[Net King] Gently kill the crane

To lure Mr. Ben?Such sarcasm is obviously familiar, but at the moment, no matter what, he couldn't easily spit it out from his lips.Perhaps it was the warm body temperature of the girl who was so close away that disturbed the thinking circuit.Atobe was a little troubled by the situation beyond his control, he slightly squinted his eyes to observe the expression on the other person's face.

Miyoshi Tsurumi was looking at the road ahead blankly, there was no subtle expression on his face that could read his heart.It's just that occasionally he tripped over grass roots and staggered slightly.

Atobe, who is used to being mean to the other party, finally seized the opportunity to release the pressure in his heart, "Can't you even walk well?"

After the words fell, Tsurumi was quite slow to respond, "Ah? I'm sorry I didn't hear it." She turned her face slightly, and the broken hair on her forehead gently brushed the boy's collar, touching the skin on his neck for a while. .

Feeling guilty for some reason, his voice raised a few decibels unconsciously, "What kind of god is walking!" Atobe condemned.

"Oh." Perhaps because he was used to the other party's bad attitude, Tsurumi nodded indifferently, "Sorry."

It must be too peaceful.Atobu is not interested.Miyoshi Tsurumi is not a natural dumb type lacking common sense, and Atobe knows that very well.Clinging to such an overly intimate and even ambiguous posture, Atobe doesn't think he is the only one who feels uneasy.

Judging that the other party was just trying to hold on, Atobe's unsatisfied self-esteem lightened up a little.

"I'm so envious." In the silence, Tsurumi burst out this dry sentence abruptly from his throat.

Atobe took this compliment as his own as a matter of course, and made no effort to hide his raised eyebrows.

"That Police Officer Tsujimoto is honestly so handsome."

Without waiting for Atobe's face to hang, Tsurumi quickly explained, "I didn't mean to laugh at Atobe-kun. I just thought of my own affairs."

"Speak up, be forthright, and be fearless."

Atobe squinted at the girl whose eyes were filled with longing.

"It's exactly that kind of person that I dreamed of becoming when I was in elementary school." She sighed melancholy.

"The me now is such an ugly look."

The girl's self-pity speech may be worthy of pity, but Atobu has no heart to sympathize with her.

He is hot.

When he was distracted by a woman who threw himself into his arms, this woman was full of "ideal women".This is a serious insult to Keigo Atobe's masculinity.

What's more, her ideal woman turned out to be a savage female monkey who almost threw him all over the sky.

Evil is born to the gall.

"Fantasy is just fantasy, no matter how much you pretend, you won't become bright." Atobe mocked coldly. "I can't hide my natural dark psychology." The moment the words came out, my heart tightened suddenly, and Atobe regretted the relentless evil words.

"Oh." Tsurumi was not affected by anything, his expression was still calm, peaceful and dazed, "I think so too."

"When I was in elementary school, I always fought with others. As long as someone dared to speak ill of Ah Xue, I would beat him into a pig's head before giving up. At that time, I always felt that I was destined to be a messenger of justice. On the day of the fifth grade winter graduation ceremony, In order to get revenge, those people I beat up tricked Ah Xue and me into the sports warehouse and locked them up."

Tsurumi stopped suddenly, and tightened his fingers clasping the corner of Atobe's clothes.Atobe followed suit and stopped.

It was cold and dark in the warehouse that smelled of old mold and decay, and there were cockroaches.It was severe winter at that time, but they were only wearing the unlined clothes of the physical education class.No one responded to their calls on the campus where the closing ceremony had already been held. Little Tsurumi thought of countless possibilities, maybe they would freeze to death in the severe cold environment, maybe they would huddle here during the long winter vacation In the gloomy warehouse, until starved to death.

"Axue, don't worry. Even if you starve to death, I will protect you." When Tsurumi was in elementary school, he recalled the stories of the trapped people he had read in books. The younger brother said, "If we finally can't hold on, you can eat me."

Because, she absolutely cannot eat Ah Xue.

At that time, in the darkness, she hugged Ah Xue, who was shivering into a ball because of the cold, and kept repeating her oath, "Don't be afraid, sister will protect you. Don't be afraid, sister will definitely save you."

In the end, it was the janitors on routine patrol who discovered the abnormality in the warehouse and rescued them from fear.It was also from that day that Tsurumi cast a spell on himself that "Axue must be protected".

