Old Hsu Kee Noodle House

Love you... how can you bear to make me wait another six years..."

"..."

Yan San opened his eyes in a flash, groping for the appearance of the person in front of him in the darkness with bright light, he couldn't see... still couldn't see... He opened his mouth, he was shocked by the extremely calm tone of his voice,

"you shut up."

twenty two----------------------

Ms. Zhang brought out all the food, and looked suspiciously at Yan San who was sitting on the sofa without saying a word, his face was pale and his expression was stiff, and that of the person sitting on the rattan chair next to him was looking straight at the person on the sofa. Zheng Qinhao asked softly,

"What's the matter? Are you starving? Come and eat~"

Zheng Qinhao forced a smile and nodded, got up to hold Zisan's hand,

"It's time to eat. I asked Sister Zhang to make your favorite vinegar fish. After dinner, I will massage your head. The doctor said that proper external stimulation can effectively help your eyes recover."

The moment when Zheng Qinhao's hand was held by Zheng San, Yan San's whole body stiffened. His expressionless face finally fluctuated a little, but it was unexpected embarrassment. He quickly withdrew his hand and twitched the corners of his lips. , with a dry voice,

"No, please help me pack my things. Send me to my store after you have dinner. Please take care of the three of them for a few days. I will pick them up as soon as my eyes are healed."

Sister Zhang let out a cry, a little surprised,

"Tang Kai, are you leaving?"

Yan San looked in the direction of Sister Zhang's voice, smiled, and said relaxedly,

"Well, the doctor said that my eyes are about to heal, and it's only a matter of a few days, so I want to go to my friend's house for a few days first, and I've been bothering you all recently."

Sister Zhang laughed twice and didn't speak, she just glanced at Zheng Qinhao, shook her head and went into the kitchen again.

Zheng Qinhao went to hold Kai San's hand again, with a soft and flattering tone,

"Let's talk about something after dinner."

He opened his mouth three times to refuse, but also wanted to pull his hand out. Unfortunately, Zheng Qinhao pinched his hand so hard that it hurt him but he didn't let go. Sapo could only hold back his anger, and was led to sit down at the table.

Sister Zhang heard the sound, took the opportunity to come out again with the rice cooker, smiling,

"I'm on vacation tomorrow, and I'm afraid you won't be able to cook, so I left a pot of braised pork ribs and stir-fried broccoli in the refrigerator, and tomorrow I can take them out and heat them up in the microwave to eat."

After saying these words, she took off her apron and was about to leave. She doesn't eat here, she can go home after lunch is ready, and she can come back at four or five o'clock in the afternoon to do the evening, and do a big cleaning every three days Well, the dishes they ate at noon just need to be cleaned up and placed in the sink. When she comes in the afternoon, she washes them before making dinner. The job is easy.

After Sister Zhang left and the door closed with a crisp sound, Kai San finally spoke.

"After dinner, send me to the shrimp."

Zheng Qinhao gave him a piece of fish with chopsticks without spines in his bowl. Although his face was kind, his voice could not be rejected.

"No."

"I'm going."

"No, your eyes are not good yet."

"It's almost over, you also heard what the doctor said."

"But it's not good yet."

Yan San's beautiful eyes stared at Zheng Qinhao's side. His gaze was deep and empty. He couldn't see it, but his eyes seemed to see it more thoroughly. In Zheng Qinhao's almost begging vision, he said word by word,

"If I stay, it will only increase my troubles. I can't give you anything, and you can't get anything. In just a few days, I will leave anyway. Why do you insist on it?"

"Obviously you are running away."

"..."

Zheng Qinhao picked up his hand and pressed it to his face, whispering,

"Can running away solve the problem? I used to think so too, so I ran away from you far away... I thought that time could help me forget everything about you, and I thought that after forgetting, I would be able to forget everything about you." I met someone I love again, and then the days flowed like that for a lifetime, but look... look at me... instead of escaping, I didn't pull me out of your abyss, on the contrary, it was like that quagmire. It's getting me deeper and deeper..."

He looked up at Kaisan's face with hurt eyes,

"Can't we try? Try to date and love each other, and you will know that I will be the one you are destined to be. I will be the one who can accompany you for the rest of your life and give you happiness. Look, A Biao Are you doing well too? Aren’t he and Brother Ling Yu also very happy? As long as you want, we will be like that, raise three cats, and then give birth to a mixed-race baby, how wonderful..."

