Yu's family is a well-to-do family, just as I imagined, clean and delicate, not very spacious.Chinese people's traditional concept of marriage pays attention to the right marriage, if it is a rich and powerful family, how can Yu Minxiu marry the son of an actor.Yu's father is a tailor. I heard that he was an opera actor when he was young, but because acting was too hard, he changed his career and ran a clothing store.Mama Yu is helping in the shop.Yu Minxiu has an elder brother who is a doctor named Yu Mincheng, who is ten years older than her. After getting married, he moved out of Yu's house and lived with his wife.

When I was sitting on the comfortable sofa in Yu's house with joy, suddenly an identical Yu Minxiu came out of the room, my shock can be imagined.I almost suspected that I had an illusion because I missed her so much. Even Yu's mother poured me a glass of water and stuffed it into my hand without noticing it.My eyes were just fixed on her.She has the same facial features as Yu Minxiu, with thick and big curly curls casually scattered on her shoulders, wearing a loose home dress, but she can't hide her slender figure.Her eyes are outlined peach blossom eyes, with a touch of green eye shadow, charming and evil, and raising her eyebrows seems to spread a dense love net, seducing people's hearts and making people unable to resist.

That look made me instantly tell that she wasn't Yu Minxiu.Although Yu Minxiu also wears light eye makeup, her eyes are calm and clear, not so sharp, naked, like an invisible sharp knife, cold and malicious.I looked back dumbly, and looked down at Yu Minxiu who was sitting beside me, my heart seemed to jump back to its original position, stable and real.

Seeing me frowning slightly, the woman slammed the door shut and asked as she walked, "Axiu, who is this?" From the distance between the sofa and the coffee table, I can even see her wrinkle her beautiful nose and control her breathing, as if my presence made the air in the whole room sour.

I suddenly remembered what the owner of Danzai Noodles had said to me before, my face turned red, and I buried my head in my chest and couldn't lift it up again.All I could see was her flip-flop flip-flops, and she sat next to Yu's mother.

"It's Axiu's friend, called... called..." Mama Yu tried her best to recall that Yu Minxiu had introduced me to her when she first came in, but she didn't remember.

Yu Minxiu hurriedly took over the conversation, "Ji Mingfeng! Mom, you are so young and have such a bad memory." As she spoke, she tapped her head with her hand.

"This child..." Mama Yu blamed slightly, "Well, it's called Afeng. Ah Feng, this is Axiu's sister, named Aying."

As soon as I looked up, I saw that scrutinizing gaze looking at me, and I only smiled slightly to show my goodwill.

"Ah Feng just doesn't talk much, this child is too well-behaved, isn't it mom?" Yu Minxiu said.

I raised my head, I didn't know what to say, I couldn't look around, and I couldn't look down, so I could only look at Mama Yu and Yu Minying who were sitting across from me.Although they are twin sisters of the first milk compatriots, their temperaments are completely different, one is as cold as ice, and the other is as soft as water.Yu Minying didn't seem to mind my gaze, she picked up the remote control on the coffee table with her fingers painted in bright red nail polish and turned on the TV, her head slightly tilted on Yu's mother's shoulder, and a pair of winking eyes stared straight at Ding Jianguo.

That look made me so uncomfortable that I don't remember what they said later, I just remember that look didn't seem to move away from Ding Jianguo from the beginning to the end.I am not unfamiliar with that look.Because I often look at Yu Minxiu like that, that kind of eyes full of admiration and deep jealousy and resentment.The idea that she loves Ding Jianguo suddenly broke into my mind, she loves Ding Jianguo, what about Xiuxiu?

I looked at Yu Minxiu, she seemed to know nothing, sitting quietly and gently.The mouth opened and closed, as if talking about something.Yu Minying has already left Yu's mother's shoulder, looking at Yu Minxiu quietly.Later she stood up and sent Ding Jianguo out.Ding Jianguo bid farewell to everyone one by one, polite and thoughtful.Yu Minying went back to the room, and Yu's mother told Yu Minxiu to take good care of me and then went back to the room.It was just the two of us in the house.

When I finally lay on Yu Minxiu's bed, wearing her clothes and smelling her unique fragrance in the house, I completely woke up from this trance.I hugged her quilt, smelling the fragrance in the quilt, my heart was sweet and sour.I worked so hard and finally came to her side.The woman I love, right next door, sleeps peacefully, breathing evenly, and I smell her in every breath I take.Everything here is her imprint.My eyes greedily look at everything in this house.There is a table next to her bed, and there are stacks of posters on the table, all of which are the latest movie posters.Next to it is her dressing box, and on the other side are several books, with a notepad with a light green cover sandwiched by the cap of a ballpoint pen.

I subconsciously thought it was her diary.What a confused woman!I sighed secretly in my heart, why did she trust me so much, didn't she know how much I love you?Don't you know how much I want to know everything about you?I stretched out my hand carefully, and it seemed to still carry the temperature of her writing all the year round, like the years of flowing water.

The paper is ivory white paper, and the pen is a very ordinary ballpoint pen with a light blue transparent pen case, and the refill with cute cartoon patterns painted inside is faintly visible.I took it, imagining how many nights Yu Minxiu sat at the table like this, writing quietly.The sweetness of love, the worries of work, the perception of life, I wonder if there will be me in her works?And I don’t know what kind of me she wrote?There was a faint expectation in my heart.Will she miss me as much as I miss her?Or even just a little bit is great.I wishful thinking, opened the notepad.The fact that came into view caused the pain in my heart to spread bit by bit, like a huge palm of an invisible genitals grabbing my heart, tightening it tighter and tighter, as if trying to pull out my chest, the pain made me almost suffocate .

The paper was full of Ding Jianguo's name, scrawled and overlapping.I don't know how much lovesickness is concentrated in it, and finally these three words are simply merged. There are no thousands of words, no gorgeous lines, these three words are everything.I feebly closed the notepad, carefully clipped the pen, and put it back.Without me, nothing about me, and no one else, there is only Ding Jianguo in her story.The cold night wind seemed to want to open the heavy curtains. After several efforts, the curtains only shook slightly and then returned to silence, like a stone thrown into a bottomless lake, causing ripples.I know she loves him, I told myself, I knew it from the first time I saw her, but no one said that knowing it wouldn't hurt.I came here recklessly, but I still couldn't get into her heart, because there was already a man living there.

I was tossing and turning between half asleep and half awake all night. I seemed to dream that when we first met, she laughed and listened to me talking about embarrassing things, and said shyly that I was a rascal. I taught her how to practice guns. Go to the roadside grassland to pick wild vegetables together.Everything was fine, but she suddenly told me that she was going to get married, and I begged her not to leave, crying, but she still left resolutely.My tears wet her pillow.

When I woke up, the sky was already bright, and the morning sun was trying hard to squeeze through the cracks in the curtains, coating the whole dressing table with a faint golden halo.There was cold sweat on my forehead, and I panted and saw the notepad on the book at a glance.Maybe one day, she too woke up in the panic of losing, as I did.I think of Yu Minying's straight eyes, such charming eyes, why didn't I fall in love with him at first?

Yu Minxiu.

I muttered to myself.

The three words, I seem to have exhausted my whole life to open my lips and teeth, and the inexplicable pain in my heart made me breathe heavily.I'm really not magnanimous enough to hand you over to him calmly and wish you a happy new marriage as if nothing had happened. My heart hurts.But the pain, I can only let it hurt.I can not do anything.After sitting for a long time, I calmed down and got up quietly to leave the room.

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