world.
In the end, Yuge felt very tired, so he didn't kill anyone, and set up Banban, who was soaked in the water, without caring about the wound, and took the people away.
After Yuge left, Feijian Juju couldn't control so much, and hurriedly went into the water to rescue his half-dead brother, and finally brought him back.
Yuge, who has buried Madara, doesn't care about anything anymore, he just eats, drinks, waits for death, and beats up the ninja school kids.
After that, the root of the disease fell on the shoulder, and every time it rained, the old injury would be very painful.
After that, Yuge met Judy's granddaughter Tsunade by accident.
The little girl likes to gamble, and ran to the casino with her grandparents on her back, but she got lost on the street and met Yuge, crying and tugging at the corner of Yuge's clothes, saying that she had forgotten the way home. The girl took her by the corner of her clothes and led her to a place not far from the gate of the Thousand Hands Mansion, and then let her go back by herself.
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"That's when Yuge meets the boy he likes."
Between half-dream and half-awake, I dreamed about the year-end sacrifice many years ago.
I thought I had almost forgotten them, but they would still appear in my dreams at certain times. I thought they had disappeared from the world, but only now did I understand that they just lived in my memory in a different way. .
Like the heavy snow that has gone away decades ago, living in a way that is far away from me.
The sun climbed higher and higher on the mountains, gradually moved away from it, and finally hung on the dome, the dazzling brilliance dispelled the haze of the world.
The wisteria flowers under the eaves were still falling, and fell on the smooth floor. When the wind blew, the purple flowers were swept by the wind, sticking to the floor and moving forward.
At first I was flustered when I discovered the secret in my heart. After the cold wind blowing in the courtyard all night, I felt a little calmer.
"I'm not stupid. The elders in the clan say I'm a genius."
"But Yuge is a fool emotionally."
I buried my head in my knees again.
It really hit the spot.
I'm really an emotional dumbass.
……
"Have you thought about going home?"
"I have a home now, and the song has brought me back to my own home."
……
"Song, don't be afraid."
"I won't be afraid."
……
"Do you have somewhere to go now?"
"There's somewhere to go."
……
"You're not a piece of trash."
"You are the one who holds my hand like a broken kite tightly."
……
"I won't be alone anymore, I will always be here."
"I won't die."
……
"You look like a cat."
……
I should have realized that those inadvertent actions and words had already exceeded a certain line.
The line that I thought I hadn't crossed had actually been crossed a long time ago, but I didn't realize it.
Could it be that the butterfly said it wrong?
No, it's not.
If Die Die made a mistake, I could roll my eyes at her on the spot and ask her angrily if Watanabe kicked her brain.
but I do not have.
After that feeling was punctured, I was shocked at first, but after that, I had a feeling of "ah, that's how it is".
Why do I care so much about Yuanyi?
Why do I always think about Yuanyi?
Ah, so it is.
I love him.
This secret is even ignored by me in an unknown corner. Over the years, it grows wantonly like a seed buried in the soil. Stretching branches and leaves, I didn't even realize it.
By the time you realize it, it has become leafy.
"Wait at home for me to come back."
"I can't go anywhere."
What an idiot I am.
There is no reason at this point to disprove the fact that I am an idiot.
"Yuge, if you don't become smarter." The sister-in-law Eri in memory smiled, "Boys who like you will be very distressed."
Sister-in-law Eri, I'm not getting smarter now.
The price of not being smart is not only distressing the boy who likes me, but also distressing myself.
Do you love me, Yuanyi?
The wisteria flowers full of trees swayed in the wind, making a "rustling" sound.
I pursed my lips and almost buried my head in the veranda floor.
……
The mind is in a mess, the temperature on the cheeks drops and rises, rises and falls, it is endless, the whole night is full of Yuan Yi, Yuan Yi and Yuan Yi, and his face will appear in the mind when he closes his eyes , his voice, could not sleep at all.
It's just that I took a short rest at dawn and then didn't fall asleep again, which caused me to suffer from severe sleep deprivation. When I went to the training ground to train with bruises under my eyes, the culprit, Butterfly, saw through everything.
"Ah." Butterfly squinted her eyes and smiled gloatingly, "Have you still not thought it through?"