"But, people are really cunning creatures." Tsurumi's expression suddenly relaxed, "They will selectively forget those memories that are not good for them. I didn't remember until just now that in the warehouse at that time, own true feelings."

She raised her face slightly and looked straight into Atobe's eyes, "I, I keep saying those kind of righteous words, just because my mind is full of thoughts of killing Axue to save my own life!"

Tsurumi tilted his neck and looked at Atobe, as if asking why are you not surprised?

"That's right." Half-paid, Tsurumi sighed regretfully, "You have long seen through the hypocrisy and viciousness in my bones, and it is because of this that I have the value of being used."

Actually not.This simple sentence stuck in his throat.Atobe's silence at inappropriate moments became a cold wall.

The force of the hem of the clothes being pulled suddenly eased, Tsurumi took a step forward and continued to move forward.Atobe suddenly noticed that some opportunities had slipped away quickly during this brief silence.

For a moment, the taste of regret made it difficult for him to breathe.

He has a lot to say to her.Words that would be meaningless if not spoken.About his deception, about her deception, about their deception.

About all the realities that weighed heavily on his conscience.

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65 Their Melee

Chapter 65

Atobe Keigo had never seen such a dissimilar pair of siblings.

An ordinary face with no obvious defects put together a mediocre face; a beautiful almost monster, even the huge and terrifying birthmark exists to set off his likeness.

A law-abiding one who doesn't have the courage to do things but doesn't make big mistakes.

Another, Miyoshi's ability to work in the Propaganda Department, even the Propaganda Director who hated him couldn't help but praise him, and even proposed to Atobu to promote Miyoshi as a candidate for the future president of the student union.

It seems that just a few days ago, in front of Atobu, the propaganda minister joked with Miyoshi who came to report on work, saying that he and Miyoshi Tsurumi must not be siblings.

At that time, how did the child answer?

……

Swallowing with difficulty.

Miyoshi Tsurumi was by his side, after such a confession, she fell into a dead silence.

Something has to be said.

He knew too much about her, beyond her imagination, and beyond his own understanding.Every topic he could think of brought up a secret.

So there is nothing more to say.

He had no interest in her at all, and he didn't intend to entangle with such a flattering, boring woman.

However, just as Miyoshi Tsurumi, who volunteered to be a justice envoy, became a shy Miyoshi representative.The unpredictable world finally entangled the relationship between him and her against his will.

Atobe had heard about the past in the abandoned warehouse long before Miyoshi Tsurumi spoke.

Strange to say, Miyoshi had an unusual trust in Atobe.It's not obedience, it's trust.Miyoshi, who is always courteous and alienated to his working partners in the student union, often opens his heart to Atobe inadvertently.

Miyoshi only called Tsurumi "sister" when talking about the past, and he always called "Miyoshi Tsurumi" when he mentioned the rest of the time.

He smiled and talked about the past in the abandoned warehouse, one mouthful of a kind sister, as if seeing through all kinds of life, he explained the lessons he had learned.

You can't just keep fighting with hostility all the time, he said.That will only make you end up a berserker and fight to your death.After that encounter he understood.Insisting on interacting with others is a higher priority than maintaining one's own so-called dignity.Because you will not always be strong and powerful.You need a safe environment, not like a wounded beast, perpetually on the alert for a hostile world.

Atobe agrees with and appreciates the theory of Miyoshi.Compared with Miyoshi Tsurumi who obsessively fights openly and secretly with the people around him and gets hurt constantly, Miyoshi's approach to learning is undoubtedly much wiser.

The siblings are so different.

however……

When he heard that part of the past from Tsurumi's mouth, Atobe was stunned.Some familiar feeling came over him vaguely.He remembered what Miyoshi had said lightly that day.

"At that time, I would just hide in my sister's arms and cry all the time, yelling not to. However, there was a moment when I really wanted to abandon my sister to protect myself."

What did he say then?

He said lightly that at that time, even this uncle may not be able to maintain moral perfection.

Self-preservation is part of human nature.Not acknowledging this primal survival instinct is the most abnormal thing, isn't it?

Atobe once thought that the rational Miyoshi understood this, at least at that time he thought that Miyoshi should understand.However, at this moment, before this familiar self-confession, the fog that once shrouded the eyes quickly receded.

Dissimilar siblings, irreconcilable feelings, all these discordant answers point in the same direction.

It's just the same deeply in love with each other, but each of them blames themselves for the imperfect love they give to each other.