Jealousy and I love you

Of course, I would no longer hold grudges about Liu Xun calling and yelling at me that day. On the contrary, I felt a secret joy.I really lied to him, coaxing and coaxing him into bed, and after eating and wiping him up, I couldn't bear to let go.And he, I am sure now, felt for me the affection I hoped for.

After Liu Xun left, I lay on the bed and thought. It would be great if our identities were not entertainers who want to disclose our privacy to the public. Liu Xun’s parents didn’t like to talk to him, and my parents also recognized my sexual orientation. , we can announce our relationship with our family and come out to our close friends without any qualms.

But if Liu Xun is just a part of the crowd, can't sing or act, and doesn't even have a good face and figure, then will I still be so attached to him?

I stared at the night sky outside the window. When I moved here a few years ago, I could still see a large expanse of blue sky from the window. Now, the skyscrapers in the distance are vying to rise up, seeming to block out the sun. I don't have much sky anymore.

I raised my palm and grasped it against the window.Fortunately, the sky left to me is bigger than a palm.I focused on the palm in front of me, and thought to myself, compared with the world, what gossip news and superstars are just passers-by that people accidentally catch eyes with. They care too much about themselves, and they have to lose more things instead.

After rolling three times, I was about to fall asleep with my head covered, but the phone rang inappropriately.It's the notification tone of WeChat.I wanted to reply the next day, but I was worried that it was a message from Liu Xun, so I quickly lifted my upper body and took a look at the phone.

The little girl's profile picture is not like other female stars who are satisfied with their selfies, but a Q manga drawn vividly.When I added her on WeChat, she was very proud to say that it was drawn by herself.

Younger sister (I saved such a name because I was lazy at the time): Big brother, I have a new script!

Me: Congratulations.

Girl: It’s a TV series adapted from the novel you mentioned when we were having dinner with me!What a coincidence!

Me: oh yeah.

Girl: I play the heroine's best friend, the girl surnamed Hei... Hehe, the surname is special so I remember it deeply.

Me: Well... she is from the Hui nationality. (At this time, I felt a little sleepy instead.)

Girl: I, I, and I have only read half of the original novel. Haven’t you read all of it? Discuss the plot with me.

I glanced at the time, it was one past three.I can accept it because the work is upside down day and night, but little sister, shouldn't you be tired after work and then go to bed? !

But after thinking about it, I couldn't find a reason to reject her, and thinking that tomorrow would be a day of doing nothing, I simply got out of bed and went to the study room to find the hardcover book covered with thin dust, and then chatted with her. up.

I suddenly discovered that women in the entertainment industry are not uniformly annoying.Except for the shrews or real whores I met before who don’t want any face for the sake of fame and fortune, there are also existences like Xiaomei and Rong Youyan who stand out in the crowd. Unleash your charm.There are also Zhang Xiaoge and Xie Yu, whom I haven't seen for a long time, they are so different to me.

Hmm... I seem to understand why Liu Xun was so fascinated by women before.

This conversation lasted all night, and I even squatted by the socket in the corner to continue discussing the plot with her in order to charge my phone.It was dawn before I knew it, and I swiped up the chat history, there were hundreds of voice exchanges, and I couldn't see the end at all.

She yawned without hesitation, and said, "I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

...You just thought of sleeping at this time.But I can only reply to her kindly: "Okay, have a good dream."

After a while, she returned a voice message:

"Brother, I think your understanding of the script is very incisive. Whether it's something you've never seen before or you've read it through, you can always see something different from others. Would you like to try to specialize in filming? this road?"

I held my phone for a while and then replied to her like this:

"Little sister, go to sleep, and be careful not to become a giant panda. As for brother... I still prefer to write and sing songs."

Well, I looked at the messy notes on the three or four sheets of paper at hand, and replied her so firmly.

Later, my little sister and I went out privately twice, and it was so easy to be photographed by real paparazzi shopping or something.I bought her a necklace as a small gift, and she gestured at me with a new trendy T: "Well... the color is okay."

"Uh... Actually, I don't like this style of clothes very much."

"Tch," she rolled her eyes, "I didn't buy it for you, you are too old-fashioned in your clothes, I..."

She blushed a little: "Let me tell you, the male lead of this new play is simply too handsome!"

"Oh~" I couldn't help but jokingly said, "Little girl, this is the first love?" But I tried my best to recall, but I didn't remember who the male lead of her play was.