I slumped my face and told her to stay away from me.
"Hi Yi Hi Yi." Butterfly smiled innocently, turning the wooden knife around in his hand, and pulled out a beautiful knife flower, "Then, let's start today's training."
Looking around the training ground for a week, I found that Jiguo Yansheng had returned to the Ghost Killing Team. As before, when there was no ghost hunting mission, he just practiced swords, practiced swords and practiced swords. Since the day he joined the Ghost Killing Team, he has Started extremely strict practice, never willing to have any slack on himself.
In his cognition, his younger brother's talents and talents are too dazzling. As a mortal, he can only catch up with his younger brother with a hundred times and a thousand times of effort.
After nodding politely, he picked up his knife and started today's training mission.
So I held up the wooden knife and beat up all the people in the training ground mercilessly. With a lifeless expression due to lack of sleep, I swung the knife and stabbed people mercilessly. There was no lack of poisonous tongue during the period.
There was a burst of wailing in the training ground.
When it was my turn to compete with the rock pillar, I looked up and down the man who was wearing a string of huge prayer beads in front of me, who was even taller than Yuanyi, with his arms protruding muscles, and a tiger-like physique, which made people feel What is amazing is that a person with a physique like a tiger has a calm expression on his face, like a monk who is practicing.
He was dressed like a monk.
I simply threw the wooden knife and let him fight me hand to hand.
The people in the training ground were very surprised. A group of big men didn't make a good effort to correct their mistakes, so they all came to eat melons.
It is well known that women and men differ greatly in terms of physical strength and fitness.Maybe I can use my superb sword skills to make up for this deficiency, but this kind of natural physical gap is still unchangeable in the eyes of ordinary people, let alone the rock pillar whose body is inherently stronger than ordinary people.
"You heard me right." I said, "I suddenly discovered that you have a very interesting place."
Rock Breath.
After a while, two people, one tall and one short, started a hand-to-hand combat that made everyone deeply curious. Immediately afterwards, the expressions on the faces of the onlookers turned into surprise.
I seem to know why Madara doesn't use her Sharingan properly, but insists on playing hand-to-hand combat with Senjujuma, a Senshou.
The prestige of the Uchiha family spread far and wide to the five great nations is poured out with blood. Uchiha, who is famous for fighting, has a warlike nature in his bones, not to mention me who was trained by my father with torture since I was a child.
No weapons, no ninjutsu, in the most primitive way, the two collide with each other, the blood seems to be rolling and boiling between them, this feeling is really quite pleasant.
Fists collided with fists, muscles contracted, blood rushed in the veins, bones were pinched "click", swung out, collided, and collided again.
The sound of fist impact resounded throughout the training ground.
After the winter is gone, the coldness left in the spring has almost disappeared. The higher the sun rises, the temperature in the air also rises, and the sweat splashes wantonly like drops of water being thrown out.
The blood in his veins was rushing, and he felt a little bit of the joy of fighting, and the excitement gradually spread like a rising tide.
almost.
I squinted my eyes, and dodged the fist that was coming from the rock pillar sideways.
If you keep hitting, you will be on the top.
Yanzhu is not my opponent. If I really use my strange strength, I will be disabled if I punch it down.
Not everyone is like a beast like Senju Hashirama. After being punched into the wall by his wife, he can dig himself out like a normal person. After cleaning the wall dust off his body, he can go to Uzumaki Mito like a pug. Apologize in front of you.
The fist wrapped in the strong wind is like a rock smashed with great force, the head is slightly sideways, the opponent's pupils are wide open, the fist brushes the side of my head, and the temples on the side of the head are raised.
I flipped my wrist, clasped the opponent's wrist, and then flipped again. The body of the man who was as strong as a tiger flew into the air, and I was suddenly thrown to the ground hard.
After the loud beating sound, there was no sound in the training ground.
Rock Zhu was lying on his back on the ground, his wrist was pinched by me, and he couldn't move.
In this posture, as long as he moves, the wrist bones will be crushed by me.
I'm a little guilty, I'm too heavy handed.
I let go of his wrist, took a step back and pulled him up, "Yeah."