Yan San's right hand touched Zheng Qinhao's face. It was a man's face, which was similar to the face of the boy who confessed to him in junior high school in his impression, but more handsome, more mature, and more fascinated by himself. He admitted, he didn't deny, he was indeed confused, such a man was pursuing him, such an excellent man spared no effort to show his love to him, such a man had liked him for six years The man kept saying that he could give him a lifetime of happiness... Bewildered, he was about to open his mouth and agree.

A fast heartbeat may be due to nervousness, fear, or heartbeat. How can I identify my own heartbeat?How can I touch the hot magma erupting in my brain?

I don't want to hurt you blindly. Although I am selfish, I feel ashamed. I know how good you are to me, and I can see your feelings for me clearly. I am also hurt by your insistence on me. I am moved, but how should I respond to your feelings?What if my feelings are not at all the same as yours?Now if I agree to try it with you, if I find out that this is actually a wrong choice in the future, how can I refuse you?

There is no beginning, but it means the end.

If it begins, it may end.

Yan San was silent for a long time, and he couldn't say these words because it hurt too much. He knew that once he said these words, Zheng Qinhao would be in too much pain. Although they all said that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, but... What happened to the pain that came up?

Zheng Qinhao bowed his head and kissed his palm. Facing such a silent and unresisting Kaisan, he was about to cry from sadness. Whether you beat him or scold him, just don't keep silent like this so that I won't let me know what you're thinking.

Yan's three hands clenched tightly and pinched Zheng Qinhao's index finger. He pursed his lips, as if after a century of thinking, he said slowly,

"you……"

Zheng Qinhao looked at him expectantly, his hands were already trembling nervously,

"what?"

Zi San bit his lip, closed his eyes,

"You... let me think about it, I want to think about it..."

Zheng Qinhao bowed his head, lowered his eyes, grinned, and laughed softly. It was no longer 'I'm sorry', but 'I think about it'. God... You must have heard my prayers thousands of times, right?Tang Yan was shaken...he finally wavered!However, he did not let Kai San go, but continued to ask,

"What do you want? What do you want?"

"think……"

"Ok?"

Kai San raised his eyebrows, and immediately lost his temper. He followed his hand and slapped him across the face, cursing,

"You don't care what I think!! Damn you don't want me to think about it, do you!? I'm making an inch of it, right? Believe it or not, I immediately said I don't want to!"

"Ehhhh!!!"

Zheng Qinhao rushed forward, hugged him tightly in his arms and tried to comfort him,

"Don't think about it! Think casually! Think hard! I didn't make an inch of it, I only made a centimeter or a centimeter. You can't see it with the naked eye, right?"

Pushing him three times, trying to escape from his generous chest, he became angry from embarrassment,

"You're irritating me, let alone one centimeter of my eyes, you can't see me even one centimeter! Let go of me, let go of me!"

How could this rascal Zheng Qinhao let go, he only hugged him tightly in his arms and knocked his chin on Yan San's thin shoulders before he started laughing, his deep voice vibrated beside Yan San's ears,

"If you're willing to think about it, it's the best answer for me right now, but don't think about it for too long. I'm afraid I'll die if it's too long."

Yan San took a deep breath of Zheng Qinhao's exclusive smell, it was really strange why a man's smell made him feel so at ease?Does it even smell good?But he didn't pay attention to this point, but tried his best to break free from Zheng Qinhao's arms, made a stop gesture with both hands, and shouted,

"So you have to send me to Xiazi's place!! Otherwise, what am I going to think? You're like a fly seeing shit, and you're going to think quietly about me!!"

"..."

"Fuck, you are the fucking shit!!"

As soon as Zheng Qinhao heard this question, his expression changed and he became serious.

"No, you stay at my house."

Raising eyebrows three times,

"It's your house, not mine. Who are you to insist that I live in your house?"

"This is our house, yours, mine, the big one, the second one, and the little one's."

"It's overkill, isn't it?"

"One centimeter!"

"Grandma is a real bear!!!!"

Yan San stood up, and the stool under his buttocks fell backwards and fell to the ground with a loud noise. He pointed at Zheng Qinhao angrily, and roared,

"I don't want to anymore!! I refuse!! The ghost will spend the rest of my life with you!! Go ahead and dream!!"

Zheng Qinhao silently turned his crooked fingers and pointed them at his face, and then said pitifully,

"That would also