Then she started talking endlessly about how handsome and sunny the new boy was, wearing a white shirt and riding a mountain bike galloping on the road, satisfying the initial fantasy of all girls.

I'm a bit dull, handsome or not is not too important to me, good hand feeling is the real meaning...

"Ah! Just buy this one!" She happily ran to pay the bill, completely ignoring whether the other party would like her inexplicable gift.

"Tsk tsk tsk, you forget the old one when you have a new one?" On the way back, I couldn't help but feel sorry for her. Several passers-by behind me recognized us, but they didn't dare to go up to confirm. I didn't dare to go out to go shopping in a big way.

She stooped into the nanny car that came to pick her up. Judging from the frequency of her changing cars, her career must be going well.

"Hmph, I guess you think so." The little girl put the bag in the car, walked out again, and opened the trunk.

"It's for you." She picked up the piano case and stuffed it into my arms.

I stared blankly at the piano case in my hand: "Guitar...?"

"Well. I just have a friend who is making guitars. They are very famous. You can't buy them even if you want to. I don't know which one you prefer, so I asked him to make folk guitars... Well, I chose the case myself. Yes. In short, I hope you like this gift, and thank you for chatting with me about the script during this time~"

Her high-pitched voice and sweet smile made it impossible for me to refuse the gift.

"Goodbye." I waved my hand and bid her farewell.

Bless her and hope that the boy she likes can accept her love.

Watching her go away, I also plan to go home and try this special gift. Parked behind me is a luxury car that Liu Xun bought for a long time but hasn't driven much.The black body is low-key and luxurious, not suitable for Liu Xun's ostentatious and funny comparison, so I took over smoothly. Although I insisted on giving him a sum of money, compared with the real price of this car, it is only a drop in the bucket.

At that time, I felt a little awkward. Even if this feeling of being favored happened many times, I still couldn't fully adapt to it.

Liu Xun saw that my complexion was not good, so he finally had some insight. He deliberately said solemnly: "Ahem, this is the car that the company gave you. After all, I am also your boss."

"Oh." I nodded expressionlessly, and I actually planned to accept it in my heart. After all, I have been coveting this car for a long time.

"Hmm..." He suddenly rubbed his hands with a wicked smile, "If you are willing to make a promise with your body... I will definitely not refuse."

I smiled when I heard the words, stepped back straight, fell on the soft big bed, and made a big character: "If you want it, come and get it."

He stood and looked at me for a long time, and the projection of the light made his facial expressions blurred in my eyes. After a while, he said, "Remember, next time."

The more I got in touch with Liu Xun, the less I thought he was as consistent as I thought.Although Lizi is still the stupid fool I know, these ten years of tempering have taught him how to read people's faces and how to deal with embarrassment. It turns out that he has already cultivated to the full level of the sophistication of the world that I claim to be proficient in. up.

Today, besides being an excellent singer with countless masterpieces, an idol who occasionally shows his face in movies, a popular artist whose products are promoted by him in the streets and alleys, he is also a professional room boss.And this studio is growing day by day under the joint management of him and Sister Yang. I think it is just around the corner to expand into a company.

As for the previous turmoil, it has long been calmed down under Sister Yang's iron fist, and I am busy again.Of course, the unnamed big names she brought us to know also played a big role in it, including my senior who was recently promoted.

Therefore, it is useless to meet anyone in the vast crowd.Of those strangers who have passed you by, or met their eyes, there must be one who wants to form an indissoluble bond with you.

I think I was at the audition scene at the beginning, and I recognized Liu Xun from the same school behind me at a glance.I have forgotten who greeted whom first. At that time, I also sincerely praised the song he wrote, which was so beautiful and so unpopular.

I suddenly wondered, if the same song was sung by the two of us, would we have different encounters?

After changing a few places repeatedly, I plucked the guitar and played it twice, and the sound is mellow and bright, and I am very satisfied.

Putting the phone at a suitable height, I played and sang to the camera. This song "She is Different" is the product of my whim and inspiration, and I would like to dedicate it to those extraordinary women I have been lucky enough to meet. .

The author has something to say: This chapter feels like it's all about hydrochloric acid.

After the relationship between him and Liu Xun becomes clear and stable, this article should also end.

I usually like to read 10,000+ short essays, which can explain the story clearly without procrastinating the journal.

So try to feel that way yourself.