"Thank you very much for your guidance, Miss Song." Yanzhu clasped his hands together and bent over me, "I know what I should do."
The first time I hit five pillars violently, I found out that Yanzhu’s physical strength is stronger than the other four. The knife I swung made my mouth numb. I was stronger than others, and my muscle density was several times that of others. .
If the tenacious body can be further strengthened, the strength of the rock pillar will undoubtedly rise to a higher level.
Innate talents, if well discovered and utilized, will make no one present weaker.
Although the breath of rock derived from the breath of the sun is not comparable to the breath of the sun, it is undoubtedly derived from the physique of the rock pillar. It essentially fits the body of the rock pillar and can further strengthen his body.
"Your knife is no longer suitable for you," I said, "change to a heavier knife."
Weapons vary from person to person, and a knife that is too light is no longer suitable for his body.
"Yes." Rock Pillar said.
It's almost there.
I looked around and found groups of stunned idiots, some of them opened their mouths so wide that they could even fit a pineapple, as if they had seen a ghost in broad daylight.
"Huangdang—"
Someone's wooden knife fell from his hand and crashed on the ground.
Many of the onlookers were newcomers to the Ghost Killing Squad, and the violent beating today was to let them know their weaknesses.
After all, the rookie is a rookie, and his swordsmanship is still inferior to the veterans of the Ghost Killing Squad.
This is not something that can be solved simply by beating violently, but time and the situation do not allow them to take their time. Today they are alive and kicking in the training ground, but tomorrow they will burp if they fail to keep up.
This is not a ninja school, there are mistakes, at most, you fail the exam and the teacher calls you a parent, but you will lose your life.
"Continue." I said lightly, and left the open space of the training ground in an instant.
……
I sat under the eaves with my chin propped up and watched a group of young people swinging knives profusely under the sun in the training ground.
The sunlight was screened by the verdant branches and leaves on the roof of the ashram, and then hit the floor mottledly. When the branches and leaves swayed, the fine silhouettes also swayed.
Today's sun is very good, and it is so warm that people can't help but want to take a nap.
There was a slight sound on the floor, and when I looked up, I saw a warrior in purple clothes walking over.
"What's the matter, Mr. Yan Sheng?" I asked.
Ji Guoyan Sheng was silent for a while, but finally nodded.
"You and Yuanyi... quarreled?" Ji Guoyan Sheng thought for a while and used this word carefully.
My body froze, is it a quarrel?
Is it a quarrel?
Enichi's crimson eyes resembling undulating water appeared in his mind.
Is it a quarrel?
I pursed my lips: "No, but he was angry."
Afterwards, Ji Guo Yan Sheng's expression looked very surprised, obviously it was inconceivable that Yuan Yi would be angry for a while.
I also find it incredible that in all these years, I have never seen Yuan Yi angry, except this time.
"Yuanyi...why are you angry?" Ji Guoyan Sheng asked again.
I rolled my eyes to him, thinking how do I know?
If I knew, why didn't I sleep all night?
I looked at the sky with both eyes, and my eyes gradually became blank: "Probably, it's a belated puberty."
What's even more frightening is that I actually had such feelings for Yuanyi, who was late in puberty.
I really want to strangle myself.
I put my hands on my chin: "It's also the first time I've seen him angry."
"Yuanyi, are you even angry?" I heard Ji Guoyan Sheng murmur.
I really want to pull this person's head to see what is in his mind, what kind of image he has in his heart, what is "even getting angry".
Everyone gets angry, right?
"What kind of person does Yuanyi look like in your heart?" I said, "The perfect son of God?"
Yan Sheng was silent, did not deny, did not speak, it was a tacit consent.
I said "Oh" with a slumped face, and then told him that Yuanyi, who was loved by God, almost burned down the kitchen at home when he cooked for the first time after he moved into my house.
Yan Sheng's expression was instantly dull and confused, like a groundhog that just crawled out of the ground.
I crossed my legs, held my chin, and told him that it was a long time ago.
When I was a child, Yuan Yi was not like now. When I met him not long ago, he was as small as a milk cat, a very small one, always sitting blankly in an inconspicuous corner, like a delicate puppet.
The children in the village are generally very active, and Yuanyi hardly has such a dull temperament.
In winter, Yuanyi was taken out by the neighbor’s children to have a snowball fight and build a snowman together. In Yan Sheng’s eyes, Yuanyi was the son of God. .
It was also that winter that he almost burned the kitchen at home. After that, I dared not let him enter the kitchen for a long time.
"Is this Yuanyi like a child loved by God?" I asked Yan Sheng.
The standing swordsman did not answer my question for a long time.
"No way," I said, "like a clumsy kid trying to learn how to live."
"Everyone has flaws." I said softly.
The tender green leaves rolled and fell slowly, and I reached out to catch the leaf.
"No matter how powerful a person is, there will always be flaws." I gently rubbed the leaf in my hand with my fingers, and I watched it gradually become fascinated.
"You and Yuanyi, why are you so powerful?" Ji Guoyan Sheng finally asked this question, a question he had always wanted to know.
"Is it strong?" I propped my hands on the floor and raised my head.
The sky in sight is divided into pieces by the messy branches, through the gaps between the verdant branches and leaves, the sun burns the outline into a dazzling golden color.
"I'm a bit confused about the word 'powerful'." I said softly, "What is strong?"
"In terms of force alone, there is no one stronger than me."
The god of ninjas, shura of the ninja world, you can hang me if you pull out any one.
"What does it mean to be strong?" I looked at the sky and gradually lost my mind, "Some people think it is strong force, but I don't think so."
"It took me a lot of time to understand the meaning of the word 'powerful'." I shook my dangling legs, "but I still haven't fully understood the meaning of this word."
Yan Sheng was a little puzzled: "In your heart, can't you and Yuan Yi be considered strong?"
"It doesn't count," I said, "at least I don't count."
"I'm just a guy with nothing to protect and nothing to protect." I smiled.
"Mr. Yan Sheng is actually very angry with a guy like me who has talent and doesn't temper himself?" I said.
Among the verdant branches and leaves, a few plump sparrows were lying on the branches, jumping their feet, chirping non-stop.
The spring breeze carries the sun's temperature through the gaps in the leaves, and the sound of "rustling" gently blows in my ears.
Ji Guoyan Sheng did not deny it: "This is indeed what I am looking forward to."
"Since you have something that I desire so much, why don't you cherish it?" The hands in the wide sleeves were clenched into fists, Ji Guoyan Sheng did not deny it, and asked the question in his heart word by word.
"In the past, Yuanyi knocked down my swordsmanship teacher just by holding the sword for the first time."
"But he said that he doesn't like swordsmanship, he prefers Shuangliu and kites to swordsmanship."
Ji Guoyan Sheng took a deep breath: "No matter how much effort I put in, I still can't reach Yuan Yi."
"In the end...why?"
I blinked and looked at the man whose expression was as hard as a rock. I don't know when, flame-like spots appeared on his face, and his appearance was getting closer and closer to Yuanyi.
Constantly tempering his sword skills, constantly imitating his younger brother, catching up with his younger brother, and even becoming more and more persistent on the way, so persistent that it has almost become a kind of pathology.
"Mr. Yan Sheng thinks he is weak?" I looked away lightly.
"On the contrary, both Yuanyi and I think you are a powerful person."
The sky is high, far away, and blue, with birds flying by and the breeze whistling past my ears.
"Are you fooling me?" After being stunned, a faint look of anger climbed up Ji Guoyan Sheng's face.
"I'm not fooling you," I said, "you're the head of a family."
"He's still a young patriarch, he inherited a family at a young age."
"Yuanyi is indeed material for sword practice." I continued, "but he will definitely not be material for a patriarch."
"You have led the country very well. This is not something that can be done by just one person. At least me and Yuanyi can't be pulled out by just one person to do what you did."
The family is a responsibility that I don't have the courage to take on.
"Why do you think so?" Ji Guoyan Sheng frowned, "Obviously in terms of sword skills, the two of you can't even touch the realm."
"Listen to a story? Let me tell you a story." I said.
That is a very, very far story, so far away that it is already a story of another world.
But it is so close at hand, so far that I can't completely trust it.
"The me in the past was more powerful than you imagined."
Ji Guoyan Sheng's frown deepened, and the expression between his brows was puzzled, slightly annoyed, and also slightly curious.
My answer seemed to be deceiving. The other party was seriously asking about the secret of my strength, and I was telling him stories like coaxing a child.
"Once upon a time there was a family, a family famous for its eyes." I said slowly, "This is a family favored by the gods."
"Just by taking a look, their eyes can see through all the tricks, and they can even imitate them by themselves."
Ji Guoyan Sheng did not speak, but quietly listened to my story.
"But this is also a tragic family cursed by God."
I pick and choose to tell him some of my past events, such as the young child going to the battlefield to fight, the first time I opened my eyes because of the death of my mother, the first time I formally learned our lineage with my father He broke two of his ribs because of his sword skills, and brother Tajima died in battle.
Uchiha does have an unparalleled limit of blood inheritance, but accompanied by this talent that is difficult for ordinary people, it is a curse rooted in blood.
The person with the stronger eyes can endure the pain that can destroy a person, just like being burned by a raging fire, the pain is like tearing out the heart and lungs alive.
Maybe it was really said by the second child of Senshou. Uchiha is a family possessed by demons. Power is born from our love, but it can only be used after losing the love.
The degree of evolution of Sharingan depends on our will and belief, on what we have lost, and how crazy we can be about it.
It's ridiculous, the original intention of Uchiha's obsession with power is because of what he loves, he is obsessed with love, and protects his relatives and family, but this power will not appear until he has nothing.
What else can Uchiha, who has nothing but power, be obsessed with?
Perhaps this is also the reason why Madara suddenly ran back to the village with Kyuubi after being away for many years to fight Senjuzhujian one-on-one.
I don't really understand.
I may be a failure, but I'm still lucky.
After my mother died, what I was obsessed with was the back of my father. I lost the father I had always been obsessed with, and I still had something I wanted to be obsessed with. Those two children grew up in a way I couldn't imagine.
Before she died, Mrs. Eri planted a warm seed of hope in my heart.
"Yuge, live well."
The pale woman stroked my temples gently, her eyes were kind, with deep blessings.
After losing Quanna, Madara went crazy for a while, and Senju Hashima calmed him down again, so he restarted his original dream.
what can i do
Actually I am the same.
Madara and Quanna were my only two relatives after my elder brother died in battle. After Quanna died, Madara became the only one.
I can't stand Madara anymore.
That scumbag in Qianshou Zhujian killed him.
I went crazy trying to kill him.
Qianshouban stopped me, but I beat me up in the end. One of the two brothers was exhausted from beating Madara, and the other couldn't beat me. The two of them went to battle together to stop me who was going crazy. After that, the two of them will go to the ground to fight with my elder and younger nephews.
When the hit was the hardest, Senju Hashirama, who was already exhausted, kicked me back into the water. It was said that the kick was quite hard, and maybe Senju Hashirama's final death, my that day The feet are indispensable.
I was also successfully cut in the shoulder by the knife between the thousand hands, and the scarlet blood rolled down the rain, soaking my clothes, and I only felt cold, so cold, so cold.
I could have slaughtered them.
But I'm tired.
What's the point?
In my life, I have killed enough people, and the lives of people I have been obsessed with since I was young have also been buried under my knife.Although the person involved had premeditated me to kill him, but in the final analysis, if I were more determined, he would not die.
I really don't have the strength to fight them anymore.
The last person I loved died too.
What else can I be persistent about?
strength?
The power I want is the power to protect my family, what do I need it for without my family?
powerful?
The strength I long for is the strength that can keep me and my family safe for the rest of my life. There is no one around me to accompany me. What do I want to be strong for?
I once asked my mother if I had to kill more people if I was going to survive.
My mother hugged me, biting her teeth, trying to swallow the whimpering so that I wouldn't hear it.
I don't want to kill people.
But if the two people in front of me are chopped off, Madara and Quanna can come back to life, I will chop them up without hesitation.
So I let go of the knife on Qianshou Feijian's neck.
No matter how many people I kill, I can't get back the things I hold dear.
I'm tired.
So I put Madara, who had fallen into the water, on my shoulders, staggered and took him away, dragging him all the way in embarrassment.
So cold so cold.
"So Mr. Yan Sheng thinks this is powerful?" I said.
Ji Guoyan Sheng was lost in thought, and his hands under the sleeves of the kimono were clenched into fists, clenched tightly.
"I think it's more like a failure," I said. "There's nothing more failure than losing the power of a switch."
"A lot of times I think, why do I exist?"
"I lost my parents, I lost my brother and sister-in-law who were my own, and I lost my last family."
"There was nothing in the end."
"No one came to tell me how I should live."
"My past life is like a big failure."
"Mr. Yan Sheng hopes to become a powerful person, but do you want to become such a powerful person?"
"Just looking forward to power, there is nothing wrong with it, but such a powerful one is really unnecessary."
The author has something to say:
Yan Shengjiang, who is belatedly aware: Wait, didn't you grow up with my brother?
Song: Hehe.
For Yan Shengjiang, Ge thinks from the bottom of his heart that he is better than himself.
Song used to be a person who took on the responsibilities of the family, and understood how heavy the responsibilities of a family were. Therefore, whether it was Ban Ban who took over the burden of her father's patriarch when she was young, or Yan Shengjiang who was the head of the family as a young man, she thought they were stronger than her.
The family is a responsibility that she doesn't have the courage to take on, at least not yet.
In Ge's eyes, the current Yan Shengjiang is just because he is still young and immature, so he will give some advice at the right time and pour a chicken soup.
Many times, Ge will treat Yan Shengjiang as an immature junior, and the senior will take care of the younger generation occasionally.
Song: When you are old, take care of your juniors.
Yan Shengjiang often has a feeling that the songs are due to experienced seniors.
Yan Shengjiang: Why do I have the feeling that she is an old-timer even though she is a sister-in-law?
Yuan Yijiang does not comment.
By the way, Judy and Ban Ban had a fight in the Valley of the End, the fight was so hard that others couldn't get close at all, and look, that tailed beast jade went to the opposite bank.
I really feel sorry for the people who live on the other side.
What the hell, it's true that gods fight and mortals suffer. Did the people who live on the other side offend you two?As for smashing a tailed beast jade down in the middle of the night?You Konoha people are poisonous!
After the fight, Yuge came to kill him. Seeing Banban lying in the water, Yuge went crazy on the spot. He swung his knife at Judy and slashed at him. He wanted to kill him, but Feijian came to kill again.
So the gathering between the doors was flattened.
In order to prevent his younger brother from being beaten to death, Zhu Di, who was beaten to death with only half his life left, joined the battle, and then they were beaten together. By the way, Yuge's kick was really hard. , kicked his brother directly through the river bottom of Nanhechuan.
Judy: I'm so miserable. After being beaten by my best friend, I was beaten by my best friend's aunt.
Gathering Between Doors: Anika! !
In the end, Yuge, who went crazy and hit two, was slashed with a knife by Juju, and Juju was also beaten badly. A knife rested on his neck was in danger of being wiped on his neck at any time.
So crazy people really can't be messed with, especially the crazy Uchiha. Aunt Madara went crazy and beat the God of Ninja and his brother before, and then Madara and 堍堍 went crazy and beat up the whole ninja world.
In the end, Yuge felt very tired, so he didn't kill anyone, and set up Banban, who was soaked in the water, without caring about the wound, and took the people away.
After Yuge left, Feijian Juju couldn't control so much, and hurriedly went into the water to rescue his half-dead brother, and finally brought him back.
Yuge, who has buried Madara, doesn't care about anything anymore, he just eats, drinks, waits for death, and beats up the ninja school kids.
After that, the root of the disease fell on the shoulder, and every time it rained, the old injury would be very painful.
After that, Yuge met Judy's granddaughter Tsunade by accident.
The little girl likes to gamble, and ran to the casino with her grandparents on her back, but she got lost on the street and met Yuge, crying and tugging at the corner of Yuge's clothes, saying that she had forgotten the way home. The girl took her by the corner of her clothes and led her to a place not far from the gate of the Thousand Hands Mansion, and then let her go back by herself.
感谢在2020-12-3022:20:18~2020-12-3123:04:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: saiiiiii, meow, tina1 bottle;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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